i ruined his perception of me and our chances forever by acting like a whore after the breakupi feel disgustingim so sorryi miss u so much and i miss what once wasi shouldnt have ever fucked it upit was a mistake and ill never get u back im so sorryforget i exist please
>>45167141based, on the bright side you made some guys on grindr feel epicsauce for a few nights. think about those guys
>>45167150god ew
>>45167141self own moment
I wish you were herEveryone gets over their break up in their own ways, but you should treat urself better too
>>45167276dont say this ill spiral i just wish i had another chance i cant homewreck id be even shittier of a person i just cant get over u im sorry
>>45167296She broke up with me two years ago, lmao. She's probably happy now I hopeYour ex is with someone else now? Why did the relationship fail?
>>45167296It sucks when they move on and you haven't. You could at least send em a one off apology. There doesn't have to be anymore to it than that, but if this person ever loved you back even if they hate you now they would likely appreciate hearing that your sorry.
>>45167335oh sry i thought u were him but im just a delusional bitch um yea, failed bc i was kind of an avoidant piece of shit
>>45167343i apologized today and he forgave, but now i just have to be an adult and walk away and leave him be
>>45167141i'm here and i just wanna kms idk what to do anymore
>>45169706he probs misses you too, but if hes with someone new who treats him better obviously he loves her more now. I dont know if that makes it better or makes it worse. I have an ex that did me very wrong and I still love her...but I also hate her at the same time. Its a truly awful feeling hating someone you also still love, knowing what could have been is burnt to ashes, imagining things if they didn't do what they did, if things worked out. But your also happy for the first time in your life with your new partner whos so much better than your ex and deserves you so much more but the hurt from your former love is still there, burried deep. Its such a complex feeling. Love and hate, hope and regret, all blurred together. You wish you could split via osmosis and be with both of them, but thats not reality, and the woman who treated you right is so much better so you have to let your former love fall away and rot. While your happier its terrible watching her crash out and lose herself in that darkness, and theres nothing you can do to help her, for its someone elses problem now. You just have to keep marching on, being happy while she burns....
>>45167141this thread is terrible and makes me want to cry. i hope you and your ex find happiness again some day, perhaps one day you can both be friends again eventually OP, ill pray for you both to recover
>>45167141>hug
This is depressing
