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    >Previous thread
    >>115735229
    >YouTube
    https://youtube.com/@pillowdear
    https://youtube.com/@CushionHunASMR
    >Twitter/X
    https://x.com/pillowdearasmr
    >Official website
    https://pillowdearvt.com
    >Merch
    https://merch.kawaentertainment.com/collections/pillowdear
    https://uwumarket.us/collections/pillowdearasmr

    >Fan website & resources
    https://pillowdraw.com/
    https://piwwow.love/
    >Fan wiki
    https://virtualyoutuber.fandom.com/wiki/PillowDear

    >Latest cover
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZRY0S2Vk9s
    >Latest event
    https://akasupa.com/events/surge
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8C6LGy2A4S8
    >Latest stream/video
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uowejdld7UM
    >Upcoming stream/video
    TBD
    >>
    When I see Piller,
    I wanna fill'er!
    >>
    Thoughts? Opinions?
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    >>115842794
    What is she suggesting we do? Lick it?
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    >>115842794
    Very nice, you're improving quickly
    I'm glad you're developing this skill
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    what took you so long with the new thread piwwo
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    >>115842879
    She wants you to do whatever makes you happy.

    >>115843133
    Thank you. Drawing feet stuff is pretty fun since it usually involves the full body so I can practice a lot of things. It’s a good time.

    I’m pretty proud of it so I’m tempted to touch it up and post it on X, without the tag probably. I’m nervous if she ends up seeing it that it will ruin her image of me, I usually just post cute stuff. Will she look at me the same if she knows I desperately want to devour her feet lol.
    >>
    >>115842794
    very cute piwwo!
    i love how you drew the feetsies, keep up the practice youre doing great
    >>
    >>115843560
    >I’m pretty proud of it so I’m tempted to touch it up and post it on X, without the tag probably. I’m nervous if she ends up seeing it that it will ruin her image of me, I usually just post cute stuff. Will she look at me the same if she knows I desperately want to devour her feet lol.
    Fair enough, but I can confidently tell you that she likes tasteful feet art.
    >>
    >>115842794
    Looks pretty cute
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    >>115843560
    She's not going to change her view on you unless you start posting NSFW to her tags so that art is fine.
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    >>115842794
    >I’m nervous… that it will ruin her image of me
    Piwwo, you should know by now that Pillow is well aware that there are Piwwos lewding her and some are directly responsible for most of the porn created of her. Despite knowing that, she still treats every single one of those Piwwos with exactly the same love and care as she did before they started doing all that. She may not understand why you like the things that you like, but she understands that it’s something you like; therefore, it’s something that makes you happy. She would never, ever want to take away something that makes you happy. She won’t mind if she sees it, and it won’t change how she sees you, but she will learn something new about you if she does
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    >>115846049
    Would Pillow still love me as a part time alcoholic, pot smoking degenerate?
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    >>115846259
    NTA and I actually agree with the point you're making but those things don't make people happy lol
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    >>115846348
    That's true it makes me numb until the hangover kicks in lol
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    >>115846259
    As long as you don’t cheat on her, probably. But if she saw that you’re doing too much and are actively ruining your life, then you’re no longer making yourself happy. Pillow would want you to take care of yourself too, so maybe she’d want you to tone it down a bit if she saw it negatively affecting your life. She wouldn’t mind if you occasionally drink or smoke, even if she’s not personally into it
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    What constitutes cheating
    There are several piwwos who openly follow other VTubers and she doesn't treat them any differently
    >>
    >>115846446
    Pillow has said loosely a few times before on streams and comments that the scary part is she’s afraid if you watch someone else that you’ll fall in love with them or find them cute. It’s one thing to watch someone for entertainment, and another to feel romantically towards them. That would be cheating
    >>
    >>115846446
    I think cheating would only count if you swear to only love her, only to eventually turn around and do the same for another VTuber. If you’re going to dedicate yourself to Pillow, she would want it to be genuine, otherwise it just ends up hurting her.
    That said, she understands that not everybody loves her like that. She understands some people like multiple VTubers or some completely hate the idea of being parasocial, and she’s okay with that. She wouldn’t consider those people cheaters if they watched someone else because they never promised to devote themselves to her in the first place.
