How do I stop believing I'm cis?My brain is able to find an endless amount of little things like my behaviors, thoughts and or memories, only to insist that I am cis and doomed to be a man. This initially was my cope for dysphoria while repping, but now that I on hrt it's just messing with my mind and makes me perceive detransition as my inevitable and nightmarish future
when the imposter is sus
hi repper-kun
>>45158917I have valid reasons to believe I'm cis >>45158939hi
>>45158992i miss you and i wish that we could be friends again but i'm afraid that i'll just end up lashing out at you again
>>45159023I miss talking too but I know I would disappoint and hurt you again if I were to reach out. And while you lashing out did hurt, I still think you were justified in hating me
Omg same
>>45159088Yeah, it sucks. I'm sorry
also: "should I go to a therapist about my doubts?, nah i'm good" everyday
>>45159316I'm glad a managed to make an appointment. I obv intend to open up about everything but I really don't know what to expect. I just hope they don't call me "valid" and tell me to be proud of this
>>45158910none of this matters. only passing matters.
are you even happy? obviously youre not so dumb that i need to explain to you that hobbies exist and you can get one.
>>45159882Obviously I'm not. I'm so depressed I can barely muster the energy to eat or drink on most days. Doing anything "for fun" isn't possible for now. I'm supposed to be going to university and I do attend the lectures, but my mind can barely concentrate on anything besides dooming that I am cis and that I have to detransition. I like the effects of hrt but I can't mentally deal with them and looking like a tranny
>>45159954lol, lmao evenyou've done it to yourself
>>45158910being a tranny is a debuff in all aspects of life, just keep taking hrt and be gay or something, idk, it works for me
>>45160318I don't want to have to live this life
>>45161109sucks to suck
>>45159084no it's my fault for asking too much of you and wanting what i can't haveif it's okay with you i'd like to send you a friend request and maybe try again
>>45161913Feel free to contact me again. I'm open to chat, but I can't promise anything because I'm currently so depressed so I might disappear for longer periods. I will try my best to openly communicate when I do it so you know I'm not ghosting you
>>45162873it's okay im sad too
>>45158910cis-ocd
>>45158910I don't think you should stop listening to yourself. But i think you should ask yourself to respect yourself that you HAVE HEARD it and now you're gonna go ahead and defy god and man if need be to become a woman.
>>45159954you don't have to detransition because you are not cis. this I guarantee
>>45164551I still wonder why I would be doing all of this>>45164721What makes you so sure?
>>45158910Listen.You're "cis" right now.You'll be a transgirl when you request she/her pronouns.Your body will still be male.
>>45166537low tier ragebait nglin some other places conservatives are at least creative, but this is just boring bruh
>>45167121I didn't even realize it was ragebait
>>45158910Have you considered that you might be an enby or agender
I didn’t see a thread for it, should I make a new thread if I want to talk to people about intrest in trying some gay ish stuff? I dunno where to try asking it at, or if there’s better sites to
>>45167877I did but being enby or agender doesn't solve anything since my dilemma is whether hrt is right for me or not>>45167889What?
>>45168105just take your hrt retard
