I don't think people like to talk to me, not even anons. I cant relate to anyone.
i wanna talk to you.people that aren't relatable are more interesting, because they have knowledge that I can't acquire. what are you doing atm?
>>85866103people on this board don't want to talk to each other anyway. they just want to talk AT each other and elicit some kind of response because that somehow makes their day better for some strange reason.
>>85866173Laying down, past the time I should be sleeping. Browsing 4chan while listening to 18th century harp music feeling hopeless and depressed as fuck. Now you tell me what you're doing
yeah. sometime people like, ask me questions about my life, and try to engage with the answer. laugh at my joke, wonder about my opinions. it makes me feel like i'm being humiliated somehow. i mean, what the fuck are you doing? i know you don't want to do this and i'm not making you, so stop.
>>85866186Talk at me now
>>85866188Can you post the harp music? I really like music on the harp too and have a hard time finding more.I was playing deadlock but my venator just rage split pushed during the game determining teamfight so i got upset and decided to stop playing for a bit. now i'm watching videos from this desert irrigation man on youtubehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lb3FMAOWdcgnot all that interesting but i really fantasize about having a plot of land some day to farm on. some of these ones where bad land gets turned into better land feel really hopeful and make me happy for some reason. >feeling hopeless and depressed as fuckdoes the hopelessness come crashing down all at once for you, or is it a constant pressure that tyrannizes you? it seems like many depressed people are either one or the other for some reason.
>>85866103it's ok just hang out
>>85866103samei've been called retard and dismissed so many times here i honestly think maybe i'm just insane.
>>85866236youtube.com/watch?v=wuB4_oEa1MEHow will you procure you plot of land, are planning to do this soon in the future. I can understand that fantasy, that's a good way of becoming dependent and escaping from other people. You must be some /out/ anon. Perhaps I'll try and be more /out/Hopelessness comes randomly like deep dismay and dissapointment. Sometimes I feel alright and other's I feel like dying and curse my worthless existence
>>85866317I put the link wrong https://youtu.be/wuB4_oEa1ME?si=mD_U0NHKj-o7Yk18
God I have to fucking sleep now
>>85866317Thank you for linking the harp anon. It sounds really good. The skeleton in the corner of the screen is dancing to it lol>You must be some /out/ anon.sort of a weird in between space. was a shut in for a long time living in a cabin in the woods. it made me love the woods but hate having to rely on the outside to live. the idea of being able to get away from the ugliness is just intoxicating i guess.you definitely should try to be a little more /out/! the cynics weren't so cynical, they thought going out and being with nature was the best thing for the soul. just taking a walk somewhere wild will refresh you a little i bet. its not perfect, but it might be a goal to set if you're feeling up for it.>Hopelessness comes randomly like deep dismay and dissapointment. Sometimes I feel alright and other's I feel like dying and curse my worthless existencethat was the one i had figured you for, hope that doesnt come as a surprise. when you feel despair that way though, please don't do anything too drastic. you know that it will come to an end, right? so you can just wait through it. thingsll be okay. <3
there's something incredibly human about this thread. It's a rare sighthappy halloween anons
