my life was shit and barren for a couple of years, and i settled into a rhythm of complete bed-rotting NEETdom, but now recruiters are starting to reply and schedule interviews, and i can't get out of that rhythm to prepare.but i can't actually seize an opportunity that i waited for for years, i can't wait that long. i'm going to fuck it up, i'm certain. i had hope for a couple of days before realizing it was all an illusion and i was already doomed as soon as i failed to get a job immediately after graduating.
>>85862388>butnot sure what that's doing there
there's an alternate history where you were hired to do what you studied and then moved on from your nuclear family.
>>85862404yeah i actually had that thought many times, every time i fucked something up in a similar fashion. good for that guy. i'm counting the days 'till i kill myself.>moved on from your nuclear familyactually i did that when i got my internship (that led to nothing). the NEETing took place after that, in my very own hermit cave.
>>85862426how do you afford rent as a neeterino?
>>85862460savings from the internship (it was unusually well paid), help from parents.i'm completely broke now though, i can't pay next month's rent and i'll just kill myself if i get evicted. i don't want to go back to my hometown because i don't like it and who knows if i'll ever get another chance to leave. it's not like i can graduate and get an internship again.
