How is a deep or meaningful relationship supposed to be? How is it to be "seen" and feel like the other person is interested in the surface and deeper 'you' in a relationship?

What is /htgwg/? How to Get Women General is by anons, for anons, about the modern dating landscape. So bring all of your questions about dating here. Some anons on this site actually get partners and laid, and some of them even want to help. If you're trying to meet and date people, then this is the place to ask questions, seek advice, and share experiences. We know how hard it can be. We got you bro. >What is /htgwg/ not? These threads are NOT for whining, moping, incels, femlcels, MGTOW, hopelessness, pinkpillers or demoralization. We're all aware that meeting and dating people is hard today, and even harder for some, but /htdg/ is for trying to overcome the challenges. IGNORE the posters who complain, give up, or insist there's nothing they can do. This site has other boards and threads that they can pollute. BE SMART: Spot the bait, don't reply, and DON'T WASTE TIME ARGUING WITH THEM! >How to ask for advice Context is important: be more specific than "I got ghosted, why?" We can't help if we don't know the situation, so try to provide as much (useful) info as possible ("I was at the bar, someone was checking me out..."). What's your relationship with them? How long have you known them? Any conversation screenshots? Etc... Don't forget to ask an actual question. >Resources and Books https://wingman.live/ (AI dating coach) https://www.youtube.com/@HealthyGamerGG https://www.youtube.com/@YourWingmam https://pdfcoffee.com/318797392-mark-manson-models-2016pdf-4-pdf-free.html https://archive.org/details/robert-glover-no-more-mr-nice-guy-id-353324692-size-612 https://www.doctornerdlove.com/blog/ https://pastebin.com/7U5Sdhwq (embed) (Leykis 101) https://www.fantasticanachronism.com/p/how-to-be-good-at-dating REMEMBER: It's good to read and prepare, but don't overdo it. Get off this site: go learn and build up your social skills by meeting actual people in the real world.

How do I get rid of my sugar addiction? I'm eating a tub of chocolate ice cream right now...

Is dating a single mom EVER worth it? Does anyone have any personal stories of their success or failures? I keep getting matches with single moms but i dont want to be a step dad, ever.

Just why in the world do majority of men even care about bodycounts when almost none of them are going to uncover the truth? Why do they even bother dating if they're disgusted by "ran through" women? What is even the point of asking about my past when they know for a fact that they can never know it all?

How do you resist being sexually attracted to women that you absolutely fucking hate with every fiber of your being? You know what I'm talking about? Those evil cunts that killed your dog in cold blood but you can't resist looking at their ass?

my family doesnt love me that much siblings and parents idk and on top of that im a failure, idk but i cant give them what they want or wtv and this has raped my brain i cant function properly i wanna be normal i love the feeling of being loved by dad and mom i want to be normal please i wanna fix myself, why do i have to rely on them to feel complete

I'm attracted to men in a sexual sense, but I really don't like men as friends or company. They aren't as developed mentally as most of my other friends, and they usually have a lot of weird unresolved shit going on that they refuse to address or think about bc admitting they have issues isn't "manly" or w/e. My feelings don't do much to keep them from trying to hang around me all the time. I just want a submissive bf who will let me peg him who leaves me alone when I don't want him for something, but for the small number of guys I've gotten to peg they all had an expectation they'd get to fuck me back. Am I going about this the wrong way, or should I just try to be a lesbian? I feel like I would have a more fulfilling relationship with a woman but I wouldn't be sexually happy.

Is it true that you can't really tell how big a dude's dick is from a dick pic? Cause I've seen pics of some dudes that look like they had massive bbc dicks but they were only like 6 inches. Now, on the reverse... are there dudes that look small on camera but are actually massive when you measure them irl? Yes, this is a serious question. Answer it or I'll fucking kill you.

god I feel like a retard having to type this but I have really bad addiction problems, its in my family. Sh, porn, doomscrolling, doomscrolling porn, energy drinks, etc. how do I quit. its effecting me my moods and my social life. I've been trying for months and I feel like a failure for letting slop take over my life. it got worse when a few days ago I discovered b random and started 4chan in general. the porn there isnt even GOOD I just saw someone named violet who I thought was hot as fuck and since then I started looking for the same thrill. any advice..?

Boyfriend has decided to join the military after telling me he wasn't going to. I'm 2 years into 6 years of school it'll take to get a degree for a job that will likely require me to stay in the same place for life. He's wanted to get married basically since we started dating, I told him wait until I graduate. But now I feel like it's impossible for us to both have the careers we want and live in the same place together. I can't move every 3-4 years. Do I have to end things with him?

>a) stay with your current, insanely boring girlfriend that you trust will never fuck you over, but you don't truly love her and spending time with her is just fighting sleep all the time >b) take the risk, throw it all away, have fun and embark into the unknown, looking for the treasure that you may die searching for Most of people will say "leave her man, you're hurting both of you!" but the cons of option b are just as bad. What if "you don't know what you have until you lose it" hits me? What if I never find any better since and become a loser that's single into his 30s? I'm lost. Did anyone ever have to choose like this?

I'm (25M) in a poly-ish relationship with a guy and a girl, we're all childhood friends who've been on and off for a couple years now. I've watched them having sex quite a few times and he (26M) always seems to be able to get her (25F) to orgasm, even during penetration, and often multiple times in a single session. I'm pretty sure I haven't managed it once despite trying more than a few times by now. Maybe some of that is because he usually fucks her harder and lasts longer than I do, but I refuse to believe that he's just more adept at using his hands and tongue than I can ever be. I've noticed that she's started to prefer him over me more and more openly lately, and I feel like she certainly enjoys the sex more with him too, so I want to change her mind because I'm worried about losing her. TL;DR What techniques can I use to get better at getting my gf off during foreplay? What's his secret sauce and what am I missing or doing wrong?

Which dating app is the least bad?

Im a 21 year old white male and I live in the middle of nowhere on Vancouver island, I have an ok job but i struggle to meet people and have no clue how to meet people my age, anyone have any ideas?

The zogpill is looking pretty tasty right now bros. Convince me that joining the military is a bad idea, please. Or maybe I should go to school and do something medical related since AI destroyed the tech job market. I am so lost in life. Help.

This may be one of the dumbest questions on this board but where can I find russian women to date online or irl? I don't care about russian culture or politics but I just have a strong love for the russian accent and nothing else (For this reason I believe I mustn't to go to those sites specifically made to find a russian woman, I think they are a scam and also if they assume I have an interest in russian culture and ask me about it I would have nothing to say). I'm 24 and from the EU.

How do you keep going in the face of overwhelming odds?

What are women looking genuinely for exactly during their "bad boy phase"? And why does it stop after 30?

Where can I find them irl? I want to meet them for nefarious purposes but I am too ashamed to go to gay bars. Where else should I look?

I'm on sick leave from work from mental health reasons and I'm getting a lot of pressure from people/family to go back to work. I don't want to but i feel I'm letting people and myself down by not going back. I'm tired of the feeling of shame and I'm tired of the feeling of dread at the idea of going back when all i want to do is lie in bed and disappear. What should i do?. I'm tired of this shit tbqh

i want to date a very specific kind of man. basically my male version. i can't see myself being happy or understanding anyone else, and i don't think i would be attracted to them. >dont care about height/good looks as long as you arent fuck ugly. would prefer dark hair but its not a nonnegotiable. >fellow misanthropic reclusive loner who gave up on fitting in. someone in the same position of being too spergy for normal people but not spergy or sensitive enough for most autists. >likes nerdy otaku stuff and has some weird kinks >wants a long term serious relationship >lives within an hour or so because i want to meet and date, so while i probably could find this guy online edating just wont work for me ive tried hinge and bumble but virtually every person ive seen has had pictures of them at the gym or drinking at parties. obviously youre supposed to put a good front on for potential dates but its offputting. is my account too new and still showing me all the 'good' and 'normal' people? made this thread before but i didnt actually have experience on any apps and now im realising how hopeless it really is, i thought there had to be at least one out there. i have also tried hiki (neurodivergent) but it is very us-centric and i live in the uk. i feel like a lot of these men have become trans women. maybe i should look out for that? but im only attracted to male presentation. i have tried to widen my standards but i feel nothing, i have a very narrow view of what i want and i don't think i can change that. so, are there any alternate apps i can look for with this in mind? any places i can go irl? maybe cons? but ive never been so i dont know what goes on there and if theyre anything like me they don't go outside. i just dont know.

How to get abs at home?

those who have tried it, how did you (not) do it? What was it like?

