>>45120085
Last week’s thread was amazing, hopefully these can become a weekly thing like they used to be

>>45120085
bump because these are amazing
>>45120265
literally

>>45120085
During last week’s thread I really wanted to share the story about the time I posed as a girl and me and my cousin catfished some boys she knew, but I can’t figure out how to turn it into a greentext that isn’t so absurdly long no one will even read it

>>45120569
I'll read it.

>>45120085
>be hs freshman
>obviously gay but still in the closet
>very skinny on purpose, wear girls t-shirts, shave my body hair, etc
>go to big party
>meet girl who goes to an all-girls catholic school
>there’s like a dozen of those in my city so not unusual
>we hit it off, spend whole night talking
>talk every night that week
>go out with she and her friends the following weekend
>she’s extremely persistent and quickly becomes my gf
>we meet up 2-3 times a week, sometimes more
>she has a high libido and is frustrated that I won’t go any further than making out
>would tell me that all her friends think I’m gay
>yeah no shit
>one day she asks me to put on one of her dresses and I say ok
>put it on and she does my makeup
>looks really cute
>she’s REALLY into it and admits she’s been wanting to dress me up for a while but was afraid to ask
>this becomes our new routine
>go to her house, get dressed up, make out on her bed
>eventually her mom even knows about this but is strangely cool about the whole thing
>she’d text me every day about it
>once confessed that her biggest fantasy was to see me in a wedding dress lol
>everyone at my school thinks it’s weird as hell that I have a gf
>start to feel guilty about being a closeted gay and decide to tell her
>she says she knew the whole time but didn’t care
>the fact I was gay made me more attractive to her
>she still wants to be my gf but I tell her that’s just not going to work
>feel awful about it
>we stay good friends though
>I officially come out to everyone
>nbd since everyone already knew
>few months later she starts dating some jacked hockey player guy

>>45120761
Maybe I’ll post it later after getting home, I just don’t want to spend like an hour typing it up and then everyone scrolls past it

>>45120911
Awe sweet story

>>45121172
Thank you :), guess I should add that I did continue to let her dress me up after we broke up, but it was no longer a secret thing and soon basically everyone knew I was a crossdresser lol

>>45120265
I still think about one of these threads from 2019 where someone posted like a 10 part greentext explaining how they once managed to spend an entire summer dressed as a girl out of the house without their parents ever finding out

>>45121584
i think i remember something liek this

>>45121599
I remember it was posted over Christmas break by someone in college. Problem is people in their early 20s don’t have crazy stories like that from their teen years anymore which is probably the main reason why crossdressing threads basically disappeared from this board

>>45121365
Its really nice you are each others bestie

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>>45123873 >>45138264

>mom caught me wearing her bra and panties
>I refused to talk about it when pressed
>later found a bag in my room with new panties and a note saying she's not mad and I can talk about it If I want but even if I don't she bought me some so I wouldn't have to steal hers

>get first job
>have money to spend on random shit
>buy makeup and womens clothing to try on "as a joke"
>put in on one day
>look in mirror and instatly break down in tears because im really pretty and realize that im a tranny and not going to be able to stave off the feelings by occaisonally putting on womans clothing anymore
>walk into living room
>cats dont recognize me, run away and hiss

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>>45123873

>be dumb straggot teenager
>the thought of wearing women's clothes icks me out
>occasionally dress up in this bizarre genderfuck way with a suit and headband and bracelets and flowers in my hair
>fast forward a few years
>rogd
>tell parents, they send me to a psych
>think this is taking too long and get on diy
>become more and more miserable
>spend hours lying on the floor
>mom knocks on my door
>WHAT.mp3
>brought a weird tight-fitting shiny black shirt thing
>try it on
>looks horrible with my conetits
>stuff it in the back of the closet
>a few weeks pass
>mom comes back
>brought headbands/comb things that go in your hair
>stammer "I don't want those" and slam the door
>cry

>be a faggy little 7th grader
>let some girls dress me up as a prom queen for Halloween
>look gorgeous
>get lots of attention all night
>immediately want to dress up again
>couple weeks pass
>have the house to myself for an entire Saturday until late at night
>work up the nerve to walk to this hipstery vintage women’s clothing store a few blocks away
>flip through racks of dresses
>have no idea what I’m doing
>owner of the store asks if I need help
>very pretty woman in her 30s
>say I want to buy a dress for my sister as a gift
>she clearly knows I’m lying
>asks what size I need
>say I don’t know
>she asks if my sister is about the same size as me
>say yes
>she starts pulling out dresses and holding them up to me
>she asks which ones I like and I pick out a few
>she asks if I want to try them on
>get super embarrassed but she talks me into it
>go in dressing room and try on first dress
>she asks me to come out and helps zips me up
>she’s being so nice that I’ve stopped pretending the dress isn’t for me
>try on a few other dresses and she helps me decide which one is best
>don’t have enough money for it but she gives me a discount
>walk home and spend the whole day in my new dress

>>45121712
Also a lot of millennial gays grew up before gender hysteria really kicked in so they were free to crossdress and engage in other GNC behavior without people making too big of a deal about it

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>>45120085
picrel

>browse early /lgbt/ since i was interested
>crossdress for a party
>pass except for the face and voice
>dissapointed so didnt troon

>>45122253
That’s like the perfect age to walk into a store and buy a dress for yourself because the saleswomen will think it’s adorable and bend over backwards for you

>>45122903
I bought my first bra and panties set at Macy’s when I was 14. I was terrified but the woman at the register didn’t even flinch

>>45121042
Have (You) posted yet?

>>45122002
Were they cute ones?

>>45122024
>cats dont recognize me, run away and hiss
Foreshadowing for your social life?

>>45122094
>looks horrible with my conetits
Did they ever fill out?

>>45122253
>try on a few other dresses and she helps me decide which one is best
What did it look like?

in the last of these threads i wrote something to the effect of:
>these stories make me sad cuz my memories of being a teenage crossie are all lonely, melancholy ones, and even though i've been transitioning for years at this point, i'm still not comfortable dressing feminine, nor do i feel like i'm free to or like it's a particularly good idea for me to do so
and someone else responded like:
>don't let your dreams die, nona. you should dress feminine.
and the thread died before i could think of anything to say in response and i've been thinking about it all week

>be 5
>get caught wearing a girl's dress in daycare
>humiliated
>parents had to change daycare
>emotional neglect
>develop agp as teen

>>45123873
>Did they ever fill out?
no, this was a couple months ago. idk if they ever will

>be boymoder
>go to club in the city
>change and do makeup with a hand mirror in a toilet stall
>sit on the sidelines scrolling on my phone and watching the people
>girl comes up and asks what the song playing is
>she hears one syllable out of my mouth and immediately walks away
>stumble out of the club overcome with shame
>catch a bus home without bothering to change my clothes
>guys on the bus giggling about how much of a faggot I am

