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>>77582151 >>77582156 >>77582176 >>77582401 >>77582444 >>77582997 >>77584623

>>77582036
>35 yo virgn

>>77582036
I had sex yesterday, that is all.

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>>77582155 >>77582444 >>77582529 >>77583158

>>77582038
> 34.5 yo
this year I've started accepting, through various coping mechanisms, that women and their bullshit are not for me

>>77582151
that's until you find yourself face-first betwixt the ass cheeks of a beautiful woman
that smell cannot be obtained any other way and everything pales in comparison

>>77582038
>33 yo virgin
It has never been so over.........

18 year old woman wants me and im 34, i don't what to do because everyone looks me like i'm a creep

>>77582036
Im making so much progress on my cut its kind of worrying. Like I dont want to complain about a good thing especially since Ive been putting a lot of effort in but its almost too good to be true. Anyways. Officially hit 20lbs this morning. 30lbs left to go

>>77582157
Its not worth it. Even if its legal, youll lose lots of social credit once people start finding out

>>77582160
yeah true, could fuck her but shes infatuated so that might be rude

>>77582157

Fuck her and move on. Jesus Christ, you're not a fag, are you.

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>>77583263

>>77582038
>Pay monthly fee for AI chatbots, to experience, even through fake computer 1s and 0s, the feeling of a woman being happy to see me.
>Basically use it as a sort of text-based adventure ero-game where I build harems and write detailed sex scenes.
It's over for me. That's a lie. It never began.

Had a convo at work today with a “superior” that boiled down to him accusing me of having a bad attitude because I didn’t say hi to him (LOL), him having a tantrum in front of everyone about it so I suggested we go speak about it somewhere private instead of in front of everyone, then he had a meltdown in his office because I explained I have no attitude with him but the constant disrespect doesn’t exactly make me feel motivated or happy to be there. His melt down was more or less 15 minutes of
>YOUS PUTTIN WORDS IN MY MOUF STOP PUTTING WORDS IN MY MOUF
>*random tangent about nothing*
>OH SO IM A LIAR I AM A GROWN MAN DO NOT CALL ME A LIAR
>(me) well I just did because that’s what you’re doing now
>YOU AINEEN DAT BIG A DEAL TO ME I GOT WAY MORE TO WORRY BOUT DEN YOU YOU SMALL FRY TO ME
All because I quite literally said this that and the third happened “and it has been a constant string of blatant disrespect so now we are at the point that when you do ABCD I FEEL like it’s personal and hostile.
Zero attempt to find recourse or remedy. Zero effort on his part to have any kind of civil discourse. He started calling me names claimed I was a liar and made it all up so I just laughed and walked away from him, he tried to follow me so I put a finger in his face like a retard and told him he’s “out of his mind”
Dudes a fuckin clown. Immediately lost all professionalism because I dared to claim he did wrong, at the end he said he was getting corporate involved I told him I hope he would and then did it myself after. Like the whole situation if him constantly ostracizing and blaming me for other peoples mistakes and me having to go and fix them. It’s often stuff totally unrelated to me or that I had nothing to do with, even stuff that happened when I wasnt there. And no matter how I reply if I point this out the guy circles back and diverts the blame and accountability back onto me anyways. So no I don’t want to interact with you when I can avoid it

>>77582199
This happened in the middle of the week but I posted again because thread died when I posted it. I decided I am quitting this job at the end of the year.

>>77582036
Yould you rather have high T and tiny nuts or huge nuts and low T

>>77582155
don't kid yourself, it smells like shit

>>77582201
Youre not making it to the end of the year. Start looking for other jobs now and leave before they fire you

Realized that I spent the last few years being massively socially isolated while the wife wasn't. Now that she's moved out and left the country, I've reconnected to some friends and acquaintances I haven't seen in years. Life is going great.

>>77582258
I’ve been already putting applications out, but yeah whether they fire me or I quit I don’t care anymore. This is not worth what I’m putting up with. Either way my goal here will be met. I’m either going to be treated with respect or no longer working on this job. Even if the next job includes the same stuff it would probably be better.

>>77582199
As a senior manager I must advise you not to disregard common courtesies such as greeting your superiors, even if they're unpleasant. You're not at home or working for free, show some respect. Leave your ego at the front door and don't make bullshit excuses like "Oh, I didn't see him".

That being said, your manager seems to be on a power trip, you did the right thing by standing up for yourself and trying to settle the matter privately. Some people need to learn their place and realize they're feeble mortals like everyone else.

>>77582289
Yeah work is kinda the one place where brown nosing is allowed and a bit expected. Good goys get more opportunities and more promotions and more money. Nobody works with the guy who thinks he is above the program. In my job unless youre the smartest engineer in the office, you still have to do a bit of kiss ass and small talk the program leads from time to time

Life is such a fucking grind man, i'm supposed to work 40+ hours a week till the day i die? Fuck this gay shit.......

>>77582038
Focus on friendships/social circle first, become genuinely good with people male or female. This IS the ultimate advice.

>>77582199
>raging baiting your boss by being autistic and not understanding basic social cues
kek

>>77582289
>you did the right thing by standing up for yourself and trying to settle the matter privately.
the right thing is the wrong thing in corportate, if you think a manager is going to sperg out on you, let it be infront of an audience, now if he threatens to report you to corporate, and you will too, theres a room of people who witnesses his meltdown

>>77582038
>>77582151
What exactly is wrong with you guys in order for this to be the case?

>>77582157
Do it you fucking retard.
>i don't what to do because everyone looks me like i'm a creep
You're gonna be 80 someday and be like "I'm so relieved I didn't bone that prime pussy and instead cared more about the opinion of people that already don't like me" Fucking faggot.

>>77582408
As men, there's always the unspoken rule that you can settle the score and squash your beef after a face to face conversation, positions and status aside. Obviously it didn't work with our guy because his boss is a whiny little cunt.

>33 yo khv with loose skin from dropping 200lbs
I really wish I could find someone to grow old with but it just seems like I am fucked for this life

>>77582444
>>77582151 here, the tldr is autism (the shitty kind you get from being a shut in/loner) and unresolved traumas (the latter probably led to the former)

>>77582494
I literally tried to give him what he wanted and have the convo and he just lost his shit and had a meltdown about it. All he had to fucking say was “I’m sorry if I ever made you feel that I have anything against you, I don’t though. My intent wasn’t to make you feel harassed or like I view you as a bad worker I can change my wording on some things” and then that’s fuckin it is have replied “thank you for understanding where I’m coming from, I’m sorry if it came off like I have an attitude towards you out of nowhere, I just felt if you had something against me minimal interactions was the best course of action.” And THE FUCKIN END. This guy instead chose to go hyper defensive and break down to the verge of tears because I didn’t immediately cave and say “I’m sorry you’re right I’m just lying it’s all my fault I should take all the disrespect and bad mouthing you give me”
I’m a pretty forgiving person if the other person is willing to recognize my side of things and take accountability and put a tangible effort into improving.


