I can't stand having to pay taxes for boomer's retirements. Those demons are like Saturn, they devour their own successors in order to keep themselves alive, even though they were dumb enough to believe in a pyramid scheme. We need another covid-19 to wipe them out of the face of Earth.
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my mom and dad grew up without indoor plumbing so that was really cool of them to give me a place shower and shit as a kid, so ive decided to drink myself to death like my old man did as a "thank you" to them.
>>25257478>that was really cool of themThat was their moral obligation, actually. You didn't ask to be born, did you?>so ive decided to drink myself to death like my old man did as a "thank you" to themHoly shit, you went from one extreme to the other really quickly here! If you want to drink yourself to death at least make your own beer so you can pay less taxes.
>>25257512I care deeply about my physical, mental and spiritual well-being, that's why I'm here!I also am deeply interested in abstract shit i cannot æffect in any meaningful way, also why im here!!Maybe >>>/pol/ might be more your speed, you seem like one of those fast people whereas I am slow and tend to slow others down. Sometimes I even stop for extended periods of time, I'm that slow.
>>25257571>telling me to go to /pol/>believing in spiritualityCould it be, perhaps, that you're the devil himself but in human form? What do you want from me?
>>25257599So when we create moral caricatures of people we give them divine powers, le hero le villain. Are you insinuating i am a divinely evil being or just a drunk who lives in his mom's converted garage. Idk I guess waving away illusions reveals how mundane people really are, and the human all too human aspects of them.
>>25257621Nah, maybe you're just a drunk dude but a drunk dude who's actually being controlled by the Devil. If I make a headcanon of you basing myself on this hypothesis, then I won't need to give you any power
>>25257647are you pretending to be retarded, you better not be
>>25257684I used not to be retarded but years of bad habits made me this way. My main interest now is how to induce neurogenesis through epigenetic means, but I have already accepted that I won't ever be in my peak. If you keep drinking yourself to death maybe you will also get to know how it feels to see your brain slowly frying, although I've seen some people saying that our brain has a good resistance to the damage done by alcohol.
Fun-fact: even being retarded I still managed to score more than 100 points in an official WAIS test. I don't remember the WAIS version, though, nor do I plan to say my exact IQ.
>>25257711Sometimes I try to induce schizophrenia and psychosis in people, uh just kiddin I would never.I think trying to quantify suffering is a dangerous game, although I think most of psychology is just that. A game.>>25257721>IQDoesn't exist, or rather I do suppose. It's like the quantifying suffering thing, a game.talking about this gives this weird feeling of deja vu..do you ever get deja vu?
>>25257743>Sometimes I try to induce schizophrenia and psychosis in peopleBase->just kiddin*Ahem*>quantifying sufferingMy intention wasn't that of comparing suffering or quantifying it, I'm just saying you will have a cognitive decline in your brain capabilities because of alcohol if you keep being addicted to it and that I also had it but due to other circumstances.>Doesn't exist, or rather I do supposeIt's neither an absolute truth (like Flynn effect faggots like to believe when they say we have gotten smarter than people from the past) nor a an absolute lie. It has its own utility.>do you ever get deja vu?Rarely. I used to have a lot of them as a child, though.
>>25257778>My intention wasn't that of comparing suffering or quantifying itIntent is hard to determine, maybe even impossible, but that's a side tangent...>that I also had it but due to other circumstances.All roads really do lead to Rome or that's what they say.>It's neither an absolute truth (like Flynn effect faggots like to believe when they say we have gotten smarter than people from the past) nor a an absolute lie. It has its own utility.Truisms are useful but they are also self-referential and logically incoherent or maybe logic can't keep up because of how fast they reach a conclusion and logic is slow, methodical I do suppose.>as a childI don't remember most of my childhood, that's cool that you can. Maybe it's the drinking, although I doubt it. It doesn't help suppress memories like at all, even though that's a very common misconception.