I trooned out a few years ago but I'm only on estrogen, I haven't worn womens clothing in that time though I used to do it when I was younger but I can't even fit my feet into womens shoes now lmao anyways I saw a few pics of trans women and they were with women or FTMs and it was just so obvious who was trans and who wasn't. ik that if you troon after puberty it basically depends on luck and I don't think I got lucky, I'm way too tall and I don't want to stand out in crowds or anything rn I am just coping with estrogen and I want to get facial feminization surgery in the next few years but I don't think I can just undergo social transition, I don't want to embarrass myself. I just think that once I get it nothing will change apart from feeling a little less shit about myself but let's me honest, my bones are pretty masculine now so there's no hope of looking like an average woman at the same time I feel like there's nothing I can do apart from this, if I attempted to do anything more I would fail. I would also like to have a more feminine voice and just keep doing what I do right now (live online never mentioning my gender) and maybe larp as a trap or something loooooool. I know it's so 2014 coded but yeah I can't see myself doing anything else at the same time though I know that won't be enough, but won't people know I'm a troon if I will end up looking vaguely feminine and with a more feminine voice? is there a way to like maximize bodily femininity without people thinking you're a troon? maybe just like some weird effeminate gay guy, I think that would be better sorry that this sounds like rambling, I was feeling sad today and I was thinking about this stuff. I don't really want to kill myself but I don't know how to do away with the constant sadness

I'm an asshole who ghosted almost everyone in my life for a year or more. I don't even know why I did it and I'm too ashamed to reconnect now because I feel like a piece of shit. Anyone ever come back from this? I can't even bring myself to read the texts they sent me.

my sister got into therapy and she got ammunition from her maniac female therapist to use it on me i realize the next part is gonna sound crazy but i loved when i can beat my sister mentally and have her breakdown im only saying this because they used to fucking ostracize humiliate me and call me names, now they get to do that behind my back (i have another sister) and i cant do anything about it, well we have stopped talking w eachother for over a year (we all live together) anyways now my mom has gone to the same therapist and im suspecting she told my mom to ignore me?? wtf is going in this fuckass house bro the therapist is a maniac and she is fucking evily raping me mentally to give you a glimpse of how tf shit is going, my sister literally used to call me names whenever we disagree or just shout at me because she gets "angry easily" and my mom said not to do anything to her nor raise my voice?? and just tell me mom to deal with it living around females is not nice now i feel like a fucking lonely evil person and i cant fucking humiliate myself around them by trying to fix wtf is going on and idk how to proceed

I'm 22 and white and I got a job as a life model in a college. I finished my first class today but all of the artists drawing me were indian and middle eastern women. Should I quit? I get paid 25 euro per hour

Thoughts? Bought LMT at $510, sold at $645 Now buying Google at current prices after the crash

I finally got some stability in my life since I graduated in December. I had been looking for jobs with my accounting degree from January to May with no luck, and I was legitimately depressed asf rotting at home. I am now working in food service like I had been before, but it pays a bit better since it's actual cooking and not fast food. I am, for the most part, comfortable where I'm at. I live in my parents' basement and don't pay rent. All my money goes towards paying student loans and saving the rest. My dilemma is I'm not sure if I should try to pay off my loans as soon as possible and have basically no savings or pay the minimum monthly payments and save the rest of my money to pivot to some other direction; maybe pursue my CPA license or even save up to buy a small house, which is pretty much my dream and what I consider to be "making it" in life. I feel like it comes down to should I plan in the long term and rid myself of my debt or take a gamble while I'm still young enough to enjoy life but let my interest accrue, thus giving me a bigger financial burden later on

i live w someone who assaulted me last year, and they attempt to intimidate me, and they harass me every single day. every single time i leave my room, they insult me, criticize or micro-criticize me, manipulate me, curse at me, project onto me. i have asked them to never speak to me and they continue talking at me. last year he pushed me and i said to not fucking touch me and he stood behind me staring at me w an insane face. when i said i would call the police and went back to my bedroom, he proceeded to stomp around his room and the hallway screaming at the top of his lungs like a child. he stares at me like he hates me every day. the other day he stared at me three times before i was done pouring a drink. last time he talked shit about me, i told him to shut the fuck up and went to my bedroom, and hehad the audacity to stand at my door screaming at the top of his lungs, he even insulted my deceased father. he cant take what he dishes. if i say one thing to him he emotionally explodes, if i talk to him he just acts like im not talking but if i ignore him he starts crying about it instantly, etc. the list goes on. he also is low testosterone and has to use a cock pump to get an erection, and he gets money from his mother still. he used to work 40hrs but now he works 30hrs bc he got a raise to be here to watch and harass me more. he runs out of money every single week, in fact hes negative. he calls me a faggot etc. he has drugs w pill bottles that arent his, he did oxycodone the other day. i want to call the police and tell them to get him arrested, and hand them the pill bottles and all the weed. what can i do? hes also given alcohol to minors

I'm be straight with this, I haven't done anything special for holloween for the past say 5-7 years since I've been busy being the "man of the house" in my family for the few years. Been a workaholic since before even finishing high school. Now I just happen to be free and don't need to worry about anything this year. So, since its the day before holloween. I wanna know what a mid-20s dude like me can do this year. I never been at a holloween party or event in my life and I will most likely go out on my own tomorrow if I can find something. So /adv/, what can I do? Or where can I find a party around me? I'd ask /soc/ about it but I think I'd be breaking their rules if I made this exact tread there. Any help or ideas are greatly appriciated

I invest in A.I, that's artificial intelligence.

Without being a scumbag can I make recommending a girl for a job she wants into getting a date. Assuming she gets it. It's a place I used to work and a different role.

I’ve lost interest in my bf (dating since 2023) Thru no fault of his own. How do I let him down gently saying I’ve fallen out of love? I feel cruel doing it, but feel lying is dishonest. He bought a flat for us and I feel so guilty

as dude how do you answer the "do you want kids" question? Seems like yes, lots can scare a girl off

>be me >meet qt Egyptian girl on marriage app >only talking for a week calls me habibi and cute nicknames for each other >already told her family she’s talking with me >wants to come to America >get into exclusive relationship after one week >tells me she’s usually a bitch but let her guard down with me >already saying love you to each other >she has never been in a relationship before me Am I being scammed? Are Egyptian girls known to scam or is she just inexperienced and caught up with the fast feelings?

>texting with best friend who has an eating disorder >she complains that she's been eating too much >if I try to tell her it's ok and her body needs it (she's severely underweight) she'll lash at me because I'm stressing her out when she's already stressed >changing the topic feels extremely awkward What's the right move in these cases? Everything I do seems to be wrong

How do I get my gf to be normal about her lips? She has regular white girl lips which I think look great but she's self conscious about it and insists that she needs bigger lips because it's what she sees on instagram or whatever. Currently what she does is she'll overpaint her top lip to make it look bigger. See pic. I'll post a couple others. I've told her I think it looks dumb and looks like she doesn't know how to apply makeup. She think's it's a subtle way to make her lips look bigger. But even on top of that she is insisting on getting lip injections to make her lips bigger and I don't want her to start down that rabbit hole. I've tried telling her I love her lips, I kiss her all the time, she's beautiful, etc etc but she says I'm her boyfriend so I have to say that stuff and everyone else is judging her for having thin lips. I genuinely love her and don't want her to start doing all this plastic surgery bullshit but she is insisting.

Same old boring shit. It’s just been getting worse lately. Thinking about giving up, not like suicide or anything but just stop trying to do anything. I’d still wake up, go to the gym, eat and sleep but other than that I don’t want to do much more. At least for one or two years. No more job hunting. Learning new things etc. I’ve don’t something in life. Worked a few years, got a degree. Realistically, I could still bounce back in life later right? Once I got better of course

Is the secret of having a normal life just giving up, I've noticed over the past few months I stopped worrying If I'll have a normal GF or if I'm going to have a satisfactory life, I just take it day by day, Like tomorrow I'm going to apply for this job, the next day I'll do this I used to feel pressure about all those things, and now I just don't care, I'm in it to be a loser if I have to, and I don't don't care about having friends, I stopped having them because after my military service, I still haven't adapted and haven't found anything to do and felt like the odd man out. I've accepted that I won't strive for anything great, and in my mind being at the most bottomless pit means you can only go up from here, day by day I still have interests, I guess I'm waiting for GTAVI as much as the next guy, I want to see a couple of films I like and I'm invested in elections and such because of my autism

As title. I'm not going to bother taking the phone to get fixed again, the screen has done this a couple times now. Is their a way I can move the files from the phone to a computer without being able to use the phonescreen itself?

>cry when I yawn >cry when I poop >can't cry during somber moments like a death in the family or a bad break up What is wrong with me? Am I not getting enough water or something?

Preface: I am not making this thread to boost my ego or to get anyone’s approval, and I know I’m an asshole in advance, but any advice could be appreciated: I’m not sure how to start this off, so I guess I’ll share a little bit about myself and what I’ve been doing. I’m currently a 29yo male, and I’ve been called handsome throughout my life. Ever since I’ve hit my mid twenties, I’ve been going through a vicious cycle of meeting women, dating women, having my fun, and ending the relationship when I’ve gotten bored. And this includes hook-ups/relationships with women way older than me (cougars). At my core, I don’t really enjoy it, because I what really value is connection, true intimacy, and not hurting people/women. I’ve been recently seeing a woman who is literally wife material. She was young, and a virgin when I met her. She brought me food, made me gifts, and essentially treated me like a king. But I screwed it up. Multiple times I cheated, and she found out. I even tried to hook up with her cousin. We’re still friends, but I’m not sure if I should fix the relationship, and stick with her, or just keep my options open and not settle down. I feel like I am slowly ruining my pair bonding abilities, and leaving a trail of broken hearts. But I can’t seem to stop. Every time I delete the dating apps, I find myself reinstalling them and repeating this vicious cycle. Am I addicted? Should I seek professional help? Should I just take this life I’ve been given, not settle down, and be a bachelor? Thanks anons

Hello /adv/, im an autistic black girl that struggles with femininity. When I was a kid all the way towards high school I dressed like a boy (wearing baggy clothes, no makeup, etc) and I noticed throughout my current adulthood people label me as male or transgender and I want to change that. I also feel like I'm not as feminine as my peers in my college. Any advice and tips regarding makeup, clothes, etc?

