How do I explain I imagine myself as a 12-year-old shotamoder pooner in bed with my boyfriend? To my boyfriend / normie Discord queer friends? ... What is the general copium for oneself / others and how do I explain it when people ask (it is so annoying, they always assume you have daddy issues and you never know what to say)?
>>45171607"Hey, i'm a shotamoder and that means i like looking and being treated like one"
>>45171607>how do I explain that I'm a pedophile to my friends
>>45171637Nono you see it isn't them being a pedophile because they aren't amab! Xd
I don't know if I can call it paedophilia because it's like directed at myself. Like I want to be the little boy. And I'm obviously not one, I'm an adult female, so... (When it comes to actual interactions with people, I hate and resent anyone younger than me. I actually can't stand being in the same room as them. I have fond memories of my early twenties and I like to talk to 21-year-olds, but even in those circumstances, they seem dumb as shit to me.)
>>45171664This is what we call auto pedophilia and it's like, not exactly that much better .... Like I really don't even feel like it's fair to me personally that your lack of intuition makes me have to explain it out to you.Fuck you for personally taking time out of my day little poonaphile
>>45171607coal
>>45171664>Backpedaling to "I'm obviously not the little boy I'm a female"So basically just you could've skipped the self insert bullshit and just said your a shotacon
>>45171701it's not coal, just fembrained, loser
>>45171742No, shotas disgust me, it's only really when I can self-insert
>>45171756Genuinely cannot be this retarded .... Icl
>>45171776If you like watching heterosexual porn and imagining yourself as the woman, do you want to fuck women? I feel like I'm talking to someone who flunked out of high school
>>45171794I don't do this no, and I'm not sexually attracted to women's bodies eitherYou really thought projecting some stupid bullshit was gonna workPls kys
>>45171607Bait/10 thread o algo
>>45171848You literally can't even imagine a hypothetical. Wow, you're actually retarded. "What if you didn't have breakfast this morning?" "But I did have breakfast this morning" "But what if you didn't?" "But I did" levels of Duning-Krugee Effect. Just get tf off my thread,
>>45171607This is what most ftms think they are so you're probably a pedophile and your bf is as well
>>45171864i wish i had a pedophile bf to pretend i'm a 12 year old boy
>>45171893He doesn't pretend I'm 12. He just pretends I'm his prison bitch in prison and his twink, which is (sigh) fine, I guess
I can't be the only one to see this double standard of afab pooners are allowed to be pedophiles because >muh self insertBut God forbid a trans women-You thought I was gonna add something specific there but you can literally insert anything and people will be convinced trans women pedo because amab10 hour shift at the o algo factory
>>45171860Normal people don't make hypotheticals about their auto pedophilia lil poon
>>45171607are you actually small and light irl?
>>45171961They very much are not allowed to be paedophiles if I'm in the closet about age regressing lmfao
>>45171977I'm 5'7 normal weight (europe, not american normal weight)
>>45172025-they are very much not allowed to be-But I watch it keep happeningWho am I kidding though the universal constant of the sex based double standard has always existed and it'll never not existSo no point in me even mentioning
>>45172046Seems like you have more than a passing interest in this
>>45172077Not reallyJust episode 751848 of poons being able to do insert whatever the fuck while mtfs get the plate of eat shit and die
>>45171744the picture is coal, i mean
>>45172127Kay, whatever
>>45172234god you are disgusting quit posting that shit and quit posting in general
>>45172231Whatever
>>45172273
we have to kill foids
>>45171607"awwww pwetty babyyyy, mwah mmawh mwah! come to papa, everything's gonna be okay now...all those mean adults can't do anything when you're with me."t.ur bfhow was that?
>>45172411Got my boycunt hard icl. Keep going
>>45172600fake, you aren't op, writing style is way too different
>>45172650I am OP
>>45172696
>>45172853delicious
>>45172853Huh?
