Masturbating feels so pathetic now. Like what am I even doing.
>>85869081Yeah. My dick is hard as fuck but for some reason I can't bring myself to masturbate.
>>85869081The process or what? I still get a lot out of masturbation, though I only do so once a week so maybe that helps. Not sure.
>>85869120sexually gratifying myself. It's shameful as well as pathetic. Why is it pathetic? I couldnt really tell you. All I know is that I feel like such a fool when I do it. Perhaps its because it reminds me of how much rejection I have experienced. Or how I acquiesce to my human needs that arent being met the way they should be instead of just being strong enough to endure it.
>>85869081Well r/nofap, are you ready for NO NUT NOVEMBER!?
>>85869138It's quite literally "use it or lose it"...
>>85869220I think im ready to lose it
>>85869220>>85869233nooo don't you're so sexy ahahaha
>>85869233livestream cutting it off plx
there's a lot of times where i jack off that I lose the urge mid-way through, but i'm too prideful to not cum that i force myself to finish anyway. that one instant where i begin to jerk off again after realizing i don't want to is the closest i can get to raping myself. it's a dark feeling.
