M26. Spending Halloween alone again. Never been invited to a Halloween party, or any party for that matter.I don't know where it all went wrong for me to end up here. I thought I did the right things. Never felt like I fit in with people. The closest thing I had to friends was in school, a small group of guys. But after school, no one reached out or asked me to hang out with them. A few years ago I tried to get in contact with said old school friends to hang out, but I got left on read. I suppose they have moved on.I'm not ugly (I think) I play vidya and try to keep in shape, that's about it. Not bothered about being in a relationship. I did attempt to date once but didn't get far. First post here. Long time time lurker. Just wondering if anyone is also spending their time alone on Halloween. I live alone and used to feeling like this all my life. But nights like this make the feeling worse. I don't know what else to do or where to go from here.I think I might be depressed? I can't tell.
What a moronic post. If you thought this was a good post then you need to lurk WAY moar. You sound like a failed normie and you still seem to treat 4chan like its some wretched hive of scum and villainy. This is a website for nerds to talk to other nerds, thats what its always been. I'm so tired of these normies coming in here acting like 4chan is the bottom of the barrel.It really grinds me gears when adults act in such a self-loathing way. This is another way I can tell that you're a normie, you didn't learn early that nobody gives a fuck about your problems. What are you, 14? Why would I give a fuck about some 26 year old spending Halloween alone? Why would I care about a guy that was able to "try dating" or had "a small group" of friends in school? You sound completely normal.And I'm really sitting here scratching my head wondering what exactly you wanted us to say about this post anyway. You just sound like a moron. "I think I might be depressed? I can't tell". What? How can you not tell? Or are you more afraid of what the answer might be? Get a grip dude. You'll be happier if you just stopped caring about anything. You are still a slave to human emotions like every other normie.
>>85866428OP hereThank you for being the first to reply. It's nice knowing at least someone cares.How are you spending your Halloween?
I thought I was going to be alone today until my friend and crush invited me to go party hopping. I fucking swear if I show up at her house and she's wearing the sexy cop costume she showed me a few weeks ago, I'm going to ask her to beat me with a stick and handcuff me. Omfg.
>>85866949Nice anon. I'm happy for you
>>85866949fucking hate normalfags so much man
Yeah I'm alone and never been invited or anything.. M26. I am always alone though, I truly can't remember spending halloween with anyone since I was with my brother at age 11 or so. I think it's too late for me to make friends, anyway, I never learned and now I'm a shit person to be around and can't handle it mentally.
>>85866949NORMALFAGGOTS KEEP MOVINGTHIS IS A KHHV NEIGHBORHOOD
>>85866428I don't know, you sound like quite a negative nancy. I'm against blog posting for what it's worth, but I don't think OP's post was that bad
>>85867199We are all on different paths anon. Jealousy is the thief of joy.
>>85867232>vidwhy did he do this
>>85867243because all trannies self-annihilate at some point, it comes with the mental illness
>>85867230OP here. I feel you anon. When I was younger I was very edgy. I've always been a bit weird like that. I think my boldness and saying edgy shit pushed people away from me. I never meant to be rude. I think I thought I was being funny. Of course, no one wants to hang out with the retard who can't stop themselves from saying what they think.>>85867232Damn that's hardcore lmao. Takes balls.>>85867233Thank you anon. I was just ranting. Feeling a lonelier than usual today.
>>85867247why wouldnt he just like shoot himself or something tho? setting yourself on fire has to got to be one of the worst ways to go out
>>85866364Your story is similar to mine, main difference being that my friends got into drugs and got fucked up, so I sympathize.Im alone too tonight, anon. It's a good first post, don't let others get to you. Cant really give any advice that hasnt been said before.
>>85867285Yeah, I guess I did that too. It wasn't that I didn't have a filter, I just thought it would make me cool to be a edgy tryhard asshole for no reason. It didn't. Happy Halloween man.
>>85866428>This is a website for nerds to talk to other nerds, thats what its always been.Its not and it hasn't been this way when I came here 10 years ago
I think that anon was too presumptuous of me. I've been on this site since I was, I wanna say 14? I wouldn't consider myself to be a normie. I'm just not as degraded as themself.
We usually brought it up on ourselves rejecting every attempt of a party that we were invited to.The worst part is knowing we don't even have fun there
>>85867544OP here. Unfortunately in my case I have never been invited to any party. The people who I thought would be my friends, grew apart when school ended. I was struggling in college and just couldn't fit in a group with anyone so ended up leaving. The people from school had a new life to live without me.I've never felt like I fit in. And I've always felt the sense of loneliness quite strongly. Like you know when you need to stop to tie your shoelace? I would be the one to realise that someone has fallen behind. I would stop and wait for the person to finish tying their shoe. However, on the flip side, my friends would just continue walking away unbothered that I had fallen behind. Small things like that bother me.Just as an example. When I was 10. I was in a karate class with 4 other of my school friends. We had all started karate at the same time. They had decided to do a presentation for the school assembly on karate without me. I wasn't angry at the time, I was confused why I wasn't included. I thought they were my friends. I look back on it now and realise they weren't. Just one of many experiences.