    That said, making cheating jokes to Pillow whether you’re devoted or not, will end up hurting her
    >>
    >>115846387
    I don't plan on really cheating on her but if she asked if I'm watching other girls I wouldn't lie to her since I do. I do understand that she believes piwwos watching other girls is technically cheating so I rather not make it as obvious as some people do.
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    >>115846731
    >I do understand that she believes piwwos watching other girls is technically cheating
    She doesn't. Piwwos do this and she treats them the same, says she loves them etc. It's just that if you're gonna play along and say you love only her, you should mean it and not say the same stuff to other girls.
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    >>115846802
    Ah fair enough in the 2 years I've been watching her I have yet to explicitly say that I love her. The reason why is because of a valentines stream she did where she asked piwwos to not express love for her unless they truly mean it and at the time and currently I can't say I would truly mean it. But I do care about her a lot.
    >>
    You can love someone you're not in a relationship with. I love Pillow and I think I've told her that, but she's not my girlfriend so I don't have to be loyal to her. I wouldn't hold back my feelings for someone else (though obviously I wouldn't rub them in Pillow's face either).
    >>
    >>115847189
    >though obviously I wouldn't rub them in Pillow's face either
    Man the few times I saw some "piwwos" doing that I was hoping her chat mods would have timed them out lol
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    >>115847402
    To be fair I think a lot of those are just trying to get a funny reaction out of the streamer
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    >>115847596
    Probably. But at least they're not doing something really dumb for attention.
    I'm so glad Pillow doesn't have TTS because that would be awful.
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    >>115847690
    One problem she still has is a bunch of people sending membership milestones or superchats very soon after each other, grinding the conversation to a halt.
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    >>115848080
    Yeah that is a problem but it could always be much worse if she wasn't so vocally against receiving superchats.
    I remember someone tried sneaking one in when she put up her stream end screen and she was frantically freaking out about superchats in the chat afterwards.
    >>
    Fuck it. Cheating on Pillow
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    >>115848257
    You're going to piwwo jail for this stunt!
    >>
    Prohibiting Pillow from wearing deodorant so I can smell her natural scent and taste her natural sweat wherever I want
    >>
    https://x.com/essie_ch/status/2115449254370316628
    Is it normal for Pillow to retweet her friends' stream announcements that aren't events or collabs with her?
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    >>115848658
    >nemu nemu.....
    What did she mean by this?
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    Not a fan of a cover replacing an ASMR.
    I’m not calling her a lying bitch or anything but it’s clear she doesn’t enjoy doing ASMR much anymore. She finds any excuse to cancel them, and half the ones that aren’t are her laying in bed breathing into a mic for not even a full hour.
    It’s disappointing but I love her for many reasons besides her ASMR. I’d be less upset if she was just honest.
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    >>115849085
    I don’t know how to tell you this but she said she was doing asmr this week
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    >>115849375 (me)
    I believe she said it made more sense to her to have the special thing on one account and an asmr on the other on the same day. So we’re getting both
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    >>115849085
    ? I would understand if you posted something like this during the time period where Seaweed was running everything and Pillow refused to do anything about it, but she’s been doing ASMR pretty consistently for a while now and still plans to keep it doing it consistently either through live streams or videos. Like the guy above me said, she moved her ASMR for this week but she’s still gonna do it
    >>
    >>115849375
    >>115849387
    No she didn’t
    Wanna bet your entire net worth on it?
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    >>115849412
    NTA, but my entire net worth right now is 7 bucks so I’m in
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    >>115849407
    Most of the ASMR lately has been videos which I don’t enjoy very much, but I guess that’s my personal preference. I much prefer her live roleplays. She used to go for 2-2 1/2 hours each sometimes several times a week. We used to have it so good… that point still stands.
    >>
    >>115849412
    Go to the karaoke stream at two hours three minutes thirty twenty seconds and watch
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    >>115849484
    She just did a live roleplay last week and it was awesome. I wouldn’t even say that most of her stuff has been videos, it’s been 50/50
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    >>115849484
    >We used to have it so good…
    Feel bad man.
