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Begin by not inventing weird phrasing.
>putting your mind on words
What does this even mean? Putting your thoughts into words? Getting high on language?
>word-feelings
What does this mean? Words that elicit feelings? Words that describe feelings? Words that denote feelings?
If English is your native language, you should be able to translate nearly all your thought into words; that is the purpose of language. Words may eventually fail, but rhetoric is built on grammar which is built on logic. If your words are illogical, so are your thoughts. If you are ESL, pick up an English grammar.

Your post gives me some very bad sentence feelings

I was not acostomed to beauty but then i saw the primp girl for the seconds rows in weeks and it got here lightened like a thunderbolt from the blue. and i was blue because this was going to be just a sightby instead of more direct encountering