a year or so ago i had a pretty weird and random experience that has left me with a lot of confusion.i was just going about my day as ordinary, i felt completely fine, not ill or "off" or anything. i was in my bedroom (where i spend most of my time cause im a neurotic neet) just doing normal stuff one moment and the next i felt as through i was floating through an infinite space of nothingness as some kind of disembodied soul. it felt very "normal" in a way and it was like i had just completely forgotten that i had ever had a body or known anywhere other than the void.then some other presence who i instantly knew as "god" came to me and told me that i would be trapped alone in the nothingness forever unless i could sort out every number in existence from order of smallest to largest. when he told me that numbers started appearing in the void floating all around me. i tried for a little while to sort them out but then i realized there were an infinite amount of them so it would be impossible to sort them all.i started panicking and felt the most absolute terror ive ever felt and kinda just gave up until i started noticing a pattern in the numbers that were appearing.i dont know how to explain this in any way that makes sense, but the order that the numbers were appearing in somehow correlated to a geometrical pattern i recognized. it took me a moment to realize where i had seen that pattern before but as soon as i realized it was the same pattern as the tiles on my bathroom floor i came back into reality.my vision felt all weird, like when you stand up too fast, and i was sobbing while staring at my bathroom floor. i had also pissed myself.i was obviously extremely confused but also felt for a brief moment as if i did not recognize this world or who i was, but all my memories and stuff soon returned.
before this experience i was a complete atheist and felt an unbearable dread whenever i thought about death. now i feel strongly convinced that there is some kind of intelligent being behind the universe but im not sure who it is or what it wants of us. i am also very confident there is some kind of afterlife and feel almost excited for death?im wondering if anyone else has experienced something similar or has any insight or advice?im asking this now because earlier today when reading about near death experiences someone claimed to have experienced something extremely similar, just without the numbers and they were overcome with love rather than terror. i dont think i was near death when this happened, as i felt completely fine beforehand and didnt have any physical abnormalities afterwards. i do have epilepsy but my last known seizure was over 10 years ago and seizures feel nothing like that.
>>43134898>then some other presence who i instantly knew as "god" came to me and told me that i would be trapped alone in the nothingness foreverA cosmic nigger is not only extracling loosh from you but is making fun of you in especially nasty way. Something that instills terror in the astral is an astral parasite no matter how "grand". Although if you didn't mix anything up schizophrenically, something is really concerning:>i was in my bedroom (where i spend most of my time cause im a neurotic neet) just doing normal stuff one moment>my vision felt all weird, like when you stand up too fast, and i was sobbing while staring at my bathroom floor.This means you changed places from the astral projection. You either reality shifted and considering the entity being genuinely evil out of that one principle, into perhaps worse reality than you already had. Or you "sleepwalked" into the bathroom which I am not read about but can apparently happen as well if you mix the hypothetis of non-OOBE temporary reality shifting with astral projection even if doesn't make sense..
>>43135267im not super aware on what all those terms mean. if i reality shifted somehow is there a way to reverse it?if the thing i thought was god was some kind of astral parasite does that like effect me still/do i need to get rid of it somehow or is it just gone on its own now that im back in my body?
Anyone pretending to have a clue while using weird terminology like "loooosh" or "reality shifted" is probably eglin or tel aviv. Simple. Don't let them jerk your chain. What does their retarded terminology even mean? They are blowing smoke so you don't develop a clue that they didn't provide to you.. and all their lies are intended to harness slaves.Don't be their punk.
>>43135404>im not super aware on what all those terms mean.If you're a neet with time to spare feel free to lurk it I guess. You have 4plebs at your disposal, not that much of an excuse.>if i reality shifted somehow is there a way to reverse it?Astral projection let's you stick the landing to what you want to reality shift to but if you live by thoughts in the reality of your choosing you reality shift there without the need for direct OOBE. Because you probably feel no difference astral projection sounds the way to go but that will uptake a journey of learning about it and protections to not suffer what you suffered already. >does that like effect me still/do i need to get rid of it somehowDepends. It's very much the entity could still be stalking you for loosh although it could have fucked off if it is one that sporadically jumps on people I presume, no expert in that regard I am yet. Frankly not like you have to care about that, just don't give it loosh, don't feel subservient to it and be independent. Steel your self and have independence at least spiritually I mean.It's nothing bad to search for spiritual guides and have spirits you believe in that protect you asking for protection and guidence (unless you're really poor chooser, I don't want to even open the thread of religious shitstorm but it would be beyond retarded to think you can be a "good rebel satanist" for example, personally I would however recommend nothing semetic (and yes, satanism is nothing more than other side of the semetic medal)). >or is it just gone on its own now that im back in my body? Won't be if AP reality shifted you actually in the first place. It's a matter of self and sovereignity, not just a wish to return to a status quo that started this all.
>>43136196>Anyone pretending to have a clue while using weird terminology like "loooosh" or "reality shifted" is probably eglin or tel aviv.What's your solutions hooknose other than diminishing my actual advice when you give nothing else and especially nothing to address OP's anxiety. Such a specific deflection it looks like a projection.
>>43134898did you post a mirror selfie with tongue out like a teenage girl on 4chan? You're a massive faggot, fuck off, dont do drugs and grow up.
>>43138417alright, thanks for the advice. i'll do more research on this stuff and experiment a little.>>43138441lol
>>43134898mpaa??
>>43138562mpaa? what?
>>43134898I had one where I just kept going upwards. As I approached my ceiling it turned into a blue wire mesh, like early 3D graphics. I phased through it and kept going rising into a black abyss until I saw a light spirit and we had a whole conversation without any words being spoken.I got sent back to my body and I had the most erect erection I have had in months.
>>43139211what did you talk with the light spirit about?
>>43139224Fuck if I know
