The Amazing Repchad Harakiri Show edition>QOTT: what historical era would you choose to live in as a repper>QOTT: what historical era would you choose to live in as the sex of your choice
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i forgive myself for being amab
>>45123121there's no reason to rep if you're white
>>45123153you don't have to forgive yourself for being the victim
>>45123164youre right i unforgive myself
honestly, how do you think reppers are doing in afghanistan and north korea
>>45123155trvthnvkei will never be cute and pale like that, just stinky and brown
does anyone have a link to repper central
There are rare moments where being a giant scary man has it's upsidesLast night outside the grocery store I caught a parking janny next to my car alone in the dark lot and rolled intimidation to make him unwrite my ticket.Still made me feel bad though. For myself of course, not the parking janny fuck him.
>>45123121take your HRT, retards
>>45123226I know 21 is too late already but my hrt is getting here on the 12th I'll be a true repper no more
>>45123385I started hrt at 21 and am now a passoid, its not to late. Though I am half asian half white so I have the perfect troon genetics
can trannies please avoid gloating in this general as well, you have the entire rest of the board already
>>45123424Can i see you? You sound cute
>>45123193We technically don't know if GAC is restricted in the DPRK lul
>>45123385To finally have the bravery to graduate repression is awesome!>>45123424I'm Jellysauce
>>45123193you already asked this and I already said it would be ezmode because you could just goof around with the talibros and die for allah
>>45123424fuck I'm a swarthy 6'1 puerto rican with a chad jawline it might be over
>>45123424kill yourselfYES i am extremely bitter YES i wish i was dead BUT I DO NOT CARE PLEASE ROPE>>45123529hola senorita no hablo tortillaanyway it's over for mei'd say i'm a post death easting disorder twink, i'm covered in hair and i think the on;y reason i have a decent waist is because i'm fucking 60 kg
>>45123385damn you didn't last long, your art was always a nice addition to the gen but I'm happy to see you go>>45123529Too bad you don't want to be a man. Your body hair is hot, but since you're like me I know you absolutely hate it.
2am is not too late to get drunk and start binging a new anime
>>45123207https://discord.gg/sh54XGX42the server is filled with hrt"reppers" and passoids though
i lowkey repfailed a couple days ago, broke, and shittily shaved most my body hair. Felt good for a few moments but kind of just made me realize how cooked I am. a day later and now i just have these needles all over my body. awesome sauce
>>45123621I would've lasted longer but that anon's post about getting cancer one or two repgens ago filled me with so much dread that I immediately bought crypto and started researching hrt>>45123606being covered in hair is like having spiders crawling on your skin at all times and you have to act like it's normal because if you shave your stupid machismo father will call you a faggot and take your razor away
>>45123710rip manuel, if that anon was him. if it wasn't, rip manuel and best wishes to that anon. at least their lives moved someone to take the steps they never could.
>>45123207no 'cord is fit for the repchad>>45123682of course it is
>>45123710did you ever see Christine's post?i don't really like thinking about things like that (ive been pretty suicidal recently and it triggers me aka i'm being a fucking pussy) but it's one of the saddest things ive ever seen >>45123710to be honest i hate shaving and it doesn't really make me feel any betteri've been stuffing ALL of my emotions down for the past month though because i don't want to have more panic attacks ectmaybe it's thatmy genetics are just fucked because my dad is 6'7 and even though i have my mother's face she looks like an ape
>>45123529you're not fucked you might make a cute troon
kfdsabwkelrjslkadi hate this whats the fucking point
>>45123756I'm planning on using nair and then an epilator to keep myself relatively hairless cus shaving makes me feel like I'm burning alive I also have my mother's face it's so weird she showed me pictures of her when she was younger and it looked like me with a wig on and no horrible ogre beard shadowwriting in a diary is kind of gay but it has helped me regulate and process my emotions by trying to articulate them in writing if u wanna try that out
>>451236253am*I am very good at procrastinating
does opened red wine actually go bad in the fridge after a few weeks or is it just the taste?gonna drink it either way because I'm not a bitch, so lets find out
babydollanon where are you?
should i try hrt repping?
