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>>45152830

i will never be a pretty princess

old thread:
>>45123121

i wish i could be gross in a feminine way instead of a moid way

>>45151020
yeah (insert yeah glegle here)

i forgive myself for being a bad person

i know all of you hate me and it doesnt feel good but that only makes me more powerful

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>>45151082 >>45151299

>>45150958
I've always been a bit of an anti-theist but I really can't help but wonder if this is some sort of divine punishment for some horrific crime in a past life. I was given this awful brain that tortures me in so many ways and this horrible body that I will never be able to change. I go outside and I tower a foot above every person I walk past, it makes me want to vomit every time I leave my room.

I was also cursed to be raised by conservative parents who drilled into me that trannies were evil people when I was young, and basically seemed horrified when I told them as I kid that I didn't want to be a boy which traumatized me beyond belief. I never sought out HRT before it was too late because I was so convinced I couldn't be trans despite constantly fantasizing about being a girl and crying when I realized it would never happen. I was mutated and rotted by this horrific male puberty into a monster. Even if I was born a girl I would probably be a trans man. I don't think there's any world where I am who I want to be.

Sorry for vent blogpost coal but this is my only outlet to vent, I'm not out to anybody irl or even to online friends.

picrel vent art

>>45151076
wow thats nice art can i masturbate to it?

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>>45151103

>>45151082
sure man whatever who fucking cares

>>45151100
wow i can feel you hating me

>>45151103
Sorry :(

>>45151109
kys

>>45151115
fuck you then!!!! >:(

>>45151126
i win

3:30 is too late to start drinking right
I can wait until tomorrow

i am the antagonist it feels so good being hated by everyone

>>45151017
whoa someone is trying to create a vortex

if you're white you have no reason not to transition

>>45151076
never coomed to tits but ever since engaging with gid breasts seem so appealing like i feel my chest is barren

>>45151296
but what if i was black?

>>45151296
but what if was hapa?

>>45151296
and what region of white? genetics are a funny thing

>>45151300
>>45151303
>>45151320
ok you are valid but you are clearly not white so it's ok

is it faketrans if i masturbate to old ugly sissy men that crossdress to feel emasculated?

I should drop out and become a neet, wasting so much energy on college seems completely pointless when I'll still be a man anyway

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>>45154337

I was lying to myself when I said I would rather be friends with women than have sex with them. I was lying to myself when I said being seen as and accepted among women was the ultimate goal of reality for me. No, the truth is I'm a fucking gooner moid at heart. Gender dysphoria sucks because it changes your personality, memories, viewpoints, etc. At least I learned things about myself.

>>45151600
I wish I was a goonette so I can masturbate 24/7 in my own femgoon cave.

>>45151605
if i was also a goonette could we masturbate together?

>>45151642
Sure thing and we can kiss too

I just jerked off to female POV. See, this is a lot easier and less life altering than trooning out. And I still have so many options when it comes to goon material.

I haven't been able to jerk off to myself as a woman lately. IDK what's wrong with me.

I don't want to go through the whole death process I just want to stop existing

>>45151742
>I just want to stop existing
thats called being dead

Do you think reppers are more valid than transitioners if you don't think about it.

>>45151798
>if you don't think about it
That's the impossible part. Even when I'm offline, there will always be many things throughout the day that trigger my gender dysphoria. I assume this is the case for most people here.

>>45151600
its cute because girls are meant for sex anyway
no wonder trannies get hit with agp like a brick wall

We live in a fallen world. If Humanity didn't turn away from God we would all be big boobie anime girls.

>>45152000
>If Humanity didn't turn away from God we would all be big boobie anime girls
i am spiritually a big boobie anime girl

>>45152022
You are. But you struggle against the Flesh. See: Galatians 5:17


That's what Christians are talking about btw.

you cannot transition you must all prepare for the coming class wars no race wars no religious wars no war against the ruskies no wait war against the chinamen no wait the tribal wars after nuclear fallout from the zios samson option

>>45152037
we need to make a religion where we all try to become anime girls

>>45152400
i agree we will all probably die but atleast i will be a kawaii cute girl during the war

>>45152409
>gets friendly fired in the trenches

>>45152414
do you think they will rape my dead body uwu

Why is dysphoria so sexual for some and not for others? For me if I'm not horny I don't really feel dysphoria at its worst.