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    >>115849512
    I’m getting into the weeds here but I also not a huge fan of the roleplays where she plays a fantastical character. Her earliest rps really appealed to me because it felt like she was playing an exaggerated version of herself. Now it’s either she’s playing a witch or she’s lying in bed drooling on the mic. Which I don’t even mind but she could incorporate more variety.
    That’s all besides my main points. I guess I should have clarified that it seems she doesn’t enjoy doing live asmr much anymore.

    >>115849495
    Eh still not counting on it. She sounded unsure.
    If I’m right I get 7 dollars
    >>
    >>115849746
    Not saying you can’t criticize pillow, but you always sound like you’re looking for something to be mad about. If pillow said she wants to do two asmrs for Halloween (including the one from last week), and confirmed yesterday she’s still doing ASMR, why try to push an idea she’s going to cancel ASMR?
    It seems strange to me you always want to find something to be upset about. Asking genuinely
    >>
    I don't really like roleplay. I prefer normal asmr
    >>
    Reminder that before pillow started streaming, every asmr was a roleplay. It’s her roots, and even after that she still had a heavy focus on roleplay
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    I guess I do also wish Pillow would do ASMR streams with longer durations. She’s been keeping them around an hour since the year started but he’s right that she used to do them for about 2-2.5 hours before. I kind of just attribute that to maybe running out of ideas. I don’t see her quitting ASMR any time soon though, if ever. I think she loves how intimate she can be during those ASMRs and I can’t see her ever giving that up
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    >>115849802
    I’m probably not who you think I am. I don’t criticize Pillow often at all but I have been holding on to my discontent with the asmr ever since she started shortening them a handful of weeks before starting CushionHun. Like I said, her asmr used to be sooo goood. I’d listen to them on repeat every night. I can count on one hand how many CushionHun stream that I thought were worth watching more than once. And that’s mostly due to the shortened length. I CANT FALL ASLEEP IN 45 MINUTES I NEED AN HOUR AT LEAAST IF ANOTHER VIDEO STARTS WHILE IM DRIFTING OFF IT WAKES ME UP AND IM BACK AT SQUARE ONE.
    I also just want another hypnosis asmr man is that too much to ask?
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    >>115849926
    Yes but much of those roleplays were her playing a schoolgirl or a crazy yandere neet chick. Stuff that’s not too far off from the real Pillow, roles where parts of her actual personality peak through. It feels like it’s been a while since she’s done a role play like that.
    I suppose it is spooky month and all. Maybe I could give her more time.
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    >>115849802
    >but you always sound like you’re looking for something to be mad about.
    Hey that's me!
    Thankfully I don't have anything to piss and moan about today.
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    Interesting things happening
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    >>115851602
    I don't like this...
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    >>115848257
    at least cheat on Pillow with a good girl, not a slut
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    >>115851602
    No thank you. I'm not falling for it. This is a trap.
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    >>115851760
    Don't be rude
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    What exactly is the point of this?
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    >>115851797
    He does have a point though.
    Who would be the logical choice to cheat on Pillow with?
    I'm a Zenya enjoyer but she's more of a secret pocket oshi than a serious one
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    >>115851840
    >He does have a point though.
    Does he? Where's that insult coming from?
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    >>115851931
    >Does he?
    Maybe I don't know
    >Where's that insult coming from?
    I would suspect a certain thread but I don't wanna mention that thread because that brings in the worst posters from said thread
    >>
    Would you do it with sheep Pillow?
    >>
    Pillow princess
    >>
    Worthless bullshit
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    >>115852135
    I would, and Pony Pillow too
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    >>115843581
    >>115844190
    Thank you!

    >>115846049
    I’m not so confident lol.
    Yeah sure it’s cool for her to learn something new about me but that something new is my deep desire for her sweaty feet to be rubbed all over my face. I’m gonna think about it though.

    >>115844126
    >but I can confidently tell you that she likes tasteful feet art.
    Okay I’m curious. Do you have a reason for believing that? Is she leaving likes on the feet commissions on the down low?

    Also I’m not sure I’d describe this particular one as tasteful lol.