>>45124069Yep and then transitioning
I'm not trans, it's just an escapist fantasy to distract myself from the constant nihilistic existential dread whispering in the back of my mind telling me that life and death are both meaningless and we exist briefly for no other reason than to fear and suffer before once again falling back into a state of non-being forevermore
>>45124014notes of vinegar, but the alcohol was definitely still in there
>>45123193they're dealing with a mysterious unknow weight and sadness or living a secret double life like i'm doing what else if you have well meaning friends and family its not that much of a pain honestly
>>45124382having well meaning friends and family actually makes it worse after a certain point, I wish I could just ghost all of them
even after i transition i will not be trans like the others areinherently i will always just be a male that pretends to be something he is not in order to be coddled, given more privilege, treated childishly (as my brain did not fully develop)
I am suspecting that my extremely malebrained self-harm method of getting drunk and beating myself in the head may be responsible for why I've had a weird 2 day long headache with a taste
>>45120311>Well are you AGP in the way that you're specifically aroused at becoming a transwoman or sissyfication/crossdressing is arousing, or do you think AGP-like tendancies have cropped up from genuine intrinsic gender dysphoria?id say the latter but i feel like I don't know what genuine gd isI just don't like being male
>>45123155I'm white and I'm "repping" (I don't think I'm trans but would choose to be a woman if given the choice)
>>45123703I hate how fast it grows back. Yeah it was cool seeing my arms and legs hairless and pretending they belonged to a woman, but my depression is never going to allow me to keep up with it on a consistent basis. I've went weeks and even months without showering or brushing teeth before.
>>45123121I'm gonna forcefem the shit out of somebody from this thread as soon as I stop being so gahdamn fat. They'll be my cute housewife and I will try my best to make her happy.
>>45124461if you feel that maybe they're not well meaning a family should have the same soothing effect as nature and animals
>>45124858Won't work
>>45124858never been into feminization but if you think about from the perspective of someone doing you a favor and encouraging you to do things you yourself wouldn't have the courage to ask or believe in then it's adorable
6'2size 11 mens shoe sizebroad shoulders
>>45125230u ok anon?
>>45125245no, I am a monster
At this point I feel that letting my inner chud come out makes more sense than anything else in this dogshit world.
I do not have an anime girl body with a 2D vagina so I refuse to work. I'm not sorry.
>>45125167That's kind of the POV I have in regards to it. Some people just don't have the agency to transition without help but at the same time I wouldn't do it to somebody that didn't have dysphoria.
Be a repper in the early 90s, there were ups and downs but that gives at least 30 years to live a good life before the world endedBe a tranny in 2011 the 2010s were a pretty good time for that, a whole decade to pass back when passing wasn't impossible Im 25. Ive aged very well, its not too late for me physically but mentally I feel so far gone.
>>45125402If you had an anime girl body with a 2d vagina, you wouldn't want to work anyway.
>>45125860What if I had a 4D vagina?
>>451252306’12 men’s Broad shouldersBroad chestMoobsBaldOld
they say even small men like timotee charlame are many times bigger than the avg woman
imagine if dealing with suffering gave you an attractive physiognomy
>>45126192this reads like a warning from a repressor sage
>>45124858yes pwease force feminize me uwu fap fap fap fap fap fap fap fap fap fap fap fap fap fap fap
Estrogen is not for men. You shouldn't take estrogen as a man. A man cannot take estrogen.
My body is making estrogen as we speak
>>45126603Only a tiny bit though!~
coming 'round to the realization I might unironically be an enbyrepper. i'm being tormeneted by a fake and gay disease.
what if you ended up like that old whore woman on sopranos she was creepy even though she was a woman
>>45126269it's easier for a baby to pass through narrow hips than a man to put on a tight dress head first
>>45123682i am awarethey do take an awful long time to let people in it seems
>>45123519yea but only u replied and only the afghan part, I wanted more
>>45124858
i want to have vagina so i can masturbate all day
>>45127058me on the right
>cis woman with boyfriend of a year, both of us in early 20s>first relationship ever>tomboyish girl with short hair, dress in masculine clothes and refuse to wear makeup>wear baggy clothes to hide tits and curves>hate shrill voice and live with looming fear of body becoming more feminine and developing wider hips as I age>have female friends but never truly relate to them>live life constantly dissociating and work a demanding job that drains any remaining soul I have>boyfriend sometimes talks about wanting me to grow out my hair and be more feminine>try to dress up during sex in lingerie he picked out for his birthday that I had bought>drink beforehand so I dont have to think about it so hard>feminine clothes are arousing at best, but deeply debasing to wear>let him fuck me try not to pay too much attention during sex because I have a negative libido anyways>want to throw up with I see myself next day in the lingerie>love him but every time we talk about having children I agree and then pray I develop uterine cancer that renders me infertile>jokingly say I dont identify as a woman to him one time and he refuses to talk to me or touch me until I take it back>know then that I can never truly be myself and I'm such a girlfailure that I could never find another person who loves me as much as he does and who I love as much as him>hes one of the only good things in my life and can't afford to lose him even if I'll never be as feminine as he wants me to be and hate how much he treats me as a woman>sometimes fantasize about him forcing me to take T or having to take T because of some medical issue and him growing to love me anywaysthere is no hope for theyfabs, at least I have someone who cares about me, my gender shit isnt usually bad so I'm hoping it'll go away again when the weekend is over and I dont have time to think anymore
>>45127297kys afab
>>45127452Don't be mean.
