how is your transition holding up?
i'd hunt her spheres if you know what i mean
>>45171696hopefuel
>>45171696none of my fwbs from my 20s wanted a relationship and finding a bf in my 30s is impossible kms
>>45171696>trannies under 15: they can pass without hormones>trannies between 15 an 29: they can pass, but only with hormones>trannies over 30: ????
I started at 30I'm 37 nowlol
>>45171696Should i get BA if I have A/B cups? Being tall makes them look small
>>45171696Oh crap the babykat
>>45171872she is a woman
>>45171868trooning worth it?
>>45171725Enjoy the hiv
>>45171881100%, just wish I hadn't put it off so long and been so hung up on doing it the same way as everyone else or meeting others' expectations (or using dumb circular logic and double standards to somehow disqualify myself from it while supporting others)
>>45171868My coworker is 42 and is in a transbian polycule so if you're a transbian youre fine.
>>45171889More for me
>>45171696downhill hard since i overbleached my hair and got chemical burns on my follicleshairline everything is fine but my hear is dead straw, doesnt grow and lost 60%+ volume. It was my prettiest trait for surei literally believe i dont pass with the shorter, fucked hair
Pretty bad, was botched with ffs, managed to hit my nose after surgery with my phone, a chase deliberately infected me with herpes and now i have a uti and it hurts. All in all, pretty miserable
>>45171696Pretty good I guess. Started at 30, am mid-30s now. I'm fortunate to have a good job which lets me get P2W surgeries and am at least a semi-passoid (need to work on voice), since hrt didn't do all that much for me.One thing I don't see spoken about being a gigalateshit is that I missed out on a lot of normal young people socialization since I was a depressed crashout repper for my 20s. I just had discord tranny friends and gamed instead of going to bars, dating around, etc that midshits can do. Or the cis people I used to know who got married/had kids/careers. I can do that now but dating is def harder since the 30+ transbian dating pool is basically polycules or babytrans.I'm at a good place now but I'm starting so far behind everyone else that it's discouraging sometimes. Even though like, if I were to show my current life to egg-me at 30 I'd be pretty damn happy with the results.
>>45171696i just need to stop smoking weed it doesn't help appearance>>45171957>was botched with ffs, managed to hit my nose after surgery with my phonesame but with a toilet door at the hospital that wasn't fitted with a door stopperthousands for septoplasty gone within 2 days and now I have hooked nose
>>45172088Fucking hell. Can they operate again?
Started at almost 28, 30 now, ffs very soon. Overall transition is going way better than expected.
started at 28, now 31. hrt never gave me tits. im hopeless and unlovable. every time i think i pass when im gendered properly my sister tells me that it was because im an obvious troon.
BREASTS
Started at 24 and 30 now. I don't really care about tranny shit anymore I only come here to gawk at the hoi polloi out of habit
>>45171696I'm still kinda early days. Started at 32 (now 33) with low dose E, have only had good bloods since June of this year. Feel like it's going reasonably well. My wife is supportive and I'm starting to like what I see in the mirror. Even malefailed a couple times at my new job.
>>45171696Started at 27, now 31.>How is your transition holding up?I manmode at work because I lost my last job because a bigoted coworker reported me to management for being unprofessional after I started girlmoding and became more sociable. I lost that job due it, so I’ve been afraid to come out at my current, better job.I am getting FFS next year and I girlmode outside of work, so that’s nice. I do get misgendered occasionally and doom spiral after it happens, but I do also pass enough for polite people to call me miss or ma’am. Less polite people ask me if I’m a ladyboy or outright misgender me.I do have a decent job and live near NYC so things are much better than living in Amish country, PA, but it could be better. I could have a partner and actually be fully socially transitioned, but I guess we all move at our own pace.
>>45171696>been on hrt for 15 years since 20>hardly have issues with either passing or trans related topicsMost of my concern is just the stability of economy with the tech industry, and being better at judging who are good friends and who are just people that want to use you. Other than that, i’m kinda looking forward to aging into a refined older woman since i stayed on top of avoiding sunlight, good skincare, diet and exercise.
>>45171696>30 now, almost 31>DIY 8 years ago>doctor assisted 5 years ago>pass and most people think im mid 20s>family loves me and talks to me regularly I think its going well
>>45172281idk i haven't said anything about it, i have no money and quite depressed too desu
>>45171696ffs 7 years ago, srs 4 years ago. wedding next year.it's going fine, especially given the 'predictions' from the experts on this board when i started, lolt. 33
>>45172695Its worth emailing, the surgeon may offer a revision for free.
