Anyone else feel like "transition" made their dysphoria worse?I can resemble a woman but I know I'm not one and can never be. I'll never be social and bubbly like cis women (and even many trans women) are. I'll never be able to get pregnant and have a baby (open to adoption but it costs 4x as much as giving birth and I'm not wealthy). Nobody in my family will ever see me as a woman, it's not even "transphobia" that's so damning, it's me being autistic (in a malebrained way) and unlikable. It's to the point where I actually get reverse dysphoria when I get gendered female. I regret "transitioning" and have no one to blame but my own naivete.
>>45182732yes this is a common thing. You started the journey and know all you have to focus on is the horrible road ahead. Don't get caught up boymoding
>>45182732Absolutely retarded Aqua poster
>>45182732it's the same way that prozac makes your depression worse, you need medicine and a therapist, ideally with a good circle of friends
>>45182760>you need medicine and a therapistlol don't do this anon, they will give you antipsychotics and lifelong anhedonia.the friend thing might work, ive never been able to try it
>>45182742You're misunderstanding my situation. I'm not boymoding.>>45182760I've seen 7 therapists and none helped and I haven't made any friends since I was 13 because I'm an unlikable autistic guy. I've tried many times since.
>>45182791good. do not start. There is nothing you can do except train what is trainable and plan surgeries
>>45182797I've already gotten as many surgeries as I want. That doesn't fix the problem. The issue is internal, my wiring, my personality, not aesthetic.
>>45182812oh, well idk. I don't really think there is a female personality. Ur just autistic. Lots of autistic cis women. no fix for that.
the only really solution is to accept what you are, a person taking an exogenous hormone for the sake of vanity
>>45182732This will be me
>>45182732A G PGP
>>45182866This actually isn't true! Autistic women are closer to NT women than autistic men are to NT men!>>45182955I've done this long ago.>>45183849You didn't read the thread. It's not even long. This isn't about appearance, I look like a woman!