>>45152457
masturbation is one of the few joys in my life

>>45152400
repping, prepping, trooning how about i'm doing none of that

>>45152457
sexual energy is like a high beam on dysphoria

>>45152688
True. Thank god I don't feel as horny as I did in the past

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>>45150972
it hurts so much

>>45151296
trvke

>>45151529
thats what i did living my best life rn

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life when you accept you'e too ugly for sex and relationships

1 amab kills 100 afabs

>>45152982
holy shit

>>45152989
you cant beat true amab power

>>45152688
When I was at my most dysphoric my sexual energy was practically at zero. I wondered when the next time I was gonna masturbate was, if at all because I used to be a gooner supreme. I'm getting back into gooning and it kind of sucks, like I barely feel any pleasure even when I was off of it for a long time. I tried to use no porn, no imagination and it took me 40 minutes to finish. Then when I did use imagination I imagined myself in the role of a heterosexual man having sex with a woman and it just didn't do much for me. It really sucks because I want to love a woman and I want to get loved by a woman. This fucking AGP garbage is a bigger roadblock/disabling factor in most people's lives then they'd like to admit. Add on the gender dysphoria (which I honestly believe all AGPs are fated to experience at least once in their lives) and it's like thanks god for allowing me to be born with this.

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>>45153127 >>45153250 >>45153596 >>45153828 >>45154438 >>45158247

I’m not going to take my estrogen but I am absolutely going to be a pretty pretty pink maid princess for Halloween. It will be my first time publicly presenting as a woman, I just started dressing up seriously in 2026

>>45153124
ok hon

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>>45150958
take your HRT, retards

>>45153404
take it where?

>>45153124
Classic MacArthur jap

Would it be better to be a NEET repper or a successful repper with a wife and kids and a good job? The successful repper has to nuke his entire life to start over while the NEET repper starts from ground zero.

>>45153124
giwtwm im too scared to even on halloween and it would contrast with my persona too much also people would find it hilariously funny.
post a pic of your outfit when you go out nona

>>45153828
I want to but I can't for the same reasons you stated. Plus I don't know why but family and friends always found it weird I prefer playing as female characters in video games. In an old D&D campaign my friends and I took part in, I asked the DM what he thought about playing an opposite gender PC. He said it's weird to do that kek. I don't play it anymore but if I did the next character I'd make would definitely be female (human or otherwise)

>>45153961
>they have smaller hitboxes
>they have better and more customization options
>I'd rather stare at a girl's ass than a guy's

>>45153636
a NEET has nothing to lose. A success has everything to destroy.

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>>45150958
always do

>>45153636
NEET repper has no means to start

>>45153636
For the love of all that is holy don't get a wife and kids if you think you even have a 1% chance of trooning out.

>>45153636
only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything

>>45151549
It really does change your memories. I have no idea what of my life actually happened and what Ive retroactively made up in regard to my identity. Its scary.

>>45151810
Insert glegle yeah, every second of my life is spent thinking about my dysphoria because it is constantly triggered. It doesnt help i have adhd and probably some sort of ocd so my brain is constantly spinning and thinking of 500 things at once.

I hate living with executive dysfunction but if I could say one good thing about it it's that it probably saved me from trooning out.

>>45154413
i have executive dysfunction and funnily it has made it much easier to find hrt (detrooned thoughever)

>>45153124
god i wish i could pull this off. what are some inconspicuous """feminine""" costume ideas for a cs moid that hasn't done a costume in 10 years

>>45154112
>"But anon, the game is in first person. You don't see your character..."
How do you respond to this?

>>45154523
Exactly, in a first person game you're INSIDE the person looking out. I want to be INSIDE a girl you fag.

QUICK. Can any alcoholic reppers give me advice? How many hours on an empty stomach do you need for it not to affect how drunk you get? I think I made a mistake and ate something, but I won't drink for another 4 hours from now. Am I screwed or safe?

Helium reppers how do I not float away.

i feel better when i jerk off
it's like the worry of being trans goes away for a while
is this a coping mechanism or am i a fetishist
i don't really like zerking it anymore to be honest either

qott: yea I have
4tran lgbt server for friends:
https://discord.gg/lostcord

>>45155169
You don't like zerking it anymore because you wish this was more than an erotic fantasy. This is not even a grooming attempt. In fact, I think transitioning is a profoundly bad idea in most cases. I'm just stating what's going on here.