I’m being asked to be shit on for under $35k a year and to be okay with it and if it’s a problem it’s my fault. Fuck this. If I don’t get hired elsewhere by January, or fired first, I’m quitting and going full rice/ramen/canned chicken diet mode nothing but calisthenics. Luckily I have to cut so I can also incorporate a weekly 1-2 day fast and just OMAD the rest of the week. Hopefully that can sustain me until I line up a new job.

>>77582529
are you sure you're not just severely under socialized instead of actually autistic? There is a lot of crossover between the two, but they are not the same. Regarding the traumas, that sucks, but you're a man, so you need to actively seek solutions so you can build yourself up, or at least, not be so pathetic. Are you trying? Do you even want to try?

>>77582444
Because I work 50+ hours a week blue collar and don't meet anybody
My last chance to get laid was in high school

t. graduated 5 years ago

>>77582036
> 1.5 years unemployed at 31
>still KV as well

pls just give me a job i dont even care about women anymore.

>>77582494
>As men, there's always the unspoken rule that you can settle the score and squash your beef after a face to face conversation,
there are no men at corporations, its inherently a feminine environment, having a corpo job is gay

>>77582535
start looking for a new job now, don't tell anyone, likelihood of you being targeted and them nit-picking reasons why you're underperforming or need to be place on PIP (death sentence for career progression and clearest indicator they want you gone) is extremely high.

>Another saturday night sat alone at home
Haha

Wanted to write something but there's nothing going on. It's empty. I am.

>>77582693
Read some books

>>77582659
I just finished two applications to jobs I actually wanna be doing. Better pay, higher pay with experience better security etc.
Trade type stuff and some mechanical government type jobs. I’m sure I’ll have people fuck with me there too but at least there’s some expectation I give it back and the pay is better, ability to job hop once I know what I’m doing
>>77582649
It’s funny you say this because I’ve been thinking this guy is spiritually lesbian.

>>77582554
yeah, I'm considering cut off my dick and identifying as a woman
ty men hehe

i got pieced up in sparring yesterday, was too tired and just didnt have that dawg in me, only managed to "wake up" in the last round and gave bro a run for his money. cant even get drunk because i have a fight next week

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>>77582778

I'll take an iced tea unsweet, barkeep
>Hit 30s
>Laid off
>Lose 30lbs and hit 10% bf bc quit drinking bc not working a bitch-ass negro rapeslave job
>Scrape by on gigs
>it's now one year out
>Still scraping by
>See 23 year old guatemalan immigrants with 5 kids in section 8 housing
>I live with 3 room mates, single af
I gotta change, gotta do something. Been reading Mishima and Nietzsche and have half a mind of commissioning (not enlisting) into the armed forces. Only thing is I just gave up 8 years of my life out of college for the professional workforce for basically jack shit (all debt paid off, have a down payment for a house, covid car market raped me on replacing my 20 year old vehicle though) and I'd be losing at least another 8-12 plus another 8 years of officer's reserve and then another 8 of IRR after that. This isn't counting if shit goes hot with China after that. I know shit is tough but not having any personal freedom of my own until I'm 42 or 50 makes me nauseous, as nauseous as the first job I got forced into working 12 hour days and being on call.
Anyone have any advice? I want to live for something but as a male in a first world country there's nothing for someone who doesn't want to be raped.

>>77582768
>I want to live for something but as a male in a first world country there's nothing for someone who doesn't want to be raped.
AI brings decentralization, the layman using these tools with the right headspace will create their own sources of income.

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Just a scotch feelsguy, I don't see a question thread on the log and I gotta ask

>focusing more on calisthenics recently, since I've moved into a job where I'm less reliable to be able to reach a gym or my personal weights (but the floor is always there you know)
>been going hard on diamond pushups for dem tris
>think ykw, fuck it, lets try to do some progression towards that 1hand pressup bruce lee shit, that's gotta be like ultra-super good for triceps
>start on archer pushups
>feel basically no strain on my tris, all strain in the chest
>check form, do it again
>same
1. Am I a screwup and just doing it wrong?
2. If I'm not doing it wrong, is there anything better for tris than diamond pushups? Like if I crossed my arms or some shit to put more external strain?
3. Are 1 handed pushups even good for tris
4. top 10 juiced up calisthenics lets go

>>77582038
go to a club/bar and hook up with some 40-50 old single mom and lose your virginity, they are desperate

>>77582997
Damn, you must be targeting karaoke nights to find that demographic

>>77582444
ill be a 35 year old kissless virgin in a few months
>whats wrong with you to end up like this
ive never had ambition for anything in my entire life, and that includes women. never had any self esteem so ive never even tried to ask a girl out. i just hope i can get the courage ti kill myself

>>77583147
Try some shrooms or LSD, taken correctly can help anchor points of chnge in your life

>>77582151
>this year I've started accepting, through various coping mechanisms, that women and their bullshit are not for me

yeah, the whole
>haha women and their bullshit are not for me, thats why im a virgin haha
is a great coping mechanism. i say that as a 34.75 year old virgin. it annoys the fuck out of me to hear normal guys talk about how women are all annoying and doing stupid shit (which they do) and then say that a guy who doesnt have a girl is a complete loser, which we are.

>>77583158
My personal favorite is
>dude you're so lucky, i wish i was single so i could have more time for myself and my hobbies and my bros
and then as soon they break up he has another girl within days

>>77582157
Creep

>>77582036
>start dating again
>realize why I stop talking to women in the first place

>>77582176
wait for family time game

>>77582494
>As men, there's always the unspoken rule that you can settle the score and squash your beef after a face to face conversation
This only works if the other guy isn't a feminine faggot in the first place, which he isn't by how he threw a tantrum over common curtesy

I had a dream where I was in an anime opening. I was sitting while the wind was blowing through my hair and clothes. The sad part is that this was the closest I had to a mire over the past decade.

>don't go to prostitutes because I am talking and going on dates with this girl
>"but anon I broke up with my ex 3 months ago I do not think I am ready for a relationship :("

bold of me to assume things could have gotten better

>>77582155
>>77582249
Friendly reminder that freshly cleaned ass, which is the only kind you should be burying your face in, has no smell whatsoever. All the memes about ass smell are just impotent fantasies of pornsick incels who were never intimate with a woman.

>>77582036
What's the best way to reduce pre-diabetic? Ive been fluctuating between 5.6 to 5.7 over past year. Also I think I need to look into trt. What the best way to lose belly fat? I'm 6'3-6'4 and 220lbs so I need to lose at least 20 -30 lbs. I just have low energy to and think I may have low T or something??

