Recently tested for HIV, what's point of even living anons there's no point to living life where you need pill to live. I'm essentially slave to system so I might as well let disease take me like natural selection intended to do.
>>45172147Dying of AIDS is very unpleasant, so just take your meds instead of freaking out when you start dying and making it harder to manage
>>451721474channers don't have sex so this is pure larp
I'm really sorry for what that people did to you for this to happen op,Has it been a long time or is it only recently that you were infected you think? In the modern day atleast it's not nearly as much of a death sentence as it used to be, Ik its still something never easy to deal with physically or psychologically and the stigma behind it :(
>>45172147ai will cure HIV before 2035
>>45172167Idk how I got infected did routine screening and I'm positive. They said my body seems to keep viral load low so I might be one of those elite controllers who can stave off disease for decades. I'm not gonna take anti viral meds that give me brain fog , live issues and where I have to manage my whole life around it to survive. I'll instead let disease take my life was always suicidal so not that bad.
>>45172183It's no worse than having diabetesStop worrying about what might have been and start thinking about how to preserve your quality of life
>>45172207My life has no value I'mFailing in college , my boyfriend left me , my parents hate me for being faggots , i abuse my adderal script and I have nothing to look forward to. There's no meaning for me to live on, maybe my purpose was to be virus incubator
>>45172222just saying, how much do you think warren buffett, jeff bezos or elon musk would give to swap their old bodies with yours? all their fortunes, and then some. being young and having an open future cannot be valued. there's nothing there that can't be fixed or improved, and meaning is something for you to find for yourself.at least get your load tested fucking regularly if you're going to do something as poorly advised as going unmedicated for HIV. the treatment is not bad. i've got middle aged friends who've been on it for decades.
>>45172147Mfw I let 7 chasers cum in me raw but I'm too poor to get tested
>>45172435Keep spreading STDs
>>45172147dawg its no different than my position due to mental illness, without meds I will inevitably end my own life, most ppl gotta use meds to get by in some way or another, be happy it’s no longer deadly and you can still live and bang dudes w/ meds
>>45172183You should uhh you really should take the anti viral meds instead of letting the disease progress I think..... :c anon
>>45172435Kinds hot cam I be # 8?
>>45172147Lots of diseases need lifelong treatment.
>>45172207>no worse than diabeteslol what? Unless they have some kind of special case wouldn’t it ruin their sex/romantic life? Is there some kind of noncomminicable HIV I don’t know about?
>>45172222See I want to tell you to take the meds and stop being down on yourself but you did kind of just get quads…. Jokes aside how are you even getting hiv if you have a relationship? Does your bf have it? Wth
>>45172823yes, HIV with zero viral load is uncommunicableU=U
>>45172147oh nothe consequences of my actions
>>45172147don't they have an injection that you only have to take a couple times per year now?>>45172183aids is a horrific agonizing death you really don't want that