>>25257798>but that's a side tangent...I see.>All roads really do lead to RomeI think we are going to arrive there faster than most people, though.>Truisms are useful but they are also self-referential and logically incoherentDunno if that's really a good comparison with IQ tests usefulness but whatever >that's cool that you canI can't too, lol. I remember that it used to happen more oftenly but the only isolated case I can think of in the moment was with Akame ga Kill. It's more like that type of thing you just ~know~ that used to happen.>It doesn't help suppress memories like at allBut it does fuck up with your neurons, doesn't it?
>>25257824>I see.I didn't reveal anything you didn't already know>weInteresting choice of words.. .>I remember that it used to happen more oftenlyI do know what you mean, sort of. It's very hard for me to remember anything at all from that long ago, I think I smell what you're stepping in though.>Akame ga Kill.Idk what that is.>It's more like that type of thing you just ~know~ that used to happen.Intuition is cool, that's what an anon told me once when they made a thread about cars and their aerodynamics.>>25257824>But it does fuck up with your neurons, doesn't it?Neuroplasticity or whatever, we just make new pathways when the old ones get worn out or are destroyed. I watched a YouTube documentary about it.Still getting this really odd feeling talking to you, maybe not deja vu. It's like, idk it's unsettling or off putting. Just weird, very odd.
>>25257849>it's unsettlingnot
>>25257849>I didn't reveal anything you didn't already knowTruism moment? Lol>Interesting choice of wordsHmmm, why is it so interesting for you?>It's very hard for me to remember anything at all from that long agoI feel you. There are years which I don't remember almost anything of what happened within them.>Idk what that isA japanese cartoon.> when they made a thread about cars and their aerodynamicsHow did you go from cars and aerodynamics to intuition in their thread?>we just make new pathways when the old ones get worn out or are destroyedBut I think you lose the old synapses contained in the dead neurons, which are where your memories were.>maybe not deja vuNigga I literally talked with you yesterday lol
>>25257873>Truism moment?Maybe, it's like weaponised kindness. I guess it's meant to lower your guard and give a flase sense of security since i am easy to read. That's how I like to present one of my self.>Hmmm, why is it so interesting for you?Because you're still trying to do a coup de main, self defense is a sacred right.>I feel youfiguratively speaking I presume. >There are years which I don't remember almost anything of what happened within themMy 20s seem that way more often than not too, not just my childhood or teenage years.>How did you go from cars and aerodynamics to intuition in their thread?Pretty sure that was the intent behind their wording, to reach that conclusion.>But I think you lose the old synapses contained in the dead neurons, which are where your memories were.That might explain a lot, now that I think about it for longer than a moment.>yesterdayNo, no that wasn't me. I just started posting here this morning. I usually post on, well nevermind. I don't anymore so, yeah.
>>25257911>i am easy to readI don't know if I would be so sure about that, but if you say so.>you're still trying to do a coup de mainWhat's the main subject which I'm running from, then?>figuratively speaking I presumeYep.>My 20s seem that way more often than not tooDoesn't make me surprised from the little I know of you. Unfortunately, I don't have any advice to give you and I think it wouldn't be useful to hear a "just stop drinking, bro". What made you become a drunkie anyway?>I usually post onOh my... It seems like we have a /pol/ user here, doesn't it?
>>25257947>I don't know if I would be so sure about that, but if you say so.Certainty is a feelin, like faith. I mean I think, or do suppose.>What's the main subject which I'm running from, then?It's a metaphor about all being fair in love and war.>What made you become a drunkie anyway?I don't talk about it, because there is no point. It's not that deep.>/pol/That was a long time ago, i meant i still post on /b/ but rarely.Why so curious, that's the real question. I already told ya'll why I don't ask many questions about people here, which makes me wonder why you do.Maybe im "hypervigilant" or something, although i don't think that's a real concept. Rather, I think it's the kill 'em with kindness thing I mentioned before.