>be me
>4/5 years ago
>just about to start HRT
>decide to go out with my friends for pride
>they encourage me to dress femininely so I can get comfortable with it
>wear a cute top and some baggy jeans to try and fit in with what my female friends wear
>put my hair in a ponytail
>put on makeup (concealer, eyeshadow, mascara)
>go out
>have a really good time, lots of people gender me female which was crazy to me at the time
>gets to midnight-ish
>decide to leave the club for some fresh air
>walk round the corner to the alley behind the club to smoke a cigarette
>hear voices behind me and a man’s voice saying ‘are you alright darling’ to me
>haven’t voice-trained yet so terrified to answer but do my best fag voice
>they get closer
>one of them says how pretty I am
>the first guy comes up close and starts to touch my arm
>not sure what to do and I’m kind of frozen at this point out of fear and confusion
>guy asks if he can kiss me
>say ‘I don’t think so sorry’
>pushes me up against a wall and starts to grope me and kiss my neck
>all his friends just standing behind him watching and smiling
>really panicking because I don’t know if they know I’m a tranny and don’t care or if they think I’m female
>guy moves his hand down to my crotch and tries to pull my jeans off
>at this point I finally snap out of my frozen state and push him off
>run back up the alley to the club holding back tears
>get back to my friends and just break down crying because I was so scared
It was a bad experience but it ultimately didn’t stop me transitioning. I just realised that there are lots of dangers that come with being perceived as feminine.

I almost never crossdressed prior to starting hrt. probably this is part of why these threads aren't big anymore, I've been on here since I was thirteen & developed a severe shame complex around being a tranny that I've only really started to unravel now in my twenties. I'm stealth now but still mostly wear masculine clothes. never worn a skirt. some relevant tidbits though:
>dressed up as a woman for Halloween when I was... ten? nine, maybe? around then. my stepbrother did too but he was less into it & about halfway through the night I got so embarrassed that I had to quit trick-or-treating
>older stepsister used to do my makeup sometimes. pretended to be ambivalent but secretly adored it
>after coming out around 15ish years old my stepmother bought me a training bra & some tucking panties & gave me the clothes that my stepsister had left behind when she left to live with her dad. I never wore any of it, the former two for shame reasons & the latter a combination of it all being tweenager apparel & not my style &not wanting to wear my stepsister's clothes. I have no idea why my stepmom did this for me, we don't get along now & had an awful awful awful relationship then. a couple years later she'd throw out everything I owned
thinking about this kind of stuff makes me really melancholy. I don't really regret my life but my childhood could have been so beautiful if I had been less weird & autistic & ashamed. there were so many girls in my life that would've loved to help me selfactualize wrt sexuality & gender. my actual transition (the parts other than hrt) was slow & miserable & now woman stuff is just very mundane. I cheated myself out of something meaningful

>>45124243
dumb & irrelevant recent anecdote involving dad & mentioned stepfamily:
>visiting dad & introducing him to my bf
>stepsiblings over too, haven't seen stepsister since pretransition because she doesn't get along with her mom
>first bf so everybody getting their first real glimpse of the depth of my gayness
>playing some party game where you have to ask questions to figure out a number everyone but you knows
>stepbrother's turn; has a high number; asks if he could father kids at that age
>I say "yeah but they'd have genetic problems & probably be gay & retarded. that's what happened to me" (my dad had me at 40)
>stepmom bursts into hysterics
>dad completely silent & stoic

i saw, i skinwalked, i came

>>45124275
brvtal
I love it

>Living with grandparents
>they don't force themselves into my room so I can dress up in peace
>getting too comfortable
>the bathroom was right in front of their room
>they must be asleep
>feel comfortable enough that I think I am making zero noise
>tho there's some obvious clacking
>hear some murmuring
>No , don't come out, it's not him
>Who else could it be?
>ran off to my room and grabbed some container
Didn't come out the next day, it not like it wasn't obvious but that was scary

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>>45124100
Rough

>>45124151
Did you get out of fagmoder stage?

>>45124191
>get back to my friends and just break down crying because I was so scared
What did they think?

>>45124275
>I say "yeah but they'd have genetic problems & probably be gay & retarded. that's what happened to me" (my dad had me at 40)
How much do you hate your dad? Because that was coldblooded.

>>45124572
>Did you get out of fagmoder stage?
I haven't girlmoded since if that's what you're asking

>>45120085
The only ‘interesting’ ones I have are just sex stories. The rest are just regular uneventful days.

>>45124828
tell us the sex stories!!!!

>>45124828
We're listening.

>>45124842
>>45125005
They’re really pretty much the same as rhe ones from last time

>>45124572
My friends were very supportive and nice, but the girls were keen to make me aware that going out like I did was stupid and that I needed to become more aware of how dangerous it can be. It was good advice and needed.

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>>45123035
Based

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>>45125468

>mid 2010s
>mom was travelling a lot
>yolo'd and spent several late nights dressing in her stuff and using her makeup
>would jerk off and whore myself on /b/
>compiled everything in a rar file with a password that I would show to a lesbian friend (never did and the rar file is long lost)
>almost got caught and stopped with a few relapses afterwards
>though I've been open about dating a boy once and she always knew I was a little faggy
>been living on my own since 2021
>never considered buying stuff and dressing up again
>what little time I have is spent playing vidya and doing chores
>I also got fat and ugly
the smell of those nylon stockings still lingers in my mind

>>45125033
when was last time

>>45125260
this is exactly what made f1nn troon out

>>45125425
get on hrt already

>>45123873
>What did it look like?
It was a very cute blue party dress from the 90s

Here’s the beginning of my catfishing story that I wanted to post last week. Have to leave now but I’ll try to finish it later tonight or tomorrow if the thread’s still going. Warning in advance it’s kind of an anticlimactic story though.

>beginning of summer before 8th grade
>be an openly gay little twink
>live with mom
>mom buys a condo
>we move out of our apartment
>can’t move into new place for six weeks
>temporarily move in with my fairly rich divorced aunt and two girl cousins
>one cousin is a year older than me, the other is a year younger
>we’re very close and my aunt is a big fag hag so it’s a lot of fun
>mom takes the spare bedroom but stays at her bf’s house most days so is barely there
>I stay in older cousin’s bedroom
>stay up late queening out and doing stupid teenage girl stuff with her
>we decide it would be funny if I posed as a girl and catfished various boys she knows
>not to brag but I could pass as a girl very well at the time
>we make an insta account for my new fake identity and name her Natalie
>tell aunt about the Natalie insta account but don’t mention the catfishing part
>she loves the idea of our little project and wants to help
>goes to her closet and digs out a long brunette wig that I can use
>need to get some good pics for the initial posts and pfp
>go to cousin’s room
>put on knee length pink dress and silver heels
>yes I wore a bra and panties too
>they do my makeup
>put on the wig
>aunt runs curling iron through it
>go outside and pose for pics
>aunt is way more excited about this than expected
>change into a couple other dresses, tweak the hair and makeup, take more pics
>that night cousin and I upload pics to the insta account
>she handles following people and getting followers to make it look real
>really this is all just so we can trick some boys later
>plan is to tell them I’m her cousin from out of town

>>45123873
>Foreshadowing for your social life?
Foreshadowing me passing and looking like a completely different person I guess. The only friends I kept around in adulthood were the ones who would accept me when I came out anyway.