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    >>115852692
    >She likes tasteful feet art
    They’re probably saying this because Pillow has interacted with feet art comms from Wolf and Cher before. From Cher, she’s put one of the his foot fetish art commissions into her starting screen and reposted it. For Wolf, she’s interacted with a foot focus piece where she’s putting her stockings on. She originally reposted it, but we think she undid that later because she realized she wasn’t wearing panties in the art
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    >>115852755(me)
    Pic attached is the art comm from Cher that she had on her starting screen for a bit.
    This is the piece from Wolf that she replied to and originally reposted before undoing her repost: https://x.com/undeadwolfn7/status/2067691853877543032
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    >>115851797
    Well is he wrong?
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    >>115849085
    >her laying in bed breathing into a mic
    The grass is always greener I suppose but from my POV, not a piwwo, I see those streams and I wish I was getting those.
    I hope you guys can appreciate what you have while you have it.
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    >>115852692
    >Do you have a reason for believing that? Is she leaving likes on the feet commissions on the down low?
    I'm being intentionally vague. I'll message you.
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    >>115852832
    I don't know, but people here call women "sluts" for lots of stupid reasons, so I'm not inclined to believe him
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    >>115851760
    I am quite fond of sluts, please enlighten me on Essie
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    >>115853224
    Essie isn’t very slutty but she gets a ton of lewd fan art.
    I’d be a fan myself but funnily enough, I can’t get over her having hooves instead of feet. It’s a dealbreaker.
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    >>115853450
    Her shoes just look like that, she has normal feet bro
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    >>115853450
    Tapping new horseshoes on essie with the cute little heart gems
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    >>115853916
    What the fuck
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    >>115852692
    You're welcome piwwo it's always nice to see art posted here, you did a good job.
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    Two handcams this week we eating good
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    I'm pretty sure I could subtly pressure Pillow into developing an eating disorder without her even noticing. I won't do that. But I could
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    >I refollowed Pillow on her main twitter
    >Check my notifications
    >Some other vtuber follows me instead
    I don't understand how this woman found me
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    >>115855480
    Anon…. They’re bots….
    I get several new “pre-debut” vtubers following me every week.
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    >>115855575
    Ah that explains a lot of the account activities then.
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    Water triggers??? In a handcam stream!
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    Nice a mini countdown lol
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    That was a really nice stream I really like her handcams they're always very comfy
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    https://x.com/Ok2teru/status/2115547270959767999
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    I hope Essie teaches Pillow how to do this
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    >>115858700
    I don't want that bad luck charm teaching Pillow anything
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    >>115858700
    She's so cute and silly and funny
    I think she'd be my oshi if I'd found her first
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    she's being super cute again
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    When I see Pill'er
    I wanna Thrill'er
    >>
    is there somewhere that has all pillewds available? there's at least 2 images I've seen on twitter that are just gone for some reason and they're not on the usual sites
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    >>115859911
    Cher’s lazy ass still hasn’t updated the boorus. If you know, what images are missing?
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    >>115859997
    From what i remember, one was on twitter i think from wolf? She had transparent shirt and shorts outside and there were variations of more transparency. The other was some drive link and can't remember specifics other than she was nude, but it stopped appearing in my recent viewed/shared so i assume it got pulled
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    >>115860319
    >Shirts and shorts outside
    I think you’re referring to the one from Notta. She had a white t shirt and red shorts with one arm outstretched over her head. It had an alt versions where the clothes were transparent and then nude.
    The other, I’m not too sure, may have been from another lewder. I think it’s the one where she’s lying back on a bed, sweaty from the summer heat, and completely nude. I have the second one, but I’m also missing the Notta one
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    >>115860319
    >>115860427(me)
    Is this the one? https://litter.catbox.moe/rk68vm.png
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    >>115858700
    Pillow isn't a slut like Essie
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    >>115860427
    Oh yeah you're right on both. Wonder if he'd upload if again...? Not sure why it got pulled
    >>115860503
    Yep this is it. Plan on uploading somewhere permanent? dl'ing can be kinda sketchy sometimes (I'm autistic)
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    >>115860690
    I was told the boorus would be updated eventually but still nothing so far
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    >>115860690
    He deleted the lewd ones after Pillow asked for only SFW to be posted to her tag.
    He has a site where he posts his commissions but it seems he hasn't updated it in months either...
    I'm sure he'll share them again when he wakes up.
