hey robots, thoughts on my shitty fucking noose I made? I've been really suicidal lately and I guess planning things out kind of just comfort me? idk being suicidal is weird. I don't even know if this would hold up, I don't weight a lot but still.
>>85867809Stop it, anon. I'm gonna beat you up
>>85867809That usb b is telling you to b rather not to b.
>>85867815I'm not planning on doing anything, just made it for fun i guess, don't worry anon
i want to be someone else so badly for so many reasons
>>85867894Good because if you did try anything I'd have to beat you up!
>>85867921don't we fucking all?
>I've been really suicidal lately>look at this noose I made>I'm planning things out>no I just made it for fun hahaUndo that knot and put it away. But don't tell this to a doctor or a phone line.
>>85868367desu i don't know what I'm doing, i just did it. not sure for fun, i think I'm just telling myself that.I would never tell a doctor/therapist about this, they would send me away for sure.
>>85867809honestly I don't think it'll hold your weight not a sneaky jab or anothing those cords are just not very sturdybesides isn't it a little bit too narrow for your head? I don't know man you gotta be aware that even suicide takes some effort
>>85868563I weight around 110lbs or lower and I'm 5'6i was thinking the same thing, the metal rod thats holding up the hangers is only held up by multiple nails holding it into the wood, its kinda getto.
>>85867809>>85868651>110lbs or lower and I'm 5'6why r u so smol
>>85868662I'm female, and i don't eat a lot
>>85868727>don't eat a lotWhy not?
>>85868730simple answer, depression
>>85868734>simple answer, depressionOk, here comes the tough questions pal. Why are you depressed and how long have you been depressed?
>>85868744I'm not depressed because of one thing, I don't have "normal" depression. I have clinical depression (MDD) I was diagnosed at 13yrs old but I've been like the for a lot of my life lol. I don't know what "normal" is like without being on medication and that in itself is just depressing.
>>85868794>(MDD)Oh, that sucks. I get depressed during winter. I think it's because of a lack of sunlight mostly. Something to do with vitamin D. I hate taking meds but I tried taking D3K2 and it seems to help a lot but for some reason I'm always forgetting about it. Are you always depressed or do you have periods where it's relatively not as a bad?
>>85868821>Are you always depressed or do you have periods where it's relatively not as a bad?usually I have a low mood, there up and downs but i would say I'm most of the time i just have a low mood but i do have very bad crashes and panic attacks over seemingly nothing, its almost funny. I have good days and moments though, thats what gets me through.
>>85867809hanging doesn't sound like the best idea, could end up with brain damage if while unconscious you flail about and break the noose
>>85868727>I'm female, and
>>85868884I know that, but I cant own a firearm due to mental illness because that's just my luck.also every method of kill yourself comes with these risks, all or nothing really.
>>85868874>usually I have a low mood, there up and downs but i would say I'm most of the time i just have a low mood but i do have very bad crashes and panic attacks over seemingly nothing, its almost funny. I have good days and moments though, thats what gets me through.Does being in a relationship or being with friends and family help at all?
>>85868931i avoid being in any romantic relationship, too much work. i get all my companionship from friends, which does help stabilize my mood, which im thankful for.
>>85868946>i get all my companionship from friends, which does help stabilize my mood, which im thankful for.Do you ever tell your friends about your suicidal feelings? Is there anything that they can do to keep you from feeling depressed?
>>85869008well yes, they help by just distracting me
>>85869017>they help by just distracting meOh that's cool. What's the best ways to distract you?
>>85867809>I've been really suicidal latelyjust go trickortreating you nerd
>>85869073im 18, trick or treating is humiliating lowkey
>>85869103In a few years you'll wish you went more often
>>85869103bruh free candy is free candy, besides its not just about the chocolates, why not enjoy the ingenuity that goes into costume making and share some of the joy most kids (and parents alike) get during it?
