I put in an effort to try to find some form of community and it crashed and burned. I'm a very messed-up person internally from my upbringing, and I was very sheltered, so I never really had friends or was invited to anything. I'm almost 30, and I know I'm doomed because I've never been invited to a wedding as an adult. I have no close connections, no relationship, no family even really. I don't know why I bother but I'm also too scared to kill myself. What do? I'm tired
Anyone? Please? Sigh
Do you drink? Can't really solve any of this as a teetotaler