    >>
    Thinking about getting in bed with Pillow after a really long day. Letting her be the little spoon while you hold tight and close to you to maximize contact with her body. Lazily groping Pillow and letting your hands explore her body while she’s too sleepy to even protest, and then just falling asleep like that. Just calmly resting with Pillow pressed up against you and your hands over her most sensitive areas all night long
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    >>115859864
    https://youtu.be/Uowejdld7UM?t=5587
    pillerrrr
    pillerrrr
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    I wonder if, at least to some tiny degree, Pillow slightly appreciates that we’re sexually attracted to her
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    >>115852813
    has Pillow brought up feet on stream?
    that's interesting i never considered she'd have a preference for feet art (her own feet)
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    >>115858700
    this damn slut LOVES doing the chest thing
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    >>115866027
    She's mentioned her own feet quite a few times, on stream and on twitter.

    Also a while ago she randomly posted picrel with the caption something like "rendering practice"
    She for sure knows a lot of piwwos are footfags, and it seems she doesn't mind.
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    >>115864518
    I'm sure she does. She'd just be too flustered to ever imply so.

    I do find it funny that despite being one of the most seiso chuubas, she one of the only chuubas with a 3D model (that isn't a swimsuit) that has fully sculpted buttcheeks that get shown off quite often due to the flowiness of her dress. That had to be somewhat intentional right?
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    >>115860690
    >>115862749
    I deleted the NSFW/questionable ones that she hadn't interacted with from Twitter and my site. Here's the one you're looking for.
    https://files.catbox.moe/9ox7fj.png
    https://files.catbox.moe/qxys0q.png
    https://files.catbox.moe/s3742z.png
    https://files.catbox.moe/h57h1g.png
    https://files.catbox.moe/3urxc7.png
    I can give you all my other ones in case you're missing any. I'll try to find the links I posted rather than reuploading them.
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    >>115866274
    >That had to be somewhat intentional right?
    It's another Pillow mystery that we may never know the true answer to.
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    Pillow booty
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    What if Pillow died and entered the dream world because she tried wearing a virgin killer sweater as a virgin?
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    >>115870730
    Now that's an interesting theory
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    >>115870694
    Should dream entities expose their ass like that?
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    >>115871875
    Seeing a cute, little butt in your dreams would make you happy, wouldn’t it? And Pillow is all about showing you pleasant dreams!
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    >>115871992
    Well it would make me happy yes.
    You have a point there I really wish she could always show me pleasant dreams instead of the weird cryptic sad ones I get.
    But the ones where she does show up are pretty nice.
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    >>115867887
    Could always do a twitter alt for nsfw stuff and not mention her name if you dont want pillow to see them, i think the world yearns for more pillewds but are put off because of thinking they'll upset her
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    >>115872440
    >i think the world yearns for more pillewds but are put off because of thinking they'll upset her
    There is a demand unfortunately the things that do upset her keep being encouraged. And no I'm not talking about the lewd art.
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    >>115872440
    I think I saw Oimo have a dilemma about wanting to draw lewds but feeling bad about it because all the girls she wants to lewd are sweet and pure girls and it makes her feel bad for lewding them. It certainly doesn’t help when Pillow has loud puritan Piwwos that she hasn’t reigned in at all
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    >>115873205
    I and a few other piwwos tried to encourage Oimo to draw more stuff like her Pillow merch. I would've thought Pillow's promoting it would ease her worries.
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    >>115873297
    Oimo strikes me as the type that maybe focuses on negativity over positivity. Even if she got all that positive reception and fully sold out at the con, she might still focus on the very loud minority that very clearly hates what she’s doing and make a choice based on that instead. It’s unfortunate and I hate puritan Piwwos so much for always doing shit like this
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    Did anyone save these?
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    >>115874314
    I couldn't tell the difference between the two takes, but I was also half asleep
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    Why do you think she reposted her last 3D reveal?
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    >>115872440
    I post them all here anyway so I don't think that's necessary
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    >>115876105
    to make me miss the nurse outfit more
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    How much consideration did Pillow put into her new model? Did she ever think about the fact that she’s asking for some Piwwos to love a child model romantically? Is she trying to turn us all into lolicons?