>ran out of ADHD Medication so I'm now drinking multiple coffees a dayyeah nah this sucks
>>45127297take your HRT and find a more supportive partner, retard
>>45127297Wish I had a femrepper boyfriend to force to take T and do the manly stuff around the house I don’t want to do.T. Manmoder
>>45127297Post pussy and timestamp
I need to stop staring at my reflection in the mirror this is turning into mental self harm
>>45124814The fact you know you are repping enough to open 4tran and find repgen and would hit "the butttton"... ur probably trans. Just get the hell off of here before the cognitohazards hit and you get actual gender dysphoria if you actually wanna keep repping
>>451252306'6"Size 14 mensBroad shoulders, chestFatYou probably have a little more of a chance than me
>>45128037I already have gender dysphoria and I know it will get even worse if I transition. It is at a somewhat manageable level now despite me developing full blown alcoholism due to it. I'm not trans because I'm never transitioning, and I never will see myself as a woman. I just need to learn to live as a man, as a normal human man and to fix all my internal shit. That's not the answer that's easy to accept, but I have to do it. I have to.
>>45126684Enbies are valid and real <3>>45127297You gotta break up with your boyfriend
i want to kill myself but im not going to do it because im scared of pain or being disabled
am i having panic attacks or am i faking it?
masurbating at pictures of women in a jealous rage wanting to be one of them
thank god i like men i could never date an afab
if you look like the person on the left please kys thank you
getting tits cut off soon
>>45128579good boy
>>45128612i like being called that i think
am i faketrans if i masturbate to old big ugly men that crossdress to feel emasculated
>>45128638i'm glad ^w^i'm happy to call you that again
>>45128678now bend over and call me that while i get you pregnant
>>45128685anon~ so lewd ><i can't get pregnant sadly, good boy for trying though
>>45128719we can keep trying anyway!
>>45128734also i'm a grotesque ugly moid... sorry...i feel like i just catfished you
anyone else also sleep cold
i once put 3 fingers up my butt in the shower and after finishing there was shit on my fingers
>>45128670Yes but where should I send my lewds?
>>45128903i forgive myself for being faketrans
Going insane because I ran out of alcohol
is it faketrans if i am ok with keeping my dick
why do people think being a troon is worse than being gay are they saying it's more disgusting or just hard on the person
>>45129058straight people want to kill gay peoplegay people want to kill disgusting trannies
>>45129057who cares
I'm fake trans because I don't like pickles (All trans people love pickles)
im mad... and thas a fact...i found out... reppers dont help...reppers think... theyre pretty smort...wandring around like a crazy hon...makin mistakes in the parkin lot...reppers think... they understand...trust in them... a big mistake...troons want... to change my life...i will ignore... troons' advicei know troons... are laughing at us...they dont even know... what a wombyn is...i wont follow... troons' advice...i dont care... dey laffin addus...
what does it mean to be a valid tranny?
>>45129098It means uhhhh...ummm...
>>45129098it means youre cute and pretty and like having your gock dominantly sucked before your daily impregnation ritual
>when a woman has manly virtues, she is to be (feared and) run away from; when she does not, she runs away from herselfMTFs and pooners = run away from themselves, weak, lebensverneinendtrue FTMs = to be run away from, strong, lebensbejahend
i tried to choke myself and now im scared that i gave myself brain damage
how could you say youre a christian and a repper? all christians are womendas Weibfrom the same root as the word wifethe germans saw women generally as wivesbut then the romanic (fundamentally christian) took over europe and expanded their vision of women as a god-wrought being which eventually led to women thinking they could reach the level of men and pushing a fantastical feminist ideology to which weak men began to cling to and thus reads the genealogy of repping... it was the book that claimed to narrate the very real and factually correct life of a random jew that begot repping...