>>45171696started at the late end of 27, and I’m 31 nowMy physical transition has been okay so far, my face turned out well and that allows me to be full-time. I would have liked to get surgeries by now, but these have been the financially toughest years of my life. I left college by going to the psych ward right around the beginning of my transition, my life hadn’t felt like my own and family kept pushing me through failed semesters despite my objections. Family also wasn’t fond of my transition and I have gone on to butt heads with them a lot, but I have been illuminated to so many more of their issues. I tried to go the Starbucks route, but that was soul crushing to try to eek by a living on full hours. Then my car pooped out and I got outed to my dad at the same time, and I was made to go home to do tough greasy physical work. I was close to my edge when I left that situation to move into a shelter, and I’ve been here 2 months now.Despite all of the hardships, I’m glad I transitioned. It was worth throwing away a life that wasn’t mine in order to be myself. I’m working on publishing some poetry and several other artistic pursuits, and I’m in touch with a state agency to find a real career suitable for my needs. It’s hard not having a college degree, and I was juggling school with flight training when I dropped everything. Regardless, I knew that I needed to reassess things for a long time before I took that into my own hands.I’M CULTIVATING!!!!!
>>4517169631 now after hrtrepping for a decade i can't take it anymore i'm finally voice training. at least i've had a boyfriend the entire time.
>>45172765i'd still need to cover anaesthesia + hospital costs and organize travel and accommodation, besides it's a bit overwhelming to think about with everything happening in my life right now (i was made redundant and then my dad died haha funny how the world works sometimes right...)
>>45171696i started at 29 and in 2 years i lost my jobi havent exactly recovered
>>45173088Was losing it related to your transition?
>>45173296she/her
Susie is insanely hot
I'm 34, started at 28. Knew since 17, repped hard because old sources said hrt is too dangerous and because i truly believed that i would not make it. I think i would've been much, much happier if i started HRT as soon as i knew it existed. Repping is deathfuel even long after you stopped. My gf is abusive and we're both in a very precarious living situation, can't find or hold a job. Two lifelong depressed idiots really mostly not helping each other, can't seperate because there's nowhere to.I weight cycled with semaglutide and now started pio, got really thin for the first time since starting hrt, kind of liked it... but yeah. Its hard, every time i go outside i feel this burning cocktail of fear and shame. I truly believe that i look ridiculous and i hate it so much. I wish i was brave, normal, not an idiot who repped his life away. My dream is to find a way to make enough money for ffs, but i don't believe i will. Still, i never believed that i would make it past 30, i made it but i now i think I'm truly at the end, only couple of years left, im pretty sure.
>>45171696I first started taking estrogen at 16, ithen forced to stop. I started again at 18 after a few months I stopped again, feeling I would never pass, and then started again at age 19 this time I thought I could maybe love is a gay man and had a lover dude I went off HRT and. I tried to bodybuild making my body look more masculine. Then I started again at 25 after we broke up because I just couldn't deal with me becoming more like a man. I ended up living a full- time hon all by myself and now I'm in my 40s. I think I pass some times, but I'll never have a relationship again
>>45172793I’m rooting for you, Nona
Started at 22, 34 nowCan't really complain aside from having to switch from patches to implants because of the shortage, got hondoed for a while because of it but that didn't really matter since I already had all the changes I was gonna getNever ended up getting any surgeries even though I can afford them, dysphoria ended up dropping down to near 0Got fat and lost most of the weight so ended up getting feminine fat distribution to the maxOnly talk to one person from here still
>>45172860That fucking sucks. Is there anyone who can help you?
very well I will not post my photo because ill get doxxed all you would need to do is reverse google search and im on my employers website which is required transitioned in my teens in my 40s now
>>45171696I transitioned at 15 im in my 30s I have brain worms but I have curves and just look young for my age
>>45173823Did my teens as well idk if you feel the same but it's almost weird feeling that I've been a woman longer than I was a boy for
>>45173852>weird feeling that I've been a woman longer than I was a boy forya that constantly messes with me
>>45173861Honestly when I think back to being a kid my brain thinks of me like I am now as a girl with a vagina it's hard to think of myself differently
>>45171862>trannies over 30: ????can pass your sphincter with their feminine penis any time
>>45173600Thank you!! I’m sure you’re doing great too!!!
