anyone is thinking of doing it?wanna talk about it?
>>85853329Not suicide but the feeling of having too much time pass you by. I'm very far behind.
I used to be suicidal but its so pointless. If you don't enjoy life then find comfort in misery until you die. But then again I guess that heavily depends on your stance on the afterlife and if you have none then what is there to think about? just kill yourself.
>>85853329I've recently found the last remaining piece of setup that I'm going to use. Ever since then, instead of a vague intent, suicide became a set of clear actionable steps and feels very real now. It's an unsettling feeling, since I don't want to do it, but feel that I will. What I don't want is the process btw, I do want to result.
>>85853329Sometimes my brain gets like that. I stopped eating sugar and it stopped. I don't believe suicide is reasonable, for the main reason that leaving your house to be homeless if you're unhappy with your life is unreasonable. If there is an afterlife, then there's far more that can go wrong than that can go right. Hence, so long as life is tolerable, it's "worth" living. It's better than actual hell, or being reincarnated into torture.In order for suidice to make sense, you'd need a plan. Where are you going? How do you get there? How will you handle it? These are impossible to answer responsibly. It seems like there is no way to prepare with any degree of certainty, due to our current limitations.
I have. The image sums a big portion of it up pretty well. I am currently in education and I fucking hate it. I cant drop out. I have no motivation, although I still experience pleasure from some things. I feel like a weak loser to be honest. People say I have my whole life in front of me but it doesnt feel like that.
>>85853329if you kiss yourself you respawn in india dont dew it
>>85853329Soon to be 30, prepared Night Night method, hopefully i will be dead soon.
>>85853498>if you kiss yourself you respawn in india dont dew itWOW, I was just about kiss myself but now I don't know
>>85853329Been thinking about it a lot lately. As a partialcel, meaning I've only penetrated women but never committed to it, I feel even more suicidal than the average incel. It's like putting a piece of candy in your mouth and then spitting it out.
I have to wonder what peoples childhoods were like if they weren't able to figure out what they were passionate in.I figured out really really fast that I was either gonna be a writer, a musician or some type of artist.What the fuck were you guys doing as children?
>>85853663Uhm...I was traumatized so I wasn't capable of planning my future
>>85853674bullet in head. i checked myself to go get therapy and ill i got was the realization that only i can help myself. go ahead and jump on pills if you want.
>>85853663grieving and wanting to die
>>85853663uh, being a weird standoffish nerd who got good grades without much effort (which turned me into a teacher's pet and insufferable kid) and watched retarded cartoons all day, without having friends or any passions outside shitty flash games and cartoons.
>>85853719how do you not have friends? wasnt your mom or dad ever trying to bring you around other kids your age? if not we know the answer.
>>85853663Nothing really, what was I to do? Honestly I still don't know whether my hobbies are my passions, or whether I'm just sticking with them because I don't have anything else.
>>85853498>>85853329im happy to see so many answers in a wide range. i appreciate your honesty. >>85853498sweet of you to have some thoughts. but i sense there is a reality that i just cant seem to pass through, it feels like i am a stillbirth. and i cant change it. i cannot live a wrong life. >>85853663What the fuck were you guys doing as children?suffering. with less pathos, a couple of neat things alongside of it.>>85853382>>85853601i understand and yet its sad you want to go through with it.
The amount of people saying they "suffered" as children without giving any details.. Yeah okay.Suuuuuuuuuuuuure.This is why no one listens to you. Also part of life is not creating a giant 100 page list of victim excuses that you think you went through, no one cares.
>>85853601Why Night-Night and not partial suspension? They seem pretty similar to me.
>>85853787Sometimes it's very painful to go into the details
>>85853329I would like to but I am too afraid of botching it. My life is completely over due to being short and having no family or education. I play league and try to sleep 14-16 hours per day
>>85853821>sleep 14-16 hours per dayI have the same exacto sleep schedule
>>85853787Also part of life is not creating a giant 100 page list of victim excuses by giving any details.simple as?>>85853821do you sleep so you can be?
>>85853878>simple as?there hasn't been a list in here posted and there hasn't been a single detail posted either, not a single sentence.What's the point, phone poster.
>>85853890wat. i didnt give any details and >>85853787 said "this is why noone listens to you", so then i commented that its simple, in order to not make oneself a victim, one can not give any details. And now you are saying there hasnt been a list in here. yes..o.O...so?
>>85853984so in your mind a 100 page list is equal to typing a brief sentence about how and why you suffered? Yeah kill yourselves plz. You're retards and you can't even communicate with people.
I just hope that one day I'll have the balls to do it.
Yeah I think about it a lot. No point talking about it because as soon as some helpful soul offers help, the second they get impatient with you they tell you to kill yourself. C'mon lets hear it. Tell me to kill myself...