>>45129292>how could you say youre a christian and a repper?Christianity is probably true is my opinion on it. Like if any religion is true then it's christianity. >oh my gooood how can you say that AAHHHH THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!Trannies believe endogenous hormones change their birth sex alright bruv we can believe whatever we want.
i am not trans i am just a male with gender dysphoria
I don't have gender dysphoria I just have prettiness dysphoriaI want to be a pretty princess as a male
I'm sorry repbros. I started hrt last week and had one laser removal session on my face. I'm scheduled to go back next month.I...don't know if I can post here any more.>t. late 30s repper?
im 18 but i got bad genetics its over
>>45129374>>45129408>>45129434(you)s to make you feel better
>>45129374eternal trvthnvke>>45129408that's great news! i hope your transitino goes well>>45129434no you don'tat 18 anyone has a good chance at passing
>>45129225i felt like i was about to pass out so i stopped choking myself and i was convulsing
>>45129535>at 18 anyone has a good chance at passingbut i have bad genetics
>>45129225>>45129564it's unlikelyyou can't self-choke to that point, at most you will lose oxygen for a few seconds which is extremely unlikely to lead to brain damage>>45129573shut the fuck up
>>45129467Thank (you)>>45129535>hope your transition goes wellThanks fren, but I'm anticipating at best manmoding for a looong while.That said, while I'm leaving myself the cognitive space to chicken out at some point, I don't think I will...so actually, thank you, I hope it goes well too.
>>45129596>you can't self-choke to that point, at most you will lose oxygen for a few seconds which is extremely unlikely to lead to brain damagei was doing it for like 6 minutes but maybe i wasnt using enough strength to stop the bloodflow to my brain
the repper recognizes he is a man, but cannot accept his circumstance on account of his weakness. he rejects the manhood that life imposes upon him, and sees womanhood as a preferable option, as it is not being imposed upon him. but he cannot deny the relative inferiority of womanhood (in his case); in order to accommodate his mental disposition to a system where womanhood is preferable to manhood, he must think of himself as a woman, that he may have an acceptable (even though counterfeit) circumstance at his disposal. the very counterfeit nature of this circumstance is its appeal; because it has been fashioned by the subject himself, it is easier to accept than a circumstance coming from the outside. and with this fictitious circumstance of womanhood, the repper can now resent manhood, seeing it as an evil, tyrannical master over womanhood, as it will not let him fully reached his so coveted womanly circumstance. hence the (auto)misandry in reppers.
>>45129655whether by hypoxia or ischemia it's impossible to be restricted long enough to suffer brain damage when doing it to yourselfyou will loosen your grip once you pass out6 minutes definitely implies you didn't cause ischemia, maybe just hypoxia that took a while to kick in (in which case the risk is even lower)
Reppers are chads. I love reppers!
>>45129722so should i try again? it was kind of sexy
>>45129739i can't give a recommendation either way but you are definitely in good company ;)play safe though and absolutely don't do anything mechanical to yourself as you will probably fucking die
>>45129745mechanical?
Weiber sind zu TÖDTEN!
>>45129434Same, it makes me so sad that 18 is a good age to transition for a lot of people, but I was just so completely and rapid fucked over by male puberty :(
>>45129745so its ok until i pass out? i want to try passing out
rape glegle and kill fags who post her
>>45129408I dont give a damn nigga. Have fun being a faggot i guess?
Me taking all the reppers to the repper island where we can rep in peace away from the world and pursue philosophy and video games.
>>45129374literally fucking meI don't want a vagina or tits i just want to be feminine and pretty and not a disgusting fucking moid neanderthal piece of shit and i dont want testosterone to destroy me even further
>>45129916I mean, people already call me a faggot, so I might as well have fun.
>>45129859yeah generally only after you pass out does the possibility of brain damage increase but again it's basically impossible if you're doing it to yourself by handif you want to just pass out hyperventilation is probably faster>>45129864i wish i was glegle
>>45130029how strong is my grip on my neck supposed to be?
>>45130142i dunno anon i'm just a theorist
>>45130160im just scared that i might do something wrong
>>45130183then don't do itif you don't know what you're doing then don't bother because this stuff can be dangerous - for example you could break something in your neck
>>45130191thats why im asking you on what to do
>>45130216don't do it, be a good girl
>>45130242you telling me not to do it only makes me want to do it more
>>45130256mhmkeep whining then
>>45130266how am i whining
feeling my own torso causes me immense horror
I hate misandry
>>45130618cover it
>>45130266ok so my heart beat was racing really really fast and i felt like i was about to die so i stopped
>>45131931i also came a little bit without noticing
>>45129722I should do this
>>45131931>>45131978>>45132100wow what cuties <3
Soooo... are we all chads here? Is everyone here repping because of their height?
ok i talked to my mom again and she said that we will go to the doctor to talk about my tranny thoughts
>>45132272Yes, it is the tragedy of being giga
i want a boyfriend
>>45132373having a boyfriend sounds nice but im sadly not capable of having one
>>45132386how do you get a bf and make him stay with you???