>>45126056
>next day decide we need to get some pics of me out in public
>get dressed up again
>casual sundress, ballet flats, hair in a loose ponytail, sunglasses
>aunt drops us off at big outdoor shopping center
>younger cousin tags along
>roam around getting pics at Starbucks, in various stores, trying on clothes
>felt exhilarating going out stealth like this
>get back to the house
>upload pics to the insta account
>change back into boy clothes
>go to her friend’s house and hang out with a couple other girls
>don’t mention our little project to them
>we all leave to go see The Bling Ring
>meet up with three boys at the theater
>one of them has a massive crush on my cousin
>cousin randomly mentions a girl cousin who will be visiting (who doesn’t exist) in front of them
>next day cousin says we should get some sexier pics to keep ready to send guys
>she does my makeup in a more whorish style
>put on push-up bra and slip skirt
>watch a YouTube video about how to simulate cleavage with makeup
>looks pretty real
>take pics, swap out the bra for variety
>attempt some pics wearing a bikini top and wrap skirt but the boobs don’t work

We didn’t actually start catfishing anyone until like a week later. There was a lot more dressing up in the meantime so I can maybe include that if people want to read it or just jump ahead to when we started the catfishing.

>>45120085
My crossdressing "career" is mostly over. When I say it like that it really does sound like I'm John 50 or an old prostitute, but I am 35 and I will never be the young girl in cute clothes I always wanted to be. One chance at life. Yay

I got to do some things I wanted but mostly missed out on things I wanted.
>went to college crossdressed a few times
>socialized, played games or sports a few times crossdressed
but on the other hand
>never had sex crossdressed
>never got femmed by girls
>never went bra shopping with girls

>>45126235
Same, but without the first 2. At least i have tits now.

old man with aviator sunglasses and a motorcycle helmet that looked like those police ones from the 60s was riding a wide tired bicycle and assaulted me on the street by inching towards me with it after he stared at me.

>>45126235
>never got femmed by girls
Were you gay or straight? Because this one really only ever happens to gay boys

>>45126098
Pretty good so far. If you want to include it.

>>45126394
Bi. In the sex fantasies it's always been me as a girl with a male partner, fwiw

>>45126300
Having boobs would mean little to me if I was home alone. The excitement would be in socializing with people while keeping the boobs hidden

>>45126394
>>45126452
*Closeted bi
I guess being openly gay would be pretty necessary

>>45126472
you mean boymoding?

>faggy kid, closeted, always made fun of for looking gay, have a feminine voice (though not a fagcent)
>crossdress here and there in my mom's or sister's clothes but eventually try to repress and be "straight"
>somehow find a gf
>we have cute dates together, we share our deepest darkest secrets, cry on each other's shoulders
>feel so relieved i can be free from the AGP-faggot-virus
>still give in to the crossdressing urges one day when alone, feel terrible about it
>pray to God to not punish me over this
>YHWH doesn't listen, so she eventually starts growing distant
>very subtle at first and reason that all relations wax and wane in some way
>eventually can't rationalise it anymore
>terrified of losing her however, so do nothing about it at all
>starts being kind of antagonistic rather than just distant, so try to confront her *calmly*
>she flies into a red dark rage, genuinely the most mad i have ever seen anyone
>break up
>eventually find out she's been cheating on me since at least the latter half of relationship
>guy she cheated on me with is so conventionally masculine, feel so heartbroken and inferior
>genuinely spiral into breaking down every night, being sick all the time, cutting myself, want to kms
>give in to being a faggot tranny because the Fates just don't want me to live normally
>start crossdressing again, but with my own discretely purchased clothes this time
>ex then spreads the rumour/my secret that i'm a CD faggot
>bullied everyday, even my parents find out about the rumour and ask me if it's true in a roundabout way
>deny it, unsure if they actually believe me
>troon out at 20 and essentially decide to live a new life after that, completely cut off from the old

don't really care all that much anymore about this, i accept what i am unconditionally, and i'm genuinely happy and fulfilled with my sexual orientation, career, life, etc. now, but it was really traumatic for me to go through this so early in my life

>>45122881
>they were free to crossdress and engage in other GNC behavior without people making too big of a deal about it
What world are you in? Hippie liberal areas still allow this, Christian areas always despised this and called it satanic.

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Here's one from when I was pre transition but trying out crossdressimg irl
>be me 22 with gf at the time
>twink
>can semi-pass with right clothes and make up with my hair straightened.
>she is helping me explore my feminine side knows about trans feelings
>first time out we went to dinner it was successful no hate just a nice dinner
>this time decide to go to hooka lounge/bar
>get there
>very hood atmosphere
>only white people there
>go to order
>some girl comes up to me
>"what is your doin?"
>freeze
>partner covers for me "its her first time out" implying I dont go to bars
>"get her some water or something"
>after she leaves we gtfo
>try another place vibe is immediately off and leave
That was such a weird experience.

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>>45122903
>shadman
Its a shame he couldn't just keep doing stuff like this and meme comics and had to turn out to be a pedophile. I loved his stuff before he started doing Loli and I had to distance myself from ever having liked him at all. Sucks.

>>45128204
I believe the point is that adolescent/childhood crossdressing used to be considered pretty standard behavior for gay youths and nowadays a lot of people use it to question gender identity

>>45127761
Well, think about how young men and young women dress. The girls do wear a lot of outfits that would be really "gay" for a guy to wear, but the rest of the time, they dress as casually as young guys do in a t shirt and athletic shorts or joggers. For a foid going to class on a Tuesday morning, her outfit is externally indistinguishable from the outfit of the dude sitting next to her. I went for that feeling when I crossdressed. My exciting secret was I was wearing a fucking sports bra and boyshorts underneath my outer clothes. I fucking loved feeling like a comfy zoomette.

Girls wear bras to cover their breasts. Something so mundane in the female experience made me unbelievably horny when I imitated it.