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    >>115876579
    It is an odd choice for someone who does GFE and explicitly expresses romantic feelings and encourages her mostly adult male audience to do the same. Her being so seiso keeps it from getting distasteful though.
    I wonder what she'd think of people who can't love her anymore because of her self-infantilisation.
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    >>115876579
    >How much consideration did Pillow put into her new model?
    She spent over a year designing and thinking about it before the reveal. It means a lot to her and she wanted to redo or relive a life she never had before she died or something along those lines.
    I don't think she really expected piwwos to romantically love the model but when she first debuted it there was a lot of skepticism among piwwos regarding her GFE content since the first 2 asmr streams weren't gfe orientated.
    I honestly don't know if she's trying but it isn't working for me but I still like her for her I just prefer the previous models instead.
    Please excuse me if I'm remembering things wrong my memory has been shit the last 5 years.
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    >>115876703
    >I wonder what she'd think of people who can't love her anymore because of her self-infantilisation.
    I wonder that too because I'm in that camp the amount of brainworms that ate my brain over that model debut was rough as fuck. That's why I don't sexpost at all anymore and hardly yearnpost.
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    >that 23 year old woman is a literal child!!!!!!
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    >>115876833
    You could just remember that she's really an adult woman and the way she acts online is for fun and probably an exaggeration of her personality at most.
    I was always attracted to her as a person rather than her persona, so the changes in her content haven't changed my feelings for her.
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    >>115876929
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    >>115876833
    I’m in that camp too. It took a while for it to grow on me and I definitely had a hard time maintaining romantic feelings for Pillow when she first debuted it. I crashed out about it to a few friends, saying I felt like shit about struggling to hold romantic feelings since it felt like Pillow now: looked like a child, acted like a child, and sounded like a child. It ended up growing on me and I learned to love it too. Like >>115876703 said too, Pillow being so seiso keeps it tasteful as well.

    >>115876746
    Yeah, I don’t blame you for her appearance not working out for you. It’s changed a lot and I still find myself quite attached to the very first, original model she’s had. I’ve struggled to adjust to the 2.0 and I struggled really badly with the 3.0, so I really don’t blame you at all

    >>115876929
    I didn’t expect my little shitpost to get any attention, lol. At the end of the day, there’s still a grown woman behind the model, and there’s nothing wrong with being attracted to her
    >>
    >>115876929
    >23 year old
    as a 34 year old i feel like im not allowed to love her the same way you 24-28 year olds should

    but fuck it, im still going to marry my Pillowdear child wife
    >>
    >>115877210
    You're right. She deserves someone a little older, say a couple of years, who can relate to her but still has the aura of a caring and protective older brother. What do you know that's exactly my age!
    >>
    She wants to be a boy
    >>
    >>115877622
    She loves to be called Mr so this is not shocking to anyone
    >>
    >>115876970
    Well yes I do keep that in mind lol
    >>115877167
    I know those feelings all too well piwwo.
    I've grown to accept the model though the adjustment period was hard though.
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    I misunderstood GL as “girl’s love” and didn’t know what a girl’s love outfit is supposed to be
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    >>115877167
    >I still find myself quite attached to the very first, original model she’s had
    That one's special to me as well. It's associated with an especially melancholic era of Pillow, and the combination of that charming model and her sweet fragile voice back then melted my heart.
    >>
    >>115878268
    The original scuff was kino I do reminisce sometimes over her becoming the bright and cheerful woman she is now.
    >>
    I'm too tired to think of a good post so just imagine something about rape
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    Lost five followers from posting the feet
    >>
    >>115880961
    You look at your follower count?
    >>
    >>115880976
    Yeah cause I was curious how many I would lose from posting it lol
    >>
    >>115880961
    Oh what the fuck lol
    >>
    https://www.youtube.com/live/JW4OQG_uAQM
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    Pillow talking about how much she loves ASMR and being affectionate even if it’s embarrassing for her
    >>
    >>115881147
    I HATE Pillowdear HATE HATE HATE
    >>
    Total Bob victory
    >>
    I know she means well but this affectionate stuff goes right through me. There's no value I can extract from it.
