>had a story in my head for 20 years since I was an early teenager>takes place is post soviet Eastern Europe>about a boy who turns out to be a girl and gets lured into a house and has a train run on her>finally write it out the ideas and scenes>realize it's just a story about a girl being raped all the time with trains run on her and traumabonds to her captor>fleshing it out in person and actually attempting to write itI don't know where I am going with this but it's been there for 20 years, and who would publish this? It's tiresome to write.
>>25619262did you actually have a story in your head or just a fantasy you’ve clung to?
Just write romance novel smut.
>>25619290I never jacked off to it. Right now there are 30 pages of synopsis that I am expanding into more details.