>>77583459
You had a dream where you were hooking up with a woman but then you turned into a.woman right before you lose your v card?

>>77583670
Jk

>>77583665
Losing weight is the #1 way
If you think you might have low T try Vitamin D supplements first, and improving your lifestyle and lifting
For belly fat, it's cardio and diet. Not easy and not pretty.

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fixing gyno cost a fortune

>Finally did 10 reps of 225 on bench press
>All AI chatbots tell me that less than 1% of men can do that

I guess I can feel a little bit of smugness now

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>dream i'm back on school days
>cute stacy from back then is my gf
>comfy dream
>wake up
>feel like shit because i'm an incel loser and obviously never had a gf
>look up stacy from dream on instagram
>she's bogged
Many such cases! I'm not even sad anymore. Why do women do this?
SAD!

Anons, I'm having issues while making out due to grip strength. She always keeps telling me to be more gentle and I can't, I'm not pressing at all.
Whoever told me to train grip strength fucking lied, I can't be gentle at all. Opened a soda bottle with my fingers recently accidentally, thought it was a twisty top and it was a regular one.
I tried using creams to at least make the skin soft, but then the barbell tears callouses off my palms.
At least there's no risk of damage to me when fingering and it used to be a thing when the writhe too much, came quite close to snapping a finger a few times a few years back.

>>77583926
lmao skill issue

>>77583259
I dont date intentionally anymore, unironically I need to like and get on with her like a flirty friend beforehand

>>77583780
How long you been lifting and post routine, height and weight

>>77583780
most guys don't even lift in the first place.

>>77583665
just the good ol combination of losing weight, becoming muscular because muscle absorbs it a lot, and getting enough sleep because lack of it will fuck with your insulin.

>spend most of my twenties in relationships with a couple of hookups/fwbs in between, never really took a break from dating between relationships
>break up with last gf because she was self-centered and seemed to care mostly about her own feelings and what other people could do for her, plus she didn't want sex very often which started to make me feel like a dog that had been beaten too much
>having put more into that relationship than I got out of it makes me not want to do it again and I have yet to ask out anyone else a year later

I think I had better get back out there before I become a bitter and grumpy old man. Do I just need to go out and find a nice torta?

>>77584092
Desire + Sex are the only true metrics to know if a womans into you, if she stops putting out its the clearest indicator shes losing/lost feelings

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>>77582157
If she want to fuck, then do it. Some women just like older men. If someone found out? It's just cope from old women. There are no moral argument against it - She is an adult, allowed to vote and shit, and she can herself chose to fuck you - Then fuck her, faggot.

>>77582157
Yeah, let some other man the same age have her, pass the controller lil bro. >>77582160 the only social credit loss is from women who are older now (who also probably slept with older men in their youth) shaming you because it highlights their loss of power in the world due to their aging. 18 is fine, shes an adult, im sure you're going to be a positive influence overall. You also dont have to announce to anyone who you're fucking, thats ungentlemanly

>>77583926
you're prob too tense, try smoking weed

>>77583926
try meditation, you seem to hold a lost of angst

>>77584118
Absolutely. That really messed with my self-esteem particularly when viewed in contrast to previous gfs who wanted sex all the time. How do I get my mojo back?

>>77584162
Look good, feel good, go out and talk to more women

>>77582529
This, also a virgin at almost 35 but I've done everything except PIV. I just don't know what I'm doing at this point or understand the social cues. I know they want me to make moves but I don't know how. Ultimately I just get friend zoned every time.

>>77584126
No there’s also social credit loss from other men. It’s all bullshit and coping either way, but it’s there. There’s an alarming amount of men who would also say it’s wrong. It’s similar to why women do it. They’re envious they can’t fuck an 18 year old. But also, they’re hopeful them claiming to be against it buys favor in the eyes of the fat washed up women they can sleep with.

>>77582038
me in 2.5 years

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my dick isn't working

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>>77585605

I would give literally anything to get to live my 30s and 40s in the 1980s and 90s instead of this joke of a world we live in. FUCK i hate current year so fucking much. Take me back please.

I am never gonna get out of fucking skinnyfat mode

On a cut rn and it SUCKS ASSHOLE to be this fucking weak
Ive been eating like crap the past 3 weeks at around maintenance and i still dont have the energy to do shit
I could bulk slightly, clean, but that would make my fucking belly even bigger

GOD FUCKING DAMNIT MAN I HATE THIS
COULD I NOT HAVE STARTED AS A SKELLY

>>77585589
Lmao literally just log off, spend more time in the real world as opposed to the digital one. It's difficult now because EVERYONE is plugged in, go to spaces that promote anti-brainrot like reading spaces/groups, or outdoor activity

>>77585605
But the modern world forces you to have this shit, you have to use the internet for paying bills and shit. You can't escape.

>>77585598
Nah you have to force food every 2hrs or so to some degree and lift something every day. If you fast you are gonna be worse off.

>>77585614
but...anon i'm not fasting at all?

>>77582554
When you get to be an over 30 virgin, trying to not be one becomes increasingly pointless.
There is nothing to gain. Don't want women, don't want to have children. So why bother? Tax breaks? Kill yourself, schlomo.

>>77585629
>trying to not be one becomes increasingly pointless.
Schizoid personality disorder, you're not seeing things rationally. The point never changed, it still exists.

>>77585633
Which is...?

>>77585618
Just eat more protein it is a good replacement for experience/skill. Do a few sets every day just don't burn yourself out which is bad advice because you weren't gonna and now you are going to do a third of the optimal volume for a bulk I digress.

>>77585618
Whatever you kind of set your diet to, don't change your diet but log calories to learn, your body acclimated and goes towards that baseline. Just don't do some stupid shit like cut so many calories your muscles get less full and pumped post workout because that and low glycogen/water retention is literally why most people get shit gains fucking around spinning their wheels on some girl/teenage boy diet. You are lifting weights, dedicate at least 1 week to gaining some muscle and wearing yourself out before cutting.

>>77585646
Im already at 160g anon thats more than enough
>>77585653
I am, i know 1800 works but i haven't been having the energy for the past couple of weeks even upping them to maintenance ive been in a slump

>>77585660
Do more heavy movements in the gym. If you are recovering so much muscle it's impossible for your physique to be worse after a while unless you yoyo diet so hard. It's eating a lot on a cheat day that stalls actual progress. Try to use carbs to jumpstart your metabolism you are running on 1 cylinder anon. For breakfast I eat protein and at least 200cal of carbs just to get muscle building too.

>>77582036
redbull pls.