>>45173748For some things but not much of it. It's okay anyways just a bit stressful esp. because I'm the executor. I'm coasting along for now but hopefully afterwards I can get back to working on my "small business".I really need stable income esp. because of the surgeries I need to correct my medical issues, so I'm trying to put stuff like that (appearance, nose or whatever) to the side but it's hard I guess. Maybe I'll have some more mental breathing room once I'm in a stable place financially. That's my thoughts anyways.
34, life's in a good place barring my gut being fucked up (IBS/IBD or something, docs don't know). I'm a stay at home Mom and my partner has good income so, pretty well off all things considered.Transition could be better, pretty average looking, kinda clocky, aging twinkhon.
>>45171696I wish I was less ugly or passed>came out at 28 started at almost 31>massively regret waiting even longer
>>45171896Yeah transbianism is unironically basedBi and pan people make my world go round but its really all about transbianism
>>45171696I wish you all would stop posting these pretty bitches. It's a rarity, so you're tempting folk with what they probably can't have.
>>45171894Nona I was the same, started at 30 too even. Its strange transitioning at this age, I pass now but also a lot of my life was already established and it's like I'm restarting some of it but have these vestiges of my old life that are kind of stuck. Everyone that knows me, knows me as trans, and thats inescapable, so there is this strange refreshing feeling being around strangers now, since it's like a clean slate. And I still sometimes get that shock when people say "she" or "ma'am", like they're not playing around, they see a girl, but I can't say the same when my family or friends say "she". Life is strange I suppose.
>>45171889Do people still not know of PrEP, condoms, and taking STI tests? Sex is relatively safe these days.
>>45171696started at 28 31 now neva told no body not even trans jut a weird dude
>>45172725>given the 'predictions' from the experts pls post a before pic from when you started
>>45174296yeah our experiences diverge a bit, passing wasn't in the cards for me and I've found my comfort zone with that in mind
>>45171696Pro tip: don’t get fat and you’ll be okay in a major city
31, started hrt right before turning 29 but i had to stop for almost a year in the middle of 2025it's whatever, i don't really look different although my body shape has changed a bit in a positive direction. ironically i probably had a great foundation for trooning when younger (short, always been underweight, brow and adam's apple aren't very prominent) but i spent a decade doing nothing in particular so now i have to shave everyday. i'm okay with just looking like a mid 20s twink.
>>45173883I dont
I started at 28, injections at 29 and i'll be 30 in 4 months. Results are fine. Boobs are tiny but i'm skinny. My whole body jiggles now. My skin is more loose. I feel like I got misgendered less before I started. Idk. I need ffs.
>>45172793this is beautiful and made me cry. you're doing so well for yourself despite everything. keep going nona
>>45172033I’m sorry anon. I feel the same way in many respects, that my mental issues (mainly resulting in me being an ahole a lot of the time) also causes me to miss out on a lot. That being said I find your story encouraging, I think it says a lot about your inner strength you’re still trying. Gives me hope for my own situation
>>4517169630 now, started at 29, but was only able to do e for two months after a legal nightmare upended my life which wound up giving my parents way more power over me then they should have had. That’s finally been resolved and I’ve just gotten back into the work force where I’ll be able to start paying for it again (probably the second half of next month). I was so upset about starting late bc I would have been a luckshit if I had started even in my early 20s. But I still look fairly young, and my only really male trait that will be clocky during my transition will be my shoulders. I have some good people supporting me and my life situation has improved drastically.
daily reminder he has aids
>>45174809secure the ballistics
>>45172462pretty much exactly the same timeframe for me too. I barely think about trans things anymore except when in the dating game. I haven't been on 4chan in like a decade and its weird to be back here.My life is great, my career is going really well, people like me. My only downside is that I girlbossed too close to the sun and my dating life is a bit crap
>>4517169631 now. Realized at 23, "started" immediately, doctors screwed me over. Only got Spiro for four years, but in retrospect I'm really grateful I didn't give up and stop taking it. My bone structure means I don't pass [yet], but my skin is flawless, and I look a lot better than most cis men. People always compliment my hair.My house burnt down in '21. Phobic family abused me so hard I went psychotic. Sourced the implements to end it all. Was without hormones [and homeless] for a year, but I instantly started DIY when I recovered in '24. Two years on, I'm literally the happiest I've ever been. Finally chasing my dreams again - writing stories, drawing, learning Japanese - and hanging with the acquaintances that turned into my first true friends. I even found out my insurance now covers FFS.Don't ever give up on your true self. People will hate you. You might even look death in the eye. But in exchange, your brightest days will be ahead of you.
