That you’re into him without him letting everyone know you’re a closet bi loser faggotGuy I’m going to school with is so nice to me, and even brushed his hand against mine one time. I’m a cis male and I feel so ugly sometimes, like my face looks so old and craggy. Sometimes it feels like it’s my soul and all the bad things I’ve done, and people I’ve hurt showing it all to the world. Like my soul is chopped so I am as well, like a reverse picture of Dorian gray. I think a lot about how few guys are into other guys and then I feel ugly and I just cannot let it get out that I’m this way or it’s prob gg on me finding anyone ever. He’s super cool though like I’d honestly even try bottoming for him even though I never have before. Sorry for the spiel.
