what do you guys do when nothing, not even drugs, feel enjoyable? i kind of just coast through my life. i have no hobbies, i have no friends irl or online because people tick me off. i have a job, but it's solitary and overnight, and only pays $24/hour so i can't live off of it alone. drugs make me feel sedated, nauseated, or terrified. i don't even want sex or a relationship with a woman, it feels like a bother or a waste of time.the only thing i really want to do is learn japanese so i can read untranslated VNs and be able to go to Akihabara one day if a pop-up shop event that interests me ever comes up. otherwise i basically just coast through life. i'm a zombie. i'm 19, if that matterswhat do? is it over?
>>85851014what do to?I mean your not gonna change from any advice on here, you'll know what to do when its time It is over? Nah thats just life enjoy that shit Learning a language is cool, if you never do it though a nice thing with a.i is alot of niggas translating these old rpgs quickly so that's nice.
read a book? theres a lack of common sense in this post. at age 19 thats to be expected
> i wanna go to akihabaraI just want to warn you that japanese merch shops suck ass. it is basically all just figurines and acryl stand. nothing actually useful in any way. not even keychains. and especially no dakimakuras. even just plushies are extremely rare
>>85851014i was in the same place , reading "every tool is a hammer" by adam savage helped me through this
learning japanese is wasteful effort. llms are improving and in a few years will be near perfect for translations. japanese superiority in media is ending because of woke. visual novels can be consumed at a pace of 8 hr a day for a few years and then by that point youve read all the good ones.
>>85851014Get drunk and indulge in a really specific fetish.
>>85851014Your mind is getting complacent. You need to keep switching things up. Read some horror books, go hiking in the woods, read some Greek classics, take ice skating lessons, change your diet, start working out or doing calisthenics. The only way to beat anhedonia is to keep moving. >t. ex meth addict
>>85851014I just contemplate my incel life and my depression. Nothing seems more important than my feelings so I kinda just indulge in self pity and despair cause no one loves me.