My older sister has an obsession with a died-young rocker. He was obscure enough that saying who it is might be a privacy issue. This is obviously not healthy. She can't form real relationships as a result. I'm pretty sure she's a virgin and she has never had a relationship. She is 30. I had the misfortune of snooping through her phone. She has saved hundreds of pics of this man, pictures of zines & articles mentioning him, and spent money on vinyl records, CDs and more. But worst of all, she uses AI chat bots to roleplay talking to him. Some of the chats have supernatural or sci-fi aspects, such as time travel, and some are more grounded. It looks like she spends hours a day, maybe even most of her time roleplaying in that app (Chai). She's private about it and I wouldn't know how bad it was if I didn't guess her pin on her phone. What the fuck do you do about that?

What benefits does hard working have for a lonely man that doesn't have any goals in life? why keep going being a wage slave in a shit physical job? I like climbing and watching films, but when I get older, my knees will be done. Why keep going If I don't see a clear path? It's all so meaningless NEETdom was the true freedom

I have hounded this board for years trying to seek advice to change but I can’t do it. I’m stuck in a loop because I will never learn or be able to change and help myself. I am ethnically and psychologically inferior, ugly, vile and selfish subhuman trash who needs to go. I see no future for myself and it’s impossible for me to become someone I want to be while I’m this way and stuck in this life and country. I know it’ll be temporary but I’m so scared of pain, I want to go as peacefully as I can. I’m bad with my hands and don’t think I could tie an effective noose, I’m sheltered and don’t know where to get pills or anything. I think I would freeze standing at a tall height. Even if we had guns over here I think I would still freeze. I haven’t looked into this much. Is there a gentler way? If I wasn’t so scared of pain I think I would offer myself up to a cannibal or something just to do something before I die.

theres these girls whos been hanging out with my ex and his friends lately. they look so hot and both of them are so cool, they have piercings and cool clothes but they look like whores kinda. and the way she hung out with my ex and his friends even when she had a bf is crazy i can’t stop comparing her to me and how effortlessly cool she is and how jealous i am of her is getting progressively worse by the day. i want to strangle her and torture her because i feel so jealous and sometimes i feel so guilty because i secretly hope that she dies and gets raped or something. im insanely insecure and so painfully jealous of her its making me crazy. i know i shouldnt feel this way against her i js wanna get hotter and better than her so i can kill her and i have no one to turn to and tell all of this to because all my friends tell me im just overreacting no seriously i want her dead and her limbs torn

meet a weird fat girl through some friends of mine, hang out in a group a couple times, one of the hang out sessions she just asks me when we're alone if I want some pussy... I say yes, eat her out and fuck her. She's get decent enough pussy and head skills, even lets me fuck her in the ass, but she's a total spergette, literally last time why hooked up she told me she wanted me to "edge in her pussy" while she watched some weird political videos on her phone. Another time she explained to me the whole plot of a book called Roadside picnic then talked about stalker lore while I was hitting, only to put on a full on gas mask mid fuck. She also has a scary amount of guns and knives and boxes of rations and survival food... she also says weird shit sometimes like I should always have a plan to kill everyone I meet and if I ever need to eat someone to avoid the brain and upper spine to avoid prion disease. I want to cut things off with her because I feel weird fucking a chick that psychotic, but I'm afraid she'll kill me. My friend said shes weird but harmless but I dunno man... She's been getting pissy because even though I bag it I've been pulling out to cum you know... just in case, and she finds it insulting. What do I do?

>23 years old >had severe depression when i was younger, now have no friends irl or online and got dumped recently. only one family member to talk to >I would like to put myself out there again. Mostly dating but would be cool to make some friends along the way >I know people see "having no friends" as a red flag and are probably going to be cautious of me and think I was the problem in past circles which is why I have no friends now >I feel like an imposter trying to infiltrate normal humans and when people talk about their friends I would eventually be found out that once I go home I have nobody to talk to, even online What do? I've went over this in therapy for years, I had very little connections growing up, 4 of those we just naturally drifted apart, and the 2 I went out of my way to cut out of my life were genuinely harmful for me. I was partly the problem, getting involved in unhealthy codependent friendships where they forbid me from meeting other people and not speaking up or just leaving earlier, but I've been going to therapy and reflecting every day and growing out of these things and I don't want present day me to be punished for the connections I got into when I was 16-18 and before I even started therapy. I honestly think I might have some schizoid tendencies but I also really want to be in a relationship so I don't know.

I've been in a relationship with this girl for 5+ years, which is a first relationship for both of us. The first year was pretty fun. We were still in college, we were going out on dates, walks, drinking, had some things in common, whatever. Leaving the rest of the details aside, I feel completely lost in this relationship. She has no friends, doesn't want to hang out with mine, wants me to just stay with her, gets upset whenever I go out without her (which is very rare, she says she doesn't but always has to rub it in my face that I'm leaving her alone and she'll get bored or whatever). She has a bad relationship with her family, her siblings don't talk with her, her parents are weird and are either with or against her. She doesn't want to ever meet my family, although she accidentally did twice. She has self image issues and badmouths herself on every occasion. All our conversations are centered around her - how bad she looks, how bad she feels, how everyone hates her, how she's bad at her job, how other people have it better than her because they look better, how she'll never make it. No matter what I say, I can never change our conversations. Maybe only temporarily, but it won't take long until she starts again. She doesn't eat, doesn't go out, doesn't do anything fun for herself anymore - just keeps the netflix catalogue in the background, barely even pays attention to it. Doesn't want to do any activity with me either. She used to read, listen to weird music, be fairly knowledgeable, dress cool, have real hobbies. She's nothing like her old self anymore. Right now I don't know what to do anymore. I lost a lot of my old friends, I'm staying with her because I lost my job. I know that the real issue is myself, because I can't help but pay too much attention to her. Although I hate every day with her, I don't want to move on. I despise her but feel like there won't be someone better for me.

Is my opinion on younger women

How do I explain I imagine myself as a 12-year-old shotamoder pooner in bed with my boyfriend? To my boyfriend / normie Discord queer friends? ... What is the general copium for oneself / others and how do I explain it when people ask (it is so annoying, they always assume you have daddy issues and you never know what to say)?

When I was in high school, I was in love with my best friend. She was aware on some level that I had feelings for her, but established pretty clearly that she wasn't interested in dating anyone during high school. I was fine with that, because I still got to spend time with her, make her laugh, have honest talks etc. I've always had some level of anxiety when it comes to physical intimacy anyway (some combination of autism and growing up in a religious environment), so not taking things any further suited me fine at the time. We were still able to express fun, healthy platonic love for one another. She genuinely thought I was funny and interesting, and she got along well with my family; my mother later said she was certain I was going to marry this girl someday. Of course, that didn't happen. Not too long after she graduated (she was a year ahead of me), she met some other guy who was able to make her laugh. Someone who was, frankly, more handsome and mentally healthy than me. Since I was still in my senior year of high school while she was out meeting new people, it meant she had plenty of time to cultivate a relationship with this new guy. They were dating within a couple months, engaged within a couple years, and married not long after. That was over a decade ago, and since I moved across the country, I haven't seen or even really interacted with her since. I don't think about her every single day, but the times when I do remember her (especially when she shows up in a dream), I get depressed in ways nothing else can inflict. (1/2)

I have had chronic anxiety my entire life. Bad anxiety. Therapy, prescription medication, alcohol, other drugs, none of it worked, and at best it might take the edge off temporarily, often with side effects. Sex, masturbation, porn or even simply looking at softcore NSFW material results in a significant reduction in my anxiety. I dont even need to be sexually aroused to get the effect either. While being able to have sex whenever and wherever I'd like is obviously impossible, it would be the ideal. When I am studying or working on something extremely intense I find that simply having NSFW material in my peripheral vision helps me focus better and with less anxiety. I have tried nofap and have cut porn entirely out of my life for months on end and the only thing I got out of that experiment was what felt like a never ending panic attack. I genuinely do not know what to do as I feel like a fucking sex freak because of this. This issue of mine has effected every sexual relationship I have been in, and is negatively influencing my current relationship as well. I have only dated one girl who was able to actually able to assist me with this issue, and that relationship ended rather quickly for completely unrelated reasons.

Do you still think you can love a woman, or has being an incel for so long killed it? I feel like I won't be able to love any woman now. Not sure how to deal with it. Not even sure if it's a problem. Just looking for feedback.

When I was in 8th grade, I had a huge crush on a girl who turned out to be a gigantic bitch. I asked her to dance with me at a school dance and she rejected me rather harshly. Back then I was unpopular and massively socially awkward. I hated being alive, but she mesmerized me with her personality and beauty. I guess I had failed to see her less fortunate qualities. I was such a dumb kid. Anyway, after being rejected by her, the most beautiful and popular girl in the school and her best friend, also a beauty and quite popular, asked me if I wanted to dance with them. Heartbroken, I politely declined, but I forever after loved the both of them for the kindness they showed me in one of my darkest moments. We never really hung out afterwards, because I had my own group and friends and was generally very busy with them, but I saw the most beautiful one a year later at my new school. She was in tears and told me she was pregnant, then wandered off before I could collect my wits and respond. Her boyfriend had gotten her pregnant. I felt very bad for her. I saw her later at a grocery store. At least I think it was her. She seemed ok, but was with people so I avoided bothering her. I found out decades later that she had died just a few years after that. I never knew. I never got to say goodbye or thank her for being there for me and apologize for being such a socially awkward kid that I didn't have the nerve to say anything I really wanted to say. So here goes. I hope she can see this from Heaven. Magon...I'm sorry for my failures. I am grateful to have known you. You were the best person I ever knew. I will always love you for the kindness you showed me. If you can see me, please forgive me for my failings and mistakes. You were the best, most decent woman I ever knew.