>>45155363
nta but trvthnvke
i can only jerk off to the most hardcore dissociated bdsm porn at this point and even then half the time i just die looking at the sub's curves

I just don't do ANYTHING all day and this is how it's been for over a decade.

>>45155381
sounds hot
any recommendations
i like preg porn
thats a fetish i have + might be dysphoric over the fact it'l (probably) never happen to me

>>45155465
i am quite a degenerate
i have realized i'm not even mostly a submissive i just want to be feminine in essence, in reality i'd be a switch

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I started repping at 11/13, I’m a ,HSTS’

>>45150958
finally i found my home,, chasergeneral keeps calling me a repressor, fuck them

>Be me, catholic permarepper amab
>Tell my fiance I'm feeling strong dysphoria lately, first time I ever mentioned this to anyone
>She's fine with it
>Ffw next time we have sex
>She starts licking my nipples and fingering me suddenly
>I squirm and beg her to stop in a very femcoded voice and manner
>euphoria.jpg
>I cum like crazy while she repeats "idk it seems like you enjoy it"
>I'm her good little slut
>later we're sleeping and I stealth cry myself to sleep from dysphoria
>never talk about it ever again, it's now been months

Uhhh, chat, what should I do

>>45155780
Perhaps transition? She seems pretty positive about it

>>45155780
*taps the sign* >>45151296

>>45155780
post this on your youtube greentext comp

>>45155780
kys

>>45154413
same
>>45154438
>funnily it has made it much easier to find hrt
how?

>>45155849
Absolutely no fucking way, I'm chadfaced, hairy and handsome, I'd be the biggest hon ever, also I'm way too old. Maybe I can live this through fetish or something, get her to call me a good girl?

how to fix my sleep schedule? im trying to stay awake but then i fall asleep or when i have to sleep i stay awake

i have nothing to look forward to in life

>>45156335
Same

>>45156335
Even before I contracted dysphoria life wasn't that good.

>>45156335
same

>>45155780
Kys

>>45156335
I'm looking forward to the 6+ beers I'm going to drink in the span of an hour right now.

>>45156385
cheers

>>45156366
Yeah, I'm open to it. Why would you say I need to?

>>45156431
The funny thing is when I'm drunk I love afabs and I cry at the abuse they suffer from amabs. When I'm sober I think afabs are cool (despite triggering my gender dysphoria but it's not their fault for existing) but I hate amab gender roles and that many times afabs enforce them.

>>45156459
afabs dont deserve the privilege to be happy

>>45156473
Of course they do, everyone does.

>>45156485
afabs need to feel my pain and misery

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>>45156597 >>45156636

>>45156492

>>45156492
Oh I'm sure they do, in many places in the world, throughout many times in history. It sucks to be in pain and I won't invalidate yours, but no one person or group can have a monopoly on it.

>>45156512
anyone who disagrees with me needs to die

i am pure masculinity its my birthright to be a god

>>45156464
>>45156506
I wouldn't mind being a Muslim girl but only if I had fellow wives to bond with and our husband had a BWC.

im sorry for being amab

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>>45156506
>makes own sandwich

>>45154337
My life feels like a blur. I doubt I ever had my own unique personality.

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>>45156590
All of us reppers who have had insane delusions of grandeur should make a political party and take over the world, we could probably do it

>>45156642
only if i am the supreme leader

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>>45156701

>>45156648
We'd have to establish an oligarchy system of sorts to prevent conflicts like this I feel

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>>45156769

I don't give a fuck what happens to my moid body. If I had a foid body I would definitely try to take care of it.

>>45156682
in our new supreme nation we will force feminize all men and kill all afabs

I've tried to justify staying and living as a male by thinking to myself that I've been given an ability to exist with male privilege which means I could do more in the world; unfortunately, the nature of gender dysphoria makes me too retarded to actually recognize this and I still would rather be a woman anyways.

>>45156722
i could probably stop being a neet and do something grand with my life but whats the point if im not afab

>>45156701
> feminize all men
Yes unironically giga
> kill all afabs
Unsure about this one

>>45156733
>Unsure about this one
sorry but in my new supreme nation you dont have the right to disagree with me

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>>45156768

>>45156740
I thought it was ours... are you... breaking up with me?