>>45132272yeah that's me, I fucking hate this I wouldn't do if it I wasn't basically forced to>>45132373it's nice to dream about but the whole being a giant man thing would ruin it for me, I would probably mog him
>>45129098for me it means being able to pass
>>45132442I hate how I would transition tomorrow if I wasn't this tall. This ONE thing is destroying my chances at happiness and people constantly compliment it and my family touts it constantly.
>>45132760Yeah. My other stats have since worsened but it was the main thing that held me back in the first place.
>>45132272noI'm 6'1 but I'm too old and ugly, I would've trooned out if I was a tall prettyboy
>>45127297I'm sorry you gotta live like that my repbroit would be so simple if we could just trade wouldn't it
anyone else have a disgusting smile? mine curls jewishly (not even jewish) around the bottom edge of my lumpy potato nose and is only slightly less gummy than the late kirkmeister general
>>451252306'11" at 16 (benign tumor-related)Size 17 shoesLinebacker shoulders paired with ultrawide hipsBald at 19>fuck anyone in this thread with regular-ass body you don't know shit about being forced to rep
I need a plapfriend. Someone who will fuck the dysphoria out of me every 1-3 days so i don't have to transition.
>>45133750my smile looks creepy and my teeth are yellow af, it's never been more over
>>45133750How does one smile Jewishly? Do you only grin at gold?
>>45133996yeah my teeth are also pretty fucked>>45134006don't tell me you don't appreciate a little gold once in a while. i just mean something like abby shapiro, the way her upper lip dips down around her nose when she smiles with teeth (yes, i know she's a genuine woman with a nice rack but she's the only person i can think of off the top of my head with that sort of smile).
>>45133996Never trust anyone with perfect teeth
>>45129978>>45129374
Having absolutely abominable sissy agp fantasies while alone in my room
>>45135169felt
>>45135169abominable how
feel like some day i could get involved in some national security scandal and they'll pull out all my history every embarrassing post and try to blackmail you with it
should there be separate generals for hrt repping?
>>45135635It's here or /mmg/
>>45135282Yes>>45135404If you know, you know. If you don't know you don't know, because I'm not telling.
How many of you believe that trauma is the root cause of your gender dysphoria? I don't think it is for me, but it turned me into the person that is vulnerable to becoming gender dysphoric.
theres cishons leading roles in popular tv shows and here some attractive young trannies are mopping
Reppers have no swag.
>>45135635anyone feel like they'd be unstoppable on hrt
>>45137500id be a disgusting hon
why did i get so masculine so fast? why did I have internalized transphobia for years? it's so obvious looking back that I was trans I could have stopped this
>>45135041w-what?
>>45137870it's the same thing
>>45137628but an uninhibited full of energy hon right
>>45137910Nta but no a depressed hon that wants to kill themselves
Nothing less feminine than anal. And if you're not doing that then you may as well just be a man.
I am man
>>45136442......pic unrelated??
>>45136434most of my trauma is dysphoria, nothing crazy ever happened to me
>>45135635there is one, it's called manmodergeneral if I remember correctly>>45137500I feel like I would end up having to stop it for reasons even if I liked the effects and then feel even worse than I do now because I would know what I'm missing out on
I am a man and it feels bad
>>45137898how?I don't want to be a woman besides looking like one and being pretty and not a disgusting ogre
>>45138784YeH I feel that way too but you never know what sorts of things you could be forgetting. I think I was always a weird kid from the very beginning.