>>45128324
It's still allowed in liberal areas, especially ones with people who chant "clothes have no gender" and the like
Just because some people mistake you for a tranny rather than a faggot doesn't mean society has become le bad suddely

>be me, 23 KHHV neet buff manlet
>been gooning to Chinese trap cosplayers for years
>spends most of my time shitposting on 4chan and playing games
>popular on /fit/ for my pictures, some are turned into memes
>femboys are becoming really popular
>ok I wanna try too
>takes few slutty pictures and posts them on /soc/, /fit/ and /LGBT/
>people like them, ask for more
>takes tummy picture with good angle from my bed
>posts on twitter
>instantly retweeted by the biggest person in the industry back then
>starts buying some agp clothes and swimming into attention
>never got so much attention before, my brain is melting, I cannot think about anything else, wants more
>ends up with femboy stuff, a corset, stockings, leather harness, fetish things
>shit I look good in these...
>making a few bucks off onlyfans
>this lasted for about a year
>managed to pull a trans girlfriend off dating app, deleted all my shit (she knew), threw all my stuff
>been together for 5 years, left 4chan for 5 years, only lurking to see people posting my pictures from time to time
>broke up in July 2025, haven't met anyone since, lonely and depressed
>back to 4chan to get attention
>now impossible to take off on twitter, there's no attention for me anymore
>29 years old, depressed buff manlet, pretty much living like a neet again, haven't crossdressed again because cringe and don't want to spend any money, becoming KHHV again

>>45120085

I’m 100 percent convinced I once encountered a ghost while dressing up

>be 13 years old
>parents know I’m gay but keep my crossdressing a secret
>have big stash of girls clothes and makeup that my friend and her sister gave me
>live in 100+ year old house
>mom thinks it’s haunted but I’ve never seen anything
>parents are at a wedding all day
>time to get dressed up
>put on dress and heels
>sit at my desk putting on makeup
>using my laptop camera as a mirror
>listening to music
>hear what sounds like footsteps behind me
>wtf
>turn off music
>listen for a bit but don’t hear anything
>keep the music off
>finish doing my makeup
>walk over to floor length mirror and check myself out
>suddenly hear “you look really pretty” in a loud female voice
>sounded like a teenage girl standing right next to me
>completely flip out
>this happened at like 11AM which somehow made it even scarier
>eventually calm down and accept there was a ghost in my room but it’s probably a nice one
>stay dressed up for next few hours
>never encounter the ghost again

>>45125448
I posted one like a few days ago on the last thread

>>45130476
I think part of me was just glad it thought I was pretty

>crossdress my whole life since childhood
>agp, agamp I don’t know
>try being straight guy for most of my life
>never works
>decide I’ll actually go to club with my CD friend
>it was great time
>felt happy for days after
>start talking to man online
>he’s a doctor who likes troons and crossdressers
>get dolled up
>meet up with him for drinks
>he starts getting handsy and it’s turning me on so much
>go to his hotel
>this is the first man I’ve ever been with
>immediately start passionately kissing
>my tuck has come undone at this point because he was groping me the ride over here
>I pull down his pants and start going to town
>he pushes me on the bed and starts giving me head
>I have to make him stop because i want to have actual sex and not cum right away
>I start riding him cowgirl
>omg this is real
>I can feel myself about to cum
>omg it’s nothing like I’ve ever experienced before
>it just keeps shooting
>whole body feels orgasm as I feel him cum inside
>no going back

>>45123962
still here, still thinking

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>>45133235 >>45171658

As promised.

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>>45133221

For comparison, my AI rendering of it lol.

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>>45137255 >>45146374 >>45151808 >>45171958

>>45120085
Been doing this for decade so I have a lot of stories. I've posted on a few CD threads here before... I wonder If I've told this one before? Can't remember.

>Be me
>Asian guy, bullied in growing up bc I was short and weak.
>enter high school, i'm 90lbs and 4'10.
>gym teacher tells me I'll grow
>graduate now 95lbs and 5'0
>gym teacher tells me I forgot to grow
>go through early adulthood with a major inferiority complex
>discover crossdressing through anime and cosplay
>realize I've been genetically gifted by god with the ultimate crossdressing stats
>I'm short, petite, and have a naturally androgynous face midface is short, nose is small, jawline is not very masculine.
>start buying girls clothes in secret, I still live with my parents and don't want them to know
>On a family trip to NYC I go to uniqlo and buy the cutest panties with bears on them
>One day I come home from crossdressing and take everything off except those panties bc I want tow ear them a little longer.
>wear them all day then when I'm gonna take a bath I put them in the hamper with the other used clothes
>mom finds it and grills me, I tell her I like crossdressing
>I thought she'd be mad but she'd very accepting
>on halloween she helps me with my makeup when I dress up as Megumin
>dad accepts me too
>tfw I have awesome parents who gave me amazing crossdressing genetics
>pic rel is me on a trip to Hawaii where I got my hair cut.

>>45120085
Is there a good crossdressing guide?

>>45133650
Best way to start crossdressing is be a homosexual with an eating disorder

>>45126098
Sum it up in 3 sentences and people will actually read it and react

>>45120085
I got caught by the women who I was babysitting for when I was in HS. She was supposed to be out late but came home early and I was in her bedroom in her panties and hose. She was cranky at first and but lightened up and just talked to me about stuff for awhile. I think she was really amused and curious and made me stand there in her underwear while we talked. I chalked it up to just being super horny and just playin around. She eventually said she wouldnt tell me parents and even gave me her panties to keep. true story. never babysat for her again lol.

>>45135278
It is crazy how many women were surprisingly cool and understanding about this stuff back in the day

>>45120085

>summer before freshman year in hs
>be anorexic fag
>best friends with fun slutty girl
>mom hates her because she’s a bad influence and encourages my ED
>still hang out with her anyway
>her mom is an ex-stripper
>lets us drink at their apartment
>she loves me because I’m such a fag
>would put makeup and her old stripper wigs on me
>they live a few blocks from a big bar/club district
>one night we decide to get all dolled up and roam around
>sequin dresses, heavy makeup, heels, wigs
>walk past a party bus full of very drunk women who are dressed just like us
>start talking to them outside the bus
>friend tells them we’re 18
>they invite us on the bus
>drink and dance with them for a bit
>eventually tell them I’m not really a girl
>they lose their minds
>they all want to pose for pictures with me
>drink and dance with them some more
>bus pulls up in front of a club
>they try to get us in but bouncer won’t allow it
>say goodbye
>really fun night

>>45135513
I still think about that encounter a lot and fantasize about it going differently. I think she got a kick out me standing there and very visibily aroused. it was a good 10 minutes. finally she said go ahead and get dressed which I didn right in front of her rock hard the entire time lol. to this day, I get very turned on by the idea of women seeing me in panties and more....lots of men have seen me but its not the same lol

>>45136507
Maybe it’s just because I was very effeminate when I was younger so they didn’t really think of me as a ‘boy,’ but there were several different occasions when I got dressed up where girls/women acted surprised when I was hesitant to put on their underwear because I just assumed it was considered perverted to do so

>>45135194
The extra long greentexts are what I used to like most about these threads. Just reading a few sentences is kind of boring

>>45136862
I was/am small and supposeldy "cute" even tho I wasnt outwardly feminine. and I was a little womanizer so, i kept my panty play very secret.

>>45128126
ur not a fag!

>>45137123
Maybe she just assumed you were gay?

>>45137208
well she asked if I was and I said no. I couldnt really explain why I was doing it other than it was exciting and I was "just playing around". The erect penis should have given her some clue that it was a horny teen thing to do. I think she had an idea as she did give me her panties to keep. (ill never forget the sly smile she gave me shwne she told me to take them)

>>45128583
I hope you can somehow end up better,
Its truly never too late, wishing you well.

