>I wish I was transgender so I could properly transition without subconsciously ruinning my chances every time>know that wishing to be trans means Im fake>no real dysphoria beyond that due to porn and fetishes>in eternal limbo as a useless faghot pathetic pos freak of nature>cope by going on and off estrogen every month and further ruinning myself>will never rest because I’m now old and didn’t even attempt this as a young person so further proof Im fake and. Doing it for porn reasons>freakanyone else?
>>45169609I’m just fucking repeating myself instead of committing for once in my life FUCK Im so useless
>>45169609"i wish i was trans" do you hear yourself. you can be! wanting to be trans means you're trans or maybe nonbinary or some shit!
>>45169609I'm still not convinced of this thing people talk about on this board where they "wish" they were trans. why the fuck would you wish to be trans? this whole faketrans trutrans thing is all bullshit.if you're trans, you'll do the things you need to do to alleviate dysphoria and make your life go as smoothly as possible.if you're not trans, you'll just live a life totally unburdened by literally EVER having to think about gender or your physical appearanceso are you trans or not? no one "wishes" they were trans.
>>45169609>Doing it for porn reasonsI don't care, this is obviously weighing on your mind. Whatever the reasons are, transitioning sounds like what you should be doing to make yourself happy. Commit to a consistent hormone regimen nona, these thoughts won't go away until you do.
>>45169709Im fake it’s fake>>45169694It’s fake>>45169705Im sorry for appropriating itIm sorry for being wrongIm wrong and a freak snd fucked up and no better than that guy in congress who wore fake titsIm a freakIm sorry for even thinking I want thisI must actually not want it becayse ig I did I’d be well over in my transition by nowI had support I had peoples help I had things I could do to smooth my transition but I didn’t because obviously Im fake. If you are fake you can’t do anything because your goinga against your natureIt’s just porn or something similar.
>>45169734listen to yourself, if it was all "fake" why are you here venting about these feelings, you need to get through these mental barriers you're putting up for yourself
>>45169760Addiction?!Bored?!Who knows!Venting is easier than doing thats for sureIt’s all just me being stubborn about itAccepting I was wrong accepting I fucked my life for this fetishThats hardSo I keep myself in limboFucking hellAll my friends were right to stop talking to meI was an old gross crossdressing larping tranny abd thry were trutrans. I was just a gross moid. FUCK YOU FOR EVER SHOEING ME AFFECTION NOW I RUIN IT AND ILL NEVER FORGET ABD I KNOW YOU NEVER GAVE A SHITBut it’s ok. I choose this. It’s not your fault.
Are you enjoying your psychotic break?
>>45170960Ive calmed downI saw a woman around my age at the store abd realised we have absolutely nothing in common and I shouldnt even bother and. Just felt at peace known ig it’s just lust for her or something and I am now calm because all these thoughts are pointless and I should just go ahead and give up and live my life as a normal person and not pretend like I will do better or anything.This is all I have and all I wantIm fine now!
>>45169876i have felt like this before, i used to go on and off e and obsess over these thoughts.going on and off hormones will drive you insane. no cis male would be thinking so deeply and feel so agonised about this.. you have one life to live and there is still time.like >>45169709 said, this is clearly weighing on your mind.
>>45171112Yeah this is tortureYour words, too, are tortureI think if you were to talk to me irl you’d quickly realise i am right and you’re wrong. Or I’d abandon you because you’re even more broken than me and Im out of my broken bird messiah helper mindset.No trans woman thinks like I do either. And if you do then Im lying abd not giving out everything because im a manipulatorIm fucked. Im lying
On the contrary. Wishing to be trans makes you real.
>>45172816Then I won’t wish it anymore
You can't be fake trans if being trans isn't real.
Total Tranny Death
>>45170960I am
