I don't have a reason to fight anymore because I don't have much experience compared to most people my age. Sadly, the only thing I have accomplished is knowing French and Spanish. I am turning 24 soon and have never really been happy in my life; the only time I felt happy was traveling or in nature. I was happiest in Japan and Taiwan, but also in a national park. I am just a useless human being who has no potential left. I failed community college, a course at a community college, and several blue-collar jobs, and I don't have any actual experience beyond those failed jobs. I mostly just plan on dying. I have 3 items left on my bucket list: I just wanna see Zion, China, and New Zealand. After those, I can die happy thing is, someone with a 60 IQ like me can't do anything; it's over for me anyway. Most people my age have careers and/or have started oneI been failing since March 24 2003 3 am
Why not start on something new like gardening, fishing or growing a mushrooms. It could be fun.
>>225899817You're not cute
You live in a first world country. It's not over for you.