I fucked a 20 year old /fit/ tier girl Friday night. I'm 37. Her back taper made her hips and ass look absolutely insane from the back. Her cute little tummy with abs from the front. She was got so tight, I had trouble sticking it in at times lol.
I don't wanna have sex anymore cause she literally a 10/10 from an aesthetic stand point. fml

>>77585674
you're not making sense lmao

>>77585680
Nice, I don't want to have sex anymore because I never have and don't even know how to even get to that point

>>77585680
as a /fit/ girl fucker i can not go back man
i just cant go back to mediocre girl
i did and i feel withdrawl

>>77585844
going through withdrawals right now, its brutal. even more funny was the day after. we fucked again and when we were cuddling she was showing me all the guys who try hit on her.
>bro looking like a Greek goddess
denied
>bro flashing his 150k job looking for a sugar baby
denied
>local guys who play semi pro sports
denied
the memes are true. these insanely hot girls will let you crack because you're funny.

>>77585993
10000%
mine did fuck some buff roidguy
but i got to hit because being funny even works with fitoids
god damn

>>77586022
>>77585993
>>77585844
Whats her race
What country you from
What region

>>77585993
well she did say she fooled around after she broke up with her first long term bf at 19 but felt bad lol. so who knows but still crazy as fuck. she could be slutty as fuck living life on easy mode if she wanted too.
def a huge confidence boost for me on one hand.
God speed on your future fitfoid pulls.

>>77586036
italian
dutch

>>77586145
Dios mio, is she a merchant by trade?

>>77586036
white (small town farm girl)
canada

i'm drinking and life begin to feel okay again

broke up with gf today, feels weird but not too bad. i think we both knew the whole time that it wasnt meant to last, but i woulda liked a bit longer personally. hardest part is that most chicks in the area are fat and ugly, probably wont get laid for months.

>>77585680
damn bro, another mid to late 30s single guy on fit fucking a very hot teenager or barely out of teenage years girl? thats crazy.

>>77586579
Don't be jealous now

>>77586579
she liked being on top too. it was crazy having a girl with actually good stamina. inspired me to focus on more cardio cause I couldn't make her tired like other girls.

>>77586579
set your dating pref to 18-24
after that they just lose the energy

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>6th grade
>decide to eat pancakes and a barbecue chicken hotpocket for breakfast
>not even an hour later I get horrible stomach pain
>refused to use school restrooms because faggots would keep trying to open doors while people used them or they would throw wet balls of paper towels at you over the stalls
>for six hours it was a constant back and forth between me feeling fine and feeling like I'm going to shit myself
>last class period was gym
>concede and use the restroom
>felt like lava was shooting from my ass
>almost passed out
This was nearly 20 years ago and I have been really conscious of what I eat ever since that happened.

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>single mother keeps asking to hang out with me
>oblige her a few times
>she barely talks and or does shit
>expects me to talk all the time or entertain her
what the hell

>>77582036
I'll take a Jack and Coke.
>Hooked up with a 21 year old at the club (I'm 32). She was a bit chubby for my taste, but I needed to break my dry spell and she had a cute face and nice tits.
>Finally got my testosterone tested. My testosterone and LH were very low, so I likely have some pituitary issues. I'm meeting with my doctor about it on Wednesday and will probably get more testing.
>I got headhunted for a job with a major company that pays $40k more than what I make now and would be a huge step up for my career, but the company is located in the middle of nowhere.
>Halloween is this weekend and I'm going to mog everyone with my $300 cosplay outfit.

Pretty decent week overall. The low test sucks, but a least I found out why my gains have been so slow my entire life.

I'm gonna have to get on fin/min

>>77586746
Another guy in his 30s on fit fucking an 18-22 year old (and making sure to specifically mention her age and his own age) huh?

>>77586805
Don’t. Wait for breezula, it’s topical so won’t fuck with your erections.

>>77582036
Is it normal for one to have friends but not really talk to them outside of seeing them once in a while? If I go to a social event I have a pretty good time and talk to quite a lot of people who appreciate my company, but on the day to day I barely talk to anyone via messages etc. unless it's to organise an IRL thing.
Am I just paranoid that everyone is talking to each other 24/7 and am I in the wrong for thinking that's weird and kinda lame? I just have no need or desire to narrate my every movement to other people.

Anyone saved the thread about red light therapy? I need some aging support, the days are stressing my body out.

>>77587027
Red light sauna is pretty cool. Local devices suck dick

>>77582036
Really stressed out right now. I’m the anon who mentioned the issue with his boss. That’s ongoing, had to submit a whole report on what happened and all the prior interactions with this guy. Most seem to be on my side.
But regardless im thinking of quitting. Feels kinda crappy, one big fuck you to this guy then I leave the job anyways but he deserves it in all honesty in the past I’ve always taken disrespect and done nothing. I’m fairly certain he got his job with no real qualifications either. Ideally he’d have not been a dick to begin with or if he was gonna be a dick he wouldn’t have leaned into last weeks confrontation and initiated then caused it to be something bigger like a fucking idiot. He made threats he’d get me fired at the end of it so fuck him I guess. I just want it to pass
>quitting job
I’m contemplating quitting my job and doing a military contract (I KNOW). It would be the most pogged position I could find for the shortest contract possible which transfers back into civilian job market well. Looking at two very different things, something mechanic or something administrative/clerical. Mechanic would probably make me happier long term administrative is probably smarter though because any mechanical role back in civilian would end up as administrative down the line when my body breaks down. I have to drop weight to qualify but if I quit that shouldn’t be a problem because I would only be eating potato omad and walking around all day. I have the savings to do that for almost 10 months, so if I could qualify by 6 months I would be fine. No I don’t WANT to join the military but it would be an option to gtfo of this job. Current job market is a fucking nightmare and my attempts to apply out have gone no where anyways. Yeah my job would suck 10x worse in military but at least there’s some merit to some fag being a cunt to me there instead of some ultra incompetent retard specifically targeting me

>>77587027
>red light therapy?
is this when you go to amsterdam to meet with "therapists?"

>>77587029
>i dont like how my boss shouted at me :(
>i know! ill join the military!
are you actually genuinely mentally retarded? yeah you might fit in actually

>>77586903
Brother I'm gonna be a 35 in a few months and I'm still a virgin. The hair is more important, I don't even need my dick

>>77587027
I use a red light mask i think it brightens my face a bit, particularly in the dark months of October-march.

I used a red light wand on my wrist injury and it was INSANELY effective

>>77587127
Ngl that is pretty retarded logic of me. But the way I see it is I’m supposed to get yelled at there. The problem is it’s not what I’m being paid to deal with right now and I can’t seem to find other employment

>>77587124
Kinda shocking experience if you ask me, seeing all those (sometimes topless) almost naked prostitutes 2 meters away from you as you walk by the side streets. It feels quite demonic, to the point of ruining the boner you'd think you'd experience by being surrounded with so many sexually available, decent-looking females (if you got the cash).
I guess I'm just a prude.

