Are you hanging in there, /v/?
I literally cant stop jerking off every second that I'm concious. It's bad.Other than that, I'm playing Metal Gear Solid: Peace Walker and god I just want it to end, I hate 3D metal gear gameplay but I'm too far into the series to quit
>>750622671You start straining your butthole while orgasming yet?
>>750622575Yes. I found a game/developer I actually like
>>750622575Sure. I'm gonna go move into a share house that's eight dudes to a room and half of them scream from their drug abuse or schizo brains probably both. That aside I've got a roof at the moment and two working legs and arms. So yeah I'm aight.
>>750622575DO YOU HAVE THE LEMONDROP COLLECTION?!
>>750622575I've ran out of mod ideasWork made me build an expensive server PC despite me not having any IT experience and it wouldn't postI need to finish a Halloween collab iece today but I've got no energy to do it
>>750622575Heather's long loud trumpet farts.
How did i lose another job that I was qualified for?>we hired another canidate
>>750622575I want out.
I think im going to no life wow forever for a month or two. Then im going to graduate from neet life. Playing through all the gba Castlevanias at the moment.
>>750622575I'm learning how to draw and I'm having fun even though everything I make looks terribleI also want to get into wood carving and writing but I lack any motivationI wish I was more motivated in general
>>750624153How long do you consider no life for a day? I go on 10 hour runs on my days off lol. I wish I could be a neet for a few months. God i miss that freedom.
>>750622575Actually doing pretty well>got a promotion on my job like a good wagie> started hiting the gym so i can transform from fat neet chud to muscly neet chud and get some more penis length> Enrolled myslef into college so i can lern more about coding and ai to steal some more jobs> got a chinkheld and I am currently playing every game i was to europoor to afford, starting with Atari 2600> Waiting for wow forever so i can get banned for naming my human " Khneyon Nhaagas"
I keep anxiously chewing on my mustache and pulling out my pubes and leaving bald spots and having to shave it all clean offwhy can't I stop
>>750622575I'm k
>>750622575barely>>750623946I would not mind having sex with her
Man that Gears of War E-Day flop is so damn funny
>>750622575Yeah. Drugged so bad sleep is all I have. That and food. So I'm fat. But I'll lose it again when I get off the drugs. They're forced in be but I don't fight cops anymore. They'd hold me down if I still had heart. I don't. Don't even have a head.Solution is to get out of state for a few months. And I have the funds for that. My mind is worth that. No excuses other than it'd be a struggle. Sometimes a crawl.Against bad people but that is expected of anyone trained to be a hero.
The only reason I want to live is because of pornMajority of my life is literally just watching porn and jerking offI should do NNN just to see what a no porn life is like I tried before but furthest I ever got was 3 days
>>750625241Porn is banned here via requiring id. It works to get you off porn. Instead of several times a day I see it several times a month. You basically don't fap without porn. And your balls are huge. Maybe try and put some artificial restriction on yourself. Like use a kid friendly DNS that blocks porn. Or some browser extention that blocks porn/sites. You only really need to block the ones you use regularly. Without them you won't look it up much.I like porn, some is really good. But a lot is bad. Have to look a lot to find the good stuff. Or don't look and have faith in the best you see at a first glance or search.Your dick will work better without porn though.Media brainwashed that orgasms are the best thing. They aren't. Finishing fapping sucks. Better to be horny.
>>750622575I'm gonna suck some cock later this week so I'm feeling pretty good.
>>750624808I'm also adddicted to picking out my pubic hairs with my fingers.. Apparently it's called Trichotillomania
>>750622575I have a headache, my stomach feels weird, my vision is shitty and I have insomnia
>>75062257550/50Things are not great but i don't want kill myself so i guess all is good. The boom of ports, mods and translation has done a lot of good to my overall mood. It's great getting home and testing out something new, even if they are ai sloppasm
>>750624717I usually go 15-20 hours prob. Insomnia plus im prolly going to bum some adderall off a friend for launch. Ill prolly stay up wens thurs and fri. Sleep during the weekend when the servers are full
>>750622575i pretty much played noita all day.i need work. badly.
Learn to find the pleasure in feeling pain.https://discord.gg/wva5fG6yuU
mostly. having a bit of a depression from friend issues but other than that I'm having fun (not) playing games
>>750622575I had a dream where I caught a shooting star in the palm of my hand and then grasped it so tightly that I exploded into a brilliant flash of light. I think I'll play a car combat game today.
>cuddled with a cute arthoe tomboy for the first time not that long ago, but I didn't get to fuck and she's now seeing a dude so welp>had an interview today for a job where all I do is stand for 7-8 hours sorting and counting cans and glass bottles in the summer heat in exchange for pretty okay pay and flexible days, but I doubt I'll get it>almost finished overhauling my goonstation setup and all that's left is to wait on an artisan keycap for my new keeb and a second monitor to arrive>two good friends are moving away at the end of the year and I likely won't see them again unless I stop being a bitch and travel by myself for the first time ever>AC8 has temporarily deleted a fair chunk of my suicidal thoughts>trying to do at least 20-30 minutes a day of drawing shit so I can make my own porn>trying to talk to people online a little so I can maybe finally get a relationship>trying to cut back on how much time I spend looking for and autistically archiving porn every day to free up time for other things, especially if I do get the jobHad some really fucking low lows and extremely high highs this year, but I think things are maybe evening out in an okay way.
>>750625241Porn isnt even that goodhow are people ruining their lives with it?
>>750625898stop shilling your discord, eyeballtank
yeah, but i feel bad. i asked my friend if he wanted to game today and he said yes, but he didnt show up at the time i thought and i ended up falling asleep in my recliner. turns out he just showed up late and i missed gaming with him on his birthday.other than that, doing ok.
>>750627163Stopping their dick from working and becoming cucks.
>>750625438>Your dick will work better without porn though.what's the point of it working better if im not going to use it?
>>750627752Women can sense when your cock works.
>>750627795so? they are still not going to fuck me
>>750627842Maybe you will meet a desperate librarian at the zoo and torment the monkeys together.
>>750622575I should really get a job. The worst part is that I don't want to get one. I know I should have it but I'm dodging it like the plague. This is 50% laziness and 50% because I don't "get" people and feel like I'm out of place most of the time, it's exhausting and a little painful. Maybe I could overcome this if I hung around people a little more.Something part time would be nice, 4 days a week tops, something where I don't have to interact with a lot of people... I was thinking librarian.I'm 29 btw
>>750622575I’ve grown confident enough to ask out girls. I don’t need you faggots anymore. Later
>>750624808I miss him too, anon.
When are mods going to ban all of the schizos on this site?
>>750628954NO WAIT, COME BACK
>>750622575There are no jobs in my sector anymore manI'm seriously screwed, I don't know what else to do
>>750629005>evict all the tenants>”What the fuck? What happened to all the rent?”
>>750628954Yeah me too. Turns out no girl I like wants to go out, and the ones that do I don't like. NOT MUCH GOOD IS IT
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