I’ve been on DIY for a bit and I know it takes time but holy, I just wishing all my dysphoria would disappear. Esp with compared to a trans girl in my school she passes so fucking well. i wish I had feminine features before hrt. i starved myself for a long time to avoid the effects of puberty even. now that i’m on diy though I am disabled bc of a medical condition and cant even experience the joy of going out with my friends as a girl, going to school, becoming confident in myself. I can’t even fucking walk or do halloween which is a my FAVORITE HOLIDAY. i can dress however I want in a pretty and cute outfit and be so free and feel so amazing and I get free candy but this year I couldn’t even do it if I want to. i’m in so much physical and mental pain and I want to experience life’s joys but I physically cant.And I’m still not passing either as my friends who drew me (keep in mine in a positive way) drew me with a strong jawline, uncanny lips that made me clocky, and masc eyes. Holy can life give me a fucking break?????
Goon your sissy clitty and you'll feel way better
Suffering harder from dysphoria does not make you more valid.
