due to repeated disappointments in my personal life it feels like nobody around me is real. there is no way that especially with other females, that *this* large of a chunk of the population genuinely is stuck like glue to one side of the political compass and can't affirm factual information over their own ego, hold empathy or understand other perspectives, and self regulate their own relationship with their biology mind +nature. I have lost all faith in society and have no care for participating in it. I feel like the only one who wants to nourish my mind and be creative and not take drugs. (or goyslop myself with SSRIs to be obedient to others) im not even smart or anything, hell i even barely passed the captcha, but i have very strong values and mayhaps be a hopeless romantic. does anyone else feel non conformist like this? uh how to stop dooming so much about my differences
i go out of my way to avoid women in public so they feel isolated and unwanted
>>35057546I'm in the same boat. I don't think you should change yourself since I assume you, like me, also have a desire to improve. >how to stop doomingThe world exists for our minds to expand and understand more, nothing more. You will find help as you need it. I'm a man so I have a dedicated goal, and while I still have yet to find a woman I could be companions with (I found one whom I clicked with but she lived in the opposite side of the world) there are a few friends I have who are actively trying to help me and I appreciate them solely for trying. My advice is to appreciate those in your life who try because believe me it's very difficult to find such people.
>>35057546I like you!
>>35057546enjoy your new freedom, but don't forget that most people prefer their slavery (including yours).https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cUR4up6EBLA&ra=m