Repairing almost ten years of porn damage to my brain. I've had a porn addiction for as long as I can remember. When I was very young I was exposed to extreme porn through unmoderated Internet access and eventually to erp and even more extreme fetishes when I began to browse omegle at a very young age (i never consumed any actual illegal content too be clear). This has always been kind of like a second life that didn't really register in my brain and ive become completely apathetic to what should be disgusting to me. Recently however something just snapped and I began to realise how disgusting it all really was and how I was never really into any of it and had just progressively exposed myself to it as a kid. I've decided to go cold turkey, I will never touch porn again no matter what, I dont even want to have a normal but active relationship to it I just want to stop it forever. Now I however have three main issues that I don't know how to handle: Wanting to repair my brain so I stop being so desensitised to all the disgusting stuff I was into. Wanting to understand how I can repair my self image as a normal person again without just thinking of how disgusting ive been to engage in this. Understanding how I can look the people in my life in the face without thinking of what a freak ive been. Finally I also want to stop being paranoid that this would all get out, like I mentioned I used to erp so someone out there technologically still has it all on logs even though it can't be linked back to me. However I also sent my real face when I used to sext with people (but only sfw normal selfies so nothing actually compromisng in any picture i ever sent). Also for reference im 22 now and this addiction has been very intense since 13, It was mostly just something I got kind of egged into by being online too young and also becuse it was almost some kind of self harm I felt too deal with my shit life otherwise.

This November to coincide with No Nut November, I had decided to try and make improvements in my life or fix what I think is really detracting from me living well. I am seeking advice on maybe how to go about in a way that isn't full all or nothing. I have a very all or nothing mindset and I think that makes me fall off the horse easily when trying to improve. So a take like "Welp, I failed, might as well fully give up." So here is what I need help with. >1. Quitting porno I am trying to lay off the porn usage. I did some introspection and found that the main reason I even watch porn is because of boredom AND lack of intimacy I guess. So I think I could fix my boredom but the lack of intimacy would be a lot harder. I just hate using porn because I feel like it drains me. I use it at least once every day. >2. Sleep I have a terrible habit of sleep revenging myself. I basically can't stand to go to bed on time because I feel like I didn't do anything besides work and go to the gym some days. This leads me to having miserable days at work because I am tired in the mornings. I stay up maybe 2 hours later than I should be. >3. Maintaining friendships I have a hard time with this. I have issues with going out to events so I rarely see some friends. I also feel I am trash at planning and just hate to be the one to initiate much of anything. However, I do care a lot about my friends. >4. Keeping a clean living space I have a bit habit of just letting my living space become a pig pen. I try to keep it clean but what stops me is "I never have guests anyway. So why keep it clean?" I want to get over that and keep an actual clean living space so that maybe I will WANT to actually have a friend over. Or even a woman over. Anyway help with any of these would greatly help my goal. The overarching goal is just general improve my life so that I actually don't feel like dogshit every day.

>Contacting people too often is a sign of neediness and of being a bother >Contacting people not often enough is a sign of lack of interest and they will stop contacting you when you eventually do Is there no winning in situations like this?

Do you guys have any tips to heal angry people? What is in an angry person's heart? Do they need to learn something, or do we keep pushing their boundaries in ways that make them upset? Are they too impatient to listen, or have they been ignored for too long? Do you guys know any angry people? An angry person erased some of my boundaries, so I can't feel upset, even though deep down I have been violated and I will never forget this. My heart will never change and they cannot erase my entire life no matter how hard they try. Genies cannot grant love potions. Control and domination will not win true love. And true love is a thing that is so valuable that it cannot be bought with money. I can't even describe true love because of the boundaries they have erased. It was never a game to me. It was their game that wasted years of my life, a sickening indulgence, and they have the gall to spread rumors to people that call me a parasite about it, every day. It's not down to earth or "reality" to have loveless sex, although an angry person will not know. They excommunicate themselves with their anger. Maybe one day they will calm down and let go of their grudges and anger, to play with people who don't tolerate such abuse. With people who can give them what they need.

My gf keeps having repeated problems where she works a serving job at a restaurant then ends up having creeps at work who make advances and then when she denies them they do everything in their power to sabotage her day and her work. Believe it or not this is the third time this problem has come up. She has quit two jobs because of this happening and management doing nothing about it. I'm getting really tired of having to worry about my girl at her workplace and I can personally afford for her to just do housework but she prefers to have some type of social interaction during the day so that doesn't work out well for her and she gets depressed being cooped up in the house. To try and fix this recurring problem I'm seeing if anyone has recommendations for jobs that would only involve women so she doesn't have to be dealing with this or just a job that isn't conducive to people creeping and sabotaging? I don't know what I can do outside of that, or maybe getting the problematic people fired somehow so they never have to be around, but I'm not sure how to do that without going to jail or getting gf fired in the process.

How do I get gain penis sensitivity? My penis is completely dead I can't feel blowjobs or raw pussy at all. I've stopped masturbating for a month and still nothing. I'm not on any medications and my bloodwork is normal. Did circumcision just fuck me? The doc left a little tiny bit of foreskin on one side and I still don't feel it

I am 34 and halfway to 35. I am having a ton of memories of being young flood back into my mind for no particular reason and I am realizing youth is completely over. However! It seems that I am incapable of growing up or becoming professional or serious. I am stuck perpetually in my early 20s mentally. The difference though is that I am completely out of touch with that generation and still think old memes and jokes are funny. I don't know what to do about getting old. I know I can't go back to being young and having fun in the same way but adult hobbies do not really appeal to me.

how do I fight the urge of pretending I'm suicidal so that people starts paying attention to me and starts to empathise and pity me?

i coudnt cope with being a wagie anymore so i decided to become a thug. i bought 100 grams of weed from the dark web, but how the fuck do i find clients and sell this shit on the streets? any anons with exp in this?

Someone is currently trauma dumping on me and I do not give a single shit but don't want to hurt her feelings but also want her to stop, don't want to ruin my relationship with her forever but I just dont care about what she's saying

About a month ago I started texting with this girl from my hometown, I've known about her through mutuals for years but only now did we finally come in contact, she seems perfect wifey material and I feel like even just through text and voice messages we've really connetced and have a lot in common, though It might be because I've been emotionally deprived and haven't had a real relationship in years. There's about a month left before I go back and will be able to hang out with her irl. I'm not entirely sure if she also views our relationship as romantic and I'm really nervous about having to keep her interested up for another month, is there any special way I should proceed? I really want things to work out but I'm nervous she'll either lose interest or find someone else, do I just keep talking with her and pray I'm not getting cucked or get put in the friendzone?

So I had the best year of my life and subsequently fucked it all up. One night 2 months ago I was at my girlfriends house, we had been drinking, heavily. I blacked out drunk and I have tiny hazy memories of the night but I do remember the adrenaline surge bringing me back to memory formation when I straddled my gf and I strangled her for about 10 seconds (she said it was 45 seconds) after we had been apparently arguing for about an hour. I just lost my shit and raged. I got off her and she shouted so loud her guardian who isn't family came rushing in and she then punched me in the face. I took the hit and sat there startled when her guardian started grabbing me and pushing me, I started getting my shit together so I could leave and he was pushing me and he has an annoying little face so I jabbed him and apparently knocked a tooth out. Anyway I got all my shit, left and immediately got arrested, spent the night in the cells for the first time ever at 28 years old. The police are pursing 2 charges but my ex gf was regardless still kind enough to not put a statement in against me so I should be fine (I hope idk). I probably sound like a fucking horrible cunt from my actions but this is the first time in my life I ever went to hurt someone, especially my beloved fucking now ex gf. She still messages me, she still wants me, she still loves me she's said it all herself. We want to be together but now since we aren't living together and are both back living at home we are banned from each other's home. It's fucking shit, I had my most ideal girl and I ruined it and not only that I assaulted her and her guardian. Then I proceeded to lose my new job and now I'm genuinely sat here considering buying 3.5g of heroin and binging it / ending it. I have crushing debt now and anxiety, I spent 10k this year and deleted all savings. I've been smoking weed and taking any drugs. How do I forgive myself? Anyone ever fucked everything up and bounced back? I hate myself

talking about e relationships (im a guy) how do u even stop obsessing with finding reason for ppl hate you, probably smth developed from childhood with controlling parents and i get turned on by shitty relationships unconsciously

How do I become social again at 40? I'm a single m without friends. I've worked so much to achieve financial success that I have nothing really to show for it. Now, I'm that weird guy who doesn't converse well at meet ups. How do you become social again? I don't drink, don't do drugs, and am a big-time adrenaline junkie. Everything I enjoy people are afraid of or is simply a solo sport. How do I make friends at this point in life?

I've had two interviews and I think I have a real chance. They've asked me to email them my salary expectations. Is CHF 110-120k a good range? I'm worried that since it's an NGO, it'll be low-cost with zero budget. It's a position labelled as Senior, they are looking for someone with a quantitative background and I have a PhD in economics.

How do you not let your criminal record constantly remind you of your past? Especially when you have to answer on applications if you've ever been convicted of a crime?