    >>
    >>115880976
    I have only 1 follower and it's a bot lmao
    >>
    >>115881518
    Nevermind I had 2 followers and they were both bots now I'm back to 0 lol
    >>
    >>115881715
    Why not interact more? Like stuff and shit.
    >>
    >>115881761
    I fucked up and now I'm starting from scratch so I'll start liking stuff again but I'm doing it slowly.
    >>
    Holding and hugging Pillow tightly while she lays on top of you and gently feeds on you
    >>
    Pillow apologizing before doing something bad is so hot. I’m imagining Pillow letting her Yandere side take over while she’s already horny. Imagine waking up in the middle of the night to Pillow on top of you, using you for her own pleasure, all while she’s apologizing over and over while trying to reassure you that it’s almost over
    >>
    This is really nice Pillow knows exactly what I needed today she's such a good girl
    >>
    >I feel so warm. I can feel you all inside of me… in my belly
    >>
    it's not meant to be sexual, calm down
    >>
    New favorite. If only that radio interruption didn't exist.
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    >>115882856
    Right piwwo it wasn't suggestive at all.
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    Now time to watch Pillow's slutty, sexual sheep friend
    >>
    >>115882856
    And yet I shot ropes long enough to wrap around my monitors. Pill just exudes sexual energy that only horynwwos can unlock.
    >>
    Pillow is so unintentionally erotic
    >>
    >>115883815
    True
    >>
    >>115883815
    It's intentional
    >>
    Stupid sexy brat…
    >>
    Pillow should join Essie in vrchat and they could erp
    >>
    >>115887528
    but that's what Minecraft with Olive is for
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    I want to taste extra virgin autistic olive oil
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    I want to eat Pillow’s ass
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    Shame that radio or whatever it was cut through when she did heartbeat. I would have called that sound perfect if not for that noise.
    >>
    This general gets especially stupid during ASMR hours
    >>
    >>115880961
    what feet?
    please stop being vague, link me the feet
    >>
    >>115892165
    I think it's Druid
    https://x.com/DruidMoonfall/status/2115700009832464410
    >>
    >>115892280
    do you think Pillow liked it?
    >>
    >>115892316
    She'd have to find it first, but I wouldn't be surprised
    >>
    >*blowjob asmr*
    >>
    >>115892845
    I won't be able to hold back my moans, no hiding that behind radio noise
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    >>115892845
    I’d moan for her to let her know she’s going a good job
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    >>115892845
    Imagine the meltdown from the purity piwwos
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    >>115895410
    I've commissioned NSFW art of her but if she started doing stuff like that I'd leave
    >>
    If I invite Pillow to my private island would she come?
    >>
    >>115895587
    No.
    >>
    >>115895587
    Pillow would be the one hosting a private island and inviting Piwwos
    >>
    >>115895516
    Well yeah quite a few piwwos would leave including myself but luckily she's not like that.
    >>
    >>115895837
    >she's not like that
    because she wouldn't let you leave?
    >>
    >>115895771
    I wouldn't mind that lol
    >>115895867
    No because she's not a whoretuber
    >>
    After that asmr stream yesterday I have a desire to rewatch Rosario + Vampire again.
    I wonder if Pillow would watch anime like that?
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    I'm the last piwwo alive I've finally done it the PillowDear will be mine!
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    https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/2116193226193510911
    What's she working on?
    >>
    >>115898763
    I dunno but it might be halloween related?
    >>
    Maybe she's doing a piwwotober showcase or something related to that.
    >>
    Wow the other piwwos are definitely dead I guess.
    >>
    >>115900950
    Nothing to talk about
    >>
    >>115900973
    Yeah I suppose you're right.
    It's not like she's going to do a surprise stream tonight.
    >>
    >>115881147
    does pillow listen to music while doing ASMR or what? You can faintly hear something at some points in this one
    >>
    >>115901883
    She said her mic is picking up radio signals
    >>
    How do we stop her mic from picking up radio signals? Cover the cables in aluminum foil?
    >>
    >>115901883
    >faintly
    With autismo level headphones It's very clear
    >>
    >>115903251
    That might make things worse.
    >>
    >>115903251
    Priest
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    >>115904364
    Is Pillow going to exercise the cables and rid them of demons???