>>45171696tits or gtfo
>>45171696I'll tell you what I am seriously I got big tits and there's nothing I can do about it I also got a big fat pussy and there's nothing I can do about that either.
>>45171696So what I'm getting at from the replies in this thread is that 30+ trannies that started in their teens or early 20s seem to pass much better or at least feminize more significantly than the ones that started in their 30s.Obviously more time on estrogen helps, but I wonder how much 2nd puberty actually screws you over
>>45175267Well you'd be taller and a wider chest plus hairless
>>45175275The trannies I've seen that pass well in their 30's and 40s had weak male puberties and/or responded well to estrogen. So that's more of a function of the first puberty (or lack of) if anything. Oh and they usually needed surgery as well. At 50+ it kinda loops back since old people start looking the same
i need to die
>>45171733finding a bf doesn't seem hard for me, men like me but i like women :/
>>45171696Bailey Jay? Still looks fresh and passable but the haircut sucks. She'd look better if she had her hair like that goth chick from ncis
>>45175693that’s not BJ, you newfag. BJ looks obese now. OP’s pic is spherehunter, a different tranny.
>>45171696kinda of weird that i am actually growing conetits after like 8 years of debating this but it is what it is or whatever o algo. gained a lot of sensitivity on the top side of my hands? idk it's really hard to describei'm not gopnna sneed out i promise!!!!!!
>>45173098yeah, atmosphere around me changed once i did that, but its not like i could play on mens pity much longer
I'm alright I suppose. Just turned 33. Today's actually my birthday. I started at 24, on the fence about getting FFS. I have some cis friends who say I don't need it. I'm unemployed, and on Medicaid in Washington state. Working with my therapist to get on disability. We'll sse what happens.
>>45174729Yeah.. even in this thread you have people who have had worse times yet I can't help but focus on those who 'won' by transitioning in their teens. Staying in tttt spaces as babytroons get progressively younger and younger is also brainworming. Oh well. All we can do is our best.
>>45171896lol stop lying to people, when you're over 30 it is FUCKING OVER!!! if u didnt find anyone worthwhile by then you lost and will be alone until you die
>>45171896>42 and is in a transbian polyculeShivered reading that.
>>45171696im doing ok. pretty sure my boyfriend is going to be sick and tired of my bullshit but if he leaves me he'll just be the same as everyone else before him
>>45175952you're just projecting what you're scared of
>>45171696repping and hating myself
I'm 35 and started a couple of months ago.Honestly it's going better than I expected, the biggest thing I need is a hair transplant but I've already saved the money for it. The laser treatments has been a huge relief and generally speaking people IRL have been really nice to me. Ofc I'm worried about a lot of things but I try not to worry about it too much, at least I'm moving in the right direction.Most trans people I meet are pretty young (like mid 20s) though and I wish it was easier to meet other trans people who are closer to my situation.
>>45176638only a couple of months and already out to people? have some shame jfc
>>45171862>trannies over 30: ????Its over, if you want ropefuel (realityfuel) go to r/translater. The only way out is DoD (Denial or Death)
30-40 twinkhons, I love you so much -your marshmallow man
>>45173429I love Susie, she was the first tranny I actually liked. Mainly because her channel isn't about her transition. She loves cool shit and associated with the defunct Super Best Friends (now just Woolie and Pat).
>>45176669I started at 30 and mog a lot of mid shits. All genetics, everything else doesn't matter. My proof? There are some cis women that don't pass, especially tall cis women.The cards were stacked from the beginning by your genes, not your chromosomes.
>>45176645Not to everyone and I effortmaxxed for like two years before getting on hrt
>>45176669to be fair the demographic of translater is exclusively people who think posting pictures of themselves on reddit for "hopefuel" is a good idea. of course they all look like freaks with no self awareness.