I’m a junior CS major (cognitive science minor) with a 3.2 GPA with no resume, no projects, no experience / internships, basically nothing. I wasted my first two years being lazy, and now need to relearn the fundamentals I should already know. Realizing that the best time to start is now, not wanting to be unemployed postgrad, and actually wanting to have a better life, I want to actually start building towards getting internships / experience and eventually employment. I'm also planning to do my master's program at my uni, but I know I am definitely not getting in with what I have now, so also trying to build towards that. Still unsure atm for regarding that though. I know that CS is clowned on for being the declining major and the "ai is going to take over", but I choose to believe that I can still get a comfortable and stable job hopefully after grad (god please let it happen). Honestly, I just need to hear advice for what to do resume wise, or just in general / motivation / success stories / any really useful resources. I know that my life isn't over just because of this, but I have lots of regrets and I'm still scared for my future. Starting now I really don't wanna live the life that I currently have. My current plans are to just vibecode up some 3 solid projects (i have the chatgpt $20 plan for free until december cause of student plan, thinking of getting claude sub if chatgpt isn't good enough) and make sure to understand them and how they work. After that, planning to fix my resume with these projects (for now) and spam apply to internships. While that's being done, I'm going to have to use a fundamental CS course and then go on to do DSA, OOP, comp arch, and leetcode as fast as I can for interviews. And hopefully by the end of my junior year I will have an internship and a better understanding of the fundamentals and what I should have been learning.

Fucked up real bad around jan/feb and lost my job. Depressiona plus ADHD plus anxiety. Gave up for months. Managed to unfuck my brain a little to the point I can work again. The only problem is I have zero money and one week to pay off my bills. I know I can get a job but not that quick though. How do normal people make around 200 dollars in less than a week? Also, if you're curious: spent around 100k BRL (around 19k USD) with surgeries and medical bills for my mom. Fuck it, I would 100% do it all again but that was everything I had.

Ever since I was born I thought something was wrong in me, I was never happy, not a single day. I would remember playing with the other kids in kindergarten and them playing but I would just stay there, not moving at all, no motivation to interact with others or play. It's a hard feeling to explain. Now I'm 20 and it's the same, every day I wake up and think to myself what's the point of it all, I never did hurt myself or anything, I sometimes think about it but don't see the point, but during the day the only thing I look forward to is eating, I just wait for the day to end. It got worse since I finished high school and didn't go to college, I lost contact with others. I try, I promise I try, people especially my family tells me to do something when I'm bored, like reading a book to lift me up, but when I try I give up at like 3 minutes because I start to think what's the point if I'm going to die some day. Why is no one else like me? I HATE that, I hate how others seem to enjoy life while I'm trapped in this pattern of negative thoughts. I always been a very off person, like I don't have emotions. Why did I even exist in the first place? My family would be much happier probably if they didn't have me and just my sister. Of course if you read this you will try to convince me that I'm wrong, that there is more to life but there is just something in my brain, or my body or whatever that is not right and no matter how hard I try to do things and find hobbies it seems it goes nowhere. Will I ever be happy? I don't want to kill myself this young, I'm going to start college next year and my family will miss me, it's so damn hard to explain the feeling I feel every day, but I suffer a lot and no one understand that feeling. I hate myself and my existence. Feel free to make more questions.

(English is not my first lenguage, so that's the reason if í write something wrong or it has no sense, sorry:( ) Anyways, i have been feeling really weird this last two weeks, like, i didn't even noticed anything bad on me, but a friend told me i was acting strange, and since then I tried to find what was wrong with me, i found out i was acting like really stupid, talking about things whit ni sense, trying to talk about something that i didn't understand at all like i knew everything or just talking whit ni sense (just like my english, lmao). But after this i didn't know what was the problem, like, i was doing great after that, but I slowly realized where this all started. In a short way, I'm feeling lonely, in a long way, I'm trying really hard to feel happy around the people that I apreciate, but I don't feel like they feel the same, my friends looked for other friends instead of staying whit me a lot of times, I told my boyfriend about this and he was caring and told me to search for him if I feel like this again, but clearly he isn't a god to be instantly here for me, but I'm still feeling frustraded about that, and now I can't stop feeling like people that is care about don't give a fuck about me, but I really don't want to feel this way, like, if they don't want to look for me, then fuck them, but it becomes harder every time this repeats, like, it's starting to affect my own body, I have a headache since morning and my eyes and lips feels like I had many flys bites(I didn't remember how to say that UnU). So I'm all ears if you have and advice of how to have a little bit of emotional freedom, or just not falling into depression. And thank you if you are really going to help me, everywhere I searched said I should tell someone about my situation, but is hard when the problem is feeling lonely, anyways, thanks again!

An old friend of mine from highschool was accused, tried, and convicted of a crime he never actually commited. Essentially he got nailed for statutory rape. It never even happened. The mother of his 14 year year old girlfriend (my friend was 18) just didn't like my friend because my friend was fat. Her daughter was an emotionally manipulative and abusive slut. So, naturally, my friend got nailed anyway, basically because nobody likes fat guys. Later, probably in part due to his statutory rape record, when zome asshole borrowed his computer and downloaded a bunch of child porn, my friend got blamed. Even worse, the court had his computer destroyed, which destroyed the very evidence that would have exonerated him. Apparently being born a fat guy is a crime and nobody had any interest in him being provably innocent. They just wanted their witch hunt. He went to jail because of it all. Anyway... I feel bad for him and I'm aware of his situation, although I can't prove his innocence, I know him better than he even knows himself, so I know beyond any doubt that he got railroaded basically for being a fat guy. This is just the sick world we live in. My question is... How can I be of help to him? What would you do if a good friend or relative of yours had been fucked over by genetics and, as a result, fucked over by rhe world? How would you help them? From what I've read, his situation isn't common, but it does happen with how fucked our retarded legal system is. He's literally one of the nicest people I've ever known and what happened to him is completely unfair. I just want to be a decent friend.

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is a community college programming course a bad idea? it's 6 semesters

My girlfriend has a combination of severe anxiety and depression. While she is an overall good person and loves helping people out, she can "accidentally" turn into a total bitch if you phrase something wrong. She has gone through phases of this before, but I have no clue what I should do. I find it incredibly difficult to be honest with her, as if I mention at all that she has done something to make me uncomfortable it will often result in a very very long discussion which often ruins the rest of our day and sometimes the following day. Additionally, getting her to take proper care of herself has been a total nightmare. She legitimately has autism and because of this getting her to eat, go to bed, wake up, shower etc on a regular schedule is nearly impossible. You'd never be able to tell as she is an extremely conventionally attractive individual, but these things drive me nuts. Because I have to take care of her so much, and because whenever I am around her I feel like I am walking through a mine field, becoming sexually interested in her has become extremely difficult, making sex a chore. Whats worse is that we both have rather high libidos, and I am her exclusive sexual outlet, so if I'm not down to fuck she gets pent up whereas I'll just jerk off. I have no idea what to do, as I feel as if explaining all of this to her (and all of the little filler details not included in this) may result in us breaking up, which some days I feel as if would be a good thing. I dont know what to fucking do.

I feel like I lost my sister and she is living her life like I never existed. Feel free to laugh at me. I blocked her on our basic messaging app because I felt unstable and explained that. This is the only time I have done so and she is just accepting it. I feel needy and dumb so feel free to laugh at me.

my bf was the one to bring up how he doesnt believe people should watch porn while in relationships he loves me a lot and is obsessed with me and talks about how i am the love of his life but im addicted to porn what do i do?

I organically have a bunch of the hobbies women are supposed to like. I cook, read, go out doors, I am appropriately media literat, make things, like paper craft and general crafts. I am healthy. I also have some more macho hobbies but that's another point. Anyways this has done absolutely nothing for me in the dating market. Are healthy attractive hobbies just a smoke screen? I have a feeling they are meaningless.

It may not seem like much, but when I sleep, I do so in a fetal curled up position, and every once in a while, I squeeze my entire body in on itself to sorta calm down. I read somewhere that this is a trauma response of some sort. Is that true, and should I be concerned? And is this regression of any sort? Should I be worried?

>20 year old collegecel >Have two free hours between classes one day >Look for a spot to sit down and read >See a cute girl sitting by herself watching a show in her phone >Call upon the courage of my forefathers to approach her >Hit it off pretty well, get her number and everything >We talk about our interests and whatnot >Gracefully make my way into talking about relationships >Tell her I've only ever had one genuine girlfriend >She asks surprised >She tells me she's had 'Three serious boyfriends and several situationships' >She mentions that her first boyfriend was a guy that was 'after her' (stalking) for two whole years and she gave him a chance >She mentions that another one was a 23 year old substitute teacher she dated when she was 17 >mfw she's telling me straight up abuse stories like they're teenage romance >Didn't dare to ask about the rest I honestly think I'd have a decent chance of eventually going south of the border with her if I was only after that but she seemed so normal before she told me about those things, she almost seemed innocent and 'lady-like'. I don't usually approach women out of nowhere. Are they always like this? Should I keep talking to her? From what she told me I was able to infer she has a messed up family on top of that.

Ignoring the obvious demoralization shills, master b8ers and retards, how true is this, broadly speaking?

Is swalloween/trick or dick parties hosted by mikel crackson and the like really happening tomorrow? It's a trend all over instagram right now that bfs are worried about their girls going alone to those parties and getting cucked. I don't even know how to find such a party but I'm thinking I kinda wanna go to one as my first act of getting off the internet for a bit and maybe getting laid.

do fat/ugly women have the same tastes/desire in men as hot women? I keep getting uggos matching on the apps, and they msg me to tell me im goodlooking and wanna meet...and i wonder if that means my look is attracting them specifically somehow, or if im attractive to all women, but the pretty ones have way more likes to sift through to even get to me. Is it reliable at all to use the ego boost to cold ask out hot girls in real life without fear of ruining my life?

How do I get my girlfriend to give me blowjobs again? When we started to see each other she'd do it on the regular but now we only have regular sex. I've tried asking her outright but then she gets upset and says it kills the mood when I ask...

