The last time I wasn't sad was when I was withdrawing from speed and I felt nothing, and that was nice, but is there another way to not be the sad? What makes people happy IYC?
ketamine
sit still and stare at the wall for at least an hour
>>225896320I don't know. Im burnout zombie with no emotions and pleasures awaiting for a catastrophe
maybe it's a coming of age thing but eventually I just got fed up and stopped, nothing in my life changed but I came to the conclusion being sad is a waste of time and now I try to enjoy the little things, I cut a lot of BS out of my life that was causing me nothing but stress, even though I work I feel as if I've retired in a sense, I'm fine with dying having achieved absolutely nothing
>>225896320get a gf.
