Anons who have been treated like girls by guys at school: what insecurities it gave you? Why were you treated this way in the first place? How is your masculine identity now
>>85857131they made me sit on their lap and pecked my neck that's it. no huge insecurities I just never tell anyone about it
>>85857131>treated like girls by guys at schoolThis only happens at all male boarding schools and juvenile prisons
>>85857131I am trooning out
>>85857131I am into forced feminization now
>>85857131>How is your masculine identity nowIt has seen better days lol>Why were you treated this way in the first place?Probably i was neglected at home and a little autistic so i had a really strong reaction to being touched and people like getting strong responses from ppl
>>85857203how did they touch you
>>85857215Biting my ear rubbing my hair putting their hands in my shirt and squeezing my um chest. I had gyno so that felt really strange. Id usually get pulled onto their laps and kept there. Sometimes theyd pull my head around and stare iin my eyes or make fun of me for blushing and call me gay and i would say im not gay plenty of straight guys are sensitive too and they would usualy keep touching me and laugh at me. One of them was really obsessed with cracking my knuckles and he wouldnt let me go until he cracked everything both ways. Cracking my pinky backwards would really hurt sometimes but he would shush me in my ear to calm me down. Then when we went in the locker rooms they made me change in the stalls because i wasnt one of the boys. They used to plsy a game where one of them would distract me and the other would put his penis on me and theyd try to see how long it would take me to notice which was i guess te most sexual thing they did but i never got molested or anything
Instead of timeout my mom would sometimes make me wear my sisters dress. I guess that's better than the extension cord, but she was always quick to use that too.
>>85857257Are you attracted to women? Does your um past affect your relationships with them?
>>85857357>Are you attracted to women?Not exactly. Back then when I said I wasn't gay I was lying but I didnt want to make them grossed out. I think that maybe they knew i was lying too.
>>85857372Is being masculine important to you? I used to be treated similarly too but I hate myself whenever I act more feminine even if it's something as simple as being more lazy or talkative
>>85857257I also always found it weird how some of their acts towards me weren't only domineering but also romantic??? They didn't treat me like the whore more like Madonna you know and it weirded me out
>>85857381>Is being masculine important to you?Not really. I already am pretty masculine. I am better with my hands than a lot of guys are, and i play video games and stuff. Compared to like, feminine gays i dont have that sorta energy. I dont really understand what it would mean to try to be masculine, so i just do my best and be authentic.>>85857386>some of their acts towards me weren't only domineering but also romantic???Yeah I know what you mean. Like it wasnt really sexual it was usually just cuddling and stuff. I think maybe that guys have a hard time expressing intimacy without fear of rejection and feminine guys are just like a safe proxy to let those emotions out on.
>>85857410Did it give you unusual fetishes? I want to be raped..sort of. Forced into affection. It also would give me plausible denbility as I have a lot of internalized homophobia
>>85857428>Did it give you unusual fetishes?Just the usual ones, I think. I really like sexual wrestling, thats probably my #1 thing. But it can't be fake, both sides need to try. One of my fantasies though is that I'm living together with my man and whoever wins gets to make the other do what they want that day. And he makes me eat less food so I get skinnier so he beats me more and more easily. Then he makes fun of me for being so weak and doesnt even bother pretending to fight me and just pins me down with his arms and his hips and kisses me. And then we still do it because he knows its fun for me to get to play but im not going to win anymore.