>>45132791
Why the fuck have i never met a fast cummer before, the fuck, seriously i can go to town for 10 mins them moaning and shit and they still dont cum
when i was a butt fag id nut after 5mins.

>>45132928
I can pretend to be the person who said that to you lol

>>45133644
You arr cute!

>>45123962
>>45132928
Oh wow. That was actually me. I was surprised you never responded.

>>45122903
>be me
>misread the heartbeat as BRAAAP
>lose boner because I'm not into braps

It’s pretty funny how the gay anon stories in this thread all seem to involve wearing dresses and makeup while the AGP stories are exactly what you would expect

>>45135184
I have an eating disorder

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>>45171658

Out of curiosity, what places do you like to buy your women’s clothing?

>>45136862
>because I was very effeminate when I was younger so they didn’t really think of me as a ‘boy,’
That’s exactly what my sister used to say about me and I’m not even trans lol

>>45122002
How old were you when that happened? Sounds like your mom is very nice.

>>45137240
If you had lied and said you were gay she might have given you extra clothes to take home

>>45138401
I really just wanted to suck on her big beautiful milf breasts while she caressed my cock thru the panties tho...so I couldnt lie

>>45138728
The anon from >>45120911 got to live out this fantasy but unfortunately was too gay to enjoy it

>>45137393
i'm pleased that you remembered my post. sorry i didn't respond in time.
my response would be: you're absolutely right. it's not so easy, though. but that thread, and specifically your reply to my post in it, shook loose some of the aquarium gravel in my head, which hasn't floated down and settled yet, and i'm actively thinking about all this in a way i haven't in a while.

>>45132791
this is the only good story in the thread, thank you anon

>>45120085
i was crossdressing and pounding my ass with dildos when i was 16, and wanted to meet up with guys and trans girls, but only got the balls to do it at 19. i met a guy who would host gangbangs for me for a couple years. over the years i stopped crossdressing. when i met my trans gf, we were drinking one night and i blabbed about being a little crossdressing whore, and her eyes lit up. she drunkenly dressed me up, put on some makeup, and pounded my ass, and it was some of the best sex we had. now i crossdress all the time with her.

>>45140941
please start hrt

>>45140951
i'm definitely not trans lol. i'm into crossdressing, and femdom, sure, but i know i'm not trans. plus, my girl loves having her big manly man in public be her little bitch in bed.

>>45120085
>crossdressed for fun when I was a teenager
>end up getting very drunk at a party and show a gay acquaintance a photo of it in a moment of bravado
>he freaks out saying he had no idea and ends up inviting me to his “A” friend group
>mostly gay dudes and like 2 trans girls
>kind of annoying people but funny and entertaining in a train wreck sort of way
>gay acquaintance had mentioned I crossdress really well turns out, am kinda pissed at him
>positive attention I get from the group after they find out feels good though
>eventually get pressured into showing a couple photos
>tell me I should do it in person sometime
>say maybe
>try ecstasy for the first time while chilling in one of their basements about a month later
>had brought some stuff to change into, figured the drugs might help me be more confident
>oh boy did they ever
>you already know what happened

>>45141017
they run a train on you?

>>45120085
>first gay experience

>older guy, craigslist, picks me up, takes me to his house

>i'm wearing a cute leopard print thong i stole from my friends sister

>shaved smooth

>i follow him to his bedroom

>he's like fucking 6'5, i'm 5'10, huge size difference

>suck his cock, get him hard

>lay down on my stomach on his massive bed

>he lays down on top of me, moves my thong to the side and enters me

>fucks me for like less than a minute and cums, i'm moaning like a bitch the whole time

>we lay there a little while on his bed, make small talk, i start flirting with him and touching him

>he gets off the bed and stands up, puts my legs over his shoulders and fucks me again, jerks my cock while he pumps me and i shoot a massive load up in the air and hes impressed by how much i came and how excited i was

i miss him, we got together a few more times after that

>>45141034
Yeah kinda but also no. There were 5 people besides me; 4 gay men and one of the trans girls. Didnt lose my buttginity that night but by the next morning I could probably identify who’s genitals were who’s using just my mouth

>>45141060
oooh you suck slut, that's hot. before me and my trans girlfriend started dating i ended up sucking and getting fucked by her, and some of her gay and trans friends.

>>45141068
Lmao yeah. I ended in a quasi-poly-relationship with two of them for a bit a little while after that. Not like a labeled thing but yeah. I dressed up for that group a lot, ended up going out to fetish clubs in the city too. Kinda stopped doing it when I hit 21ish and haven’t thought about it until this year when my girlfriend brought the subject up and I ended up telling her “if you buy the stuff for me I’ll wear it”

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>>45141461

Classy-sexy drag is so underrated. It has a different vibe to it than just dressing like a modern slut.

>>45137205
i am. i'm a faggot and a tranny, it's okay. it's a fun life now and a very unique experience. i don't hate it anymore

>>45141497
Agreed

>>45120085
I once threw on one of my sister's dresses back when the two of us were kids. I remember us finding it absolutely hilarious until my dad saw me and got angrier than I'd ever seen him before or since, scaring me really good. I took that shit off so fast. Joke's on him, though, as I still crossdress.

>>45140410
I hope it leads to something positive for you.

>>45137255
> Why the fuck have i never met a fast cummer before
I’m just insanely horny. If I go even just a day without cumming it becomes so strong for me. I wish I was some guys tranny wife. He’d fly everywhere and we’d fuck nonstop wherever we went.

>>45140986
its ok u can be a cis man on hrt

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my first time with a trans woman was actually at a sleepover with a friend of mine in high school. we were talking about crazy shit we wanted to do with our lives and i was talking about like getting rich and collecting old computers and shit, then she said "when i turn 18 i wanna get on HRT and become a trans woman" and i was like "what but i thought that was just a 4chan meme whaaaa" things progressed, she showed me herself dressed all nicely, things got romantic, it was a nice night. we didnt really end up getting together but we got a lot closer and i eventually confided in her about my own then genderfluidity. i was the first to take the leap though. she died drunk driving a year before i finally went through with it. i miss her a lot. i'm here on the other side of a very long and painful journey wondering if maybe it was for the best she hadn't experienced the last 4 years of political mindbreak and societal exile. she was far too tender and loving for this cruel world.

Maybe not the right thread for this, but one time when I was a kid my mom made me dress up like a girl and pose for pictures with her friend’s daughter. I felt really humiliated by the whole thing even though they kept insisting they were just doing it because I looked cute and weren’t trying to embarrass me

>>45140941
It’s fun to see this post today. Recently I told my wife I wanted to crossdress. We have done a lot of kinky stuff including tons of anal play, I’ve also worn lingerie, but not much beyond that. This time I confessed that I wanted to be completely transformed. She was scared I wanted to transition, but I’m cis for sure and once she understood she was very excited. Last night was our first time trying it and she did my makeup, I put on a breastplate and some of her clothes, fake nails, wig, the whole deal. I looked pretty good actually, I was surprised. She literally couldn’t stop looking at me (partly because I had shaved my beard for the first time since we met) and became so aroused by me be dressed like that. She just wanted to make out and eventually she took me to the bed and fucked the shit out of my ass. She’s already planning to do it again on Halloween. Has ordered a new outfit, new makeup that better matches my skin, etc. We talked about even keeping me shaved below the eyebrows and wearing panties and bra under my clothes from now on. Didn’t expect this much enthusiasm, but I’m happy.

the people in this thread are just demons. Getting to crossdress without dysphoria is just unfair. Its just like drag. Its like saying your fetish is blackface

>>45146189
Which stories are you referring to?

