I have finally accepted that I have essentially 3 choices. The first is that, I won't be returning to civil society, the second is that I mask, and the third is some blend of the two.Reason is as follows:>Professionalism is cancer. Americans, of which I am one, are broadly puritanical shitheads. No cursing is allowed even though it's normal in other societies to curse and even though there are people with Tourette vocalizations that include curse words and people who are used to cursing or from another culture. It's stupid bullshit and I no longer have a filter nor believe in filters, generally speaking>People have an unhealthy relationship with sexuality. Just as men shouldn't assume everyone will sleep with them and get depressed when they do not, women should not be such prissy little princesses and assume that someone doing really anything sexual, like jerking off as an extreme example, is immediately threatening them personally. While we should not have music and media that encourages people to be shitty hypersexual people, we also shouldn't censor sexuality or give two fucks about that. I consider rape culture to be bigotry but I also consider almost every major religion to be absolute fucking cancer. Literally people should be able to fuck on the sidewalk. But what about children? Well, children need to be educated properly about sexuality so that they're ignorance is not taken advantage of and we should encourage things like consent which includes age limits on sex. Consent does not include your supposedly bleeding eyes>People have unhealthy relationships with one another>>The fact that you need to be professional or civil around people you might be attracted to, regardless of any other factor in those people, is unnecessary weakness that people need to process. I cant stand it and want to have relationships with people that I consider normal and healthy and anyone that is unhealthy towards me in any way I tell to fuck off and leave me alone1/?Your fortune: Very Bad Luck
>>13253598>Everyone is wrong about everything. I would identify politically as terms other people have only just now started embracing. I hate this>I'm fucking tired of people being so fucking fragile around me. I am also admittedly tired of my own fragility and anxiety, but mainly there's.>People are dangerous to me. Increasingly so. I am also dangerous to them because I do not control myself well, despite getting better. Yet, getting better also makes me weaker in turn. I am constantly compromising with things I fucking disagree with, can't relate to people often, and most importantly just can't trust easy at all.
>While I am not a nihilist, I have seen both that and the pure opposite, toxic positivity. Everyone seems to fucking have one or the other. I need to wait for them to get over there shit, if they ever do.
>>13253598these look delicious would eat with milkk
>>13253598unless by "won't be returning to civil society" you mean you're killing yourself, I don't see how that's an option. you really think you can fuck off and live in the wilderness or some shit?
>People suck, kind; most of them are stupid (through action, compliance, etc) and stupid people do the most damage in the world. >My opinions have been solidified. They feel really like things Im pretty much just sure of. I have very solid principles, values, and morals. I don't think other people have these things for the most part... I've seen it from my community, broader society, other communities... I'm just so tired. The things I know are things I know and facts, yet people invalidate this and act all flimsy about it and it pisses me the fuck off. Even people from my community, especially them, they don't listen even when they share all the rudimentary ideas I have they don't fucking understand the facts and still cling to debate over the stupidest of fucking things and assume I'm just as retarded as they are when I've been sitting in a hole for years now reading news, talking to my partner, talking to people in my circles, volunteering, doing activism, talking, listening. And what the fuck do I get for it? Nothing but a sense of increasing disrespect for my values and opinions. This is not algorithmic nonsense. It is facts. I could be wrong about things, I am sure I am, but I do know what I know like a physicists knows a goddamn math formula. It's simple. It affects things in a logically linear way.
Eh I just had a bad roll. I'm not an outcast because I'm special I'm just part of the bottom tier. Pretty sure you'd have chad's issues were you him
>>13253658Bad roll? No; I'm a scapegoat. This isn't just me. I got a better role then some, and yet this makes me more confused.Bad roll is what I used to think happens to people.Then again that might be a better way to think of it in some ways... I really don't feel good lately. Can't filter what I say yet I have opinions most people don't have and I have less blindspots than most people, nowadays. And a lot of those blindspots I've managed to help out through information.Lately, I feel like I just wanna be alone. I'm not sure what to do. I'm trying to work through it at least. I'm going out more, but... when did it get so hard? I don't know. It seems so odd cuz how could it be hard for me when other people still wake up in the morning, go outside, and do their thing? It's encouraging at times, but I don't understand.I was thrust into an odd world, fren. Been a lot of things both good and bad. Just a bit tired right now...
>>13253658Incidentally, I don't feel special... I mean... I'm less stupid but at a cost. I probably made it sound very different than that, above. I am part of a lower class as well.As for Chad, well, mentioning Chad... That makes me think you're in murky waters and I really hope you find your way out because that place sucks. At least that's my take. I do wish you well. Chad does have his problems but those problems cause even more problems. Chad has more power, but Chad suffers and abused it because it is part of a larger cycle, a larger system. It is complicated.Sexism affects everyone. Really, all social issues affect everyone.Ugh... just so tired.
>>13253598i dint know filiphinos were cokiesYour fortune: Good news will come to you by mail
>>13253598>>13253608>>13253611>>13253645Excuse me, but whom're you quoting?
Your fortune: （ ´_ゝ`）ﾌｰﾝ
>>13253783Yea>>13253794YeeYour fortune: Better not tell you now
>>13253642No but see I am very hairy too and I think if I go swimming in a chlorinated pool with my mouth open during a full moon I met get some kool powers
