I have hounded this board for years trying to seek advice to change but I can’t do it. I’m stuck in a loop because I will never learn or be able to change and help myself. I am ethnically and psychologically inferior, ugly, vile and selfish subhuman trash who needs to go. I see no future for myself and it’s impossible for me to become someone I want to be while I’m this way and stuck in this life and country.I know it’ll be temporary but I’m so scared of pain, I want to go as peacefully as I can. I’m bad with my hands and don’t think I could tie an effective noose, I’m sheltered and don’t know where to get pills or anything. I think I would freeze standing at a tall height. Even if we had guns over here I think I would still freeze. I haven’t looked into this much. Is there a gentler way? If I wasn’t so scared of pain I think I would offer myself up to a cannibal or something just to do something before I die.
suicide is a sin and you'll be worse off than you are now seek what brings you joy go out in the nature more devote yourself to a cause if you must but never ever kill yourself
>>35049812how is a physical action like suicide converted into sin? what are the specific mechanics of that? there are different methods also. my question is, what is the point where it becomes a sin? buying the rope? putting the shotgun into your mouth? is it about intention? if you survive, does it count? you have no say in that by the way, so if the latter doesn't count, then that implies sin is dependent on physical processes and physics could one day solve sin.
>>35049822I said my piece, OP
>>35049794im in the same boat as you but i promise you i am uglier and inferior to youive also searched for years for ways to die easily in the uk, americans are so lucky they have guns, if i had one i wouldnt be here today lol
>>35049828how are you too retarded to figure out how to die a coward's death
>>35049812Why? If God didn't want people to commit suicide why does He make them incompatible with a happy life? It just seems so cruel to me to make retarded and dysfunctional people and expect them to be happy.>seek what brings you joy go out in the nature more devote yourself to a causeEverything that used to bring me joy makes me depressed, there is no nature around me and I don't have any causes to support.>>35049828Nuh-uh, I’m more pathetic and worthless than you. But in all seriousness I think I would freeze like I would if I was standing at a height. I think the moments before death after shooting yourself must be excruciating.
there was something a while back and it was about a japanese girl dying of inhaling deadly liquid detergent or shii don’t think it would hurt that much compared to hanging urself or odingi want to tell you that it gets better but i know myself that it really doesn’t. i hope you find the courage but at the same time i hope you get betterhttps://www.cbsnews.com/news/japan-girl-commits-suicide-with-detergent/
>>35049839sounds to me like you're too lazy to do anything with your life and you assume death will let you get off with being lazy
>>35049844>putting in effort for years and getting nothing that makes you feel any different is being lazysounds to me like you're imbecilic
>>35049794The way I see it, if you no longer care about living, why not just take whatever risks you wanted? Go take a trip to some random place. Stay there for all it matters. It seems foolish to me to cut your life short, regardless of whether you think it sucks, you're just leaving the movie mid showing. Might as well just stick until the natural end.
>>35049850if by effort you mean not going into nature because it isn't in your backyard, then yes, I'd say that's laziness
>>35049858>nature instantly fixes everything because I say so, even if it doesn't make you feel any differentok>>35049854>eat more shit because the plate of feces in your face isn't emptyokI'm not OP. I just don't understand most anti suicide arguments and think they fall at any level of scrutiny,
>>35049869you chose to make a point of nature being inacessible to you so I retored, retard. finding joy and causes is also a matter of doing and not giving up nature vists are just the easiest and most universal way of feeling better
>>35049843I never thought of that, but isn’t that extremely painful? Thank you though anon and I hope things look up for you too.>>35049844Partly, yeah. I can’t change myself. I don’t have the will and I genuinely don’t think I can change. I’ve failed every time no matter how hard I tried.>>35049854I think a lot about disappearing somewhere until my money runs out but I don’t think I can. I am the most sheltered cucked person imaginable, I’m almost 22 but don’t even go outside without feeling like I have to ask my parents. >>35049858My area is very urban, there is no nature unless you drive for a while. England is one of the most nature depleted countries on Earth.
>>35049873>you chose to make a point of nature being inacessible to youI didn't. I just said it doesn't make me feel any different. I've been on hikes.