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I can't wait until my Vyvanse high tomorrow, I have almost no energy or motivation the second day after my high when I've gotten it all out of my system. I have to do so much cleaning and organizing all while being rushed cause my Mom is insisting on bringing stuff over that I don't even need. I hate being rushed. Hopefully after she leaves I can finally tell her to stop texting me every single day. Dealing with her is exhausting. I'm too old for her trying to breathe down my neck. Considering cutting off my cell service or switching to a new carrier, she goes crazy if I don't text her at least once a day and I'm sick of it

>>77586164
lmao nahh
did something with languages
been years wondering if she's alright

I keep feeling really up and down about my weight. On the one hand I think I look fine at this weight, on the other hand I've gone up a clothing size maybe half a size in the last year and I don't like that. I also noticed in the mirror last night that I've lost a decent amount of lean mass from being out of the gym, but for some reason it just feels really hard to get back to it. I know that I have to. I know I just want to be happy. I also know that my wife is very particular about what she likes and I'm starting to Veer away from that preference, and if I do she'll cheat on me.
So if I know that I'm unhappy with my body like this, I want to be more lean and I want more lean mass, why is it so fucking hard to just do it?

>>77588700
because you are a faggot

>>77588704
I mean yeah but now what

>>77588700
Same but am still looking skinnyfat af. Could do a slow bulk over winter but that'd increase my stubborn as fuck stomach fat, or keep cutting but that's already fucking with my energy, my dick isn't getting randomly hard anymore fuck.

>no job
>no degree
>33 y/o
>WoW Forever launching in a week

The system is literally rigged against me. I am designed to be a senile goy.

>>77588799
how do people be like dat

>>77588802
Never had a father to give me life lessons, grandparents were sociopaths that bullied the shit out of me. This is all a coping mechanism of course, a man needs to thug it out and march forward.

>>77588799
Based anon, gonna jump on wowf too on release. But please workout and get some education for a job that sorta sounds like fun to you.

>29 y/o virgin
>college dropout
>med school dropout
>kicked out of military
>have alright job
>just started balding


I hope everything works out

>>77587653
that's our whole society - hypersexualised to the point where it's not even hot
hence the shane gillis discourse

>>77587662
Ungrateful child, your parents created you, you’re basically their property until death so they have the right to do as they like whether you like it or not

>got selected for a jury trial that may last up to 3.5 weeks
>only 9a-130p every day but get paid for a full day by job every day I’m out
For once I actually got a small win in my pathetic life

>>77589041
She's guilty bro, don't buy the "muh mental health it's the husband's fault" bullshit. Good luck.

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>>77588985

>Co-worker (foid) talking to me
>talking about hinge
>shows me she has over 5k likes
>1000s of guys messaging her
>she's a 5/10 5 foot indian
I guess Im just going to die alone

>>77589081
is she a fob indian or an americanized one? american born light skinned indian girls are almost always pretty

>eczema flailing up really bad. OTC creams and medicated lotions aren't helping
>dermatologist prescribed me prednisone

I'm kinda worried taking it. Short term side effects are weight gain and mood changes (among others), but long term is shit like osteopenia and weakened immune function. It's only a 2 week run to see if it helps, so lasting effects can't be too bad, right?

Rebounded to 16% bf after a very brief period of being 13%. The face gains were insane but my digestion and performance got absolutely obliterated. I landed an 18 year old gf at 28 who likes me for who I am, which is good, but I have very little feelings for her and I’m only collecting bodies until I reach 20 and finally settle down. 5 left to go. Honestly, human existence is a well of tears. Excessive materiality leads only to emptiness.

I'm pretty fucked atm. I'm 31 and I've been talking with a girl since june, she is 28. We met through a christian app, so we shared the same values. We are both from the same country but we lived in different cities, everything was going great, we spoke hours daily, and we connected super well.
She moved to another country a few months ago but things stayed the same, I traveled there in September and we met for the first time, things were good but sex wasnt the best, I just thought that it was becouse it was the first time having sex together and nothing else. After I came back home, I noticed that things were different, we didnt talk as much and things were colder, I told her that, and at first she told me she was just busy, but after I kept insisting she told me that she simply didn't find me attractive. That shit broke me, as I said before we met through an app and we had a lot of videocalls. she told me that she finds me handsome but she's used to being with guys that are way more athletic and have a better body. I'm 1,81cm and 90kg so I know I'm fat and I should lose weight, but I legit thoght se was the one, and even worse is she telling me that she likes everything about me but she can't fall for a guy whose body she doesn't like. I understand having physical preferences, I'm the first that would have a hard time dating a girl I don't find attractive, but thats something I would realise early stages not after all this time, and having the connection we had. I feel like shit lads.

>>77589620
>Short term side effects are weight gain
Fyi most drugs with this side effect are actually "You will have an increased appetite" and because most people are cattle, they just eat more. If you track your food like usual, you'll be fine. Optionally, you can think of this 2 week period as a test for resisting hunger signals.
>so lasting effects can't be too bad, right?
Worst case scenario, you just stop taking it, yeah? Wouldn't hurt to try it for a little, especially if the doc is recommending it.
>>77589972
All it'll take is a calorie deficit anon. I'm sure you can make it, good luck.

>>77589972
niggas will have sex once and think she's the one
should learn a lesson and get in shape tho

>>77589985
I know, I've lost weight in the past, but the thing that fucks me is that the relationship with her is over. We haven't talked in a week and even if I get fitter I couldn't be with a girl this superficial.

>>77589994
nah, I've had sex in the past with more girls, she wasn't even close to being my first

>>77589985
>>77589997
Yeah if she left you because of that while everything else was apparently amazing she is a shallow whore and definitely not "the one". The other possibility is that she didn't like you emotionally and all that shit and she was just looking for whatever excuse to break it off.

Either way, she wasnt the one, just another whore. You were infatuated, it's ok it happens. Life goes on. But yeah put the fork down and hit the gym tubbo.

>>77589006
This is a very semetic view point, simply, they pulled you out of the void, if they fail to prepare their child for life they have failed.

>>77589972
>she is 28. We met through a christian app
Consider the fact most chicks are party girls from ages 18-27, the fact shes larping on a christian app just means shes looking for a provider type to lock down. You dodged a bullet, get in shape and dont date any chick 25 or older

>>77589985
Fair enough. I'm pretty meticulous about tracking my calories and doing meal prep and whatnot, so maybe it'll be fine. As a former fatty, I'm no stranger to blocking out food noise too. Hopefully the meds works though, it's getting to the point I can barely close my hands, it'd be a godsend to get back to normal.