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    >>115904610
    Making the demons run on treadmills
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    >>115904830
    Okay that made me laugh good job piwwo.
    >>
    pil
    >>
    Piwwo, it’s over
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    >>115907746
    How so?
    >>
    >>115904610
    >exercise cables
    2soon piwwow 2soon
    >>
    Pillow should workout again. I want to hear her little grunts when tired and moans when stretching
    >>
    >>115909371
    Pillow doing squats and leaking a little pee!
    >>
    >>115911260
    Hot
    >>
    pil
    >>
    What do you guys think she’s gonna do tomorrow? What are you guys hoping it’s gonna be?
    >>
    I can't believe Pillow was this devastated...
    >>
    >>115913878
    It's gonna be a 3D stream. Probably.
    >>
    >>115914385
    How does a country enforce a ban on something that two consenting adults do privately by themselves?
    >>
    Eating cups of Pillow's poop
    >>
    >>115916760
    I wouldn't go that far. I would drink her piss but not that.
    >>
    Cher created Drive folders with all of his commissions
    SFW: https://drive.google.com/drive/mobile/folders/1su2E_O6xw5Vm58XLEuykmit4QoNKztn5
    NSFW: https://drive.google.com/drive/mobile/folders/1i8iwbYj_qiUprhwU8UjZzKfFhpKheePT
    >>
    >>115917541
    based
    >>
    >>115915577
    In porn* Not in real life
    >>
    Piwwos…
    >>
    What is she even planning? Is this going to be like debut?
    >>
    >>115923710
    It’s a movie
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    Getting a handjob from these tiny hands
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    Our love nest
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    I want to wrap my hands around that tiny waist
    >>
    Pillow should take her shoes off while indoors
    >>
    >>115929659
    I'd love pillow feet sounds on hardwood floor
    >>
    Piwwos are kind of caked up
    >>
    your oshi is pretty good
    >>
    that was so hot
    >>
    Pillow coming up close and saying she wants to play was pretty sexy
    >>
    We almost got a perfect up skirt of that Pillow booty
    >>
    pls vore me pillow
    >>
    aww shit concert time
    >>
    demon pillow was so sexy I wish we saw more
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    I like when her real voice slips out
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    so close
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    PILLER
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    So close to heaven
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    Haha it's Initial D car!
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    You people are so boring
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    flat
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    I like that Pillow is completely flat because I'm a gay pedophile
    >>
    Why is this nerd having a melty
    >>
    >>115931159
    Reaching the age of 25 as a virgin does that to you
    >>
    >>115931852
    why am I catching strays
    >>
    I don't know how many piwwos will be at the concert so I'll try to record her bit if it isn't already.
    I have a chopped haircut rn so I hope Pillow won't see me.
    >>
    >>115932070
    Because the poor guy is obsessed with me
    >>
    I'm probably not gonna watch her Halloween video to be honest
    >>
    >>115932974
    It was fun.
    Even though it was unfinished I think it was her best “movie” yet
    >>
    >>115932974
    I think the outtakes are the best part desu.
    >>
    >>115933209
    >>115934633
    I'm sure it's fine I just never get round to watching her stuff. I've still only listened to one of her covers. I mostly just like talking to her.
    >>
    im gonna mad lib some parts and add some SFX myself because i love Pillowdear
    >>
    She's eating that piwwow
    and next she's gonna eat me oh my gooood
    >>
    >>115937436
    Not even in a sexual way, but I want to be eaten by Pillow. Literally eaten by her.
    >>
    >>115937871
    Vore is a pathway to fetishes some may consider... unnatural, piwwo
    >>
    >>115937921
    That's not it. I want to be sustenance for her. Like literally food for her.
    >>
    Making Pillow live off nothing but your cum
    >>
    >>115938070
    No like I want her to chop me up, and make a steak out of me. Preferably with a side of veggies.
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    Membership streams are coming back
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    I paid 40 dollars to watch a bunch of mp4s
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    >>115941711
    Well yeah. It's mostly just Pillow wanting to yap to Piwwos.
    >>
    >>115942595
    I was talking about the concert
    >>
    >>115942640
    Oh. My bad. Lol
    >>
    I'm playing RE9 and got to the part with the evil little girls and they reminded me of Pillow
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