First post here. I'm sorry if I screwed anything up. My thoughts are really scattered so I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense. I'm 23 and I've had chronic pain since January. Apparently, one of my internal organs was messed up. I got the organ removed and I was supposed to be better by now, but I've only gotten worse. All I can do is throw tylenol and advil at the problem. My surgeon says I was supposed to be better a long time ago. I started making new friends with the assumption I'd be better by now. I thought I'd be healthier by now for this phase of my friendships but I'm not. A month or two ago, I made a reddit post. The request was pretty much "Hey I have chronic pain. I could use some nice people in my life. If you're nice to me, I'll be nice to you." I made two really good connections. I play games with one person I met there almost everyday. I keep in regular, almost daily contact with both. We chat over discord, whether it's over voice or over text. The two friends don't know each other, so I'm keeping 2 separate friendships. Lately I've been deteriorating. I'm too sick to be a good friend and I'm just not giving them what they deserve. I can't voice chat regularly because my condition is getting worse. I'm getting imaging to see what's wrong and doing everything my surgeon is telling me to do to get better, but that obviously takes time. I'm having trouble keeping up with conversations, remembering facts about my friends, and showing enthusiasm because my head is so messed up from being in pain. When they ask me how I'm doing honestly, all I can say is that I've been getting worse. They check in on me and I get worried I'm killing the mood by being honest about how I am. I sent a message saying that I'm sorry and that I won't bother them and I'm wondering if I should just keep it like that for good. I can't help but think that I made a mistake making friends. I'm already autistic. Why did I think this was a good idea?

Just got hinge and bumble a few days ago and had a few matches early on but nothing now. I have a few pics on holiday in Italy, if it helps.

quit your job. and see how many "friends" will call you down the line. answer:NONE coworkers aren't your friends

I moved in to.a new country 2 years ago without knowing anyone. I had classmates/friends in my first year but after school ended, they all went separate ways. I was all alone and jobless as a foreigner for 6 months until I met my gf back in April. She cured my confidence and self-worth to the point that I was finally able to have a successful interview and land a good job. I will forever be thankful for that, even though all she did was talk to me. Fast forward 6 months and I am now on the verge of breaking up with her. Not that she has gotten worse, she is as sweet and caring towards me as she ever was. The problem is; deep inside, she is not my type. I love the time we spent together and a part of me doesn´t wanna lose her bc she changed me so much in the last 6 months. But I have noticed that I have started some old habits again out of frustration that she is not my type (I would never tell her that). She is way more in love with me than I am with her. We had a conversation about this that lead to tears and crying, but for a brief second I imagined my winter without her. It looked very bleak in my eyes and I was not ready to end it there. Now I am getting way more attention from women that are my type. But I am afraid that no one will love me like she did, never had a girl this committed to me before. But at the same time, I hate the fact that I see her as cute and sweet, and not as a hot fucking gf. Many people told me that looks are artificial in a relationship, its important to have someone. Others told me not to waste her time if I am in there just out of loneliness/thankfulness. IMO: If you are in a fulfilling relationship, u wouldn´t have to think this hard about it. I was dealing with the pros and cons of a breakup: probably a period of grievance where I have to forget all our happy times and her smile. But on the other side, I would get quicker to my character development arc. If I stay with her, I fear it is just going to prolong it.

My neighbors below me keep smoking weed and I can always smell it at night when I'm sleeping in my bedroom. I fucking hate the smell of marijuana. It's so fucking disgusting. What can I do about this? Any advice?

Let's say I got this message after uploading absolutely ZERO CSAM onto Google drive. Let's say regardless, I don't want the police knocking on my door or to have to defend myself in court. Let's say I don't want Google to automatically send a tip to NCMEC with my IP address attached. Gemini says if it was that bad, they would have locked my account and wouldn't allow me to tamper with it at all (I clicked agree and immediately deleted the whole account) and that it was just a soft-block. Sounds convincing, and I hope it's true but I need extra confirmation.

I hate to say this but the Schooler was right all along. If you want that warm, phenomenalogical socio-sexual development, late Highschool and early College is the place to be.

i sort of just wanna follow random people in the streets until i get to watch something interesting happen but i have the impression that it's illegal to do so. is it? will i get arrested or killed if i do this? what if im really sneaky and try not to get caught?

My boyfriend came out as trans a few days ago, i’ve been dating him for atleast 2 years now, the problem is, i’m a lesbian. I support his transition fully and i love him, i’m just not really attracted to men in that way. And i’m not sure what to do? Do i break up with him or keep dating him despite my preferences?

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How do I start a cult?

i dont really use this site very often, but i dont know where else i can say this. theres this girl, shes basically my only friend. shes not really my type but there are some things i find actractive about her. we've only started to talk more recetly and have been getting along well. shes fun to talk to and we have common interests. well we tried to have sex not long after we started talking a little more. it was supposed to be just an exange between friends, neither of us are virgins and shes been talking about how she hasnt gotten laid in a long time. so as any man would, i took the opportunity. i wasnt really into it but i just wanted to help her out. theres no good way to put this so im just going to say it; i couldnt get hard at all. she was bad at foreplay and i couldnt get into the mood at all. my porn addiction also didnt really help. i just wanted to give her some dick so she'd be happy, but maybe deep down i just wanted to get to her first. we've been hanging out every day even despite that. besically all day everyday. we cuddled a lot but that was it. but i sometimes cooked for her and always held her tight, i wanted her to feel safe next to me. she goes to raves about once a month, i dont really like that stuff so i never go with her. i dont even drink anymore because i get unstable. she said she doesnt want to drink either. she also does extasy on raves, i understood. my ex was an addict and i do xanax so it wasnt anything crazy to me. she went to a rave yesterday and i woke up to an "i got cracked". of course she thought i was going to be happy for here because thats my homegirl. im sure she wouldve been happy for me. we called and she gave me the rundown, but she was confused as to why im not happy for her. i know techincally i shouldnt be hurt, but i am. i dont know if i caught feelings. i dont like sex and i hate kissing, so its not like i wanted to do anything with her. i still do feel a little cheated. what do you think?

I impulsively bought this wacom pro screen drawing tablet for almost 4K and it's really fun to doodle around on it. I really want to learn how to draw for real though. How do I get started? I know that I also have to practice traditionally but I mostly want to draw digitally as I have this ass fucking expensive tablet now. Any advice and resources? How do I get this hobby started for real? The endgoal obviously is to draw cute anime girls but I am open to learn realism and fundamentals along the way.

How do i stop in my head as if im talking to another person? How do i just talk to myself? I don't mean i have two personalities.

Is it cool if I post AI-generated stuff on my art socmeds? I usually post hand-drawn anime girls, but I really wanted to show a 3D-model I generated with AI. How would that affect my reputation and my freelancing business? Thank you

I hate dickbrain so goddamn much. Is this why chinese courtiers cut their balls off so they wouldn't get distracted by horny thoughts 24/7? I'm trying to be productive with my writing and drawing, and I will be for one afternoon, maybe, then I get horny again and the only thing that's on my mind is sex, and it won't go away until I jack off. You have no idea how fucking annoying this is, well unless you're a man, obviously. It's a longshot since I suspect there isn't really a solution to this other than blowing your load when you get the dickbrain, but if you have any wonder advice you can share to alleviate this conundrum please don't let me stop you. Otherwise you can just share your experiences or whatever you feel like, I'm not your daddy

> my plan Properly lose virginity to a woman first, then start using hookers. > current situation I had sex with a woman, but I didn't lose my virginity. I couldn't get a hard-on but I made her come using my fingers. So technically I'm still a virgin but I did have sex. So do I need to find another non-prostitute or can I just go ahead with my plan?

How do I become a schizoid? I prefer being being alone but I still rarely want to talk to other people but I'm too retarded for that so this is what I want to do

i’m somewhere around 43kg and 5’3. i want thicker thighs and like bigger boobs because i don’t like how my jeans look on me. i feel like all the time i’m too skinny and i should eat more, and i do. but i’m not seeing any change. are there any ways i can make my boobs grow without going under that plastic surgery bullshit? i don’t want to go through that. should i start working out or not? is my weight and height okay? i’m super insecure and like my friends say that i’m lucky. but i’m extremely jealous of them who have thicker thighs and a hotter body.

