I will still take estrogen because I watched too much porn and hypno as an adult and had a transformation fetish as a kid and teenRuined foreverI will die alone
>>45161699based
>>45161717Ty Ty
witnessed
>>45161699Are you sure?
>>45164945NoBut that doesn’t matter now does it
>>45161699Whatever foid go get plapped and stop thinking deep thoughts
>>45165287Shut up moid
>>45165098tranny
>>45161699dumb tranny
>>45161699Transformation fetish in the teen years is the most natural response to inherent GD (if you subscribe to the theory it is from a feminized/androgenized brain from fetal development, which I do) that I can think of. Your mind will obviously start to have sexual desires around this time; however, it cannot understand why they do not correlate with the body. So, it must make the body match the brain first, and the fantasy can continue from there.I had fantasies of becoming a girl/woman before my transformation era, and on the onset of my conscious GD that 'fetish' basically disappeared. I have no, and have never, had transvestic fetishistic arousal from cross-dressing or GAMP (is that the right acronym). So, these things lead me to believe that TF/TG is not a cause, but a symptom. In general, I subscribe to Serano's idea that AGP-like tenancies can emerge from GD, rather then the other way around.Anywhoodle, there's my little rant, I like talking about these things I guess and want to help further our understanding of ourselves :)
>>45167309sadly i dont understand myself that well and i cant put in the work to do soimpulse and no controli think im more agp than not. this fetish has changed over time into some gamp agamp thing but i cant care anymoreI just cantIts all mushy nowI cant care anymoreI am prolly fake. It is easier to accept that and move on. I cant keep lying. yet somehow im not ok with it.because i know its bad. I am a freak.
>>45167124this is an anti transmed take btw.