>>45171607what you are describing is dd/lg or ageplay, where consenting adults roleplay as being younger.there is not much wrong with this when it comes to actual adults dressing up and getting freaky in private, but the art you are showing depicts characters that are minors. given that it's technically sfw, probably posted in areas accessible to minors. I don't think its appropriate or moral to share this kind of art in this way.I think you shouldn't explain this to anyone who isnt directly involved in the roleplay. It's a private kink. I also don't think its good for you mentally to look at this art. It can normalize sexualization of children's bodies. You are not actually a child, there is plenty of art of 18+ femboys and twinks with older men if thats the dynamic you like.I think you should talk to your boyfriend about your feelings and why you have them. But you shouldn't force him to be involved and if he's grossed out/breaks up with you, then that's how it is.Is the reason you prefer imagining yourself younger because you actually get called younger? Do people mistake you for a teenager? This isn't uncommon for trans guys. It can be gross and uncomfortable. sometimes having a kink is how people deal mentally with gross and uncomfortable things.There's other reasons people enjoy age regression (bad childhood, stressful adulthood, etc). the important thing is to understand what your kink is doing for you, what aspects appeal to you, and what you might not require from a partner. If you want to be a brat, you can do that without asking your partner to pretend you're a middle schooler. If you want to wear a school uniform and do teacher/student roleplay, you don't have to assign any actual ages that would make him uncomfortable.
>>45171692I can't believe this bleeding cunt stole time OUT of your day you poor SAD victim
>>45171607If you think they might be ok with that, you can send them shotacon art pieces and (if they beforehand know you're a sub) they will immediately understand>how do I explain it when people ask People assume/can tell I got groomed so they never ask me for my part>>45171664>>45171756>I want to be the little boyThat's autoshotaconAnd I 100% relate to everything you said ITT OP>>45171692>autopedophilia, which is 100% harmless, is not much better than pedophilia which can traumatize kids for life if put into actionUgh
>>45172905I guess there are two concurrent issues (#1 being I started reading incest porn at 15 and I still think about those scenarios or I think about being a 15-year-old being abused; I think it helped me 'cope' or see myself back then and now, I just kind of mentally age regress and seek out incest fanfiction when I'm stressed, but it's not something I want to do with anyone and I don't really understand it) (#2 is yeah, I like teacher-student stuff irl and I actually do explore that with my boyfriend and I'm a bit of an edgelord and I guess pretending to be an autoshotacon is a way of getting attention and I feel like so often, 20+ teacher-student shit just skirts around the actual appeal of a lot of these dynamics which is that I want to be a pretty baby, like it just feels like the people that make that shit are just too #woke about it and I don't really want adult responsibilities or anything and they put up a big sign going, 'This is morally ethical!!!' and I'm just looking to kind of switch off and be someone's baby) I don't know, thanks for being supportive and actually talking to me, but my head is very muddled up with this stuff
Forgot to attach photo
>>45173041>dd/lg>20+ teacher-student shit just skirts around the actual appeal of a lot of these dynamicsThat's just a way for people to make a kink sound palatable / unproblematic by reframing it in a less true but less "problematic" kink, just like people who are necrophiles but say instead that they are somnophiles
>>45173019I don't even need my friends or boyfriend to like understand it. It's just that there's like zero community for this kind of stuff and I feel alone. You got a Discord?
>>45172853>>45173050Are you posting porn in an attempt to get the thread deletedBecause that's incredibly typical of moralfags
>>45173090>It's just that there's like zero community for this kind of stuffIt's very easy to find online. Just type #shotatwt on Twitter and you will easily find communities. There are also a lot of games-fandoms which are crypto-shotacons (not blatantly shotacons but are hotbeds for shotacons for X, Y reasons), but 99% of people just don't (want to) notice when it's the case
>>45173019When you psychologically normalize autopedophilic behaviors what your doing is normalizing it to yourself, sliding down the slope to just regular everyday pedophilic behaviorsSimple as
>>45173116Lol xy dogwhistle Kys
>>45173119Nope, I'm attracted to the thought of being abused again / being attractive to pdfs (that's just a coping mechanism for me to "accept" the fact that I naturally attract mostly pdfs). I'm in no way attracted to shotasThat would be like saying women who read noncon and self-insert as the sub will develop rapist kinks in the future, it doesn't make sense>>45173128What a stretch
>>45173144Hope your opsec is good
>>45173144Would you give me your Disc? Ik Twitter/fandom stuff exists, but it feels like it takes a day to hear back from someone. Like writing an old timey letter. (Really nice Sebaciel btw. I love how he bridal carries him.)
