I imagine most people would say my "life start" was a good one - loving supportive parents, stable childhood, access to education and resources. A perfectly good middle class. But what does it matter when literally all of it just ends up leaving me at the same future potential as some impoverished orphan who never even went to elementary? What's the point of going to college a STEM career, if you can't even get an unpaid internship due to failing the interview vibe checks (And even then if you did you'd get paid about as much as a McDonalds worker)What purpose is there to struggle if the best efforts just give the same result as nothing? In the end, the only difference between me and a random illiterate bum who spent their childhood skipping school and playing in the streets is that the illiterate bum probably has more friends and spent less time studying.
This foid being born privileged and squandering it.
>>35053225>foidFoids aren't born with the kind of autism that immediately erases any chance of being able to get a job without being either a genius savant or a nepobaby
>>35053219Disorder is the natural order of things. We are here to rebel against that shit.
>>35053769There ain't no rebellion anywhere, buddy.
>>35053219https://youtu.be/lqZehFAwoTM?t=32It's over as soon as you turn 18 and leave the school system without a well established social circle. You go to work, but you won't make any friends, just coworkers. You join a sports club, same deal. It's over, because everyone already has their social circles locked in since childhood. You'll be nothing more than a coworker, destined to be alone for life. Social life and relationships are like trains you have to catch at the quay, a race against time that takes place during adolescence. And by extension, logically of course, no social life and no women.But normies don't understand this because they are clueless normies who think you can walk into a bar full of strangers and magically form a social life like in The Sims. Only women can start from scratch and create a social life and get a boyfriend from scratch because of their status as women.Whether you're 30 or 40 it doesn't change anything, maybe for the normies, but for you and me Chud, a year is like any other, the sands of time flowing towards nothingness, nothing more.. nothing less.
>>35053873> It's over, because everyone already has their social circles locked in since childhood. You'll be nothing more than a coworker, destined to be alone for lifeI couldn't care less about having friends, I quite literally just want to have a quiet life with enough money to afford the same level of comfort I had as a child, which is to mean a house with food and an internet connection
>>35053219Someone planted the idea in your head that you can't do it, therefore, you can't do it.Evidence and source : literal who??'s who make itComparison is the thief of joy, plus if you really believe what you're saying, why won't you do what the illiterate bum does in your hypothetical? Then your life according to your standard would at least have friends.Oh wait, i know why - you're that bum in your hypothetical. But in your own head, you're this smart, successful, better than others, talented human. If there is one thing life taught me, it's that I'm actually not special. And also that I'm dying. Rather quickly.Your little essay is the reason you're unhappy - it's the constant excusing that your effort will lead to a fruitless life. You're poisoned into thinking claviculars lifestyle or some anime/movie heroes lifestyle is life. It isn't.A good life is getting up in the morning in a familiar environment and seeing the same people and being recognized as who you are and being affirmed that you are who you are. That's life really. Being affirmed by other humans that you exist, while performing your part of society. Society functions from everyone put together.And this is not me trying to tell you to get a job, i hate working too, but this is me telling you that you cannot disregard having people in your life, especially people who are consistent in your life. That's almost as important as air. I'm telling you this as a very self aware incel, who's literally dying, physically, due to loneliness. Don't be complacent.
>>35053997You seem to misunderstand me. I'm saying that despite my "efforts", I quite literally have no different a future from the illiterate bum. A college degree is worth about the paper it was printed on if you can't get work.
>>35054051I did not in fact misunderstand you. I understood you perfectly. I'm saying that you can be that bum in your hypothetical and have that life that you view as mediocre - you don't have to go to school and get a degree. But at the end of the day, that's not even your real problem. Your real problem is that you want to be alone. You will never, ever be happy alone. Degree or not. High pay or medium pay.
>>35054118My social necessities extend to "having a site I can discuss vidya and anime on"
>>35054189You will keep suffering and degenerating until you understand you need other humans or you die. I'm going through the latter right now. Literally disintegrating physically.
>>35054208Frankly, anon, no, I genuinely feel at utter peace when alone and only care for having good discussions about things I'm interested in every now and then. The only downside I have for not having friends is not being able to get those "I know a guy" jobs.
>>35054211You're not here for advice, you've made up your mind - life is what it is and you're a volcel reeing at the internet as if it's not all caused by your desire to be alone. You're welcome, i made you admit that in your own thread, you're the problem not society and your ability to get a job or not.
>>35054219That's the exact sort of behavior I am talking about. I have no hope, for despite merely wanting to do my part and be left alone, that's just not possible because I don't play the social game.
>>35054118>>35053997Stop pontificating and sort your own shit out