Pretty good, started at 30, 32 now, semi passoid luckshit, have a het bf who loves me and I love him
feeling extra retarded for waiting 5 more years than most of you. but i guess i did a lot of the "mental work" so thats good. and i didnt even have a therapist to trick me into waiting or hondose me, so on the other hand i guess a lot of people didnt get to great levels right away either where i did oh well, im too tall to ever pass im just kinda conflicted about it bc at this point cause everything else turned out way better than i could have ever expected. basically got the best version of ymmv imo. so waiting was extra stupid and needless and now im already old. like i really should have started at 29 but a series of unfortunate circumstances convinced me i didnt need hrt to be valid and i guess i just didnt think it would really make a difference over just accepting my newfound identity. i also have like no friends or relationships to really come out to, except the two people i already have so its like nothings going on. and its kinda wild cause basically nothing happened and im pretty sure people cant tell despite constantly thinking i was going to get outed before, its just a lot of really subtle things happened and im actually comfortable in my own skin and keep hitting new plateaus of experience that i thought impossible. idk it is v strange
It is what it is OP, life is unfulfilling and I’m sad I don’t think I can stop being sad … happy Halloween
>>45172462>>45172486pure hopefuel. I am 20 now (hrt 1 year). wish me luck nonas (or tell me to kms idc)
I mean I'm 31 but started at 22 so I look good yes
>>45172486lol my father accepted me completely from day one and I also started at 22 and am 31 But sadly he's like this big French rapist part of a rape ring and he had the women also be raped by dogsFunny how things be
Started last year at 32. Somehow still borderline passoid. I'm doing fine I think. I still wish I'd have started younger lol
started at 30 now 33. only started to stop going bald so i'm basically just a man on estrogen
>>45176669Why do y'all doomers have to come in here and try to bring everyone down? Yeah that sub is a trainwreck (generally)>>45177556Exactly.
>>45172486I hate you and hope nothing but the worst for you in life, I pray my misery leaves me and possesses you making you feel the nothing I do daily
i hate being an old weak hairy fat man
>>45171696Imagine being 30 and a trannyInsane not to end it before 25Disgusting
>>45179275Hi madchan, I hope you doing well. we knew each other a few years back, have a merry holiday.
I need to stop being a fat fuck so I have an actual chance of looking feminine.
>>45180244I’m not but have a happy Halloween
>>45180267Whats wrong? :(
>>45179848You can do this nona. Just stay as consistent as you can and do your best out there
>>45180242Why so doomer? Plenty of us thriving as a tranny in their 30s. Are you doing okay?
>>45179904>Started last year at 32Same. I was on low dose (2 to 4mg sublingual no aa) for most of that time. Started spiro and a full dose June of this year. It's going OK. Am still boymoding. Picrel is me >>45180340
Started at 19, currently 30. I was always pretty ugly but my youth made me more passable than now that I'm only going to get uglier. But this is just a normal experience of hitting the wall without investing large amounts of time and money into hiding it. My need for gender affirmation has all but left too by this point, as long as I keep my hormones where I need to I feel fine.
i just turned 32 is it too late and if so should i kms myself chat ?
>>45181125If you need to be pretty to be happy you'd kys if you were afab or not. Do it if you think the chemicals would make your brain better off.
>>45181125Nah, it's not to late. Average age to troon out is late 20s/ early 30s.
>>45181142most of those don't pass though so...
>>45180911thank u nona, I'll try my bestmy new vials are stuck in customs and I only have like a month left, I hope they make it through
>>45181133it's more a matter of when to me rather than if.>>45181142that average is from before the youngshit revolution though i would think
>>45180362Poverty, health issues and no sleep (regular night terrors)
>>45181180Lot of millennials are trooning out in our 30s now. Started at 32 myself. Also have a high school friend who is doing the same. More youngshits are a good thing, but people are still gonna repress and transition later in life.
>>45172088You might be able to get money from them considering their door smashed your face
>>45181200yeah but we're just making things worse for youngshits by continuing to troon at 30+. we need to accept we missed the boat
>how is your transition holding up?i am mostly stealth so i guess okay. transition is hard and its weird adjusting to it all. last night for the first time i had someone say something mean to me which was more like being confused about my sex rather than overtly clocking me. it was weird to have that happen now when im mostly secure in the fact i pass. otherwise being a woman is difficult in of itself and its weird being out of sync with my peers because i spent my 20s transitioning rather than living life, only nobody recognises that about me
>>45181224That's BS nona. The only people making our lives worse are the fascists funding and pushing propaganda meant to paint our community as a scapegoat to distract the population from our worsening material conditions under late stage capitalism.