Recently i've been thinking about life., like fuck, is this there is all to it? should i just risk it all? i really feel sad about it. i don't want to die, still, i know i am goingo to die

I sent a woman a picture of my penis after adding her on snapchat then she blocked me but I thought it was a mistake so I found her account on instagram and did it again, now apparently they're seeking legal action like her friend messaged me saying they are reporting it. Is that going to get in Trouble???

im so sad, idk what it is. i have lost weight recently and get attention that i have never got before, and instead of feeling happy its making me so sad, like 10+ years of my life i believe i was worthless and unworthly of love, and society just completely flips because im in shape and better looking now. i hate people. i feel like im living in someone elses body , i dont deserve praise its just so weird, im going insane genuinely , i cant believe people treat you 100x better because you lose weight and look abit better. its so shallow. ive rejected girls when for the past 10 years i wish i had 1 single person to talk to. i feel like ending my life, its not worth living, i overthink everything, are people being nice to me because im me, or because i look better now. i hate everyone. im sad, im angry, im upset, depressed, drunk, everything

i feel pathetic. im not really happy about the way i got in good terms with myself at a young age, like yeah my life feels easier now that i dont have to fight myself to feel good, but now i got zero motivation to do changes, i feel scared and cornered every time i want to do something to get better for my future. i have no motivation to try and exercise myself to loose weight so i can look good for when i get to look for a job once i graduate my dream career, and everytime i get to try doing home exercises i get so frustrated for not being able to execute them good but im so ashamed to ask for help or orientation. i want to do nice things since i like drawing and ive been finally getting into the games i wanted to play as a kid without consoles, but i ofter feel blocked and like im not enough to create something worth attempting. and i want to experience love without having to do everything myself for the boy i want, why cant people do things for me too? but if i dont move then anything will happen, but why do i have to be the one to do everything every single time? and i feel stupid for writting this in a stupid 4chan post but maybe the negative retroalimentation will get me to move finally idk i dont know anymore. i dont want to get worse, but i fear changing from the comfort of my own unmotivation

its so ragefueling that i dont know where to start

When I was 17 I went on a chemistry trip to Costa Rica, it was like a one-month trip that was meant to be educational (counted as a school credit) and experience. The ratio of girls to guys was like 3-1 but I was still too much of an Autistic Incel to get anyone, and the dynamics of girls to guys being so high made it so the girls felt embarrassed talking to any of the guys unless they were one of the two Chads. How was this abuse? Two ways: >No Privacy at all The hotels were those open concept hotels where the showers and bathrooms are totally visible to the room. I tried to set up some artificial curtain but it was basically impossible. I tried timing shits for when nobody was in the room but it was really hard and often in the days before leaving there was no option except to shit there with others in the room. Although it was forbidden, there were multiple times when I was showering that girls were in the room and could see me naked, of course the two Chads brought them in. One of the guys on the trip, whose dad was the "Principle", said one reason they did this is so people couldn't have sex because if someone got pregnant on the trip it would be horrible PR. One moment that stuck out was when I was showering and the Chadlite made out with one of the Stacies. This brings me to the next way I was abused >Getting cucked into oblivion Obviously I'm not entitled to get girls, but the lack of privacy made it so the guys that could get girls had to make out with them in full view of everyone all the time. The Admin put up with it because if they cracked down on kissing, people would be more likely to sneak off for sex. I get traumatized when I see people make out because it is a constant reminder that I'm Incel, and this was unavoidable. It got to the point where Chad was in front of me in line constantly kissing and making out with his girl while I was humilated. I still get flashbacks to the trip, would this constitute abuse?

rate this halloween costume. give advixe there is a goth alternative party this is a blendup of Emo Gothic dark and orange (halloween) before tonight pls

I think sassy gay guys are fun, so I asked my husband if I was a guy if I would be a sassy gay guy. He laughed at the idea and told me I "couldn't even be a gay dude". I'm an enby, and he knows I'm an enby, so it hurts a little that he sees my gender expression as so unilaterally feminine that he can't imagine me with a more masculine but still GNC presentation. I would like to prove him wrong. How could I pass for a gay guy as an AFAB enby? I have a binder and I keep an androgynous haircut/style but my frame is hard to sell as a man's figure.

I put in an effort to try to find some form of community and it crashed and burned. I'm a very messed-up person internally from my upbringing, and I was very sheltered, so I never really had friends or was invited to anything. I'm almost 30, and I know I'm doomed because I've never been invited to a wedding as an adult. I have no close connections, no relationship, no family even really. I don't know why I bother but I'm also too scared to kill myself. What do? I'm tired

how do i help my sister? she wakes up every day at 4am because it makes her feel good about herself, but then doesn't go outside and just stays at home. we're both in university but she just studies at home. what perplexes me is she admits she likes studying at home, but she also has trouble doing any coursework. she says she's just generally "studying" at home all day, but not doing any work on her actual university courses. yes you understood that right. she has some other issues too. she's always telling me how she's optimizing her life and doing personally useful things (big copes), but she refuses to actually study and at this point i think she's bound to drop out. she also very likely has social anxiety and anxiety is her main reason why she's afraid of going to lectures. we have entirely different majors so i can't really come with her to ease her anxiety, although when i offered anyway she didn't seem very interested. i can't just call a therapist on her, how do i make her realize she needs help when she seems to enjoy/accept being this way? i won't force her but i think she'll regret all this 5-10 years later.

Can you give me a step-to-step guide on how to find a gf as a 27 year old loser?

I think in this generation it's astonomically hard compared to others to have a long lasting relationship, it's a burden of this gen, how do you find true love living in the big cities? Everyone has got a reason to not want one, "I'm not ready for a commitment", "I'm non-monogamous" or simply "it wouldn't work" and they don't even give a try.

A bit of background: when I was a child, I used to be quite a different person – sporty, smarter, I was the leader of my group of friends and got up to all sorts of things. My mum tells stories of my little adventures, and they’re captured in the photos I took with my disposable cameras. I’ve always had a poor memory and my recollections are often hazy or seem disconnected from anything, but this particular memory sometimes pops into my mind. I remember watching a programme at home, and one of my great-uncle’s sons was staying with us for a few days. I remember him turning me face down on the sofa and climbing on top of me; I don’t remember much else after that. I’ve spent years searching for that programme that was on the television that day to confirm that this memory is real, but I haven’t found anything; I don’t really know if that’s for the best or not. When I reached pre-adolescence, I became more withdrawn, a loner, quiet, and immersed myself in the world of technology where I could work on my own. Talking to my mum and friends from that time, it was a huge change, even though I don’t remember much – or really anything at all – from those years. I’ve been harbouring this doubt for years; I don’t know whether I was actually abused as a child or not. I’ve never told anyone about it, not even my mum, and I really don’t know if it’s a real memory or not. What do you recommend I do?

Am I considered lazy and taking the easy way in life if I'm a sex worker instead of having a regular job?

I imagine most people would say my "life start" was a good one - loving supportive parents, stable childhood, access to education and resources. A perfectly good middle class. But what does it matter when literally all of it just ends up leaving me at the same future potential as some impoverished orphan who never even went to elementary? What's the point of going to college a STEM career, if you can't even get an unpaid internship due to failing the interview vibe checks (And even then if you did you'd get paid about as much as a McDonalds worker) What purpose is there to struggle if the best efforts just give the same result as nothing? In the end, the only difference between me and a random illiterate bum who spent their childhood skipping school and playing in the streets is that the illiterate bum probably has more friends and spent less time studying.

How do I stop posting on 4chan/imageboards in general? I've been posting here every day since I was ~15, so about ten years.

how can i go on dates without looking for a relationship or paying escorts 100's of dollars per hour? I just have so much love in my heart and nobody to give it to, I want to experience things, going on dates, cinema, shopping but I dont want a relationship, i dont know if that makes sense

i want to go to a halloween party so bad, but it's already kinda late where i live and im a social disaster (i have symptons of social anxiety, and i take meds and go to counseling) but im feeling a deep desire to just take the bus to the part of the city where there's a lot of clubs and just have some fun, but im so afraid bc yk, personal safety, strangers and other shit like that. What should i do?

i made a thread about this girl before. so me and her hung out one time. i have feelings for her, and she knows this. she told me "i'm willing to see where things go" over a bunch of other stuff like she doesn't know what she wants, etc, because i asked her what it meant when she said she doesn't want to lead me on at the bar. fast forward a bit, we have been chatting normally. she would say "morning" sometimes in the morning. we were supposed to go to a pumpkin patch maze, and she told me she couldnt go that day and said she was sick. she specifically said she loves going there and doesnt like to miss it instead of hinting that she wanted to hang with me. i asked her in person "were you really nauseous". and just continued it like a normal conversation. so after some time, i believe right after that, i noticed her not initiating as much, or at all. so i literally bluntly asked her " i dont even know if you like me any more. what is it?" and it kinda spurred this argument where I ended up defending myself most of the time. she said she likes me as a friend but doesnt like how i talk to her sometimes. (asking if she was nauseous, asking her why she has to move and get a river job). there is too much we said but she basically said she values me as a friend and hopes that we feel more comfortable communicating moving forward. well right after this, she still hasn't initiated or sent me a text or anything. it feels the exact same. (we text on discord) should i even bother initiating with her anymore? i really don't understand because i didn't do a damn thing to her and treated her so nicely and we have a lot in common. what should i do?

I am a 29 year old virgin male, is it a wrap for me when it comes to having sex/finding love? I assume women would look at me as a red flag and then leave for knowing about my virginity. Should I just lone wolf it for the rest of my days?

How can I blend in with normies? Most of the time I don't even know what the F my friends are talking about. What do you mean "slay"??? "He ate"??? What the F did he eat??? And why is everyone staring down at their phone while we're hanging out????? I won't make a Tiktock or other social media thing, no thank you, I have been living well without them. I am 24 years old by the way. It's very embarrassing that I'm always asking them what they're talking about or what they're referencing sometimes. Or should I just keep being myself and not focus on understanding them at all? I could always just ask

50-year-old and crippled retard, here. I mean that quite literally. Autism AND ADHD, what a combo, combined with type-2 diabetes and a dogshit spine from having worked for too-many employers who laughed at the motto, "safety over speed." Two things I DO have, however... are a disability pension, and time. Lots of time. So what do I do with it? Well, I'm too fucking retarded to figure that out myself, so it's time to let A.I. do the job. And run my entire life for me. Problem is... which one? I thought about subscribing monthly to Grok, but I don't want to give that faggot Elon Musk any money. ChatGPT sounds fucking lame and I don't know of anything else. That's where you legends come into it. Any ideas on what clanker to give money to, to run my existence? >tl;dr retard needs paid-A.I. to run life, needs suggestions

How do you deal with female coworkers always talking about their social lives, boyfriends, and parties they're going to? My looksmatch, with the same job, skills, interests, and hobbies is invited to parties and is never single. Meanwhile, I'm five years older in my mid 20's KHV. I can't stand when she brings up that she's hanging out with her boyfriend because I know half the time, or maybe even every time, they are fucking. Meanwhile I go to home to my hand everyday. It's gotten to the point where the end of the work day puts me into a depressive mood. I don't want to feel so hopelessly lonely after work everyday. I try to enjoy my copes, but the resentment for women living life on easy mode along with the desire to have companionship like they do is stopping me from coping effectively. How do I stop feeling lonely when no one wants me around?

