If what you're doing isnt working for you, then stop it. Do something else, even if it scares you. Change is scary, but so is dying filled with regret.
>>85869304*change my life in your general vicinity*
>>85869304that would risk being poor which is against the law
>>85869325That's one ugly whore
>>85869338hotter than u nigga
i have a 'drama mama'. a mom who, in her despair, makes everything about herself and her pain and anxiety. if i do anything that elevates her anxiety even slightly, she lashes out severely. i'm walking on eggshells, bros. i have been conditioned to just hide in my room for years because i am afraid my mom will go ballistic if i discuss something as simple as applying for a job with her.i'm going to have to learn go it alone, let go of my ego and beg for a McJob in my thirties. i had no one to coach on me life basic life skills or getting girls. just real absentee parents who let the educational system, the internet and video games raise me. it's the only path forward aside from hoping my parents leave me enough when they pass for me to retire in a third-world country.
>>85869373thats pretty tough to do in your 30s. working with shitty little coke sniffing kids. get with a few temp agencies and maybe they can place you in a warehouse with older guys. hop on a forklift, its easy.
>>85869304My mum is unemployed so I can't just stop. I have to keep working with the pain
>>85869373Here's the solution: 1) Use AI to help you with everything 2) Join Air Force 3) Go to tons of medical and psych appointments 4) Ask to leave 5) Get discharged 6) Apply for VA disability 7) Enjoy a free $4k a month for lifeAI (Gemini, Claude, ChatGPT, Deepseek) is incredible man. I also had parents that taught me barely any life skills, but I just ask Gemini everything and it walks me through it.
>dying filled with regretI'm 33 and my only regret is not killing myself sooner. I don't intend to live past mid 40s and hate almost everything about life. I've had all different kinds of jobs, girlfriends and lifestyles and this hasn't changed my opinion. I go to bed every night hoping to not wake up in the morning. I am in a state of constant existential torture.
>>85869779>I've had all different kinds of jobs, girlfriends and lifestyleSeems like you're a failed normie