My urge to troon out is so high right now the black spiritual sludge is in my legs right now it's usually in my head, heart, and arms. Like I feel like it's the right thing to do to troon out but I can't explain why. I'm drunk as fuck like I don't care about the universe's reaction. If I get dubs I will come out to everyone right now that despite everything in life I want to be a woman. I'm such a fucking autistic retard to let this shit go on for so long. If I did it 10 years ago I wouldn't be the rapebeast I am today. I could MAYBE have a chance at passing and even then my stupid moid soul will always be deep inside this cosmic abomination of a feminized moid body. I just want to forget about this shit. I don't want to BE in tranny spaces anymore or have it occupy 95% of my daily headspace. I'd like to say my inside world is not being reflected on the outside but my insides are so fucking empty. I was never a real fucking person. I was always a ghost or alien wearing human skin. I should kill myself for being so selfish when I have it better than billions on this planet. I hate myself. I fucking hate myself so fucking much. I want to pluck one of my eyeballs out so I know what it feels like to suffer. I'm either gonna kill myself in the near future or just hope to be reborn in another life. That's our only fucking options at this point. I want to learn to live as a man. I want to fucking fix my mental health. But all of that seems just as fucking impossible as becoming a woman.
>>45127297i feel for you, i really doif i troon ill be hauled into divorce court and it will truly be fucking over for me, my work's insurance is awful my wife's is insanely good (state govt bennies) i cant afford to troon except on hers and even then its risky even if we stayed together somehow
>>45137184secretly we are gay thoughbeit
why is my whole life spent trying to atone for the fact i was born a member of the male rapegender. 50/50 chance for my soul to find the right body and it didn't. now it's just assumed im like all the others. even if i transition ill still be seen as a disgusting man who fetishizes femininity even though thats not the case. whatever :(
>>45140819eternal trvthnvkei do fetishize femininity though so i should probably just be shot
>>45138710she looks like one of those bulldogs
>>45136434it goes hand in hand
>>45140374>wifegrim
big repchad man hands typed this post
it's actually ridiculous how I just suddenly became humungous
>>45141707hmm? bye
>>45141707are you a kiwifag or a teen of some kind? i thought teens didn't like this board because it was too annoying to use compared to their beloved arty
>>45141707This is really bad bait. You legitimately must be a shartyteen. Here's your (You) though, now shoo.
>>45140374>>45141535wish i had a high powered career wife who was accepting of my condition
I'm tired bros
"Gender dysphoria" is fucking fake. Just be a man, it's not that hard. Just exist.
>>45141707i dont remember posting this
Started HRT in my 40s but I could never have passed even at 15.Still repping.
Me and my girlfriend might be hanging ourselves together this week. I’m incredibly dysphoric, while she just has extreme major depressive disorder and existential angst without dysphoria. It’s very interesting to be close to someone who experiences suffering from an unrecognizably different perspective and for a reason that’s worlds apart, yet we share the same magnitude of anguish.
Just learn to disassociate like everyone else
>>45142095hope she leaves you and cures her depression and you are alone
>>45141981Stop trying to force it. You're all retards for letting this affect you this much. Just goon to your AGP fantasies. You know you want to. You know that's the reason why you want to be women don't even lie.
>>45142159You let your mental health go down the drain all because of perversion. Absolute retards.
Not gonna give 1 single shit about awpticks. If someone is willing to not only judge a group by isolated incidents but hate them as well, they're stupid as fuck and also cruel so I'm not going to care about catering to them.
>>45142210so if i castrate myself will the thoughts go away?
>>45142214>isolated incidents95% of you in here have had a repeated history of getting hard at the thought of being women
>>45142221>getting hard at the thought of being womenWho cares nigga
>>45142219That's the final form of it. When it's gotten so bad that the walls of reality completely break down. It shows a lack of regard for the social order entirely.
>>45142229sorry im retarded what does this mean?
>>45142238It's called troons want to live out their fantasies in the ultimate way possible: living as "women" full-time.
>>45142252what does it mean to be a woman
>wake up>No anime vaginagoing back to bed. Goodnight.
>>45142288>day 212 of trying and failing to be a woman in my dreamsIt's actually over
>>45142259An adult human female
>>45142107yeah if you remained disassociated it would be easy but the fact that you dared to venture out means you can't go back now
>>45132297it's hard to believe this is a real personi think he's some russian guy i remember seeing that somewhereshame gigachad is editedhe also looks like a really buff serj tankienmogs me (do i even have to say it)anyway losing my licence to post in here soonvial is going to be delivered this week or maybe the nextgonna look like shit on e and everything will probably go more horribly wrong than it already is but there's no point not taking it atpi despised being in here and i think state mandatory repressor forcefem is the only way forward god i love soad (see picrel)
>>45142214>>45142219>>45142227>>45142238>>45142259Hey sorry for being transphobic. I can't help but think the transphobes have a point though. I think in my case there's some shit that needs to get resolved and I'm just covering it up with the tranny thoughts.
