The only thing i’m really passionate about is that i want to be a girl but nothing i can do can make me actually feel like a girl and be cute and prettyI am a 26yr old 6+ foot tall man i am like AGP or something i am not gay i don’t have very un male interests but i almost wish i did i wish i was like a actual girl and felt like one I just want to be beautiful, why does this have to be the one thing a dream about this much and there is no possible way for me to satisfy it? I’ve prayed to god 1000s of times i search the internet for whatever weird paranormal shit i could find to get what i want and find nothing and i am so desperate, I hate msyelf so much i want to die but people just try to get me not to kill myself it kinda sucks i don’t really feel as strongly about anything else anymore this is like my dream but there is nothing i can do to really work towards it i can’t look like how i wish i did
>>45176367god gave you estrogen and facial feminization surgery. hes answering your prayers, but are you listening to his answers?
I'm 26, 9 years hrt.I don't pass.It wasn't worth it.If I could go back I'd try repress this fetish and be an ordinary dude and breed.
>>45176462that isn't enough to do what i want, i know it won't satisfy me maybe just make me more upset i can't have what i really want
Painting my nails does it for me.