>>45156759
there can only be one

>>45156686
I let the beard and body hair grow back. I don't shower or brush my teeth. It's what I deserve for being a disgusting moid. The universe was meant to be this way and that's...fine I guess. I must have been a genocidal maniac or something in my previous life.

>>45156769
I just keep my beard, idk, I shave it with a guard and everything. I guess if I shave it fully I'll just be conceding to my dysphoria and be dissapointed I will never be able to go all the way. Also I look ugly as a mug without it so why not just keep it, I don't see it without looking in the mirror anyways unlike my body hair.

i forgive myself for being a bad person

>>45153636
successful always succesful, succesful reppers make it and rep for life with new found purpose or break and troon out succesfully too with lots of money
neets just rott and rott and then grow moobs no one even notices as they rott and then die

maybe hold off on kids tho if you cant rep for life

>>45156844
stop describing me

Honestly I just wish I could flip a button that made me either accept myself as trans or attenuated my dysphoria enough to accept myself as cis and live comfortably forever. Either would be preferable to inhabiting this weird in-between zone where both choices are too uncomfortable to commit to.

is it faketrans if i masturbate to bambi sleep

>>45156269
make sure your outside during the day after an all nighter so you can't convince yourself to have a "nap" to make it through the rest of the day, or just dose off by accident.
then phone on other side of bedroom at night time plugged in out of reach and read for 30mins a real book each night
oh and no caffeine after 1pm either, and make sure to eat breakfast when you get up to start your circadian rhythm and get sun light on your face too
i have insomnia sometimes and these things really help me. the reading a book in bed and phone out of reach are big ones

>>45156907
>make sure your outside during the day
imagine going outside

>>45156894
Decades ago they would have said yes but now I'm not so sure. Tbh I think the lines between cis and trans are very blurry. Right now I've settled on the cis label even though I hate being my agab.
I think the people that should identify as trans are the ones that are crazy enough to medically and socially transition. And this is not me being transphobic. This is a huge life change. This is just one drunk person's opinion so please don't listen to me if you feel it doesn't accurately describe you.

>>45156941
i forgive myself for being faketrans

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>>45157045

I want to start a cult of femininity

>>45157032
sorry but only 1 supreme nation can exist we will have to go to war

I just want to a cute tranny wife but I'm sadly a disgusting fucking repper piece of shit and it's immoral to have relations as a repper, especially with trannies

>>45157079
>it's immoral to have relations as a repper
i think its ok only if your partner knows you are a repper and supports you

listening to a song i like right now
russian
it's become a sort of anthem for me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhNJI53Fxj8&list=RDGMEM4aHK17DLJ0Ya6DXLybqCLQVMxhNJI53Fxj8&start_radio=1&rv=PlLQsUGefdo
goodbye forever
it's a love song and you can guess what about
but everyone associates it with the 91' crisis
i found this version and i like it better i think
still manages to be sad


god
i don't want to become an alcoholic but i can't do any of this shit anymore
i am a single drink from ruining myself forever because i want to escape the things that are ruining me forever
cruel fucking joke like myself
should have stepped off the pavement walking home today....

we should kill all amabs

>>45157079
I feel bad for you, getting into romantic relationships and what not. Even with my friends whom I've known for so long, I still feel distant.

>>45157118
Hope things get better for you

Did anime or porn convince you you were trans?

>>45157134
i hate hope
hope is cope (hey that ryhmes)
hope was made up by things that are actually people and not a meat trenchcoat for child abuse like me
basically it exists to they can tell things like me that it gets better so i fuck off and delude myself for a while
i am fairly sure that i belive that i am some sort of cruel pet for some eldritch concept or mabe more
i don't know how to describe it
or maybe my life is an interdimensional tv show and the cameras are invisible
i belive both at the same time but only if i think about them enough
noone is ever going to believe me but i'm the conscious observer
what happens when (NOT IF WHEN BUT NOT NOW) i kill myself? does everything just crumple and start fizzling instantly
spiralling again because someone gave me attention but i don't care
there's a bridge outside my house about a minute ago and i think the last time i felt like going off it i just broke down halfway on the pavement and went home
i am pathetic
i wish for release
noone will ever love this thing
and i don't want that anyway
but i persist
i think i'm going to have a mental breakdown now
sorry for taking up your time

>>45157144
3d futanari most likley
to be honest i think puberty hit me hard when i was in highschool and i'm trying to claw it back so i can be a fag of some kind
the trannyness is just delusion from where i spend my time but i'm too far in

i want to have a normal family and be normal

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>>45157144
Daddy Takuma

>>45157090
i don't think it is if they're trans
>>45157127
I'm not though, that's why i said i want one but i can never have it or anything like it

I foopin hate /v/ and how much they delete threads. This board is my new home now.