I agree with the transphobes we need to forcibly feminize all repressors.
>>45142483
It feels bad being a powerless chud. It makes me wish I was dead.
>>45142551I'm not even joking the situation is genuinely hopeless.
>>45142608I am so fucking sick of motherfuckers telling me the same shit over and over and yet not even attempting to help me. I never asked for anything in life yet all of you feel entitled to my slave labor and the one time when I express dissatisfaction you tell me to shut up and figure it out. Fuck you, you represent literally everything wrong with this degenerate world. I want to mutilate my fingers right now.
whats the point of getting on hrt if i will forever look like a man
>>45142664>I never asked for anything in life yet all of you feel entitled to my slave labor and the one time when I express dissatisfaction you tell me to shut up and figure it out.first day as a moid?
i am in a state of near constant misery
>I never asked for anything in life yet all of you feel entitled to my slave labor and the one time when I express dissatisfaction you tell me to shut up and figure it out.This is the definitive male experience. I mean, this is life. We are weak men. Strong men get no help or support either, but they tough it out. But we are weak and sensitive. It doesn't mean anything, though. If you're useless, then die. We're supposed to enjoy this. Overcoming hardship. Learning and mastering skills. Courting women. Competing with other men. But we don't. We're defective. The problem is they won't even let us die, as they actively ban suicide methods. They want to squeeze value from us in the form of labor and taxes, at the cost of our misery.If life is so good, then why is suicide and euthanasia so strictly prohibited?
i just have no agency desu, even if i could pass, would i put in the effort? i have friends who have been women for like 10 years already, i take the pills and i just look and act like a guy still after years, its retarded, what do they have that i dont? i dont know and i will never know.
>>45143246>We're supposed to enjoy this. Overcoming hardship. Learning and mastering skills. Courting women. Competing with other men. But we don't. We're defective.This is really the source of it all for me, starting around age 11 being forced to play team sports and realising I hate competition, because I correctly identified I'm the bottom of the pile and I'm going to be ruthlessly destroyed in any competitive situation, so I started avoiding it, and I avoid everything. Why date when any person I talk to could get someone more attractive so much easier? Why try to get a career when theres someone better and faster? I just dont want to be in the race, the root of all this is that I just want to be good enough as I am, I'm jealous of women because they are precious and coveted as they are while I have felt like a bug my whole life.
>>45141504if you're gonna call ANYONE from that show a cishon, it'd be meredith at least
>>45141707>troon haterweird you say that, considering it's the pinkpilling troons who try to convince reppers the most that option 2 (the john 50 route) is the guaranteed outcome instead of just successfully keeping all this buried for the rest of our lives
Nigga. Its over.
>>45142838>>45143246>>45143406(You)s for being utterly relatable
>>45143246>>45143478I try to improve myself, but that attitude/attempt lasts like 1 day at most. I hate myself for failing this hard at everything and I'm really starting to resent humans because no one will ever give a shit or love me.
Self-improvement is a normalfag buzzword. Fucking hate that shit when I see it. It's like "Go to therapy". Just normalfag magic word gibberish they spout out. Thought-terminating advice.
>>45145051yeah ok but what else is there to do when nobody will accept you for who you are and what you provide isn't enough
>>45142862No it's called I'm autistic and I take a lot longer than the average person to come to realizations and learn about by myself but tbf I always felt like a failure even when I was a kid.
This is why I despise TERFs. They don't give average and below average men a way out on anything. If you're born male, you will always be a member of the rapebeast oppressor class and you can't change that no matter what even if you are a good person. They don't give a shit if you're a good person. You're their target and you always will be. Even womanhood isn't allowed. Cis men are nowhere near this bad when it comes to ftms. They don't give a shit when AFABs transition. Sure, most of them won't take them seriously or say their identity is invalid, but it's not like mtfs who are looked as creeps/perverts by virtually everyone.
>>45146641>>45140819yeah
>>45146641afabs have every right to kill all those evil disgusting amabs
>>45147211Afabs jerk off to vampire billionaires that commit the occasional rape or genocide. I'm in chud mode now. The night could have gone differently, but no my frustration has reached a tipping point.
>>45147982>Afabs jerk off to vampire billionairesif an afab does it then its ok
>>45141981I am just being a man, that's what I'm here complaining about
>>45147996Yeah we know, they benefit from endless double standards
>>45148038I was in an extremely distressing mood when I wrote all that this morning. Still somewhat am thanks to literally fucking everything. Don't forgive me.
