A bit of background: when I was a child, I used to be quite a different person – sporty, smarter, I was the leader of my group of friends and got up to all sorts of things. My mum tells stories of my little adventures, and they’re captured in the photos I took with my disposable cameras.I’ve always had a poor memory and my recollections are often hazy or seem disconnected from anything, but this particular memory sometimes pops into my mind. I remember watching a programme at home, and one of my great-uncle’s sons was staying with us for a few days. I remember him turning me face down on the sofa and climbing on top of me; I don’t remember much else after that.I’ve spent years searching for that programme that was on the television that day to confirm that this memory is real, but I haven’t found anything; I don’t really know if that’s for the best or not.When I reached pre-adolescence, I became more withdrawn, a loner, quiet, and immersed myself in the world of technology where I could work on my own.Talking to my mum and friends from that time, it was a huge change, even though I don’t remember much – or really anything at all – from those years.I’ve been harbouring this doubt for years; I don’t know whether I was actually abused as a child or not. I’ve never told anyone about it, not even my mum, and I really don’t know if it’s a real memory or not.What do you recommend I do?
Sorry for use translator on this and sound like a machine , I want to make this text as clean I could.
>>35052911So you're saying you don't have memories of something but continually fantasize that you got sodomized?>wat docontinue jerking off to your little homo fantasy, I guess, since that's apparently your kink.