>>45157299
Only board I use on this site icl

>>45157144
I don't watch either. Have always found porn repulsive.

>>45157122
You just want everyone dead?

>>45156873
Yeah. Wish I could commit either way. I think I'll start my decision my losing weight so push comes to shove I can look a bit better and gay-boy it out with HRT/SERMs to HRTrep without manmoding/honmoding, saw someone on this board say they do that and it seems appealing to me.

>>45157332
>You just want everyone dead?
afabs need to die because im jealous and amabs need to die because i hate myself

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>>45157359 >>45157375

>>45157299

>When an AMAB exists with 1000 miles of an AFAB thus killing them instantly

over nuke

>>45157341
I would only submit to BWC your propaganda won't work on me sorry.

Why do AGP guys believe women are disgusted by men? Is it that they were never desired by girls or women in high school and college, and mistakingly took that to mean that women don't like men?

>>45157364
They're disgusted by men like me (bottom 99%)

>>45157341
please put on a tripcode

>>45157364
They have a warped sense of reality coupled with an inability to understand that people may have ideas or thoughts different from them.

That's why you constantly see "All men want to be women" and "Women are all disgusted by men"

>>45157367
Are you cute? I like bottoms

>>45157376
I believe that's a side effect of male autism; the faulty belief that says everyone else feels what I'm feeling, everyone else's experiences are my particular experiences. Male autism seems to bear some similarities to retardation.

>>45157400
>seems to bear some similarities to retardation
i do not have autism but i am retarded

>>45157364
>>45157376
I don't believe women are disgusted by all men, just men like me (autistic and a sensitive piece of shit)
>all men want to be women
Not true but even if it was most men won't admit it because being any bit feminine is a social death sentence as a man.

I can't fucking believe most men would rather have sex with women than be woman. It is mind boggling to me but I'm AGP and most men don't have AGP.

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>>45157454 >>45157455 >>45157457 >>45157516 >>45157952 >>45158074 >>45158406 >>45158517 >>45158686 >>45161292

>>45157410
Personally I think it would fucking suck to be a woman. Women can't go out alone by themselves without potentially being raped. Women have to think about what if I get pregnant from sex? Then get an abortion and deal with the guilt. Women are smaller, weaker, no one really respects their opinions on anything generally. But like 10% of women are beautiful and have life on easy street because of it, and I feel like trannies only focus on that 10% of women that are blessed with physical beauty.

im watching aot and some random youtube video title just spoiled it rip

>>45157437
if i was a woman i think i would be a whore prostitute that gets gang banged by men all day

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>>45157437

>>45157437
I respect women and their opinions. I read about their experiences. I cry at the abuse and inequality they suffer in society. I still want to be a woman though.

>>45157454
See that's male autism. You probably aren't sexually attracted to men currently, but you're turned on by the idea of a woman being used as a depersonalized sex object.

I think agp should be dealt with

>>45157457
Ok idk then

>>45157463
>You probably aren't sexually attracted to men currently, but you're turned on by the idea of a woman being used as a depersonalized sex objec
i sometimes masturbate to big furry men on e621

>>45157463
>see that's male autism
Not an inherently bad thing despite being a source of a lot pain for me
>you probably aren't sexually attracted to men currently
I'm not but if I was a woman then there is a high likelihood I would be
>turned on by the idea of a woman being used as a depersonalized sex object
Don't assume this about me. I hate objectification in all forms. I want to be intimate with a living breathing person with everything that comes with being a person. People are allowed to find other people attractive/sexy while still recognizing their unique personalities/interests/motivations/etc.
>agp should be dealt with
Too bad. AGP will always be a part of me whether I like it or not. At best I can feed into my regular heterosexuality more than my AGP sexuality but given how hopeless and unlovable I feel I don't think that's happening any time soon.

