It just is, once you see how crazy things are, especially in the conspiracy side of things and how true some things are, you are just never the same. It's crazy to me how human beings managed to create something so dark and evil in the world. They can hack your brain like it is a computer or hardware, and they can do whatever they want to people, playing God pretty much. Or perhaps God allowed this and encouraged this? I don't know. I have never witnessed something so terrifying in my life, all those years I endured from bullying and stalking and harassment pale in comparison to what I just went through and witnessed, it's complete invasion of the human body and brain, it's sick to my stomach, and it's done remotely from across the world. I am completely sicken by this and don't know how I can cope with this fact or knowledge, I wish I could go back in time and never knew about this, it's something you must not know or you are changed forever, permanent scar.
“[12] For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. ”Ephesians 6:12 KJV