>>45181263"late stage capitalism" is a buzzword by the illiterate who haven't read marx, capitalism literally grows stronger from crises redistributing capital more efficiently after overproduction gets corrected
>>45180924You are too old to do anything, why are you on this website for teenagers? Weirdo
>>45181431Teenagers get banned.
>>45181206is it too late to do you think? the only record of the incident is from the whatsapp chat with my surgeonanother issue is its in france, im from the uk
>>451814314chan has been gentrified as fuck for at least a decade lol
>>45181431>website for teenagers???
vent post since the thread reminded me>be me bi guy>meet trans girl in her 30s around the same age as me playing vidya>we do long distance for a while, but she lives realistically close so we commit to actual relationship >hit it off really hard, we have the same sense of humor and get along great>fall in love with her, want to get married>she tells me that she has never met someone like me, that i make her really happy, etc>met my family, lived at my house for a while>suddenly her personality changes and she becomes very distant>schizos out and ghosts me over basically nothingit's hard not to be bitter about it some times
>>45181431>for teenagersThe literal site rule is teenagers getting banned.>too old to do anythingOnly if you let your body go to shit. You didn’t let your body go to shit did you? I’ve been able to both look and feel young because i took care of mine; i’m unironically traveling right now at a convention for halloween. The fuck are you doing with your life?
>>45174315Ive never practiced safe sex b4 & im not starting now
>>45181431Lmao ive been here since 06 they built this board around me I cant leave
well life fucking sucks rn but thats entirely because of the economy. Transition wise I'd like more accessory surgeries for qol but again, all the bs going on. Single, lonely, horny. Single because im so depressed about my life, my friends lives, the country, the world nothing transition wise. I have a crush who's crushing me back but I wont pull the trigger because again...are you seeing a pattern?I also dont just fuck people, I'm a relationship person so horny it is. I've had some good experiences and my first hetero relationship after srs went great. I guess what im saying is, I should probably be in /mental health/ if that were a thing and not on here. Or maybe a bar is more my direction. Life sucks, transition one of the few good things in the past decade. The last 6 years have just been absolute shit. COVID ruined everything. For everyone. mostly.
>>45172462ssaammee. i am BURIED with the bs in my life rn. None of it trans and any trans impacted is because of this just complete ASS of economy. Its so bad. I want to drink.
>>45174053>stay at home momjelly. I yurn for that tradwife life
>>45182775Seriously this Ive had a very mid transition but it wasn't such an issue before the economy went to shit and I couldn't continue to fill my life with enjoyment and plan for the future.
>>45182775sorry, 34 now. Started at 16.
>>45181102Relatable. I thought I wouldn't need surgeries but as I age it's becoming very apparent that I'll age out of my confidence and potentially passing altogether. I haven't been clocked in ages but I used to feel cute, now not so much. It's sad how you age out of cuteness but the sexy ppl can adapt. I scheduled very expensive ffs just to feel a little better about myself, it's happening in spring of next yeart. hrt at 17, 33 now
Things are better I went to the rocky horror tonight danced and had a blast
It's always nice to meet 30+ trannies,there's also some in this server:https://discord.gg/lostcord
started at 29 been, 15 months hrt, 30 now. I feel pretty good and enjoy my womenhood. Sometimes I have night terrors about stopping hrt.
>>45171696It could be going better but I have hope things will get better once I save up for FFS.
>>45183212what is this
29, started earlier this year. Turn 30 jan 1st.How soon should I kill myself if my results are dog shit, 2 or 4 years?
>>45171696I trooned 10 years ago. Transition has been "successful" even if I'm not where I want to be yet. I pass without surgery and without makeup in-person and on the phone, before and after I speak, I just wish I had a pussy and pretty in a way I could see
i was a drug addicted 16 year old gay boy and now im a 32 year old drug addicted office lady so i guess good(?)
im hot as shit it's going absolutely fantastic
>>45183740puppygirl to dog woman
>>45183366Just some retard shilling their discord, they post it in almost every thread
>>45172462Same except I'm a few years behind and don't even believe in finding someone of good character anymore so now I'm totallly clocked out of social life and refuse to enter the soulless meatgrinder of dating again. I'm also making good money and keeping myself clean and in shape, but knowing I'll never have anyone to share it with saps any of the meaning from it and it's just another thing I dissociate into to ignore how much the loneliness is crushing me from within. I wouldn't be surprised if I was seriously planning to kill myself after another decade of this. At least I'd leave a corpse pretty enough that someone might cry over it being lost.
Anybody else do the time warp tonight?