>25 mtf, turning 26 soon>quit my job cause of harassment/went manic>no savings, only enough for one month of rent, probably gonna run out of hrt within 2 months>kind of feel free, weight off my shoulders, feelsgoodman>everyday is just waiting for the next, baseless empty feeling but kinda don’t care>get high or play games to ignore how pathetic my life is>fantasize about killing myself as the only sober releaseprobably gonna off myself eventually or have to go full husk mode if my family forces me to live longer, ask me anything I’ll be as honest and open about any and all questions, I’m very lonely and bored. (as long as the questions don’t fully dox me)
>>45166937Do everything in your power to get more hrt
>>45166937pain pain paini share the same predicament sis, will probably share the same destiny