>>25257977>Certainty is a feelin, like faithMaybe. So in other words, I don't have faith that you're someone easy to read.>all being fair in loveIs brainwashing fair in the context of conquering a loved one?>I don't talk about it, because there is no pointI thought you did so to thank your parents, wasn't that what you said before? Jokes side, ok forget about it then.>i meant i still post on /b/ but rarelyI only post there like 8 times a year, I guess. Too deranged for me.>I already told ya'll why I don't ask many questions about people hereAnd what's the reason?>why you doIt opens up my worldview and makes me understand more of different type of people. Besides the simple fact of being interesting.
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>>25258031>Maybe. So in other words, I don't have faith that you're someone easy to readI think you are smarter than i am and maybe more clever, maybe. That second part might be a stretch.>your parentsI was a dad, too, in another life. My father died when I was almost 14.>I only post there like 8 times a year, I guess. Too deranged for me.It was never good, now it's just kinda boring. Or it always was and I grew tired of it, I really don't know honestly.>And what's the reason?Familiarity breeds contempt, people are best at a distance.>It opens up my worldview and makes me understand more of different type of peopleThat's incredibly brave and foolish.>simple factTruisms are cool. Even if they are technically cheating. You are difficult to read over a screen although in person I could probably read you like a book before ever speaking. I have a divine gift called autism that makes me notice things about people but its power is retarded through 4chan where it's very easy to be evasive. That's why I like it here, I think other people do too for the same reasons.
>>25258106>I think you are smarter than i am and maybe more clever, maybeYou're going to make me blush, anon. I disagree with you but thanks, I appreciate it.>in another lifeI don't believe in reincarnation tbqh>My father died when I was almost 14.The Evil domains this world. Most people are going to see their own parents die, we just forget about that for the time being. I'm sure you went through a lot but this is a truism, I'm also sure you don't want my pity or anything like that. Just remember that the day we die will probably be horrible and frightening, probably only people in chronical suffering don't feel this way in their deaths, since it frees them. Life sucks.>It was never goodI can't really give a reliable opinion because I wasn't there on its golden years but from what I have read, it probably was at least a little better than how it is now.>people are best at a distanceI agree, we just differ in how big that distance must be. It isn't some silly questions in a thread that will make me close to you or the other way around, so you shouldn't care for it that much.>That's incredibly brave and foolishNah, I just have weird tastes.>I have a divine gift called autism that makes me notice things about peopleAren't you supposed to be less efficient reading people if you have autism? I have the same blessing and don't really feel like I have any superpower like that, although I don't have problems in understand facial expressions or irony.
>>25257409the boomers don't even know you existhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=IkVB70a-3Vk&ra=m
>>25258332I'm not a boomer but that video scared me a little ngl
>>25258308>reincarnationI meant literally figuratively, I don't really want to talk about it. I do but it would not change a thing, time only goes one direction.>The Evil domains this worldI don't believe in other worlds, just this one.>pityNo one really does, it's very difficult to not appear to do so just using words. I have been guilty of this, and not taking my own advice. I suppose that's why I stop repeating the mantras and empty platitudes that are so popular in the parlance of Our Time. Words are very poor mechanisms for expressing emotion although they are really good at illiciting emotions from people, which i think is interesting.>Just remember that the day we die will probably be horrible and frightening, probably only people in chronical suffering don't feel this way in their deaths, since it frees them. Life sucks.We should try to imagine sysiphus happy or somethin, idk if I really believe that honestly.>golden yearsNow i know you are being coy, call it an intuition.>>25258308>me close to you or the other way aroundHave you resolved the paradox of partial feelins? I am most curious about this, to be frank.>I just have weird tastesI have normal tastes, however defining "normal" is interesting thought exercise to watch people do.>>25258308>Aren't you supposed to be less efficient reading people if you have autism?So, I just use autism ironically, I don't think it's a very solid psychological concept. It's complicated.>blessingOr a curse, I suppose it depends on where onenis standing at the time.>I don't have problems in understand facial expressions or ironyHuman behavior is something I admittedly take a lot of interest in, for various reasons.Do you ever think about what you last post will be? What would an ideal last post be for you?
