all i do is cause pain and trouble and anger and sadness and misery just by being alive but also everythjng i do every action i just fuck everythng up and cause trouble for rveryone and there nothing j van do to changs that and even if i fucking killed myself eveb then i would be fucking causinf trouble and pain and everything therds no fucking escape
You sound like a sensitive, suffering soul like me, ame, though I am depressed, not bpd. I hope I one day find you coherent enough to have an actual conversation.