>>45146305
>>45145899
>>45140941
>>45141047
>>45135875
>>45133644

basicly anyone who didnt end up as a troon

>>45146374
Some people just want to dress up and look pretty, but I can see why you’d be jealous of the gays who grew up with women encouraging them to crossdress.

>>45123962
Dont keep yourself locked up. Be who you are inside. You're worth it. <3

>>45122903
probally the only good fucking thing this guy ever did.

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>>45147749

>>45146374
>>45146767

Honestly I just hope to start a side gig doing drag. Make a tiny bit of money. I’ll never match the heavyweights in my area, but I’m content to be one of the small fish in the big drag sea.

>>45147715
you are an enemy of christ

>>45126098
Yes please, i like all of it :)

>>45147749

Because? If God wanted us all the same, why did he make us so different?

>>45147837
god made a society of men and women. You have to pick a side

>>45147850

I’m pursuing an occupation. I dress up in the hopes of being paid for it one day.

>>45145449
Decided to make a greentext

>be 7 years old, only child
>have long hair because mom wished I was a girl
>her close friend had a daughter my age
>stayed at their house one night while my mom went out
>the daughter asked me to play dress-up with her
>spend the evening wearing her princess dresses and prancing around
>of course my mom is thrilled to learn about this
>return to their house like a month later with my mom
>the daughter is wearing a nice dress and makeup
>she’s all excited for some reason
>another woman is there I’ve never seen before
>mom tells me they want to dress me up and take pictures with the daughter
>I don’t want to because it feels like they’re making fun of me and also there’s some lady there I don’t know
>they show me a dress they picked out, it has a white bodice with long pink skirt
>I flip out and refuse to wear it
>mom gets mad, pulls me into a bedroom and yells at me for making a scene
>puts the dress on me and pulls me out of the room
>the women all fawn over me
>I’m super pissed off
>make me sit down and they put makeup on me and a bow in my hair
>taken around the house and have to pose for pictures with the daughter
>our moms tell us to pretend that we’re sisters
>she’s having a great time and I’m completely miserable
>leave a few hours later
>mom yells at me in the car for having a bad attitude and embarrassing her

>>45146374
What stopped you from being an anorexic gay kid putting on a cute dress and heels for a stroll around the town?

>>45149919
social anxiety, being closeted and autism and I was fat until I hit a growth spurt in 8th grade

>>45141497
i decided not to follow through with transition but last year I went to my girlfriend's (never knew about my prior femme-presenting 'phase') friend's house at 4 am and the friend dressed me up in an actual vintage 1870s lavender regency gown with matching hat and stockings and holy fuck i couldn't even pretend i didn't enjoy it. i drank tea and played piano and had a photoshoot and used my british female voice for the first time in many years. violet form downton abbey (ms. mcgonagal) was basically my transition goals anyhow.

this may be the actual dress idk
https://www.etsy.com/listing/1677767178/1880s-purple-duchess-satin-silk-hand?ls=r

>>45149977
Still no reason to call people demons

>>45148982
A shockingly high number of people here will be jealous at this story

>>45150410
no not really this is some trauma shit that makes you a pedophile or sissy later in life

>>45150030
why don't you transition

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>>45133644
>Another story, last year me and my family went to Japan for my birth day
>My best friend is a cisfoid, she came with us and shared our hotel
>On my birthday we went to an Alice in Wonderland cafe for breakfast
>She's dressed gyaru, I'm wearing an Alice style lolita dress
>the waitress are all in really cheap temu/amazon cosplay dresses
>After our meal we go to the elevator to leave
>this girl gets out looks at the worker at the desk then looks at me and asks me something thinking I work there
>I tell her this ain't my shigoto
>she walks away looking like "wtf"
>Then for dinner we meet up with my folks
>We're in this steak restaurant in Asakusa
>mid meal the loudest man in the world wants in obviously drunk
>he's Australian and his speaking voice is louder than I can shout at full volume
>He drunkenly tries to tell the staff something and has to use google to get his message across
>He sits right next to me at the bar
>He looks at me and goes "are you cosplaying Little Bo Peep? Where's ya sheep?"
>I put on my best Japanese accent and said "sorry no Engrish!"
>He gets out his google app and tries to have a convo with me and thankfully my bestie who is white stepped in and told him (politley) to fuck off
>Before we leave he says that we're both gorgeous
>thanks random drunk Australian guy
>pic is me dressed as Alice

>>45151808
are you on hrt

>>45147850

I’m a Heteronormative Bisexual male. Even in drag it’s obvious to those around me.

>>45150640
I’m the anon who posted that greentext and really it wasn’t traumatic but I was just really annoyed and embarrassed by the situation. I didn’t even mind dressing like a girl but it was just the fact I was being forced to do it suddenly without even being given a choice that made it a bad experience.

>>45129162
Spooky! I love the ghost story right around halloween.

>>45154907
I love that story too, imagine how scary it would have been if the ghost called anon a faggot

>>45137469
lmfao fuck u i woke my gf up laughing over this

>>45155685
I actually have thought about this

>>45156240
Muhammad was a bigger pedo than Epstein and far more evil

>>45151922
Not currently. I was in 2024. I liked it well enough but it made me rapidly gain weight that i'm still trying to lose.

>>45158594
well ur in luck just do pio + a glp. being a higher weight than you want is no longer an issue

>>45158606
Honestly I would rather go back on hrt and just be a little smarter about diet. Might also look into t gel since i don't want tits.

Oh wow I didnt think these threads were still a thing. I have a few close calls. I'll just rapid fire them cuz the actual stories arent very long or interesting.

>Used to crossdress when I was like 11-18 privately.
>When i was like 11/12 I had a a habit of cutting up shorts I couldn't fit to make skirts and hide them in the basement closet
>One day my mom finds one of them and presses me about why it's all cut up
>no response
>She just moves on from it
>When I was older and had money I bought some ummm those booty shorts that femboys used to wear
>my mom found some of those in my room too, but cleaned it and just put it in with the rest of my laundry
>I guess she thought it was just underwear(?)
>Other clothes there were more obviously feminine she would just keep for herself (live in my sister's room so she prob thinks it was hers)

I also almost got seen a few times but got damn lucky
>This time im in like hs
>Only one in the house
>Decide to wear my mom's wig and dress
>In my room just fucking around
>eventually just lie down and fall asleep
>wake up to my brother passing by my room
>Throw myself out of bed and immediately change
>Literally whole immediately family is here
>If my brother turned his head even slightly or glanced he'd have seen me

Yeah I was excited but ig all my stories are just mundane AGP shit LOL

>>45148982
Do you have more stories with your mother?