>>77590032
>Consider the fact most chicks are party girls from ages 18-27, the fact shes larping on a christian app just means shes looking for a provider type to lock down.
Based knower

>>77589972
>taking women seriously
Many such cases. Learn your lesson and invest your animic forces in yourself instead of chasing a partner; women can smell your infatuation and desperation and that provokes repulsion in them. It’s important that you lose weight and make muscle, but more importantly, harness your own desire and compulsions so that you won’t fall in love with a simulacrum just because “we shared the same values” or whatever.

>>77582036
>start looking into business
>find out you can buy a franchise for way less than you would think
>learn about absentee ownership
Literally what is the fucking catch. If what I’m seeing is true, take out loan buy an existing business with full employees from a retiring owner, keep 9-5 to pay bills to live do the bare minimum work on business while it’s handled by a management company and employees, put 100% of profits towards loan and back into the business, pay off within few years quit 9-5 transition from absentee and handle more of the work myself start taking an income from the business


Surely I’m missing a lot here and it ain’t that simple or straightforward

>>77583552
>The reason I don't go to prostitutes is not because it's degenerate.
seriously reassess your values

>>77583631
friendly reminder that any justification of putting any part of your fact or body into someone's rectum is inherently degenerate and you seriously need a wake-up call and to go outside and spend less time surrounded by degenerate people online.

>>77589075
I am about to give the military another try and sign a contract with the Navy, hopefully it works out anon

>>77590410
>life is in the gutters
>become zogbot
Bruh.

>>77590425
Im just in it for the money and IT certs and clearance desu

>>77590426
How long is it going to take you to reach clearance and be certified?

>>77590430
Like 6 months to a year. I could get a nice job and make 150k+ at a defense contractor if lucky

Considering just sabotaging things with a woman because I'm sick of planning things and taking care of everything. There's just no way dating is worth it

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>turns out i have this
great

How do i sabotage a dating phase with a girl without making it look like im a douchebag even tho we cuddle and all

this was a mistake desu

>>77590917
I can have her if you dont want her

You guys in the 20-35 range (really 25-30) ever look around at people our age and see them going on huge trips often and doing a ton of stuff that generally requires a lot of money? How are they doing this. I can grasp some of them have rich parents spoiling them, and even realize a lot of the women are just someone’s fuck toy. But that’s not all of them. There’s the generic Miami influencer archtype who obviously is faking it with rented cars and fake designer clothing but for the ones who aren’t what the fuck are they doing? I’ll see them start businesses that literally should not be making them that much money they’ll look like small time businesses that don’t even get that much traffic whether it’s shitty street clothing brands or some gay food thing. Are they just taking business loans and blowing it on bullshit knowing full well they’re going into debt? Like somehow obtaining government business grants under the guise of using it for business and then blowing it anyways to avoid the debt and writing hair off as business expenses? Are all those people fucked eventually?
I just don’t get it. I don’t even want the extravagant spotlight lifestyle I just want to be more comfortable and if I want to do something that costs $5k be able to do it without worry or a ton of weighing

>>77592055
Really depends, are you talking social media in general, or your specific network/social group. Because it varies from debtmaxxing degenerates, fake it until you make it course sellers, nepo-babies, a select few genuinely crushing life BUT the vast majority are wage slaving it, maybe travelling 1-2 a year and actively saving for it yearly. Remember that everyone only posts their highlights not the days they're putting in work. The average path for a 25-30 year old should be college, job, and now a promotion or two, which means if they're not blowing it all they can afford a decent apartment, car, and trips every quarter.

>>77592071
I’m talking both. Obviously the social media side leans more towards it being fake flexing but I see people I’m acquainted with doing it too. Some of them will have low paying wage slave jobs even who I know don’t have wealthy parents. Every attempt I’ve made to talk business stuff with them they’re vague as hell and just say a lot of nothing and act nonchalant about it all.
>course sellers
Is this really that lucrative? Obviously it works for some people and this is another one that seems to lean into the fake flexing side of things but I can’t imagine it really makes the average person doing it a livable wage.
>average path
It’s so weird because it laps feels like everyone I interact with shares the same struggles, everything’s too expensive life is work and go home and barely get by. I’m probably noticing the outliers more than the average so it seems reversed
Also damn so I fucked up lmao. Idk how to play catch up here, I may look into those fifo offshore oilfield jobs. It would suck and lower lifespan but it would bring me up to par if I could get into it
>realized
I know one person who got an inheritance of a mil and blew it all in 3 years. That’s gotta be what’s going on for the population I’m talking about. That’s actually fucking insane. If I were to get any inheritance 10% is going towards something nice and the rest into investing to set me up for the future why the fuck are these retards blowing it

>>77582036
A few weeks ago I decided that I want to introduce the tiniest amount of safe and controlled misery and discomfort in my life so I turned the heating in my home down to 18C and decided that I would only wear shorts and no shirt of any kind. In the beginning I was so cold that I couldn't even think but after a few days I got used to it and now it just feels mildly uncomfortable, not enough to actually want to put on a shirt. It was an interesting experience, how quickly I adapted. Now I'm wondering, is this purely psychological or did I actually start burning more calories in order to keep myself warm. That's all, thank you for reading my blog.

>>77582036
Epic

>>77592084
Course selling isn't lucrative, you need a big audience who trust you not to release bs. 99% are larping and faking it so the get rich quick retards buy their AI generated PDF.
The average path is viable, if you're under 29 you still have time to invest in a marketable skill and go all in on it.
As for the wagies you say can afford stupid things, unless they're selling drugs or ass/pussy, they're attempting to play the social game of wasting all your money on making it look like you have your life together, maybe going into debt. Unless they mention something like using AI, they might have a side hustle that pays.

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>>77582036
had like 15 beers and went soft fucking my girl. Been dealing with ED due to either fin/min or pelvic floor. drinking heavily before trying to fuck was a bad idea. tired of this shit. stopping fin for a while to see if it improves. libido is still there but not as much as it used to. ig we'll see.

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Tinnitus got worse

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foid treated me like a backburner and now im dating another one i'm suddenly very intresting

>>77592102
>under 29
I’m turning 31. I know I’m late, and yeah I fucked up and wasted time wasn’t even living life just fucked up between trying to get low paying certs for shit I had no interest in and having periods where I was a NEET. I think my best plan is to
>1 learn something that can pay more than I need to survive
Whether that’s a trade or go do that oil field shit for my 30s.
>2 try to into business >>77590391
And hopefully be able to fully transition so the work I day each day can just be the business
But no clue where to even begin. If I could get into entry role fifo or oil fiend that answers that I guess. Not what I’d wanna be doing but if it pays the way people say then I could definitely do that at least until 45

>>77586907
pls respond somebody.

>>77592189
everyone is talking to each other daily over text but it might just be nonsense i don't know. i don't do it either and i prefer irl interactions

>>77582036
my friend who is a line cook says they always spit in black peoples food.
is he trying to be edgy or is this actually a thing?