>>25258355>I don't really want to talk about it. I do but it would not change a thingDo as you wish.>just this oneThe only world that exists sucks. It's precisely what I believe.>it's very difficult to not appear to do so just using wordsNot really, I didn't think of you as someone wanting my empathy for even a single second.>although they are really good at illiciting emotions from peopleI never thought about that dichotomy before. I think we create a headcanon of the tone of the words we read through text messages.>We should try to imagine sysiphus happy or somethinSome people manage to gaslight themselves into imagining that but I can't lobotomize myself to that extent.>call it an intuitionYes, it's intuition. What makes me think this way is the type of anons who I had the opportunity to talk who revealed themselves to be ex-"/b/tard"s, they don't look like the average user of the /b/ from nowadays. There must be more reasons for why I think so but I can't remember right now.>Have you resolved the paradox of partial feelins?I don't really know what you mean by paradox of partial feelings. I just think going a little bit further in how much you know of a person than what a complete strange would know isn't enough to generate the contempt that would be generated after the line between "stranger" and "acquaintance" is crossed. And even if that happens, this is an anonymous website so you could just vanish and talk to other people, ask about their lives, then go to the next one, and etc.>"normal"I consider normal what most people also consider normal. I think it's subjective and depends on what the majority of the population thinks.>I don't think it's a very solid psychological conceptYou reminded me of an interesting thesis of mine that I will share when my mind gets a little bit better, since I'm starting to feel slow because of the night. Or maybe I will let it to a possible another opportunity, dunno.1/2
>>25258355>Or a curseIt's, without a doubt, a curse. I was just kidding.>my last postI think a lot about it, it will either be a random post in a random thread like this one or a proper post intended to be my last one, where I would either thank everyone or say I hate everyone, type my frustrations and say goodbye.A perfect last post would be something which could make others feel deeply what I'm trying to convey through words. I'm a little sleepy now and it is affecting me, I think that's all for today.If you feel like it, you can tell me what a good last post would be like for you too. I'm too tired now but I will let the thread saved on archive.palanq.win as a precaution. Some parts of this reply may have got confusing
>>25259327>empathyyou meant sympathy and did that on purpose I think to see if I would do what I am doin right now. Still clever though.>I don't really know what you mean by paradox of partial feelings.I don't really know what i mean by that, either.>I think we create a headcanon of the tone of the words we read through text messages.Inflection is cool.>I think it's subjective and depends on what the majority of the population thinksLike average or mean, I suppose..>this is an anonymous website so you could just vanish and talk to other people, ask about their lives, then go to the next one, and etcI never thought we were anonymous here, but I know what you mean. The self becomes super abstract here, which is kinda neat but can get, weird.>random post in a random threadI don't really know what to think about phenomenonology, I don't think I'm intelligent enough to fully grasp it or dispute it. It's very, interesting, I suppose.>what a good last post would be like for youI want it to be meaningful, like you said exactly. But I have become so jaded I don't think I really believe that anymore, I dont see meaning in anything. That's why I prefer camus, and not sartre I suppose.. I don't know, honestly. I would like to say I did but I don't. I think ideals are a double edge....>sleepySo am I, honestly keeping pace with you is exhausting. This is what being old is like, maybe.This is the most personal I have ever been on 4chan, which is saying a lot, for me atleast. Not sure if it is a 'good' or 'bad' thing, it's what it's. See you around anon, gn.
>>25257409>I can't stand having to pay taxes for boomer's retirementsi'd prioritize banning all forms of welfare first desu, basically dont give poor people an income, free healthcare, etc. Poor people are dregs on society and i'd rather help boomers that paid into their own system than see that same system AND taxes (because taxes arent enough) going towards people who do not, and will not ever provide anything beneficialfuck poor people, we should deport them to canada