>>45148072i will forgive you if you suck my dick
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lOfR_Mc6mkElets be honest peterson cooked here
>>45148226i remember randomly watching youtube shorts of him being a alpha like 5 years ago
>>45148264I remember watching SJW owned compilations 10 years ago. Now I'm here.
it's okay when an afab does it
>>45148072I'm actually the person you responded to and I will forgive you if you do not touch or acknowledge my genitals because they freak me out
>>45148370true we need to kill all amabs
>>45148392me first please
>>45148226>implying I would/should have kids while stuck like this eitherAlso while I do think he's touching on a real problem, couldn't this exact same thing be applied to gays? Or just literally anyone who can't have kids naturally?
my mom should have adopted instead of making me
I'm not really a tranny I just want to hate myself more effectively
Who sucks dick better, agp or hsts?
>>45148583i think it's universally agreed that it's hsts
qott: probably the 1600s, no way of trooning thereqott: the ussr when being a tranny was legal, or maybe right now if I could be a passoid.4tran lgbt server for friends:https://discord.gg/lostcord
Kind of /x/ post hereAnyone else been seeing more subliminal messaging telling you to troon out as of late?I just saw>Going down>For [troon name i picked for myself]>Transition 1
biological gayface yet again proven realtherefore passing=trutransunpassing=faketrans transitioning without being naturally feminine strictly androphilic is therefore immoral and incorrect for me to do.it’s not a choice i have to make it’s one that’s made for me
>>45148997proofs??
i will never be a beautiful afab and thats ok i will kill myself and thats ok
>>45149057https://link.springer.com/article/10.1007/s10508-026-03550-x
>>45148983you haven't gotten to the stage where you start noticing patterns in numbers yet
>>45149125>therefore passing=trutrans>unpassing=faketranswhat in the paper tells you that?
i will never be a pretty princess
you can be whoever you want nona
>>45149404thats an afab privilege
>>45149489>slave morality o algodo whatever reality is fake
>>45149502i dont expect an afab to understand my amab feelings
>>45149519i got a penis bro
>>45149562just because you got penis surgery does not mean you are amab
>>45149583i'm mtf but you are being obstinate at this point
>>45149592i choose not to believe you
>>45149600sometimes we have problems in life nona and a lot of times there are solutions for those problems. diy is not an insurmountable cost, needles are spooky but manageable, it's okay to be a bit scared but do understand you are not the first person to encounter this problem.
>>45149636sorry but i dont have money
i can feel my amab rage i need to amab kill myself
How come there aren't more threads on Vlad coming out as trans unironically. I thought it was a bigger deal.
>>45149786please dont mention that stupid retarded tranny
i can feel myself going bald
>>45141535and a sonit was over before it even began for me i should have roped in high school>>45141893same ;_;
need a big strong man to strangle me to death while he is raping me
My bf is a repper (confirmed), how do I make him stop making sexy female characters on videogames? I want to be the feminine one when we screenshot our characters together
>>45149772same
>>45150424I would but you're probably larger than me
>>45150484true im a disgusting giant rectangle shaped amab
>>45150353holy shit poor kidyou fucked up
>>45150353>and a sonyour "son" probably got the tranny gene from you
>>45123155how do you feel toward brown women?
>>45123121If you’re a repper why not just forget about it and not engage with trans stuff. It’s kinda like you want to snap out of it and transition. This is like quiting cigs but walking by the smokeshop and keeping track of your last smoke daily.
>>45150518i really did>>45150521sometimes i wonder i really hope i didnt pass it down
>>45150721>sometimes i wonder i really hope i didnt pass it downif you did pass it down what are you going to do?
>>45150516same but i'm a manlet, do you want to rape each other
>>45150836i dont like the idea of rape or using my dick at all but i would be ok with you raping me
>>45150614false equivalence transition is bitter but good for you smoking is sweet but bad for you
qrd on vlad?
>>45150958>>45150958>>45150958
>>45150961yeah ok but what if i dont want to go?
>>45150614hard to forget about something that causes you mental pain 24/7and that analogy doesn't hold up because I never tried the cigs in the first place
>>45150446dump him for your own good
>>45125167I really did this. I went from dorky square white nerdy boy to hot emo scene girl
>>45151163how did you do this
>>45150766i dont know but i think i have an obligation to support him/her in that case even if that means the end of the marriage and thus my own hopes of trooningnot everyone in life gets to have a happy story after all but the least we can do is try to prevent further suffering in others