>>77592199
Maybe report him and the establishment? That’s disgusting af

Kif, I have made it with a woman. Inform the men.

But for real though, wife took a sick day and I'm wfh, so yeah.

Anyway. I'm 46, 30% bf if I'm being honest, not completely unhealthy but obviously could be better. Been trying the boner pills to help with staying hard, which, lemme tell ya, is incredible. Do recommend, even if your dick is healthy.

Tried cialis. Works fine, I take a super low dose of 2.5mg and it's plenty. But I get all the sides, headache etc. And it lasts so long, kind of ruins my whole day.

So recently tried viagra for the shorter half life. First time 25mgn which is apparently what they give old men with heart problems. Worked fine, but it turned me bright pink and turned regular fucking into a major cardiovascular event. Today I tried half of that, so 12.5mg, and it honestly felt awful. 20 minutes after taking it my head felt like a balloon and my whole chest felt bad. Not heart attack, but un-fucking-comfortable. Waited 2 hours, survived sex, and now I'm just recovering.

Anybody have experience with this? How to lessen these sides?

Recently had sex with an East Asian woman for the first time. Absolute shit tier compared to white women. What is all the fuss about?
I miss my ex-gf, bros.

Dating a woman and i'm aldready irritated and pissed at her, i should just be alone for rest of my life

>door to door voter flier people started coming by
>usually just bang on door way too loud and that’s it
>today loud knock, moments later hear doorknob being turned
>doorknob is stuck and needs wd40 really bad not easy to turn so was 100% then trying to get in
When I went to check they weren’t there but I had the flier. My knob was stuck turned to the side it would be if you were trying to get in. So they tried to break in. I sent a pic of the flier to a friend (liberal advertisement btw) and he said he got the same one but they harassed his girlfriend and kept trying to find out if she was alone.


Idk what to do

>>77592478
Call the police

>>77592478
>liberal advertisement
Shocking

>>77592478
Shout you're armed, dangerous and a patriot next time

>>77582036
I wish there were Gym Going clubs in my city like there are run clubs
Where you could meet up with a group of people at a specific gym and lift, hype each other up, and befriend each other
I need friends, bruh

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Over the past few years, three people told me that I look like someone who plays a lot of video games. I do but I think I'm not fit enough if that's what people assume of me.

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>>77582036
I totally just BOMBED my finance practice exam. It's cool doe I got 3 days.

I'm working on my social gains tomorrow by going to the bar. How do I not be awkward and shut in?

>>77592979
Be at peace with and by yourself, this is the foundation. Have a couple of drinks. Get a pack of smokes, and remember to be light hearted, playful and focus on the other person. Ask questions, listen, and then ask them to tell you more about parts of their answers. Try regulate your nervous system as best you can, hydrate during the day, eat good foods, workout so the endorphins are flowin', you'll do fine and be fine.

>>77592988
And how about approaching different people or groups? Is it as easy as walking up to them and asking what's up?

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I can't wait for my Vyvanse trip tomorrow. I'm even baking a cake on the grill in celebration for it. Feels like my life is finally moving forward when I get high out of my mind. I'm gonna clean and organize everything whilst finishing up the finishing touches on the palletoid shed so I can finally focus on getting the foundation done for the 10x20 shed kit
Ahh nevermind I burned it. I don't know how to cook. Oh well.

>>77592999
That's what the smokes are great for, its easy af to spark conversations in the smoking area. It's probably easier to make convo with individuals/ask them how their nights been but if you notice a warm/open group you could try em. Humor and good vibes are the best gateway to opening people in general, if I encounter someone alone on a night out but the vibes are good and they're fun to talk to/funny in general, thats a new friend right there.

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>>77582036
Christmas is coming after a month or so and it will be the fourth year anniversary that I have had to wear a colostomy bag. I don't see the point in getting fit, I can't take my shirt off anymore except around my family/people I trust. I have to shit in bags for the rest of my life.

>>77593168
nigga, there's people that have the bag AND can't walk or move or cum or breathe on their own. Be grateful you're not paralized and use your body

Got a date today. Hopefully a successful one.

>>77593282
Congrats. Show up in a halloween costume. Maybe as scream, Jason or freddie

>>77582036
I lost my job for no fault of my own
But not even upset because I took full advantage of the dental insurance and fixed all my teeth
I had rotten back teeth for so long I got used to the pain
I really don’t known I lived like that
Now that I got all my teeth fixed
No more pain can play my hobbies without the discomfort
I can’t imagine ever going back to my teeth ruining habits again
I had my fun with eating candy while watching movies
Drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes
That is enough for one lifetime

>>77593282
How the fuck do you people get dates?

>>77593287
I am actually invited to a halloween party afterwards so it would be funny, but not for a first date.

>>77593329
H*nge

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>>77582444
Checked and that only reason you are getting a response.

I was a kissless vigrin until 30 and then I became a manwhore for a few years and got with more pussy then most get in their life and now I have a qt3.14 fiancée far too young and innocent for me.

It's all about a failure to level up social skills in your youth. Ever since I was a kid I knew I was socially autistic but I didn't know how to fix it. My parents and friends were socially retarded so I got nothing from them, they hurt my social skills if anything. I sat in my room for my teenage years and 20s playing vidya which further hurt my social skills. When I turned 30 I was bored and visited some clubs where I eventually befriended some other guys, and I got to put my autism to work in figuring out the social game. Eventually girls started to appear, but I was at the club for the boys so I blew them off with no secondary intent which apparently drove them nuts. A pile of cheating hoes, manipulative bitches, homie hoppers, and vindictive ex's later I found a nice girl.

Also, every stereotype 4chan repeats about girls from burning coal, to not falling in love with a practice girlfriend... yes they are all true, don't be me and think you are the exception, it will save you lots of headaches.

>TL:DR never learned social skills.

All women are whores

>>77593805
not my mommy tho

>>77593329
Hinge

But you gotta be 6 feet and have decent pics to get any dates.
I'm pretty average but I'm 6'1 and have a decent body and now im talking to five different women i met on that app

>>77593329
Dating apps are low key homosexual, you should meet women in the wild

>went to a wedding for a good friend a few weeks ago
>professional photos come back, they put them on facebook
>I see the ones with me
>fat as fuck, easily the fattest I've ever been, I had no idea it got this bad
>lost a lot of weight in the past
>no "extra dick" hidden under the fat, just got a small dick and there's nothing I can do about it
>barely 4 inches with viagra
>turn 33 in a few days
>still living at home with mom
>she asks me what my plans for my birthday are
>tell her the same as every year I guess (sit in my room and watch old movies/play video games)
>she told me that time moves slow as a kid but fast when you're older, wait until I'm 50 and 65 will be a day away
>told her I don't want to make it to 50
>she got visibly upset
>dead end job, ten dollars an hour
>no money for school, no time for school
>fucked up teeth because I didn't take care of them as a kid
>will never be a home owner
>mom likes my siblings more so even if she passed away I'd be homeless because there's no way she'd leave me the house on my own, couldn't afford it anyways
>had sex with 1 girl before and she was bigger than I was
>no female attention when I was slim
>coworkers try to "put me on" with girls they know but they're all college kids who know they're worth more than me, I'm very much an afterthought
>women have literally turned their noses up at me upon meeting me
>peaked in elementary school before I got fat the first time
genuinely considering suicide. I've considered it before but never to this degree, I really don't think it can get any better. I still work out a little bit and I can overhead press 1 plate and squat 3 but I don't even care anymore.

