She's the only girl that I've ever loved, admittedly and shamefully my one and only. She wasn't always easy going since she was bipolar. We would break up and then be together again next week and this lasted for years. Just three months ago we were dating but that only lasted for a week before she blocked me everywhere. I always tried to figure her out and what i was doing wrong.I've now found out that she's left the country. Probably on whim, but I don't think that she's coming back for a very long time. This feels like a second rejection. She's now oceans away from me. I really wish that it had gone differently.
considering how she keeps flipping back and fourth, she might start a long distance relationship with you. keyword is might though, i wouldn't want to give you false hope unless false hope is the only thing keeping you sane.if she doesn't, then it'll get better over time, just hang in there. i know you probably wouldn't want to hear that at the moment, but it is true and its the best advice i could give someone. you are loved, appreciated, and you will be okay.
>>85869229>considering how she keeps flipping back and fourth, she might start a long distance relationship with youSadly I think that it's over this time. She's blocked me everywhere. I wish that I knew what she was thinking. I'm so patient with her. >if she doesn't, then it'll get better over time, just hang in there. i know you probably wouldn't want to hear that at the moment, but it is true and its the best advice i could give someone. you are loved, appreciated, and you will be okayThanks. I know that i am. I just can't replace her. Love is scarce for me. No one has ever loved me like she did.
>>85869206My only relationship was almost the exact same except it was all online. I loved that fucked up girl so much. What helped me a lot is that I completely stopped checking her socials, and the realization that if all the love and patience I showed her wasn't enough, no one else will be able to keep her either.And if you get back together she'll take you for granted again. You really want her to learn and get better, stay as far away as possible. She's either hurting now or she'll hurt much worse in a few months, but only she can help herself.Your nervous system will adjust. No more worrying whether she'll do something impulsive that will hurt one of you, no more questioning reality, no one lashing out at you because you can't match their manic energy
i can related to be devastated about an xd and this toon to cheer you up