>>45157437
>Women can't go out alone by themselves without potentially being raped.
I can't go out alone by myself without being potentially mugged or killed
>Women have to think about what if I get pregnant from sex? Then get an abortion and deal with the guilt.
Men also have to worry if their recent flick may result in paying alimony for many years to come
>Women are smaller, weaker, no one really respects their opinions on anything generally.
No one respects me or my opinions either, I'm sure this is soggy knees somehow even though I have a penis
>10% of women that are blessed with physical beauty.
The bar for being considered physically attractive as female is fairly low, just don't be overweight, very old or horribly disfigured, men have to do more

imagine having friends

I'm a phone poster i can't answer all dat text bruh

>be drunk as fuck
>sat down in front of my sisters and told them I don't care if I accidentally ingested rat poisoning or cyanide
Post about times when your repper cover was almost blown

society needs to start respecting my masculinity

>>45157437
do you live in India?

>>45157144
I'm not trans I'm a repper
I do love anime but I wasn't normal before either

>>45154828
idk if there's an exact amount of time since everyone's metabolism is different, but you can always just drink more to balance it out

>>45157437
All this is true and I try to use it as repfuel but I am retarded and want to be this anyways, also dysphoria (and to an extent, gender roles) are an inherent part of one's person.

>>45157364
I don't believe that?

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>>45153124
>>45154438
gross
you're a man so you have to wear a man costume
man up and be a grotesque monster like you are normally

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this one looks like me

wow it's midnight and I still haven't eaten any food

>>45158261
eat something retard

>>45157437
Just wish to be a 6'11" beast of a woman to negate half those problems entirely. Being a woman at all is already living in fantasy land for us, so what's adding on a few extra features, just for the fun of it?

>>45157183
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rI4NBcGF9c

>>45157437
outer problems are easier to manage than inner problems this is the phrase that answers all the quibbling about women being externally inferior

>>45158276
I did, now it's time to drink something

what if gid being caused by autism it's autism that was brought about by gid

dreadfully distinct

>>45157437
I mean I think half of these issues arise from just being weaker which I personally do not want for myself
Also speaking in practical terms if I ever transitioned I couldn't get pregnant so that's another problem solved.

I can't ever transition because i'll never be as pretty as my tranny exes

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>>45158849 >>45158852 >>45158926

>>45158686
Whoa wtf. 9 replies.

Stay strong and don't give in to the tranny demons. Most of you could be straight men if you got in touch with your masculinity and stop this fag ass fetish.

>>45158842
I wish that was me on the right so bad

>>45158842
You're literally posting this shit in repgen, I think you are preaching to the choir lol. The whole point of this is that we are TRYING to repress it!

>3am
oh yeah I'm thinkin it's get wasted and watch anime time

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>>45158869

>>45158858
Was going to go to bed like 2 hours ago but I have been playing deadlock

>>45158865
troon game
I was playing a female character too but at least it was on Bannerlord like a real man

>>45158849
I wish i was left. I had a girl like that once and I'd do anything to have that again.
>>45158852
I'm going to enforce no troon in this gen from now on. I'll be your drill instructor whipping you into shape.

>>45158842
Right, totally. The thing is that I don't mind being masculine, I just want to be masculine in a feminine way if that makes sense.

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>>45158882
I had a girlfriend for a little bit years ago and it was weird. Being able to talk to her was kind of nice but I basically just treated her like a friend the whole time. We broke up after she realized I was basically just faking it and didn't have any actual attraction to her sexually.
I'm glad it didn't last long because as time went on and I continued moiding being around women around my age has started to make me extremely uncomfortable. I need to completely seclude myself away from foids like a monk so there's no alternative to compare myself to.

>>45151295
you're always supposed to link the previous thread, it's gen etiquette

>>45158869
> troon game
yeah I don't think you have room to speak here we're literally posting on 4tran at 3am

>>45159004
It was short for fotm troonslop game
and it's 4am now actually

this makes me feel so disgusting

>>45157463
im definitely not attracted to men really but i have been confused as to whether im gay or not since like age 11, i think its related to the wound of feeling sexually valueless and because im attracted to women and find them beautiful, but also rejecting, projecting myself into their body or at least their beauty feels relieving and hopeful, like if i was just them, the beautiful object instead of the disgusting thing that pursues them and is rejected by them then it would be okay.

