I have a complete inability to get myself to do anything. I'm 20 and autistic and even though I'm interested in lots of things and have hobbies which I want to get good at and invest my time into, I just can't get myself to sit down and do it. I spend most of my days doing other random, time wasting bullshit like watching youtube or playing games I don't even like. It's been like this for years and the longer it goes on, the more hopeless I feel
ADD? They give out legal meth for that. Could be fun
You can't without intervention.
>>35056338Might be that. I worry that chalking it up to a label like that could give myself a way to easily avoid responsibility for it, thoughbeit
>>35056492Nah just face up to it. I thought I could fix it on my own and downplayed my problems. Now I'm almost 40 and didn't fix shit. You don't want to become me, trust me on that one please. Take it from a fellow autist.This might be an interesting read too, do you recognize yourself in this?https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Avoidant_personality_disorder