>>45148982
White liberal women need to be enslaved

eunuchmax

>>45160181
meant to reply to >>45158808

i have youngshit fatigue

>be ftm, 12
>somehow manage to find my dad's loosest pair of boxers to wear under my outfit for the day
>fabric spilling everywhere, bunching like mad
It was a failed experiment, lol. Does this count as a crossdressing story?

>>45160208
indeed

>in high school, twink and repressing attraction to men but dating a girl
>for halloween, we decide to go as each other
>we are about the same size, so we fit in each other's typical outfits, otherwise we both wear wigs
>hanging out at friends houses sitting on some steps
>another friend walks in behind us and asks why we weren't wearing costumes
>we turn around and they flip out
>that was really fun and a bit eye opening
>a year or so later she asks if I'm gay and then we break up
>I transition right after that, life is great

>>45161034
What did she wear of yours? Did it include underwear?

thread of lies

>>45161047
no just like jeans and a sweater I always wore and sneakers

I wore her skinny jeans and a cardigan and flats

>>45161062
Should have had her wear your boxers and sag her pants like a dude.

>>45161087
I was a good little christian white boy so that would not have happened. we never even slept with each other (thank god) because we were waiting for marriage

>be 8
>parents bring babysitter on trip with us to help watch me
>wear her clothes while they're all out bc parents don't allow me to wear girl clothes
>they come back while i'm watching "chicken run" and i run upstairs
>quick change, jump into bed
>pretend to be asleep when babysitter comes upstairs
>she comes into my room, whispers in my ear that "we all saw you," and walks out
>neither of my parents mention anything the next day
and i repped for another 17 years! i have so, so many stories like this, starting with my mom abusing me for wearing her clothes at the age of 4. i hate women!

>>45150955
too old, i prefer women sexually, i don't believe in modern medicine, i have faith that i was created to suffer as the gods intended, it would be social suicide, and i have found peace having a bunch of female besties and pursuing traditionally feminine hobbies like baking, needlework, soap/candle making. i don't need to grow tits to affirm my femininity, although ofc i would press the button if i could be born and socialized as an xx.

>>45159905
I don’t really have any other stories similar to that one. I did dress up like a girl a bunch of times after that but it was always voluntarily. I think my mom later realized she would be more successful in “feminizing” me by nudging me in that direction instead of forcing it.

Bump for more cute stories

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>>45160181
No I like my penis

>>45160199

I’m 43. Started late to drag.

>>45160199
Youngshits are women. why compare yourself to them? If you don't pass well there's no point.

If you're ever in Tokyo you should make an appointment here. I went in september and it was an amazing experience!!!
https://www.instagram.com/studio_raar/

>>45161176
>affirm my femininity
idgi is this an elaborate cope or is this actually what transition would have been about for you

>>45167020
then take t blockers idfk

>>45167160
it's not that they pass better, it's that so many of them seem to have experiences of women accepting their femininity. while every. single. girl. i ever tried to be friends with growing up tried to kiss me, "play doctor" with me, or otherwise force me into the boy role. like, what the fuck happened to these younger generations of women to make them so accepting of feminine men? it seems like a big lie to me

I have a couple of stories ig if anyone is interested in them

>>45169283
Of course, that’s what the thread is for

>>45120265
>Last week’s thread was amazing
link?

>>45138264
28

>>45169791
alright i ll bite the bullet i guess. i've never greentexted anything, i am mainly a lurker but here is my first experience ever:

>be me 9 y/o, only child at the time
>one day one of my girl cousin leaves her barbies at our home
>start playing dress up etc. with them and enjoy it quite a lot
>decide to raid my parents closet one day they aren't around, something i always do because my father has cool stuff like nice looking pens and pencils, or other gadgets
>this time, i am looking for some clothes to wear
>pull up a white gown, bra and lacy underwear
>the silky gown feels amazingly soft, bra and underwear doesn't feel that comfortable
>decide to put on high heels for some reason
>look at myself at the mirror and think i look cute
>walk around home, sit and try to cross my legs like women does, feels weird but cute at the same time
>go and play with the barbies again like that for an hour or so, then take off everything and put them to the closet back

>>45121584
Link pls? As well as the 1w ago thread?

>>45126472
>The excitement would be in socializing with people while keeping the boobs hidden
its very stressful

>>45170831
Question for everyone: is it more having boobs itself? Or "looking good in fem clothes"

>>45167020
As far as I remember you dont facepass, are you going to get ffs?

>>45133221
>>45137790
Have you ever seen a woman before????

>>45120265
Okay groomer

>>45128282
Whats wrong with loli?

>>45133644
Hi marvin.

>>45167020
that's some heavy rig ya got there

>>45170517
I’d like a link to the last thread too bc someone posted a really cute story about going to a Halloween dance and I want to reread it

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>>45148982
Anon and his mother

>>45172028
Do you remember any words or phrases that appear, or the approx date?

>>45172489
Pretty sure it was posted on Saturday October 17th, and the thread title was for sure the same

>>45136913
Greentext length seens inversely proportional to likely authenticity

But wgaf

>>45156240
Has anyone here actu dabbled into the bottom-half aesthetics? I've always wanted to, but am worried abt doing so tripping some government surveillance list

I've actually simulated sth like this w/ an inside out shirt over my head, and even that didn't allow me to pass

>>45172530
Found: >>45074826.

>>45172578
yeah i feel the same. see how noone cared about mine >>45170429

>>45172734
Thank you!!

>>45171508
I do. Very easily, bc my face is round and i have a thankfully short midface and androgynous jawline.

>>45171958
I'm not marvin. idk who that is.

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>>45173752

good thread

>>45173490
This and its predecessor might actually be the best thread(s) of the year lol

>>45171471
for me it's the boobs themselves, they look good and they're fun to play with and all my clothes look better with them and I have a debilitating need for someone to feel me up and grope me daily

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>>45172998
yeah uh about that. testosterone is really bad

>>45172578
I thought it was the other way around

>>45172750
cause there was no drama, nothing went wrong

>>45167020
Doesn't explain why you need balls

>>45174022
i see, alright then.

>>45171471
for me it's the thought of other discovering them but im literally a cis m / an advanced cd who doesnt really cd

>>45172142
I saw a documentary about the woman who wrote that book and she openly admits to having a fetish about feminizing boys

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>>45174065
Bc I like to coom.

