does the pain ever end?

>> 45176609
Not fully, I wish I could have my own children with my husband. And my traumatic experience from childhood made me start going to therapist and taking some antidepressants.
But I like my looks, sexual experience and I'm stealth with most of my friends.

>>45176606
what age did you start?

chained to the golden throne for eons, perpetually repelling the psychic horrors of the warp, but still has time to shitpost

>>45176622
19, but I had prolactinoma, so it might suppred some of my testosterone in my childhood. Plus around 17 I hit myself between my legs very hard on purpose and had orchitis as a result, which probably helped as well

why do you choose to be stealth with your friends?

>>45176617
>I wish I could have my own children with my husband
No amount of passing would fix this for me

>>45176687
I prefer to be seen as a cis woman, so stealth it is. Sometimes I want to share my feelings and experiences related to my transition, but for this purpose, I use the internet, like today.

Plus, you can never know for sure if your friends would share about your trans status with a wider circle, and my life in stealth has shown me that cis people often share transphobic jokes and even outright hate speech as part of small talk. And I prefer this information to remain private from such people.

Why did you think you could steal the god's power and not have to spend the rest of eternity fighting them about it?

Is dating hard? Do you tell people you're trans or not -- and if you do, what are their reactions?

Is there any hope to ever start a family or should I accept my dickless manlet fate of loneliness and rope

>>45176810
i don't think the god emperor, a based promethean christ-figure gigapsyker, was under any illusions about the fate to which he would eventually be subjected, tzeentch

>>45177096
He kicked himself in the face and now we have to go in there and pull him out.

>>45177071
I I'm married since 2022 and we live together since 2020. I love my husband very much and we have our "child", my beloved cat. We plan to adopt at some point, but he wishes to save more money first.

In terms of dating, I moved to central Europe long ago, and I have a feeling that men here treat treat trans women better than in US. I have never been to US myself, but my feeling is based on my experience and what I read on the internet from other straight trans women.

I think that some trans women would have a better shot at dating straight men, if they would dress and present more conservatively feminine. It doesn't have to be a summer dress or very heavy makeup. But you would need to develop a style that a non-queer cis woman your age could potentially adopt as well.

I actually finished a makeup school at the beginning of my transition, but I only ever use light makeup or none at all. In terms of clothing brands, I really like Guess. However my body is hours glass, and I wear s to m sizes. And I understand that not everyone is as lucky as me, so it might take time for you to develop your own style.

Fortunately we are living in the time of AI. You can actually photograph yourself and ask AI to fit real clothes from different brands on you, or different types of makeup. This what I actually do before going shopping, and what chat gpt is producing this way is not too far away from reality. You can give it your body measurements for more accuracy