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>>45159275
I couldn't find it ethical to be attracted to women anymore so I just BECAME gay! #methods

>>45159247
what does

>>45159295
Your picrel is so cute!
>>45159275
Yes I feel the same way

i feel like i could more firmly be transgender if i didn't discover porn in 7th grade and was not a virgin and had a romantic partner at some point

>>45159327
being a giant ogre man obviously

if i was afab i'd probably do roids

>>45159424
same

indian
and
agp

it could not be any worse

I hate being 5'6

The 3rd main reason I don't want to transition: Being trans is seen as a moral failure. It doesn't matter that 95% of individual have no control over the circumstances that lead them to become gender dysphoric. It doesn't matter if you're suffering in life. Everything is your fault and it always will be. If transgenderism is a societal issue, then why the fuck isn't society stepping in to help them? No the truth is no one gives a fuck and they always need a target to hate in order to justify their own existence.

I don't want to transition because executive dysfunction.

>>45159787
same
you have adhd too?

>>45159790
Yeah, pretty bad.
I struggle to cook, do laundry, and take showers because of the effort involved.

>>45159801
same, idk whether not being able to do things is my adhd or just depression though
have you gotten medicated?

>>45159837
I had it but my doctor stopped prescribing it. It helped, but I still was an ADHDBrain

> idk whether not being able to do things is my adhd or just depression though

there's some overlap but depression doesn't inhibit working memory or context switching like ED does

Even when going on long nature walks, I still don't feel present. No wonder I like distractions like video games so much because I hate being alone with my thoughts. Like, the sun feels good, the birds sound nice, and here I am feeling angry and resentful and hating myself.

>>45160214
the mind is its own place

>>45160228
that can make itself a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven.

I dreamed of being a real girl again
I cuddled on the couch with my big strong husband and sucked his dick while we watched tv

No one will save me. No one even wants to see me succeed. For this alone, I shouldn't care about anyone else's suffering.

>>45161044
I would also like to suck off a guy.

>>45157437
youre correct and able to see the reality without the distortion of tranny fueled jealousy
you didnt even mention how likely a woman is to face sa in her life and more likely by someone they know

I need a guy to tie me up and fuck me every other day to prevent dangerous dysphoria build up.

>>45161292
So I should kill myself then?

>>45161292
yeah but when you put it through the lens of mef is kind of releases you from the burden of being not good for much like you were just meant to be a fleshlight
in that sense not sure if it's a distortion or final clarity
>>45161470
true

Any of yall ever had a boyfriend/girlfriend/other at any point in your lives?

reppers are cute!!!

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>>45162263
Youve never seen me!

>>45162074
no but i get such a sense of warmth from imagining FLR femdom relationship

>>45162074
Never

>>45162074
no im 34 and a virgin.

>>45162300
>>45162305
>>45162314
so what specifically stops you?

>>45162345
The idea of showing my body and genitals to my partner is deeply distressing to me. I don't even want to think about it too much. I wish my soul inhabited a different body.

okay

>>45162403
>>45162345
yeah it's basically impostor syndrome like my self image is just a fuzzy blank or a low repute person if the person of my choosing did approach me what am i even to them since i'm ashamed of myself
i think in one audio file a hypnodomme says that being like a girl makes you higher in her line of slaves and closer to her and that stuck with me

>>45162345
One of the most uncomfortable things i can imagine honestly. My imagination is fine.

>>45162499
Going off what you said, I had a similar thought that being a woman means you have a greater claim to personhood and you will get a fuller experience as it pertains to being human. I can't really put it into words and even if I did it would still sound irrational. This might just be my dysphoria lying to me and talking through me.

>>45162345
nta but i have negative chances of getting a girlfriend as a "man" now i can't perform any of the male social roles
i would like to think if i was a woman i'd have better chances since i'd actually feel present in my body and soul i guess

>>45162595
it does but that fuller experience feels anxious like you're stepping out of line or being cocky or doing something you don't deserve then you get yelled at by yourself to be humble

>>45163275
Can you elaborate more? I don't understand.