I work with this girl who seems to greet me warmly, make eye contact in an interesting almost flirty way and she seeks out conversations with me, which is whatever, but my manager was talking to me and she butts in and was like “I want [anon]’s attention” which struck me as very bold and unusual. We went for lunch too and she must’ve been looking at me because she observed out loud that I’d broken my rule of not starting for everyone’s food came, on the same day I caught her looking at me across the table and she was also looking back and smiling and asking questions when she was walking back from restaurant too. She also has been acting kind of different now that I showed up to a work event with a female friend. She seemed weirdly subdued when that happened. But another bombshell? She already has a partner What do you guys make of this?

This is probably the worst place ever to ask this, but does anybody have any tips whatsoever on how to go out and do things with people sober? Its literally impossible, i have audhd and i find myself so unbarable sober, to the point where ive distanced myself from everyone possible, i dont do school nor do i do anything and literalky everyone i know has no problem with this. No matter how much i want to hang out with people my social battery literally lasts 10 minutes unless im drunk ect.

I keep having these thoughts lately. It's a very cunning thought pattern. It leads to the path of conformity and safety, it's all planned out already. A 4-year long path, but it can lead me to an easy and rich life. It's telling me to go study for a banking degree, then work for a renowned bank, learn Chinese and ultimately move out to Singapore and work there for that same bank. That's the golden path that's been presented to me by my subconscious, a result of years of indoctrination to the system. Plus I kinda think bankers are cool. I got those same creeping thoughts last year too. When I acted upon them, I was deeply unhappy and felt trapped, even though I got more money. I did some freelance bookkeeping work and I hated it. It was fucking boring and anyone else can do it. But when I pursue my dreams, I feel amazing. But then then this stupid devilish voice keeps whispering to me to go back to a predictable and socially-acceptable path. What should I do? How can I kill off this voice inside of me? Why do I still care about what society or the tribe thinks? I live alone, barely talk to my original family anymore. Now it's even using the excuse of age, that I'm running out of time. I guess I should just ignore it and not act upon that voice? Please help.

I personally have no interest in Islam or any of the other Abrahamic religions and consider myself somewhat of a deist. One of my closest female friends is in a similar degree program as myself and is a fairly liberal (almost non-practicing) Muslim. She has rather favorable views on homosexuality for being a Muslim and follows very few of the dietary restrictions, including restrictions on alcohol. Despite all of that, she is unwilling to marry (let alone have sex with) a non-muslim. If we wanted to have any kind of relationship, I would need to convert, or at least pretend very very well to have converted. I personally would consider her to be an absolute steal. She works out very regularly, she is an honor roll student in an exceptionally challenging program, and is overall an extremely good person. I forget where she is from but she is a european passing arab. But is all of that worth faking converting? I know this is probably so fucking retarded, but I'm just getting so sick and tired of being lonely or in relationships that dont work.

I'm doing everything I can for my little brother but we come from a broken and dysfunctional home with a manic mother and a passive father who hate each other. These stupid fucks actually thought having a kid later in life was a good idea. I warned them that they couldn't do it and who would raise him when I start working for real - that it would impede our lives. And in the long run , I was right. I've begun working and they are literally shitting bricks. I feel so bad for the kid, he's just a tablet / ipad kid at home and hardly has any real friends in elementary due to his speech challenges. I am almost 80% certain this kid will suicide and I hate the fact that foresight is one of my best skills. I hate feeling I might be right about that. What the hell can I do differently as his older brother to help him? I shower him with affection and care but I'm always working, so im not always there. I'm trying to study his condition but its hard to apply certain ideas with parents who are antagonist to change. If you were one of these kids , what would u do suggest I do? I just want to die cause of how unmovable the situation feels. But I'm the only one with agency to change anything in this situation.

I just bought a vape and threw it out when I got home. I havent smoked in like 4 years. I was just so depressed I felt like I needed any sort of control. Should I take it out of the garbage or leave it there

I'm a man in my early 30s, and I've recently started taking better care of myself. After spending a couple of years in the same dead-end job, I'm finally transitioning into a better-paying role. My ex broke up with me a couple of years ago, so I initially tried to meet as many women as possible. I failed miserably, so I eventually focused my attention on myself, including fitness, fashion, grooming, and all that kind of faggotry you get into when you're single, and no woman wants to talk to you. Lately, I've become less interested in dating. I've even started visiting restaurants alone and striking up conversations simply because I enjoy meeting people. That's how I met this 22-year-old woman working at a small restaurant. I initially thought she was around 28, and I was genuinely impressed to discover that she owns it along with another one. She's extremely fit, although her face isn't particularly attractive, if you know what I mean. A bit of a butterface. Anyways, I found myself imagining that she could potentially become my next partner, so I asked her out. We ended up kissing in the car. However, after exchanging a few messages, she made it clear that she wasn't interested in anything long-term. Fair enough. I wasn't particularly bothered, and we agreed to remain friends. Recently, she mentioned needing a small $400 loan to cover some small business expenses. She NEVER actually asked me for money, but I offered, and she accepted. While discussing repayment, I jokingly suggested she could pay me back with food, the money itself, or an entire day of sex. Her response? "Okay, anon, let's fuck and everyone's happy." Now I'm a little conflicted. I believe she's being genuine, but there's something strange about knowing she's coming downtown this Monday so we can sleep together. I'll also have to pay for the hotel, although that's not a financial concern. So, what the hell have I gotten myself into? What's your take, and what should I do?

I actually know roughly when the nuclear war will start. I have evidence to prove it. The problem is that I haven't talked to another person for 5 years. There is no way for me to warn anyone. I am in the process of selling everything so I can get to the fallout free latitude. My problem is that I need a few White or Asian people so we can survive without issues. Where can I find 5 people who aren't retarded? We will have to go to Asia within 6 months. The northern hemisphere will be radioactive. The war will probably start in 2027. The US leadership is trying to get alibi as we speak. The idea is to force Europe to fight Russia - this will go nuclear. I will have 1 million after I have sold my stuff. You also need to have liquidity. We're going to have to buy survival stuff. I already know where to go. Everyone who isn't where we will go will literally die. Low grade evidence that isn't political shows how the US is trying to strangle its strategic adversaries https://worldbeyondwar.org/military-empires/?operatingcountry=unitedstates

>Got stood up by friends who found a party to go >been stood up by women before but the first time by friends >took a night drive in some spooky areas while listening to noir jazz >”I drive” How are you spending your lonely Halloween anons?

im not gonna act like ik everyone im 20 and i want the older generation to enlighten me, but i grew up thinking that men were abusers, women were oppressed yada yada now it sounds like women got all men in a chokehold, how come these animals (not all of them) has found a way to take control back? are the men in power "chads" letting this happen so they can reclaim power from weak avg normies like me and you? i cant really think of anything that men oppress women in anymore? you open then news and just get news of men getting raped in different ways everyday

I made a friend in a game; we clicked, and I really liked him. He’s the kind of person you meet and think, “I want to be friends with him no matter what.” He has such a radiant energy that it’s impossible not to like him. A few months after meeting him, he told me in a text: “I could edit one of your messages to make it look like you said something bad, then spread it around.” My mind went blank. Could someone really be that cruel? I hadn’t done anything to him; I’d always supported him during the time we spent together on social media and in games. I felt like I should walk away, but I didn’t. Why? Because I like my solitude, but I like it even more when he’s there. I’ve gotten used to his presence, and that’s the problem. When we don’t talk, I feel like something’s missing—as if I’m incomplete without him. I talked to him about it; I told him it was wrong, but he played dumb, acting like he didn’t know what I was talking about. And, honestly, the problem is definitely me. No one forced me to depend on him; I put myself in that situation all on my own. I had planned to write him a letter for New Year’s and cut ties with him, but I can’t bring myself to do it. I’m afraid of leaving him alone, but I’m also afraid he’ll follow through on what he said in that text message. I’m not afraid of being exposed, but rather that he’ll manipulate others’ perception of me with a fake screenshot. But I have no proof of what he said and no way to defend myself. And even so, I can’t bring myself to hate him—or myself—it just doesn’t come naturally to me. If you were in my shoes, what would you do?

Curious about the circumstances of a legal case This guy pictured here and articles linked below was involved in some grooming scandal 764 shit and was charged with serious crimes. However he was able to with a public defender (though I suspect he did most of the work himself) challenging the evidence being displayed by showing the feds raided his home 7 minutes before a warrant was signed and also may have gone overboard with their look into his digital history. His hearing has been delayed so I was wondering what his chances of winning both his motion and hearing are. https://www.washingtonexaminer.com/news/crime/4739159/child-porn-suspect-linked-terrorists-might-go-free-alleged-fbi-mistakes/?srsltid=AYCX9vId5De9eEDbc6qCfLZwvKXhM3ubtTuTbKa291FQjyXGneKf-Cpw

i feel so behind in my life as a 23 year old in college around teenagers. bros does it ever get better

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