>>45173997
I'm asian. Not white. I will age gracefully like

>>45174787
we'll see

>>45159104
There was one last close call I forgot to mention but it's a lil gross (fart fetish) so lol scroll away while you can

>Be me, freshly 18 this time
>get jealous of women on ig getting thousands of likes from farting on video
>Decide to make my own account and record myself farting in women's jeans and a pink sweatshirt
>get hundreds of likes
>swarmed by dms from men, some of them on main with their full ass legal names and pictures with their families
>this was before femboys were a thing but idr if I said I was male, a trap, or nothing at all
>completely overwhelmed by the attention
>my brother comes in and asks if he can use my phone for a bit to text someone cuz his is broken
>say sure n let him use it
>after a few minutes I realize that my notifications are on so whatever messages I get from ig will show up even if im not on the app
>start panicking internally
>bro eventually gives me back my phone and all I see is just a message to a girl and that's it
>saved from the most embarrassing conversation of all time

I'm pretty sure it's not a case of him knowing and not saying anything too. He's the type to ask directly about stuff at some point or use embarrassing secrets to win heated arguments (like my dad being into trannies). He did ask if I was gay twice but prob not over that.

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>>45170517, 45171471, 45172489, 45172578, 45172639, 45173752
Wrote these here. Should I share my exps? Hella boring tho. For context I have basically 0 foids in my senpai my age.

>age 3-4, reading a picture book and mom points at "sweater" instead of "dress", kinda let it go
>age 6, having "indoor recess" due to rain, wanna play barbies w/ girls and they're like "fuck off"
>around this time I was seeing my first fictional examples of CDing but didn't feel it to be sth I wanted to do for a while
>upper elementary I'm into video games like Minecraft, and a boy friend group, and I'm the one who "hates girls" the most (tho no real friends outside of school)
>age 9, teacher assigns me to cluster of desks w/ only girls, angry abt. it
>but yeah that was that, they weren't humiliating me or anything bruh
>by now I'd be taking the most sociable/popular girls in my classes each yr and casting them as "my worst enemy"
>earlier it was actu "I hate people 2 yrs older than me" (whom my school tried "buddying" me up with) and I deadass punched this one "worst one of all" like 3x (and she happened to be a foid, possibly Jewish too)
>(aside: recently checked and she's actu lesbo wtf)
>age 11, girl hate and "not being in class w/ guy friends for 2nd yr in row" gets so bad I pummel a bunch of faculty and end up having to go to autismo middle school
>end up w/ no guy friends period
>discover crossplay, sissy porn (written), and how to nut around this time
>mom makes me go to Sunday school at the church my aunt goes to (dislike it bc it wastes a perfectly good Sunday)
>thru Christian resources, learn what "homosexual" is and why God hates it
>do my own research and find out you can't control it
>start borrowing some of mom's clothes (frumpy pink dresses and old skirts) around this time, but these go under the radar putting them back etc. (Some nuts.)
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>(prev picrel was some of these, also some tights too)
>by now abt. age 13, IK what trans is, mid-2010s so am familiar w/ Tumblr/DA "TWAW" dogma, but "that's not me"
>come out as "gay", parents and jew therapist don't rly believe me
>therapist is like "do you goon to men" and "bro this is an excuse to get out of church innit?"
>btw was in church choir att and hated it, my voice was soprano later than others
>one day mom opens up a drawer while doing clothes folding or some shit, finding my stash there ATT
>accuses me, I deny vehemently
>visit extended senpai in foreign country, take some (3 maybe?) of aunt's dresses and nut in em in the restroom (hiding them under the sink)
>after we leave they're just left there
>...twice
>in retrospect, my male cousin must've gotten in sooooo much trouble
>makes me also suspect folks are more onto my CD shit than I give 'em credit for
>later, my aunt (who lives here) is helping take me to/from Sunday school, so I often end up in her house
>I sneak into her closet and steal one of her dresses (and it's more frumpy than sexy, just like every item I've mentioned wearing so far), hiding it in my backpack to take home
>stuff it in MOM'S closet, 200 iq move?
>eventually notice it getting taken back there w/o it having been moved
>I keep retrieving it like the middle school dumbass I am
>one day mom confronts me holding the dress, tho unsure where it even came from (I'm "just as confused as you")
>later have another dress in a plastic halloween pail (silver, glittery) and mom baka finds it while looking for sth else
>an argument kinda builds, incl. dad
>parents are like anti trans (have been since trump '16), and even jew shrink is "gay maybe, trans no, you got a fetish"

Around this time mom was starting to wear fake boobs due to cancer treatment, and, well, you can prob guess what I'd do lol. Prob more obv to her than I thought att. Never actu got grounded/punished for doing any of this btw.

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Early HS came and I was back to a normal school w/o an all autist body

All the while I kept getting jealous of foid classmates and even became platonically close to some. Like my first friend groups (if u could call them that) at first were all girls

Sometime right before covid my folks actu walked in on me one night and there was like a fight or sth

Mom told the jew shrink and the jew shrink was like "what if u asked for ur own drag" or "umm one of my patients (whose name I shall not reveal) had the same problem but he ended up never wearing the new clothes"

The arguing kept dragging on for like 2 days and dad was like "if your failson wants to prance around in dresses why don't you just swing by macy's" but that was shut down pretty quickly (didn't know thrift existed back then)

Ended up conservarepping during covid over being anti lockdown, then picked CD up again during uni (tho still w/ often sickening amounts of repping involved since I still live w/ parents, tho a move out is imminent)

Even today barely anyone irl knows abt this, though counterpoint, I HAVE dressed up on campus (tho usu in like a dress up context since I'll have an ez excuse)

And now it's halloween. But I can't (and haven't bought anything to) dress up as anything bc I'm now living w/ trans hating mom and dad

Hopefully this new lease makes things better, but I feel like I needa wait almost a whole year to have an "excuse" and that just disappoints me bitterly

And even now my (ideal) style is closer to "frumpy" than "sexy"

Maybe it's time to convert to judaism so I can celebrate purim?

>>45172639
There's like some Irish enby with a green hijab

>>45135184
what why? So youll be thin enough to fit into the clothes?

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>>45177182
Nothing sadder than a fat femboy. That's why.

>>45121584
If there's an archive of this lmk cuz I'm dying to read it :)

>>45177182
All the most successful crossdressers are small and petite. Fat ones are gross and sad

Let’s get some cute Halloween stories

>>45180160
Has anyone ever worn a girl's costume to school?

>>45181679
There’s a good post in last week’s thread about someone going to a school Halloween dance dressed as a girl

>>45173752
I don't come here often anymore so that's good timing lol. I wouldn't be surprised if that's true with the quality of threads here. Reading them felt like rolling back the years when I actually enjoyed being on 4chan.

>>45181831
Same as the anorexic forum one

Kinda groomy in retrospect ngl

I couldn't imagine actually wearing women's clothing and not wanting to swiftly kill yourself for being so ugly

>>45182967
You think the women from the pro ana forum were grooming anon? I didn’t read it that way

>>45172639
you could just do like old style cottagecore
imagine not having a bootload of chiffon scarfs at home from your mom but yeah it will make your make skull show more because the hair cope is gone

>>45173997
a lot of this is just muscles in weird parts and overall weight gain which can be lost
and skin aging which will happen anyway