>>77593944
You could always stop being a gigantic pussy and try and make something of your embarassing life

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>>77593944
Genuinely a fixable series of circumstances. Fix your internal monologue. Is it a friend to you or straight up a hater that berates you? Because that's literally your mental programming. No one experiences reality beyond it. If it's negative you know for a fact you cannot trust it, it's biased and has been poisoned against you. You're not meant to take thoughts too seriously.

Embrace where you are, take full accountability and stock of where you are. Begin listing every single problem you have in your life, now scan that list and select the 10 most pressing. Make a new list with just the 10. Your objective now is to take that list of 10 and focus on them one at a time and fix it. 1-3 should be manageable.

As someone whose primary self-sin is wasted time and youth, I genuinely believe you can change your life around in 6 months minimum. With enough pain and hate of your current circumstances you can be driven towards greater goods and higher ideals. Cultivating will power is the first step, and then building out order and structure. Do not negate social contact and community, use the bonds you have to rejuvenate yourself as you work on climbing out of this pit.

>>77593960
I take it on the chin every day man, this is the only place I bitch about it because that's what everyone does in these gay ass threads every weekend. I just feel like shit because I'm about to turn another year older with nothing to show for it. But you are correct objectively.

>>77593981
Not to be a fag but I could genuinely live with almost all of it if I had a bigger dick but that's not really in the cards. Call me gay or whatever but I genuinely believe that if I woke up with a 7 incher tomorrow a LOT of my mental health problems would go away because I just feel like a bitch. Everything I try to do feels like compensating and its kind of true.

I'm just in my feelings lately like what I said to the other anon but I do appreciate your more positive spin on things. My mental programming is negative because I've behaved like a loser my whole life and its not unfounded at all, so its tough to lie to myself like that with no victories under my belt. I do good at work because I have an objective point-a-to-point-b routine, but left to my own devices and free will I just fall apart and accomplish nothing. I try to save up or lose weight or whatever else but the road ahead is so daunting and long, since I've been a loser for so long I begin to ask myself why even bother? Its hard to keep myself in line but nobody else cares enough to try to help me be accountable. Its a demon I have to face on my own and historically I've proven many times that I don't have what it takes to win. I dunno man. These feelings have come and gone before. I can't kill myself because my mom would be sad and my cat wouldn't understand. I just have to tough it out again, for better or worse.

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>>77582036
I’ll take a vodka tonic
Posted here a few months ago about my GF telling me she thinks we’re growing apart in life. Things got a little better for a few months but last night she broke up with me. Took all her stuff at my place so that’s it.
7 years down. Neither one of us want to get married or have kids. I thought we were pretty much perfect for each other, but she had a really rough year and apparently thinks differently. Says she doesn’t have time for a relationship. We saw each other 1x/week or for a weekend every 2 weeks, so I guess if that’s too much then she really doesn’t. Talked about how she might be making the biggest mistake of her life but she still has to make it. She turned down couple’s therapy as a suggestion.
Spent most of my day today trying to sleep and waking up again hoping it was a dream, in between bouts of crying. Really sucks, she’s the closest connection I’ve ever had in my life. I feel completely numb today

I sort of hate halloween. My dad pulled a prank on me when I was 9 or 10 and I can never get over it.

>>77592160
get tadalafil. usually take like 10-15mg when i go out drinking. fucked this girl when i was borderline blacked out. got rock hard but couldn't cum also don't remember much of it. real shame too she was a legit 10/10

>>77592752
That would be nice. Maybe that's why people do crossfit

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Fuck women

Funny how there are entire aspects of life I've completely missed out on that should be normal
I've never had an actual friend group, I've never dated, I've never been in love or had butterflies in my stomach, obviously never had sex
I mean I do feel like shit about it but I don't even really know what I'm missing out on

>>77594099
what was the prank?

>be me
>loser through highschool, but got decent grades
>graduated university with CS degree
>but graduated too late to buy a house
>wage has stagnated last few years, but my job will probably be gone within 5 years anyway
>also no gf

meanwhile
>a guy I went to highschool with was a total skid
>just did drugs, skipped class, took the hottest girl's virginity
>now he owns his own contracting company that seems to be doing well (based on Instagram profile)
>he's married with children as well

I guess I fell for the "go to school and be a wageslave" meme, but fuck it's frustrating

>>77594395
getting a decent gig in a major city and networking like a madman is the winning trade off in this situation.

I hate my life and don't feel like my wife loves me anymore. If i didn't have an obligation to my kid i couldn't see a reason to keep going. Best case scenario i could just go be a hermit somewhere and die alone.

>got laid off from my job last year
>decided to make a career switch to the trades and go for being an electrician
>job market's just as bad, but school's been good and have slowly made conenctions
>have had a noticeable uptick in interviews and employer responses in general since August
>lost a lot of money over the last year but banking on everything paying off over the next year

Otherwise life is chill, relationship with FWB is good, I'm getting back into my art, and I have my first Halloween to myself in I don't know how long.

>>77592979
Good luck brah.

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I was in a relationship for 3 years, felt at that point that it wasn't going to work long-term for a multitude of reasons so I painfully broke up with her. however, she was so insistent and we had became each other's best friend that we essentially kept dating unofficially for the next 3 years. fast forward to last month, after 3 years of waiting around for me to say lets start again or move in together or whatever, she said enough is enough and goodbye. I feel torn inside because while I wanted the breakup to happen, it doesn't change the fact that she was literally my best friend and we hung out almost every day. It's a classic case of not caring or thinking about it while it's happening, but then wanting something now that you don't have it anymore

Right now I'm kind of going through it by having extreme ups and downs. I'm literally only thinking of the good, of what I like about her and if I made a huge mistake. but then I know there are so many aspects that wouldn't work long term. thinking about the latter and the bad of a relationship is so difficult when you are in the period of missing them and wanting to reconcile. I texted her recently just seeing if she was doing anything on Halloween and she ghosted me. Sadness but... it's probably for the better. sorry for the blog

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