>be me, ftm, 22>trussian military officer>its 2:15am and im depressed, hungover and horny>not a good combination when you need to be breaking doors and bones>i was drinking and gooning to cope with loneliness>still beats neeting like i did before the revolution tho tbdesu>today im assigned on a routine encampment transit of chuds, nothing new really>sigh while walking through my base’s halls towards the briefing room>the smell of industrial cleaning agent wafts past the abundance of posters on the walls>women’s reading club, swimming, ping pong>can you believe theres a fucking zumba class>tons of posters encouraging couples to get married>de beers is at it again >its 2:30 by the time im in the armory but the meeting starts in 45>”if youre on time, youre late”, as they say>theres about 6ish people in the armory chatting about life, sports, birthdays>my friend, p, notices me and starts telling me about his recent exploits>hes telling me about how he tailors his choice of strap to match the personality of the girl hes fucking that night>im laughing while downing enough coffee to kill an elephant when i notice a new face in the room>its a girl>shes about my height, with shaking hands, staring at nothing and not talking to anyone, quietly whimpering to herself>shes totally a refugee from the us>i can tell from the soulless gaze in her eyes >and the way she hides her body like it will offend someone by existing1/?
>i walk over and ask if its her first time on a mission like this>she stares at me for a split second with her mouth agape>suddenly her eyes dart away and she mumbles something that vaguely sounds like confirmation>what a cute weirdo lol>i smile to myself and sit down next to her to attempt to reassure her >”im anon. just do some deep breaths with me, okay?”>she starts breathing slower but keeps her gaze off me>god shes so cute>”what’s your name?”>shes staring at her hands when she mutters out her name, a.>”count your breaths and relax, a. youll be on the flank, just distract yourself, girl.”>she wordlessly nods, staring at the floor>i walk back over to my area, p is ear to ear grinning at me>no doubt he thinks i was hitting on her>meeting time is in 15 so everyone starts changing into uniform>the armory goes silent, safe for the sound of rustling fabrics, velcro, and metallic clinks>i glance over to a, shes visibly calmed down somewhat and is changing out of that stupid hoodie>nicetits.mov>she doesnt notice me staring at her soft skin>as we get buzzed into the briefing room the mission commander starts going over how the “asset extraction” will be performed>after that the team leader starts going over exactly who we’re bringing home>on the way out she inspects each of us>she gives me a cold glare but says nothing >im still on thin ice cause i got caught giving booze to the junior officers trying to (unsuccessfully) get them to sleep with me>hey a mans gotta do what a mans gotta do>as a passes by the team leader firmly grasps her on the shoulder and loudly reminds her to sharpen up>she jumps a bit at the sudden contact>evidently shes realizing this isnt a drill because she is quickly turning pale>she nods with a “yes maam” and follows closely behind me like a lost puppy2/?
>despite the circumstances i feel a little prideful with a cute girl huddling next to me>inside the boxcar is quiet, everyone is counting their rounds and mentally preparing for the worst>i watch a closely>sometimes her darting eyes pause on me in return>i try to give her comforting looks when i can>as we get out of the boxcar we start making our way to the cissoid’s house>as the breacher opens the door, we start making our way through the house>we split into three groups of two to search the house more efficiently >as a and i are passing through to the bedroom the target literally falls from the ceiling like a fucking bungee jumper>he starts flailing and trying to punch me while screaming something about fascism>a gets punched and falls over but im beating the target immobile before he can do anything else>a gets up and radios the situation>the others show up and help me drag the target back into the boxcar>the rest of the house is unoccupied so we quickly leave and start driving the target to the black site>inside the boxcar the target keeps shouting to us about how we're freaks and that the new government is ran by perverts>noones listening to him so i just tune him out>a gives me a concerned look>i glance at her and when noones looking i point at the target with my thumb and make the cuckoo gesture with my other hand>she actually giggles>god>that smile>butterflies in my stomach until we reach the black site>me and three other officers drag him into the site and hand him off, hes their problem now3/?
>on the drive to debriefing a looks scared, so i try to reassure her >”you did a really good job today, a. im proud of you.”>she flushes a deep red for some reason>p shoots me a strange look from the drivers seat>i dunno what just happened but whatever>mission debriefing goes fine, i scribble out my pmr in a couple minutes>after mission debriefing i offer to walk her back to her quarters>her face lights up like a blanchardmas tree, immediately agrees>but instead of walking her to the women’s quarters i start walking towards the vehicle area>shes confused and asks me where we’re going, i tell her to just shut up and follow me>she looks nervous but follows behind>as i make my way to a canvas-covered vehicle and unlock the doors, she seems to understand my intention>ive been hiding this key for a time like this4/?
>as we get in the backseat i turn on the car light and close the doors behind us>she starts stammering>”i- anon are you- anon do you- anon im-“ >i slam my lips against hers and she immediately melts in my hands like ice cream>my hand is gripping the base of her dark brown hair, pushing her lips into mine>we collapse onto the backseats, im on top of her>as i pull back shes panting like a dog, whimpering>she starts covering her face with her hands>she says something like,>”a-anon i uh i cant i cant let you see me.”>”haha, why not?”>”i just, im not ready… i dont pass yet, i dont deserve to be with a guy like you! can-um, can we do this with the lights off?”>”youre beautiful, a. and i want to see all of you.”>she squeaks again and blushes>her eyes go wide as i hold her cheek in one hand to look into her eyes>but she cant hold my gaze>”if you want, we can turn off the light… but i want to see your body, a.”>she starts panting, and squeezes onto my shoulders>i put my other hand onto her waist>”please…”>”please what?”>”please touch me. and-and keep looking at me.”>”good girl.”>shes whimpering and panting nonstop, i slip my hand under her bra>she yelps when i squeeze her chest>”youre so adorable. ill always be here for you, baby”>shes humping my leg like a dog>completely incoherent sounds are escaping her>”aww, atta girl…”>she kisses my shoulder and squeezes me like ill disappear if she lets go>be me, nine months later>after a and i got married we moved off site together>we’re renting a small house>its small but its our home, and its all we need to be happy>every night she looks happy now>and when i look at her i know id do anything for her>anything to keep that smile on her face>p is happy for me too, even if he teases me for having broken-bird syndromei love my girlfriend.5/5
thanks for reading, this is my first time writing a fictional greentext and i am not ftm so i hope i did well lol. lemme know what you think!
God I wish
>>45162994this is what they took away from us
>>45162781You’re doing Mother Trussia proud, comrade. Keep up the good work
didnt read tranny ywnbaw
bump, lovely read
>>45162781oh wow- I need this
>>45164247agreed, OP will never be a real woman.
>>45163730>>45164691>>45164976thanks everyone. next ones gonna be a st4t cult greentext stay tuned
>>45165546>st4t cult greentextcut the greentext part and form a st4t cult irl