For me. Not for you, maybe. I believe that, in truth, I was placed into this world to help navigate those who are more suited to properly handle and adapt to the evil that this world throws at you. There is without a shadow of a doubt, that evil, dark triad traits are rewarded while those who strive to be kind are actively looked down upon.Whether that is through people taking advantage of my naivety and bullying me as a result, or manipulating me in some way for their own gain. There are just far too many physical and mental conditions about myself since birth that have practically barred me from having a decent quality of life, not to mention the fact that I am not proud of the race I was assigned to at birth either. Now, this post may come off as something you'd read on /r9k/ but hear me out. I am actually very relieved because I believe that there is an afterlife, and that I will be rewarded for being the stool that people have stepped on so they can build the confidence and charisma to reproduce and contribute to humanity in some way. That won't happen for me; and I'm alright with that. I just know that there is little reason to believe I will be punished in the afterlife when I have been born with health issues that make life challenging to begin with. I plan on taking my life soon, but it has been nine years of suffering and every day I am seeing signs that my time on this earth was done and over with a very long time ago. I am not saddened by this realisation, as a matter of fact there is a happiness that I am feeling. A relief. How could I be evil?
You don't understand what this reality is about; it's all the flowing of in and out. let me tell you about your flowing of in and out and how it includes your reality. At this very moment your fingers are constantly inseminating and impregnating themselves, they're getting laid so to speak. The chair youre sitting on is constantly impregnating and inseminating itself, at the basest level. Now, what does this have to with suicide? Well, my friend, let me you about the flowing of in and out and how it includes your/anyone else's suicide; it all starts with the swing, let me show you. You mentioned race, it's the flowing of in and out, you mentioned that you're a stool, it's the flowing of in and out. Basically, all your problems are flowing of in and out. Most people don't realize this and get lost in surrogate thoughts and sentiments. It was implanted on them, like the insect's reality has nothing to do with the shape and color of the leaf he camouflages as, what people have now done is identifying their reality with the leaves, and with the camouflage. They're too dumb to realize the sentiments they've held over the years like "heaven" are just there for them to get by. It's totally not related to the reality of life, which is getting laid, and which everything else is a surrogate activity to. If you don't like the game "then you gotta check out" theory is one theory and it might be a good theory if you don't like the flowing of in and out
>heaven is unification with God>purgatory is where all souls go after death to be purified>hell is here thank you for your time
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>>43154593 I truly believe that Jesus Christ can help you. Just turn to him and things will start getting better in your life. I look back and realize that Jesus healed me and rewarded me. He shields us. It’s a fallen world, but he gives us the easy yoke. Hope you feel better and do not do it.
I've tried enough times that I don't believe in it, quantum immortality is real and trying it will just fuck your body up and make you dumber. You're never going to die as long as you're alive, it just don't work like that.