>>35049984>I am the most sheltered cucked person imaginable, I’m almost 22 but don’t even go outside without feeling like I have to ask my parents.NTA but in a similar situation. I really wish I could help you but I don't enough about you or your situation. What helps me a lot is the little things like watching birds bob and waddle and hop around or the absurdities like this one time I saw a dustman get off from work at a bus stop and first thing he did was throw something in the bin or like the scope of human achievement just looking at stuff people built even the ugly stuff is really neat or watching the sky change through the day. I started working this september after failing at uni keeping yourself occupied and forcing yourself to be among people as uncomfortable as it is at first really does help too. It's different at work than in class, people can't really ignore you as easily or cast you out. Is there nothing you want to experience, taste, see, achieve, learn or just do? Doesn't matter if it's big or small. I really want to learn an instrument probably the banjo or a trambone but those are expensive. I wanna see a desert at least once too. You gotta keep yourself occupied and working toward something, no matter how unrealistic it may feel. People walked on the moon, we always find a way to defy the odds, you just can't give up.
>>35049794>I haven’t looked into this much. Is there a gentler way?No. Death is brutal. It's the same outcome whatever the method, you're trying to send a message with the method you choose.
>>35049794>want to kill ys >afraid of painI always cringe at that part. To kill yourself is the biggest hurt you can inflict upon yourself and others. You don’t want to die and you never will. Instead you end up as a druggie or other addictions. Give yourself some time and get out of your sheltered situation that causes you to be stumped. Gain some life experiences, you „want to do something“ also get off the internet.
>>35049794Even day we get someone on this forum asking for a suicide method that is effective, painless, and quick, and the answer is always the same: THERE AREN'T ANY. Every single method of suicide that exists is either agonisingly painful, or it carries a significant risk of leaving you alive but brain damaged - and often both. If you really want to die you need to accept that there simply aren't any easy options, here. >I know it’ll be temporary but I’m so scared of pain, I want to go as peacefully as I can. I’m bad with my hands and don’t think I could tie an effective noose, I’m sheltered and don’t know where to get pills or anything. I think I would freeze standing at a tall height. Even if we had guns over here I think I would still freeze. Okay, let me save you some time, here. If you are this much of a coward, you will NEVER have the courage to kill yourself: no matter what method you pick, you will always chicken out. Sooner or later you are going to have to accept that reality and switch your focus from trying to die to trying to find a way to make living a little less intolerable; and the sooner you get started on that, the better. Right now you are using the fact that you think you have an escape hatch as an excuse not to try to do anything to make your life better. When you finally accept that there is no escape hatch, you will, for a while, feel even worse; but eventually you'll have no choice except to start to deal with the situation.
>>35049794You have Google fucktard. You aren't hear for advice you're either here to larp and demoralize people, or to fish for ass pats and attaboys to validate your dogshit existence.
>>35050107I appreciate such a heartfelt reply but I don't think I can see things that way. The innocence of life makes me more upset because I know it's something I can't have. I have no goals and there's nothing I want to do. The things I did want are unobtainable for me in this lifetime.>>35050167>you're trying to send a message with the method you choose.I thought when I do it I should livestream it like that Japanese girl did. It would just get turned into memes but people would remember me. >>35051716>>35051802Can I get someone to kill me quickly instead? I can't stay alive. I am absolute subhuman filth disgusting to normal people and am incompatible with a normal decent life.>>35051875You can say that for about half of the posts made on this board.
>>35052172>The things I did want are unobtainable for me in this lifetime.well, what are they?
>>35051716>To kill yourself is the biggest hurt you can inflict upon yourself and othersserial killers be like: thanks for the validation anon, guess I'm not that bad
>>35052276So? You can validate tons of things in your mind, killing others, killing self, no news that people make up realities in their head, doesn’t mean it’s right.
>>35052280There is no "right" faggot. There is only what makes person x feel good. Some of that manifests as seeking to belong in a group. "People" who argue against suicide without giving actual arguments and tips that would help the suicidal are just doing so out of social conditioning and to be in line with normies. Wanting someone to go through a life of torture so you feel better is much less "right", if that word means anything, than not doing anything at all.
>>35052271Having a happy and fulfilling youth, not having been sexually abused, escaping my country, finding someone I genuinely connect with, and changing my genetics and blood.