>>45173198>opsecWhat's that ? /j>>45173212>discordmooshiimooshii
>>45173228Ok that actually was kinda funny tho lol... Sorry
>>45173360Blue scribble kinda speaking facts tho
How do I as a mtf get a shotamoder bf, i fucked around with this one ftm twink and he was so hot but he was puppy and not 12 what are the pro tips
>>45173703Gimme your Disc
>>45171607shartyrape this pooner NOWWWWWWW
I have platonic fantasies of being my pre-T's little brother in a selfcest sort of way
Feel like we are all getting off topic
>>45171607both you and whoever made that drawing should kill yourselves. Now
>>45174940(farts in your face)
are you a afab? disgustingare you a amab? hot
any troons want to goon to loli in DC with me over vc?
>>45175447nigga ain't nobody wanna hear you goon
>>45171607No one has ever shown me a picture of an irl shotamoder
>>45174153What does this mean
>>45171607Why do you feel the need to share your sex life and fetishes with your friends. If your bf is fine with your ageplay stuff, just enjoy it. I have a fart and EFRO fetish and I've even cleaned up my gf with my tongue after she's taken a dump. I don't talk about it with my friends because they'd probably just be put off. You can just talk about normal things you know.
>>45172041>5'7Kys
>>45178913no, the world must know of every fetish I have. it is a badge of pride for real men
Kind of know that feel op, i always had a thing for older women, its just eventually you get old too. If it were up to me id be a teen again and be involved with a woman in her 30s-40s
>>45171692>>45173119""autopedophilia"" is extremely obviously completely different from actual pedophilia, and the only reason anyone thinks otherwise is blanchard popularizing the idea of erotic target location errors, which are fake. it's not actually intuitive to think that being attracted to someone is adjacent to being attracted to the idea of being them. that isn't how the overwhelming majority of human sexuality works.literally like thinking people who have rape fantasies as the victim are therefore potential rapists. complete theory of mind failure.
>>45171607>27>still getting carded for alcohol>only passenger verbally asked their age in security line>older ladies ask me if it's my first time voting, surprised to hear it's my 3rdAck don't crack
>>45171607Say you have kalaman’s or something (I just went w intersex and good skin care people mad about that can seethe). So long as you behave normally shell is not a problem. How do you deal with your body being unstable? Too much T causes pooner phenotype and too much E just regular female aging.>>45171664I’m not going to pot kettle black, amab, took HRT at teens since I was abused a lot and told I’d grow up to be a predatory man so it was nice to keep my liminal, boyish shell. And I’ll deliberately bind, wear height enhancing boots and jackets to look more rectangular to get gendered male, I get the you look 17 comment a lot.I don’t think it’s age, I just don’t want the shell adult men have (and like being seen as soft/cute) and also don’t identify as female. Although people say I’m repressing and ruined my life by not socially transitioning. Who knows
>>45179501FTM fujo are weird and I’m mildly concerned that I (unhinged take HRT to stay small guy) have a good amount in common with them and get mistaken for one
>>45179538Lohen !!! Illuga !!!>get mistaken for a FTM fujoIdk why you're telling me this because I'm a MTF fujo
>>45179540Why a child and not characters who are adults but with soft features and younger looking than their actual ageOlder characters are also usually a lot more interesting
>>45179621>but with soft features and younger looking than their actual ageI do like this kind of dynamics (huge dymorphism) don't get me wrong (see picrel) but I also really like problematic and extreme ships >>45173144
>>45179588AHE (fujo) ftm lot is so common that I assume by default.They made lohen for people who thought Scaramouche and Lyney didn’t lean into the psychotic twink archetype hard enough.
>>45179653>AHE (fujo) ftm lot is so common that I assume by default.Well there you have your answer to why you get mistaken for one
Desu I have myself been mistaken for a FTM by 4 people as well before transitioning
>>45179651Not the same thing but I have a rule that anyone I’m with has to have enough of a strength advantage over me that they could grab me by the neck and slam me against a wall if they want. I blame the being told you’re a future predator and also having bad male relatives for that.So weird alternate reason for liking being small or getting roughed up being validating. Bl is fun tho
>>45179651hoooly fuck. nice. t. op
>>45179669you're unironicqlly fembrained t. op
