Anyone else always feeling oddly close to dying? Or that your life is barely hanging by a thread?
>>85850739I wish, I almost died when I was 17/18 because of a botched spine surgery and really do wish that I had died even back then I wanted to die. Now I'm 20 and I still want to die and see no reason to do anything or to hold any beliefs. I believe in nothing and that's the problem. I do not belong anywhere.
>>85850739>Or that your life is barely hanging by a thread?Been that way for me for 12 years now. Each new year I'm shocked I even made it this far, but the horror persists
>>85850739I feel like tge world is heading to catastrophe and I'm physically unable to fight against the evil forces at work. We truly, unironically, live in a society.
it happened to me a while ago. i suggest stop jacking off, conserve your life source as much as you can. you're probably getting visited by succubus at night (without your consent, but who cares lol), you made it
it's the confluence of destiny
i'm 35 and and lost my entire youth to antipsychotic medication. i sleep 12 hours a day, get tired doing basic tasks and have slight edema in my legs. there's supposedly newer generation schizo treatments that don't sedate you and i should make the switch now. if that doesn't help me, i should get a one-way ticket to switzerland if you know what i mean.
>>85850739Every day since I was a kid. I can't believe I made it this long with doctors being no help.
I definitely feel like something is off about myself.
>>85850739Yeah it's weird as fuck. Like something is always coming
>chiikawaI don't care, you're a scumbag bitch though.
>>85850739This image is incredibly depressing. What a sad existence. I'm sure glad I'm not like that.
