>spent the past week agonising over whether to request a transfer to a job in a different city that would've required going into the office but maybe could've advanced my career>started binging on junk food out of stress and indecisiveness on Wednesday, breaking diet for first time in weeks>binged on Thursday, then Friday, then realised I wasn't eligible for the transfer anyway after reading the terms>binged one last time today on Saturday, but it was really dull because I was wired up with sugar anyway >went to gym for first day in 4 days>bought ice cream and chocolate this evening and saw students dressed up and realised it was Halloween and normies were having the times of their lives and I'd never been to a Halloween party in my life and was an ugly mid-30s male with a failed lifeI am sure I will go back to my regular diet tomorrow. Before Wednesday I was around 21kg lower than my typical weight a few years ago, which is quite incredible.Frequently when I feel really low and pathetic in life I start watching anime, since I see it as unapologetic loser slop. But I never like it because it's so transparently indulgent kids nonsense.I am no longer right wing. I will not lift a fucking finger to help normies stop being replaced by third worlders. Three simple words: DIY.I sometimes wonder if I could bear working minimum wage if I lost my job. My thoughts on this vary.
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>>77594187Get back on the horse and hit the gym brother. You'll feel better once you start sticking to it again. You'd probably survive a different job if you have to.. just don't forget that this is not your current reality. Let the thoughts pass, pick yourself back up, and stick to your routine. All will be better once it becomes routine again. You Got This.