>>35052280Also you said serial killers are much better than those who kill themselves. >To kill yourself is the biggest hurt you can inflict upon yourself and othersnotice the use of the word "biggest"
>>35052297sorry to hear while no one can change genetics or the past you could still do the other things. where would you want to go to, what do you dislike about britain
>>35049794>>35049828Two things OP: First of all, many others here are wrong. There are suicide methods that are 100% painless, immediate, and failsafe. But they will require one thing from you:T R A V E L !If you want the best suicide method, just book a plane ticket to Stavanger, in Norway, for ~£200, and hike to Preikestolen or Pulpit Rock. It is a 250+ meter fall with a hard landing on rocks. It is a 100% guaranteed to kill you, 100% painless, and 100% instant suicide method. You guaranteed will die instantly with guaranteed zero pain as your body falls on the rocks with a speed of at least 171+ km/h after falling for ~7 seconds from the edge of the cliff.The sudden deceleration will rip your aorta from your heart, turn every organ into mush, and your brain will eject from your head when your head cracks on rocks at those speeds.And on top of that, the earliest an ambulance helicopter could arrive to pick up your body and bring it to the hospital is 1.5 hours, as rescue from such a steep cliff is a huge hassle. And at that point, anyone who against all odds survived somehow for some time the initial jump would have long since died from massive internal bleeding and blood loss.Just look at that height and that landing: https://youtube.com/shorts/vlCERj12Y2EImpossible to survive and hence completely idiot-proof suicide method.Some might want to do it alone when others are not watching. If so, just do it at night, as tourists are only there during the daytime during the summer months. Also, when you get to Stavanger, I recommend buying 2 sixpacks of beer, or 2 sixpacks of cider, or 2 bottles of wine, or 2 bottles of vodka, whatever you prefer, and bring them to Preikestolen. If you are scared of heights or the survival instinct kicks in at the edge, just get drunk. If you are drunk, and especially mythologically drunk, it's 5000% easier to make the jump or take that extra drunken step over the edge when you stand there than it would be sober.
>>35052172>Can I get someone to kill me quickly instead?No one is willing to risk going to prison for the rest of their life for pre-meditated murder just because you're too chicken to do it yourself. Besides, all possible ways of murdering someone are even more painful than the available methods of suicide. You'd be too much of a coward to let them go through with it.
>>35052425>anyone who against all odds survived somehow for some time the initial jump would have long since died from massive internal bleeding and blood loss.That doesn't sound painless.
>>35049794I have a very slow but degenerative genetic condition, so this is something I've looked into a lot. From all accounts, fentanyl OD is meant to be as painless and neutral a sensation as it gets, seen a few people say IV OD was uncomfortable but smoking/swallowing it seems to result in 0 reports of any discomfort from those brought back from it, even after going through cardiac arrest. Realistically though you shouldn't do it unless you have degenerative physical illness, paralysis/other life-limiting condition, or intractable schizophrenia or suchlike. There's plenty of shit to try, try a radically different life first and I don't mean religious shit.
>32 replies>No mention of lava or volcanosWe all know that lava is the best way to die.
>>35052408If I can't change genetics then I don't want to live. I shouldn't be allowed to live. Anglos are one of the lowest forms of life, all they can do is create ugliness. We live in this shithole because it's all we can create. British 'women' are a disgrace to the gender, the most ugly, disgusting classless creatures in existence unable to fulfil the basic purpose of being female which is to be sweet and pretty. The only option for a British female is transition or suicide. Soulless bug people. I don't want to stay here but anywhere else I am lesser and always will be viewed as such. Everyone knows itz I hate living here and knowing these are my people but it's all I am and I hate my blood.
>>35052725that's so unbelievably retarded there's no way this thread isn't bait
>>35052806It's not bait. What's wrong with what I said?
>>35052457I was just trying to emphasize how utterly final and unsurvivable it is even in the ultrarare and ultra unlikely theoretically extreme scenarios. But of course, even if someone did survive for a few seconds or minutes after landing (the odds of that happening are like 0.000000000000000000...0000000000000062531% or whatever, ridiculously and irrelevantly low), it would STILL be completely painless, since you would be unconscious while it happened after that massive trauma to the brain when you land.So no, it is 100% painless. 1 quadrillion times out of 1 quadrillion, anyone who jumps from Preikestolen dies instantly and painlessly. Unless you strap yourself to a nuke, you will not find another suicide method that is more likely to be 100% lethal and 100% painless.
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