>>45159630
I wish I could have this. I hate being tall so much. It has ruined any chance I have at a happy life.

i wish more femreppers posted here they are so hot
i don't know why we hate each other :(

>>45163418
the good feelings feel unfamiliar like something wrong

>>45160214
In a sort of masochistic way, I enjoy being alone with my thoughts, as much as it's complete torture for me. I love walking around at night for a few hours and just letting my brain mull over everything it can.

>>45161044
I don't think I've had a dream, or at least a memorable one, in months.

>>45161470
True....

>>45162403
insert glegle yeah booth image

I'm bald. I hate being bald.
I hate my Y chromosome that made me the man I am today.

6'2
44 eu
haha

>>45163444
This sounds intriguing to say the least. I don't know what possibly causes such feelings. Maybe they wish life was different somehow?

>>45163511
repression and always being used to discounting your own feelings is what causes it

in tescos and a twinkhon who prob passes quite well to non tranny brained weirdo turns the corner
as i am too. a full head and a bit shorter oof. retreat back to the cave
>>45163492
exactly the same bro ;-;

>>45163580
I don't like being called bro or man or dude

couldnt even find wheat germ to bake my country loaf (⋟﹏⋞)
>>45163587
sorry bro

+51 902 590 525 tlak me please

>>45163492
But at least you aren't bald. I hate being bald.

>>45163591
I think heat destroys the spermidine in the wheat germs anyway so...

>>45163622
are you a repper or a faggot spamming the board

When you think about it, AGP is actually beyond fucked up on so many levels.

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no makeup no ffs no shower for days living on the street. geezer old man.. bearded dick... crack hoe.. crack den gangbang smoking rocks.. sucking dick a dollar a dick.. see you when you're 40 bitches. stay out of the sun and watch out for vampires.

Rest in peace Sir Patrick Stewart.

i hate being jealous of pornstars, i think its because they to me represent the ultimate lack of fucks given, they are always interacting with new people and intimately, they dont care about all of this being public or what people might say about them. i am so weak. i know its stupid

>>45154288
I gets worse when the child gets the tranny gene...
>The Child

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>>45153404
No.

>>45164097
The more you hate your AGP the hotter it gets.

i miss back in 2021 when i could almost convince myself i was a repressing trans woman and hrt would make me into a woman like the ones i saw online

>>45164382
I wish this curse was gone from me. I just want to be a normal person.

>>45163420
yeah but i'm still a neanderthal but just short enough to not even have a normal life as a man

>>45164454
hrt won't make you a woman but it sure does help

ive always been kind of baffled as to why regular men (and women) are just so comfortable being what they are, like the way regular straight people think where they are totally happy with their gender, dont think about it, dont think about how it could be any other way, go bald, grow a beard, father children and just generally be masculine even though all of this is imposed on you and not something you choose, is the difference between a bald truck driver with a porn addiction and a woman who likes knitting as simple as the starting chromosome?

i think this is why ive failed so much in life, im constantly struggling with the basic premise of my existence, i dont know what role im supposed to act out in the world, i feel like a bad actor about to be found out, so im never ready to exist and i just always have this nagging feeling to be a tranny or whatever. its really just a disability like having downs syndrome, best case scenario is you fully embrace and live out what you really feel to be or you just constantly feel like you're on stage and didnt memorise your lines.

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>>45164097
it's a premonition honey

>>45164709
It's because we're mentally ill. I blame society too for being so shit.

>>45164839
No premonition. More like a stain that I can't wash out on a shirt I can't take off.

>>45164097
i haate it i often think i can ignore it and live a normal life and i probably can im not evevn trans its just agp agamp or mef or all three and those are just deviant sexualitys. if i found a wife and had kids and got the snip i could actually guarantee the triumph over it and live a normal life, every male basically ends up like that after 40 anyway

>>45164846
i know but how does this even happen, thats the weird thing is knowing that the vast majority of people dont experience anything like this

anyone think the abuse you had to put up with as a prey vibe repper male has the same signature as rape and sexual abuse anyway theres using, chucking aside, gaslighting

>>45164709
>i feel like a bad actor about to be found out
yeah stand yeah glegle
i've never heard someone describe it so well
>>45164975
trvthnvke

i was going to text my sister and tell her i'm trans today but she didn't even reply to my "hi"
is this a sign